Monday, November 30, 2009
being the girl everyone wants
but is that who i really am?
or am i just trying to please everyone?
LAST 4 HOURS OF WORK LATER IN THE EVENING!
JIAYOUU BAH((:
*ENDURE*
hopefully i'll be able to cope with my studies after that
im really dying already
cui to the max
*sigh*
really tired...
Labels: cant wait to meet old friends soon...
what we could have been, 11/30/2009 01:52:00 PM.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
SILENT PRAYER
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last day of work tmr
*endure*
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AND I WANNA GO SING K!!!
ANY TAKERS?! :D
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last day of work tmr
*endure*
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AND I WANNA GO SING K!!!
ANY TAKERS?! :D
what we could have been, 11/29/2009 10:57:00 PM.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Wonder if you still remembered this...
stepped into artbox today
saw this familiar notebook
and started smiling to myself
could still remember that smile on your face
when i picked this up and showed it to you
you felt really happy at that moment and so did i
really missed those sweet little moments we had
and those silly actions that i'd always like to do that makes you smile
and guessed what i did afterall?
picked it up once again and brought it to the cashier
silly me but i just felt like keeping this book for memorial sake
sometimes, fond memories of us pops into my mind randomly
i just couldnt help but look back at those moments
but i clearly know that that's all way back into the past
and it's no longer coming back to me
guess im still trying hard to accustom to life without you
it's really tough and im really trying hard
1 week, 1 month, 1year?
i dont know
i just need more time...
the night at vincent's 21st chalet was fun
till we knocked him out with 15shots of alcohol
i was one of the main culprit for mixing the drinks
and it hurts to see how worried his mummy was
ohwell, i've learnt my lesson
i dont know what i was hoping for last night
slept on the bed hoping for someone to send me home
being taken care of like i was in the past
ensuring my safety even till the very last moment
cab me home, staying with me till im awake,
and then choosing to walk home after sending me home
guess i was really too over-reliant on you in the past
so much so that i was hoping for the same old things now
but it never came
and would never come
not now, not tmr, not in the near future, forever ever..
now,no one's going to take care of me like you've always do
and i can no longer drink freely without getting home safely
cab rides home from all my late nights now will be lonely now
*sigh*
ohwell,
im telling myself that:
im staying strong
and i will be strong
Labels: missed
what we could have been, 11/27/2009 07:49:00 PM.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
It's hard to believe in love...
the road just gets tougher
and i no longer like walking home
i really love walking home way back in the past
and it's really a pity to dislike it now
(realised that when i tried walking home just now. damn stupid.
i walked back to the bus-stop after awhile. ugh)
*sigh*
cant be help
things happen so randomly
that i just couldnt help but think once in a while
guess time time time is all i really need
am trying really hard now...
hope these smiles are genuine...
the road just gets tougher
and i no longer like walking home
i really love walking home way back in the past
and it's really a pity to dislike it now
(realised that when i tried walking home just now. damn stupid.
i walked back to the bus-stop after awhile. ugh)
*sigh*
cant be help
things happen so randomly
that i just couldnt help but think once in a while
guess time time time is all i really need
am trying really hard now...
hope these smiles are genuine...
what we could have been, 11/26/2009 12:00:00 AM.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
我盼着你说过的那一天
我不停催赶世界
世界变成了一点点
你的温暖却在蔓延
因为你摸不到快乐的边
我不停对抗思念
为什么地球是个圆
我的心情像一只箭
心动了敞开了舞动的手链
想哭了不在乎流泪的肤浅
回忆也悄悄地消失在黑夜
拴住你的心才是终点
爱过了自由了更懂得感谢
想念了才知道空虚的眷恋
从白天到黑夜爱透明孤单
穿越了心动的界限
我等着你出现
what we could have been, 11/25/2009 12:00:00 PM.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
People just dont know us well enough
DEAD TIRED
MUSCLES ACHING ALL OVER
ENERGY DRAINED OUT
BUT EFFORTS WERE PAID OFF((:
wonder how am i going to survive the whole of this week :((
just pray i'll survive through
i'd probably be dead for ibm test
and my assgn due this tues
*sigh*
seriously losing my grip soon....
