SHOPPING IS LOVE! :))

the heading says it all. haahs.
this time mummy paid for all my expenses! *whee* XD
apparantly we shopped at bugis for nearly 6hours! hehs.
i've got myself a very nice BRASSIERE!
then i've got 1 top & 1 babydoll dress. :))
mummy bought herself what i wanted initally-a BAG.
LOLS. my priority was a BAG but i ended up buying clothes!
HEHS. nvm. mummy says we shall go to town to shop tml! YAY!
so i'd better remind myself that im going to get only
A BAG.....A VINTAGE BELT......A VINTAGE FLOPSorHEELS....
i hope i dont get distracted & buy more tops again! XD
but seriously, i saw this top which i really LOVE but i didnt buy.
you kow you know you know! >.<
shall go get it the next time!
YAYY! so i've got more new clothes now! HAPPY HAPPY! :))

doubt i'll be chatting w/ darryl today again. sad lehh...... XD
i hope he's still healthy&jumping after the nike human race! LOLS.
& i hope he's enjoying the awesome concert right now! :))
yingxian offered to go w/ her for the concert but i kindly rejected.
anw. i shopped the whole day & im satisfied with it le. :))
i read my horoscope today.
it said i should be patient with whatever plans im having now.
and i shouldnt rush it so yupps!
i shall just maintain those usual conversations for now.
as for the more sensitive issues.
i guess i shall wait for the right time to ask again.
so im just gg to do what i've been doing since that day.
BFFs. i hope im doing the right thing. :))
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梁静茹 - 如果能在一起

夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沈入海底
投入灼热的光影
对话都结束了

胸口的悸动还没停
今天我更喜欢你
好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应让所有的心愿不怕来不及
人群都散去了
你鼻尖微湿的汗滴
蒸发在我的体温
好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌更会比以前有感情
心有灵犀就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气和笑眯眯
陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应让所有的心愿不怕来不及
如果我们能在一起你的
天使会比以前爱美丽会更美丽

就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起唱一首歌
更会比以前有感情
心有灵犀就连太平洋也静静在聆听

Labels: more shopping to be done tml. *whee*

HOME SWEET HOME! :))

Okey Pokey Dokey.
im finally home from my dear hair cut & shopping :))
i took a dear photo of my LONG hair before i left. LOL.
so u know. i can look at it when i miss it! HAHAS!
i seriously hope it looks alright.
the only thing is tt i dont like my SHORT SHORT FRINGE. :((
but luckily, there's a week for my fringe to go before sch! YAY!

Labels: new haircut.

GP in the morning.

lunch-ed.

off to cut my hair.

will miss my long hair a lot.

bye long hair.

hope to see u soon. :((

XIAOHUI! XD
[p/s-although u didnt tag me but i decided to do this just for u! see im NICE! hehes]


1. The person who tagged you is: XIAOHUI! :))


2. Your relationship with him / her is : BFFs :))


3. Your five impression of him / her : ``NAGGY! (but rmb, i XI GUAN LE! XD)
`` HELPFUL! ``willing to listen to all my sorrows :D ``GREAT advisor!
``v BEI GUAN! (just like me right?! LOLS)


4. The most memorable thing he / she had done for you : those things which she
has done for me RECENTLY! :))
[i know that though it was very xin ku but u couldnt care much &
decided to help me till the end! THANKS! :)) ]

5. The most memorable thing he / she said to you : she has faith in me &
she believes that i can do it & that i must have more confidence in myself!


6. If he / she become your lover, you will : LOLS. dots dots dots. guess u know what
i want to say right?


7. If he / she become your lover, thing he / she has to improve on will be:
HAHAS. say me. u also like me dont be so BEI GUAN le & try to refrain from
being so naggy! LOLS. :))


8. If he / she become your enemy, you will : we will never become enemies!



9. If he / she become your enemy, the reason will be : it's either me or her that has gone
mad loh. LOL. XD



10. The most desire thing you want to do for her now is : GIVE HER A BIG
WARM HUG AND THANK HER! (xiaohui, i really wanted to cry when
i thought of what u have done for me all these years. i really couldnt
thank u enough for lending me a listening ear when i really needed u most
& those advice u gave me. u've really sacrificed a lot for me! :)) THANKS! )


11. Your overall impression of her is : has a very poor gastric! LOLS. &&
really really very very very very nice towards her friends!
very clumsy also! always injured herself de! =P

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YONGXIN! XD
(p/s- im so sorry i dragged urs till now cos u know. PRELIMS. but im doin it now! :))

1. The person who tagged you is: YONGXIN :))

2. Your relationship with him / her is : BFFs :))

3. Your five impression of him / her : ``HELPFUL! ``NICE!
``V EMO but CHEERFUL (irony!) ``love to TWIST ``kind


4. The most memorable thing he / she had done for you : always willing to
wait for me at the bus-stop every morning! :))
[p/s- thanks yongyong! i really appreciated it so much! :)) ]

5. The most memorable thing he / she said to you : i dont rmb her saying any. LOLS.
cos she hardly say those nice words out. she keeps them in her heart. hehs.


6. If he / she become your lover, you will : yongyong ah. u know u know. haahs.
SHUAI GE only right?! LOLS. jkjk.

7. If he / she become your lover, thing he / she has to improve on will be:
dont be so emo when u are with ur guy! open up to him! :))

8. If he / she become your enemy, you will : we will never become enemies!

9. If he / she become your enemy, the reason will be : it's either me or her who
has gone mad. =P

10. The most desire thing you want to do for her now is :
CHASE AWAY ALL HER EMO-NESS! :))

11. Your overall impression of her is : easy to get along with, emo kid & NICE! XD

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JIANG LAOSHI SAID SHE LOVED MY PANCAKES! *WHEE* :))
she said her pancakes were nice than the sanwiches she made for us!
but NOPE! i told her i love her sanwiches BEST! XD
JIANG LAOSHI, WO AI NI! :))
i've said whatever i wanted to say in the card le so yupps!
THANKS GINGER TEACHER! hehs.

5 out of 8 of our clique met up after teachers' days celebration!
it was awesome & i love spending quality time tgt w/ them!
it's so much better than having to go for movies or shopping!
we lunched at LJS at J8.
then proceeded to some shopping.
and lastly, the main activity, sit down & have a nice chat! XD
which is like my fave part of all. but sadly yt left for work at 345pm. :((
however, the 4of us decided to cont' talking.
we poured all our sorrows- mainly sorrows yea. SAD luh.
after a long chat, we realised that we have a v pathetic life.
i told them why must there be such a feeling of SADNESS?
why cant we be only filled with happiness?
then rice replied me by saying that we'll never whats
happiness if it werent for the sadness.
TRUE aye? i rmb someone telling me this too.
we chatted frm friendships to studies and lastly to love problems.
seems like we are all on the very SAME BOAT!
so birds of the same feather really flock tgt! LOLS.
we somehow emo-ed along the way which was like ugh.
they gave me a lot of good advice which really varies.
so im struggling here not knowing whose to adhere to.
im now super L-O-S-T & T-I-R-E-D.
brain cells are dead so i cant think & i dont wish to think le.
hai. it can really be very taxing afterall. idk.

ohh yah!
i just rmbed! we bumped into horse,trish,siting,munjun,zaki,shuhan today.
omg! u dont know how awkward it was!
poor me was trying v hard to keep the conversation gg with trish.
so that the atmosphere wouldnt be that that bad.
& the rest freaked out till they didnt even talk to them. LOLS.
but rice was cute enough to hit horse again.
so it kind of brighten up the atmosphere too.
i almost died trying to keep the conversation going.
ohmy! but yeah. LOLS.

anw.
back to where i was just now.
3hours of quality time spend tgt was really v enjoyable.
but if only it have cont'ed till some time later.
but dear rice had to go so we all left at 6plus.
im just loving this kind of feeling.
sitting down tgt n have a nice chat.
it's really v heartwarming :))
LOVE U GUYS!
p/s- yenting! we shall catch up with u next time kkays?! :))

Labels: LOST. TIRED. HAPPY. BFFs.

OVERVIEW

[1] PRELIMS IS FINALLY O-V-E-R! XD

[2] I WAS LATE FOR TODAY'S PAPER! T.T

[3] NEVER GG TO STEP INTO PASTAMANIA THIS YR AGAIN!

[4] IM NEVER EVER GG TO WATCH THAI HORROR FILMS AGN! T.T

[5] 4 SRJCians SAT BESIDE US DURING THE MOVIE TOO!
-p/s: what a coincidence! LOLS. shall elaborate ltr.