DEAD TIRED
MUSCLES ACHING ALL OVER
ENERGY DRAINED OUT
BUT EFFORTS WERE PAID OFF((:
wonder how am i going to survive the whole of this week :((
just pray i'll survive through
i'd probably be dead for ibm test
and my assgn due this tues
*sigh*
seriously losing my grip soon....
what we could have been, 11/22/2009 11:10:00 PM.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
TGIF
have been really busy since work started last sat
i know it's super zuo bo but it's robbing me of all my revision time :((
but then again, at least i've met nice friends at work :D
took the day off at work to help out for dodgeball
and in a way im glad dodgeball is finally over
though the outcome wasnt really desirable
at least i believe the whole comm. did a great job! :D
so yupps! KUDOS TO THE DODGIES, AUGUST, JACKSON and JUNHAN!
and now our meetups would be to have FUN and no more work!
and i must really say dodgies are a group of superb friends!
loving them more each and every day!
had the craziest and longest bus ride ever with baobao today!
2hours plus bus ride from school all the way to eunos
and then from eunos to city plaza :((
but at least baobao got all her stocks ready for her next collection!
im so loving her upcoming collection so much! (and my nice bling bling hairband!)
super late for training but ohwell, haha...
netball just spells love :D
daisy tan league coming up soon..
hopefully i wouldnt feel the stress when captain comes back in dec :((
body's aching like siao :((
the hour plus of vball game with dodgies on thurs was enough to kill me
muscle aches on the back, left arm, thighs and a super big orh ceh!
but ohwell, at least i had fun but im now worried for CV tmr :((
my whole body is aching even further from training today
i just hope i wont disappoint the bbees tmr :((
and hopefully, i'll survive through the entire CV...
got my life saviour-yokoyoko with me in case the aches are really bad((:
finally caught 2012 movie with bbees on thurs night! :D
was super proud with the attendance that night!
superb movie with superb company makes everything superb!
our next outing- bash and pageant!
anw,
JIAYOUU CITY VENTURE TMR BAH BBEES!
BBEES FTW ALRIGHTS?((:
have been really busy since work started last sat
i know it's super zuo bo but it's robbing me of all my revision time :((
but then again, at least i've met nice friends at work :D
took the day off at work to help out for dodgeball
and in a way im glad dodgeball is finally over
though the outcome wasnt really desirable
at least i believe the whole comm. did a great job! :D
so yupps! KUDOS TO THE DODGIES, AUGUST, JACKSON and JUNHAN!
and now our meetups would be to have FUN and no more work!
and i must really say dodgies are a group of superb friends!
loving them more each and every day!
had the craziest and longest bus ride ever with baobao today!
2hours plus bus ride from school all the way to eunos
and then from eunos to city plaza :((
but at least baobao got all her stocks ready for her next collection!
im so loving her upcoming collection so much! (and my nice bling bling hairband!)
super late for training but ohwell, haha...
netball just spells love :D
daisy tan league coming up soon..
hopefully i wouldnt feel the stress when captain comes back in dec :((
body's aching like siao :((
the hour plus of vball game with dodgies on thurs was enough to kill me
muscle aches on the back, left arm, thighs and a super big orh ceh!
but ohwell, at least i had fun but im now worried for CV tmr :((
my whole body is aching even further from training today
i just hope i wont disappoint the bbees tmr :((
and hopefully, i'll survive through the entire CV...
got my life saviour-yokoyoko with me in case the aches are really bad((:
finally caught 2012 movie with bbees on thurs night! :D
was super proud with the attendance that night!
superb movie with superb company makes everything superb!
our next outing- bash and pageant!
anw,
JIAYOUU CITY VENTURE TMR BAH BBEES!
BBEES FTW ALRIGHTS?((:
what we could have been, 11/21/2009 12:38:00 AM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
BBEES
FOD
DODGIES
JIAYOUU FOR DODGEBALL TMR!
FULL STEAM!((:
FOD
DODGIES
JIAYOUU FOR DODGEBALL TMR!
FULL STEAM!((:
what we could have been, 11/17/2009 11:59:00 PM.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
5min late for work despite daddy driving me there :((
i totally forgot about the APEC thing that's going on
should have opted for train instead if i'd expected the bad traffic congestion
ohwell...
today's work was so much worst off than ytd! HAHA
somehow all 4 of us kept yawning every now and then
and yawns can get pretty contagious.. haha
but at least we still get to chat
and i've got my daily bread to keep me awake((:
sch from 830-1130 and work from 1-10 can really kill me
wonder how can i ever boost my energy level to handle such long hours!