[6] I SAW SHI QI ON MY WAY HOME! :))

[7] AM BAKING PANCAKES FOR JIANG LAOSHI & FRIENDS TML! :))

[8] I SPENT $35 TODAY. :(( *heartx pain~hehs*


ok. can start my story le. HAHS.

``story no.1
- ok. today was our chemistry paper 1. most imptly it's the LAST PRELIMS PAPER!
so that marks the end of our prelims and im so glad i can finally have a good rest! :))

``story no.2
- i WOKE UP LATE at 730am TODAY! & i was LATE FOR MY PRELIMS!
but im so thankful that heaven has been kind to me by raining this morning.
cos i wouldnt have been able to sit in the exam hall before the paper commences
heaven decided not to rain this morning. :))

- i dont know why but i rmbed clearly tt before i went to sleep last night.
I SAW A FULL LOLLIPOP ON MY HP! (FYI: my theme has the battery thing
shown as a red nice lollipop to me. XD)
BUT when i woke this morning, to my horror, the battery has gone FLAT! :((
i panic like some mad cow on the loose but thank god i made it on time! :))
& i wanna THANK YONGXIN&HUIYING for helping me keep me bag in
the locker for me cos' i was alrd running late for my exams! :))

& u know what. i actually wanted to sleep in longer u know?!?!
i was lying on my bed, looked at the ceiling for awhile, then i closed my eyes agn.
somehow my instincts told me that 4hours of sleep shouldnt be that LONG!
cos i've been slping ard 4hrs thru' these few days & somehow i know
how it should be like to sleep for 4hours only.
so thankfully, i DECIDED to wake up & see the time.
& that's when i was shocked to see the hour hand at 7 & min hand at 6!

``story no.3
- ok. still rmb that i mentioned in my blog previously that me&peili ate this awful
tuna&bacon pasta in early august? it's ok if u dont.
this time me&peili decided to try the pizza instead.
so stepped into pastamania,being the first customer of the day! LOLS.
we ordered this SESEAME CORIANDER CHICKEN PIZZA.
it look very nice but looks can be deceiving u know.
& to our horror, the whole pizza tasted like we were eating SWEETS!
ok. so it was very very sweet & we didnt like it. HAHAS.
dear peili kept complaining about her dear hawaiian pizza.
& poor me, i kept reassuring her tt at least it was nicer than THAT PASTA!
haahs. & after today's session, we came to a conclusion:
NO MORE PASTAMANIA FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR! :))

``story no.4
- this is the most freaking thai horror films i've ever challenged myself to watch!
this is seriously super super super freaking scary that i was screaming the whole time!
YES! IT IS THAT SCARY OK?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
i was practically covering my eyes from the 2nd story onwards! LOLS.
so i was there bugging peili asking her what happened!
& it so happens that she was hiding behind her jacket-just like me! XD
the 1st story wasnt horrifying at all cos i was practically laughing.
ok. not only me. the WHOLE THEATRE was filled w/ laughter!
reason being, the female lead's cry sounded so FUNNY!
i wonder who cries like her in reality?! super hilarious lah!
other than that, the other 3stories freaked me out!
and i was on the point of crying at the 3rd story to the last one! T.T
but luckily i didnt.

``story no.5
- ok. this is seriously too much of a coincidence.
being in the same theatre watching the same show is alrd a coincidence!
moreover they just so happen to sit beside us is too much le! LOLS.
i was so shocked when i saw a group of 4girls in the dark.
wearing a set of uni that looks so much like SRJC.
so i was like telling peili 'ehh. that looks like srjcians....'
& the next thing we knew, they sat beside us! LOLS.
we met one of them before during heartware.
so we went like 'HEYS!'. but i think she was shocked to see us there too!
it was so funny that me&dear peili couldnt stop laughing! XD

``story no.6
- on my way home i was surprised to see shi qi.
she looks pretty w/ her make-up. ok who doesnt right? LOLS.
i dont mean tt she looks ugly without it.
it's just that she looked v different from her usual self yea?

``story no.7
-it's high time i should do something to thank jiang laoshi.
so i'll be baking pancakes for her tml cos it's TEACHERS' DAY! :))
and since im baking for ah jiang, im gg to bake a few for my friends too!
hope it will taste nice and they will like it too!

i think i will be a v good future wife. LOLS.
cos' i LOVE to whip up nice dishes for people!
so i think my family will get to eat nice home cooked food everyday!
LOLS. abit too far le. LOLS.

``story no.8
- i spent $35 just a day out at town. :((
and the worst thing is tt i spent $15 on hair assessories! -.-
GOSH! i must have gone mad to do that.
i wanted to buy my vintage belt & clothes & vintage flip flops de.
i dont know why i ended up buying those which i didnt want to.
LOLS. nvm. next time i shall buy them. which is like next week?
hehs.

finally completed my 8 short stories.
last thing to add on.
im going to cut my hair next week! :))
this time it's gg to be short. but not too short! LOLS
i think around shoulder length.
cos i think my hair v heavy.
so yupps. hope i wont look weird with shorter hair. :))

ok. shall go watch my FATED TO LOVE idol drama.
so that i can fantasize n not think abt the horror film.
LOLS. just kidding. XD
tata.

Labels: scared. scared-ed. scary. haahs.

HAPPY IS LOVE! :))

may is happy for many reasons.

1) tml is the last prelim paper so *claps*
2) going to watch 4BIA w/ dear peili tml :))
3) had a very NICE conversation w him today Xd
( although i think msn is v unrealistic. HAHAS)
4) is looking forward to seeing him in sch tml!
5) & this time she's gg to say HI&BYE to him! *claps*
(this is not an easy task cos' may is a very S-H-Y girl. LOL)

so generally. im feeling super duper happy. YAY!
i havent been feeling that happy since dont know when!
it's time i own happiness now! :))

NIGHTS.

Labels: happy

IT'S ALL ABOUT BREATHING EATING
DREAMING THINKING DRINKING &
PLAYING CHEMISTRY TODAY! :))

it feels so great to know that prelims is coming to an end.
but then again, it also means tt the A's are coming soon yea?
anw. it's really bored to have a date w/ only CHEM for the whole day!
ohmy. i've been sitting in front of my chem stuffs for nearly 5hours!
GOSH! chem is making me sick-literally. LOLS.
but i love chem afterall. :))

im getting pretty demoralised, for some reasons.
i dont really know how to put it in words.
but it seems as each day passes, my hopes are diminishing.
i dont think i might have much of a good news about u know what.
dont ask me why i feel it this way. it's just simply girl's instincts.
maybe i should really believe in myself afterall.
JIAYOUU BAH MAY! HAVE FAITH IN YOUSELF! :))

Labels: CHEM CHEM CHEM CHEM CHEM

I LOVE NICE SONGS WITH NICE LYRICS & NICE MELODY.
BUT OFTEN THEY MAKE ME THINK TOO MUCH.
AS A RESULT, I TEND TO YOU KNOW- GO EMO.

ohwell. rest assured. it wont last long.
i'll be happy the very next moment again.
once the melody stops. :))

well.
i tried restraining myself today & i did! YAY!
im super proud of myself can?! =P
didnt really have a nice chat w him today.
i didnt want to cos' he was busy studying.
and i dont wish to be selfish & interrupt him.
so yupps. quite boring not being able to talk to him.
but nvm. we've got lots of time to talk after prelims! :))
so yah. only wished him all the best for tml's paper.
he never bothers to reply my encouragement. LOLS.
but nvm. cos other than that he does.
but i guess he doesnt like me. at least for now.
but i shall give my best shot anyway.
afterall we got to know each other like a few days?
everything takes time. but it's worth it.

JIAYOUU! :))

anw.
recommend a new song.
李玖哲 - 不，完美
it's really nice cos' the lyrics are really meaningful

你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

后来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美成了 罪

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

Labels: SELF-CONSTRAINT.