sometimes it's really good to get busy
but seriously not now
jialat
im having troubles balancing sch and work now :((
just hope things would work out eventually
ugh
i've been thinking through quite alot today
(job too slack liao..nth to do so put on thinking cap! haha)
but anw, as in really thought thru' lots of stuffs in life
and yupps,
things do happen always for a reason
they can be either good or bad as well
but whatever the reason may be, it's all part and parcel of life
we'll never know what holds in the future for us
but God knows it and we'll just be safe in His hands
eventually, what's meant to be is meant to be
we've just got to learn and live with it...
and sometimes i really think i dont know myself well
am i really being who i really am all this while?
or am i still on my journey to finding and becoming the girl i am?
i started thinking of the girl who was in primary school
and then moving on the secondary school, junior college
and finally at her present state in uni...
there's really a major diff at all 4 different stages of life
and i wonder when is it the real me?
and at other point of time, who i was trying to be?
i only knew one thing didnt change, my love for netball
other than that, im just as lost...
brain dead
totally brain dead
ibm assignment cui
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!
i totally forgot about the APEC thing that's going on
should have opted for train instead if i'd expected the bad traffic congestion
ohwell...
today's work was so much worst off than ytd! HAHA
somehow all 4 of us kept yawning every now and then
and yawns can get pretty contagious.. haha
but at least we still get to chat
and i've got my daily bread to keep me awake((:
sch from 830-1130 and work from 1-10 can really kill me
wonder how can i ever boost my energy level to handle such long hours!
sometimes it's really good to get busy
but seriously not now
jialat
im having troubles balancing sch and work now :((
just hope things would work out eventually
ugh
i've been thinking through quite alot today
(job too slack liao..nth to do so put on thinking cap! haha)
but anw, as in really thought thru' lots of stuffs in life
and yupps,
things do happen always for a reason
they can be either good or bad as well
but whatever the reason may be, it's all part and parcel of life
we'll never know what holds in the future for us
but God knows it and we'll just be safe in His hands
eventually, what's meant to be is meant to be
we've just got to learn and live with it...
and sometimes i really think i dont know myself well
am i really being who i really am all this while?
or am i still on my journey to finding and becoming the girl i am?
i started thinking of the girl who was in primary school
and then moving on the secondary school, junior college
and finally at her present state in uni...
there's really a major diff at all 4 different stages of life
and i wonder when is it the real me?
and at other point of time, who i was trying to be?
i only knew one thing didnt change, my love for netball
other than that, im just as lost...
brain dead
totally brain dead
ibm assignment cui
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!
what we could have been, 11/15/2009 11:18:00 PM.
life seems to be sunny today despite the rain((:
guess quite an amount of burden is off my mind now
and that's a pretty good start i guess?
haha
first day of work was pretty good :D
although it was super zuo bo until very boring
but at least i've nice people to work with((:
and it's enjoyable to be able to talk and talk and talk :D
LOL!
love yenyen to the max for coming all the way down just have dinner with me!
LOVE YOU LOADS LOADS LOVES! :D
our new moon movie soon!^^
and im soooo happy today!
cos' this isetan staff thought i just ended my O levels! HAHA! 16years old!
ohkays, so i really look super kido afterall! tsktsk.. nvm i like! LOL!
and the balancing of the statements reminded me of POA. haha
ultimate sians until we were the last staff to leave the shopping mall :((
but nvm, get paid more means more income earned! :D
ohwell
same routine again tmr((:
but this time work is much more enjoyable than private sales :D
guess quite an amount of burden is off my mind now
and that's a pretty good start i guess?
haha
first day of work was pretty good :D
although it was super zuo bo until very boring
but at least i've nice people to work with((:
and it's enjoyable to be able to talk and talk and talk :D
LOL!
love yenyen to the max for coming all the way down just have dinner with me!
LOVE YOU LOADS LOADS LOVES! :D
our new moon movie soon!^^
and im soooo happy today!
cos' this isetan staff thought i just ended my O levels! HAHA! 16years old!
ohkays, so i really look super kido afterall! tsktsk.. nvm i like! LOL!
and the balancing of the statements reminded me of POA. haha
ultimate sians until we were the last staff to leave the shopping mall :((
but nvm, get paid more means more income earned! :D
ohwell
same routine again tmr((:
but this time work is much more enjoyable than private sales :D
what we could have been, 11/15/2009 12:19:00 AM.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Finally thrashed things out with him
and im thankful that i made the right choice to initiate this meetup
it was a tough decision to make for having this meetup
i was really afraid that i would breakdown
but i guess God gave me the strength to face it((:
somehow i just felt He was there with me...