命中注定我愛你

<九十九次我爱他>

九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念着他的名字
哎咿哎咿 一句不差

九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化

finally took some time off to watch 命中注定我愛你.
and idol dramas are idol dramas afterall.
so much of a fantasy thing. HAHS.
but i love to watch them! :))
sometimes once in while to put oneself in the shoes
of the female lead in the show is nice. LOLS.
ok. im thinking too much.
but dont we always do that?! hehs.

off to chiong chem le.
break time over! XD

Labels: 九十九次我爱他

LAST PAPER ON THURS! WHEE! :))

you dont know how happy i am now!
im on the clouds of cloud nine! LOLS (no such thing i know =P)
im left with my very last prelim paper on thurs! WHEE! XD

i immediately stick myself to my cosy bed the moment i got home today.
not exactly immediately. i took an hour to read my magazine :))
then i went to bed. i thought i would wake up at 6pm!
LOLS. cos' i was super tired & i slept at 2plus last night. XD
but it was a miracle that i woke up 3hrs later! LOLS.
i think if i have a paper tml i confirm wake up at 6pm instead!
HAHS! thats what mummy said when i complain to her.
about me waking up at 3plus instead of 6pm! XD

i've got a goal on mind.
that is to STOP being so paranoid! HAHS.
i think too stress le lah. so yupps.
i shall remind myself constantly not to think too much!
it's always either i think too much or i dont think at all. -.-
i wonder what kind of brain i have. so weird! hehs.

i've nv been so happy chatting with someone online.
with the exception of all my BFFs of course! :))
but besides them, i think he's the first ehh.
as in he doesnt make me nervous or loss for words at all.
so it makes me happy & comfy in general.
unlike previously. if some of u guys know what im trying to say.

so let me make a note. our 2nd conversation on msn took place ytd.
and im still counting- HOPEFULLY! :))
but i dont have much high hopes either.
yes. i have a VERY LOW level of confidence in this aspect of life.
i dont why. but im just so not confident lah.
so u'll always see me encouraging myself. cant help it! LOLS.
i need to BOOST my confidence level le!
JIAYOUU JIAYOUU! :))

as i promised earlier on.
i shall post the photos of my baking process+ cake tml!
i seriously think it looks awesome! LOLS.
just kidding. not as nice as secret recipe's lah. =P
HAHS.

oOH! i just went youtubing to watch the 4BIA trailer!
ohmy. it was freaking scary ok!
it was alrd super scary to the max without the sounds!
(FYI: i turn it to MUTE cos i was too scared!)
so practically i was watching the whole trailer-soundless! XD
i think im weird. LOLS.
generally, people who are really scared dont watch such horror movies.
but i think im one the exceptions.
very very ironic. im scared. i dont dare to watch. but i want to watch.
AND AND i love to watch. HAHAHS.
and i really do watch, i make a fool out of myself in the theatre! -.-
paiseh paiseh. *face turn red* >.<
hope i can restraint myself on thurs when i watch it.
later peili dont want to watch horror movies w/ me next time! HAHS.

haoba.
stop here. shall watch my BBT for awhile then go study chem le! :))
jiayouu jiayouu!

Labels: im feeling G-A-Y. hehs.

PHYSICS IS EFFECTIVE IN MAKING ME SLEEP!



*YAWNS*

so before i really fall asleep i'd better take a break. :))

watching 4BIA prelims. *im so scared! LOLS*

i mean seriously.

it's been long since i last screamed in the theatre! hehs.



anw.

was talking to meiyu online just now.

and she asked me this qns.


meiyu says:
btw,i ask you..hei se hui mei mei got no english name huh?
meiyu says:
Lol
- mayy -[ dehsirrehc *] says:
lols
- mayy -[ dehsirrehc *] says:
hmmms
- mayy -[ dehsirrehc *] says:
black society girls LOLS
meiyu says:
Lols! really ar?



haahs. i think i so rubbish loh.

stupid people w/ stupid answers! LOLS.



anw.

birds of the same feather flock together.

so true. i see peili slacking&peili sees me slacking now.

at a crucial moment when phy paper is tml.

and the time now is 1030pm.

and and phy is like so alien to us?! HEHS.



p/s-i think i've got to restraint myself in certain aspects of my life.

Labels: am i going overboard? seriously worried.