maybe i should be thankful that he made this decision in my place
i could never bring myself to put an end to everything each time i wanted to
im beginning to face reality and everything tt's placed before me now
but sometimes i just couldnt help but have certain regrets in this whole r/s
since everything's over, guess i should be looking at what's next now
hopefully i'll find myself back in no time
back to the girl right before things even started
i was happy all this while,
but i guess the girl back then was at her happiest moment
so yupps,
i see no point in holding on to something that's impossible...
it just takes time to stop missing those wonderful moments
but rather be thankful for having those wonderful moments once..
thanks alot and i hope u'll cont' to stay strong in life
(esp. ur personal life yea?((: )
and promise me you'll take great care of urself in all aspects
and i hope u'll work ur way out in ur studies, personal life and in God((:
Also,
thanks uncle for taking time out to give me lots of emotional support
and being patient with this girl who made u wait for an hour ytd((:
thanks mel for willing to hear me and out and bring me back to the route
thanks baobao for bringing me to city plaza for retail therapy
and keeping me busy so i wont be thinking too much((:
thanks bbees for all the concern u guys have given me too...
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS LOADS! :D
and please cont' to stand by me((:
really need that alot! *HUGS*
and im thankful that i made the right choice to initiate this meetup
it was a tough decision to make for having this meetup
i was really afraid that i would breakdown
but i guess God gave me the strength to face it((:
somehow i just felt He was there with me...
maybe i should be thankful that he made this decision in my place
i could never bring myself to put an end to everything each time i wanted to
im beginning to face reality and everything tt's placed before me now
but sometimes i just couldnt help but have certain regrets in this whole r/s
since everything's over, guess i should be looking at what's next now
hopefully i'll find myself back in no time
back to the girl right before things even started
i was happy all this while,
but i guess the girl back then was at her happiest moment
so yupps,
i see no point in holding on to something that's impossible...
it just takes time to stop missing those wonderful moments
but rather be thankful for having those wonderful moments once..
thanks alot and i hope u'll cont' to stay strong in life
(esp. ur personal life yea?((: )
and promise me you'll take great care of urself in all aspects
and i hope u'll work ur way out in ur studies, personal life and in God((:
Also,
thanks uncle for taking time out to give me lots of emotional support
and being patient with this girl who made u wait for an hour ytd((:
thanks mel for willing to hear me and out and bring me back to the route
thanks baobao for bringing me to city plaza for retail therapy
and keeping me busy so i wont be thinking too much((:
thanks bbees for all the concern u guys have given me too...
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS LOADS! :D
and please cont' to stand by me((:
really need that alot! *HUGS*
Labels: hopefully..we'll be back to good friends again((:
what we could have been, 11/14/2009 11:21:00 AM.
Friday, November 13, 2009
it sucks when u cant get to sleep even if u're freakinh tired
it sucks to lie in bed and think about the past
it just sucks to be going thru' all this shit now
the baking cake session at laopo's hse cheered me up a little
but i could never keep you off my mind. damn me.
i missed everything about u
you and ur biting stunts
(it hurts and all i get is orh ceh but that's what makes u cute)
you and ur super tight hugs
(gets a lil' squeezy at times but it makes me feel safe being in ur arms)
you and ur journey home with me right at my void deck
(always after a long&tiring day but it always perks me up whn u're with me)
you and ur forever messy room
(took me ages to tidy up and didnt end up v neat but yet i enjoyed it)
you and ur specially brewed coffee w/ my fave strawberry pokky
(wasnt a coffee lover but ur coffee was the one n only i loved)
bringing lunch over to you and have a lazy lunch together
(just 2 of us but it gives me all the warmth i needed)
sitting down and listening to you play the piano
(it was enjoyable and sweet and mesmerizing)
and the list just goes on....
i guess i never get to eat ur cookings anymore yea?
i was still hoping for ur pasta that u wanted to cook the other day
(rmbed u told me 'scared no chance meh?' when i didnt get to eat it afterall?)
ohwell, not a chance in the future any longer
it's sad when i didnt get to eat ur pasta
and ends up eating justin's pasta yesterday....
i tried telling myself to be strong
i tried cheering myself up and be happy
i tried to moved on in life cos i know u've already done so
but why is it so that im still back to the starting point
crying like baby and throwing tantrums.
cant i just learn to grow up?
damn me!