YET ANOTHER DISAPPOINTMENT! :((

this could be 1 of the easiest chem paper i ever sat for!
but things didnt really go too smoothly for me. :((
i never failed to do things really slowly.
15marks is the price i would have to pay for the time wasted.
i've got to chiong my PAPER1 then! :))

dinner at 'Zhou's Restaurant' last night.
&& let me tell u something v stupid.
my bro ordered this WASABI PRAWN BALLS.
and it took me to eat the third one before realising it's WASABI! >.<
i think my taste bud got problem! LOLS.
i was like 'this taste weird. & it taste something like i've eaten before'
'hmms. nvm i shall cont' eating till i get the taste right....'
& VIOLA! 'it's WASABI alright?!'
i cant wait for prelims to end cos' i wanna go swimming! YAY!
reason is simple. i've gained 1kg. :((
ahh. im FAT. :((
swimming here i come this weekend! WHEE! :))

anw.
i enjoyed talking to him on msn ytd.
i hope he didnt find me a bother! :))
i'd nv been so proactive in my entire life before LOLS.
& after like weeks i finally got to know his height! LOLS.
so it's 179cm. hehs.
this may seem random but not for me&peili!
inside joke. so dont understand also nvm! =P

haoba.
need to have some sleep to recharge my brain! LOLS.
i slept at 3am in the morning loh. SLEEPY. :))
tata.

Labels: HAPPY.

I JUST FINISHED BAKING MUMMY'S CAKE! :))

P/S: yenyen! i think i can bake better than you! LOLS. =P

this is my 2nd time baking TIRAMISU CAKE! XD
and this time it's so much better than the first!
if only he could try it again. haahs.
cos the 1st one wasnt as nice as the 2nd one. :((

im uber uber glad that i've made improvements!
and this time i added some coffee into the mascarpone cheese mixture!
so i think it would taste better. :))
5more hours to go before i can see my 'baby' & finish off w/ cocoa powder!
YAYY! u dont know how happy i am now!
maybe i should go into bakery some time when i grow older! :))
LOLS.

my brother doesnt know that im going to bake for mummy.
so i hope he doesnt come home before the cake's ready!
cos' i want to see if he realised that it was a home-baked cake! hehs.

shall upload the photos of my 2nd 'baby' tml maybe?
i think im going to grab a piece for dear peili tml! :))
im uber uber happy now! YAY!!

Labels: may is uber uber happy. yayy. :))

MY HANDS ARE ACHING! T.T

whisking eggs manually can be a chore.
esp for someone who doesnt really exercise her hands! LOLS.
i woke up this morning & to my horror my muscles are aching. :((
and i've got to bake another cake tml morning agn.
this time it's for mummy! :))

ohh! i personally think that the tiramisu cake which i baked ytd was alright.
only thing was that the sponge biscuits were overdipped w/ coffee.
and it kind of turn our soggy instead of spongy.
but as for a 1st timer like me i think im just as glad.
at least it's edible ok?! hehs.

THANKS XIAOHUI&WEITING FOR UR HELP TODAY! :))
IT WAS GREATLY APPRECIATED!
NEXT TIME TREAT Y'ALL TO ''LIGO RAISINS'' lols.

hopefully this is a great start.
at least it's a kickstart lah.
as for the rest, should just take things slowly le. :))
i cant deny that im seriously on cloud nine.
but i guess i shouldnt go too overboard.
so yupps. JIAYOUU bah! XD

shall cont' chionging my STATISTICS now! :))
5more days.............

Labels: on cloud nine. haahs.

THANKS YENYEN FOR UR HELP TODAY! :))

spent the whole afternn at yenyen's house today.
and i must really really thank her for her help today! haahs. :))
it couldnt have been made possible if werent for her.
so yupps! LOVE U YENYEN! XD

it was fun at her house except for her forever irritating bro! LOLS.
im sure all my other BFFs agree with me, esp xiaohui&rice! XD
met up with xiaohui after that & i got drenched! :((
poor me was walking in the HEAVY rain w/ my shoes all SOAKED!
just for the sake of something. haahs. it was so cold somemore.
no jacket no nothing only a pair of shorts n a top. :((
haahs. but it was worth it so i dont mind afterall. haahs.

went w/ dad&mum to ntuc to shop for groceries for the '7th month'.
it was one of the v few times which i spent 2hours there!
but i like~~~~~~~~ XD i love to shop!
even it was ntuc! LOLS.

mummy's birthday is coming & bro is bringing us out this sun for dinner!
YAYY! it has been some time since my bro brought us out for dinner!
i was PARIS! LOLS. i want the restaurant at shangri-la! LOLS.
ohmy. i just love nice nice food. hehs. :))

sleeping in early today.
so that i can chiong maths & chem tml. :))
JIAYOUU MAY!
&& JY SRJCians too! hehs.
6more days to last paper! YAY!