i just hope i can settle everything tonight
and leave it behind and move on in life....
it sucks to lie in bed and think about the past
it just sucks to be going thru' all this shit now
the baking cake session at laopo's hse cheered me up a little
but i could never keep you off my mind. damn me.
i missed everything about u
you and ur biting stunts
(it hurts and all i get is orh ceh but that's what makes u cute)
you and ur super tight hugs
(gets a lil' squeezy at times but it makes me feel safe being in ur arms)
you and ur journey home with me right at my void deck
(always after a long&tiring day but it always perks me up whn u're with me)
you and ur forever messy room
(took me ages to tidy up and didnt end up v neat but yet i enjoyed it)
you and ur specially brewed coffee w/ my fave strawberry pokky
(wasnt a coffee lover but ur coffee was the one n only i loved)
bringing lunch over to you and have a lazy lunch together
(just 2 of us but it gives me all the warmth i needed)
sitting down and listening to you play the piano
(it was enjoyable and sweet and mesmerizing)
and the list just goes on....
i guess i never get to eat ur cookings anymore yea?
i was still hoping for ur pasta that u wanted to cook the other day
(rmbed u told me 'scared no chance meh?' when i didnt get to eat it afterall?)
ohwell, not a chance in the future any longer
it's sad when i didnt get to eat ur pasta
and ends up eating justin's pasta yesterday....
i tried telling myself to be strong
i tried cheering myself up and be happy
i tried to moved on in life cos i know u've already done so
but why is it so that im still back to the starting point
crying like baby and throwing tantrums.
cant i just learn to grow up?
damn me!
i just hope i can settle everything tonight
and leave it behind and move on in life....
what we could have been, 11/13/2009 09:44:00 AM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
first night without you
tell me how could i ever get used to it
i couldnt get to sleep, not at all...
the night was scary
i woke up in the morning
hoping it was just a nightmare i had
i read ur text once more and i knew it was no dream
i took out the letter once more
i read it as each and every word started stabbing me
it's amazing how my tears never fail to run out of supply
all the promises u made never once held
'promises are meant to be broken afterall right?'
if u still rmbed what u've promised me the other time
well, i knew it was an empty promise back then
but i just simply wanted to live in self-denial
im losing myself
dead and gone,
you'd probably not gg to see that old me anymore
i've lost my smile
and i've lost my happiness
i cant bring myself to blame u
i just hate myself for being such an idiot
sorry....
u had probably moved on in life
and im still holding on to this shit like a kid
take care alrights
sorry but i cant help missing and loving u like i always do....
tell me how could i ever get used to it
i couldnt get to sleep, not at all...
the night was scary
i woke up in the morning
hoping it was just a nightmare i had
i read ur text once more and i knew it was no dream
i took out the letter once more
i read it as each and every word started stabbing me
it's amazing how my tears never fail to run out of supply
all the promises u made never once held
'promises are meant to be broken afterall right?'
if u still rmbed what u've promised me the other time
well, i knew it was an empty promise back then
but i just simply wanted to live in self-denial
im losing myself
dead and gone,
you'd probably not gg to see that old me anymore
i've lost my smile
and i've lost my happiness
i cant bring myself to blame u
i just hate myself for being such an idiot
sorry....
u had probably moved on in life
and im still holding on to this shit like a kid
take care alrights
sorry but i cant help missing and loving u like i always do....
what we could have been, 11/12/2009 11:14:00 AM.
Lost my one and only pillar of strength
handicapped without a support
dead and gone at my lowest times
feeling so lost without u now
just tell me how am i going to survive through this?
you'd probably think that u made my smile fade
but u hadnt' realise my smile was gone the moment it ended
the old me's dead and gone...
tried to keep myself optimistic
despite all those negative thoughts filling up my mind
guess i've just been trying to decieve myself didnt i?
stupid, foolish, an idiot i may be
but i cant possibly let everything go
sorry...really sorry...
as much as im really hurting from deep inside
i just hope you'll be able to go back to who u are suppose to be
be happy and please take care of yourself alrights
cant be there to give u the special care like i've always done
that's the very last thing that i cant let go
u know how worrying u can really be
so please take good care of yourself alrights?
ur back pain, old injuries, ur right arm and ur eyes
as well as having proper meals as well...
please please take care alrights???
missing you badly
still loving you like i always do...
sidenote: thanks clarence for coming down to hear me out
at 12am in the morning despite ur test tmr.. a million thanks..
i would have been at a greater lost alone at the void deck..
thanks...
handicapped without a support
dead and gone at my lowest times
feeling so lost without u now
just tell me how am i going to survive through this?
you'd probably think that u made my smile fade
but u hadnt' realise my smile was gone the moment it ended
the old me's dead and gone...
tried to keep myself optimistic
despite all those negative thoughts filling up my mind
guess i've just been trying to decieve myself didnt i?
stupid, foolish, an idiot i may be
but i cant possibly let everything go
sorry...really sorry...
as much as im really hurting from deep inside
i just hope you'll be able to go back to who u are suppose to be
be happy and please take care of yourself alrights
cant be there to give u the special care like i've always done
that's the very last thing that i cant let go
u know how worrying u can really be
so please take good care of yourself alrights?
ur back pain, old injuries, ur right arm and ur eyes
as well as having proper meals as well...
please please take care alrights???
missing you badly
still loving you like i always do...
sidenote: thanks clarence for coming down to hear me out
at 12am in the morning despite ur test tmr.. a million thanks..
i would have been at a greater lost alone at the void deck..
thanks...
Labels: what's next...
what we could have been, 11/12/2009 12:38:00 AM.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
finally had our first dodgies outing((:
fish&co. timbre. dodgies. = :D
finally got my work schedule
and im glad my supervisor gave me off-days on fridays!
that means i get to go for netball trgs even as i work! :D
really great to do something you really love alot((:
dont know how am i gg to settle my dodgeball stuffs
hate it when i know i cant be there when the event is being held
but still, im trying hard to think of a way out so tt i can be there
for at least one the days :((
seriously think im wearing myself out
damn headache and effing sore throat :((
and yah,
i want back my smile soon...
fish&co. timbre. dodgies. = :D
finally got my work schedule
and im glad my supervisor gave me off-days on fridays!
that means i get to go for netball trgs even as i work! :D
really great to do something you really love alot((:
dont know how am i gg to settle my dodgeball stuffs
hate it when i know i cant be there when the event is being held
but still, im trying hard to think of a way out so tt i can be there
for at least one the days :((
seriously think im wearing myself out
damn headache and effing sore throat :((
and yah,
i want back my smile soon...
what we could have been, 11/11/2009 06:45:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I need a break from everything, and i really mean EVERYTHING.
Nothing is like the past.
Those moments are gone for good.
Im hoping for fri to be here
Seems like netball is the only thing im really looking forward to
feels like im dispensable, unimportant and insignificant...
being happy was all i ever needed
but i've never thought the simplest thing would have been the hardest
*sigh*
Nothing is like the past.
Those moments are gone for good.
Im hoping for fri to be here
Seems like netball is the only thing im really looking forward to
feels like im dispensable, unimportant and insignificant...
being happy was all i ever needed
but i've never thought the simplest thing would have been the hardest
*sigh*
what we could have been, 11/10/2009 01:41:00 PM.
disappointment
great disappointment
ultimate disappointment
*SIGH*
can someone tell me what to do? :((
so lost that i pray that God would give me an answer *SIGH*
sidenote-tired,exceptionally tired...
can i just sit at a corner and not entertain people for a day...
sometimes it really gets mentally and physically tiring
and throat's effing hurting like shit from all the talking *sigh*
great disappointment
ultimate disappointment
*SIGH*
can someone tell me what to do? :((
so lost that i pray that God would give me an answer *SIGH*
sidenote-tired,exceptionally tired...
can i just sit at a corner and not entertain people for a day...
sometimes it really gets mentally and physically tiring
and throat's effing hurting like shit from all the talking *sigh*
Labels: seriously ultimate disappointed...
what we could have been, 11/10/2009 12:57:00 AM.
Saturday, November 07, 2009
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished
what we could have been, 11/07/2009 06:21:00 PM.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
LOVING YOU((:
Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all I wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that I do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you
sigh
what's wrong with the month of november?
it's only the start of the month
and i've seen 3breakups
unpleasant ones :((
sigh
sometimes i wished i could give them strength to overcome this obstacle
STAY STRONG ALRIGHTS((:
Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all I wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that I do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you
sigh
what's wrong with the month of november?
it's only the start of the month
and i've seen 3breakups
unpleasant ones :((
sigh
sometimes i wished i could give them strength to overcome this obstacle
STAY STRONG ALRIGHTS((:
what we could have been, 11/05/2009 07:20:00 PM.