<33>

Labels: sleepy sleepy. zZzZZzzZzz

what we could have been, 8/22/2008 10:46:00 PM.

IM SUPER DUPER HAPPY TODAY! HAHAS XD

ok. im super duper happy today. LOLS.
&& i cant wait for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !
i rmb reading my horoscope on mon.
it told me to think carefully what i really wanted.
well. i took 4days to have my thoughts sorted out.
hmmms. i guess that was what i really wanted.
so yupps. shall do just what i want.
but i aint sure if im fully prepared
for whatever outcome it may be.

good or bad? shall leave it to fate bah.

&& im gg to miss this morning's 10am table tennis match! :((
UGH. nvm. there's always an opportunity cost involved! LOLS.

tata. :))

Labels: excited. nervous.

i thought i was able to do well for maths but......

I SAW MICHELLE CHIA & GURMIT TODAY!:))

my dear econs case qns 2(d) & (e)..... :((
i see my 16 marks flying away from me......
poor time management is gg to own me someday.

Labels: ah. my dear physics paper 3 ah. :((

falling soon...........................
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but i've got to hang on there

Labels: JIAYOUU.

我相信
第一次凝望你离开我的背影
就盼望立刻能够明天再相聚
不小心梦中让感觉能延续
模糊中你最清晰

** I believe in you
窥探那对迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你
我的人在附近
不必立刻做回应

不想爱得輕易
需要让你动情
因为怕妳会离去

想念让人窒息
所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你 亲近

Labels: AH. i need to de-stress.

IT'S PRELIMS TML SO....
LETS ALL JIAYOUU TOGETHER BAH! :))

VERY UNPRODUCTIVE TODAY! T.T

i only did PERIODICITY, 3ARTICLES ON GP, INT. TRADE/BOP :((

i dont know but i've been overloading myself for the past few days.
and that made me really really VERY TIRED.
ok. i know im not the only one who's slogging her way thru'.
but then again. 'work ruins mind, body & soul' yea?! LOLS.

ohwell.
have been chatting with yenyen lately.
and im so looking forward to this fri.
but then again, i dont wish for time to fly so quickly! :((
cos' that means tt i'll soon be sitting for my prelims.
ahhh! IRONY! XD

i was forced to eat 7durians! :((
not 7 shells of durian! but rather 7pieces! LOLS.
thats a lot kkays?! i feel so sinful now.
my bro bought like 4 BIG BAGS of durians home!
siao right?! LOLS. but benson kor & his frens came too.
so there's uhmmm 4ppl who came over at like 11+ pm?!
but they only ate 2bags of durian so another 2 bags were left.
& mummy says i've got to eat cos' it's my brother's uhm sincerity?!
LOLS. sounds weird. but u get the idea??? >.<
so yeah. i ate 7 pieces- UNWILLINGLY! :((

however. i find it a miracle.
cos' i've been eating a LOT. n i really mean A LOT!
not a lot of healthy food but rather JUNK FOOD! AH!
plus i've havent been excersing for 2weeks? or issit 1week plus?!
anw, the thing is. i didnt put on weight at all! LOLS
miracle lehhhh!!!
cos' i rmb tt once i dont excercise at least 3times a week
and eat slightly too much right, i would easily gain 0.5kg!
LOLS. but now never lehh! pro me! hehs.
i think i better switch my healthy diet.
before i grow fat again :))

shall end off here then.
im so sleepy. zZZzzzZzzZz.
NIGHTS! :))

Labels: SLEEPY

JIAYOUU FOR PRELIMS NEXT WEEK! :))

gosh! im seriously very very very very and i mean VERY TIRED!
i couldnt believe that i hadnt been watching the tv for uhm 5days! XD
WOW! i just calculated & im quite surprised at the figure! LOLS.
but im still glued to my dear vaio. >.<
ohdear. i dont know how i'll coping with the prelims. SIANS.

anw.
i think i've been focusing on my chem revision TOO MUCH. :((
i hadnt started on econs and phy yet.
and i've like only started on a few topics on maths?! GOSH!
i can just go & commit suicide now. =X

ohh! i talked to jiang laoshi today! :))
but somehow i said something v offensive to her. :((
i dont know what came over me.
but i was simply too careless n blurted everything out.
SORRY JIANG LAOSHI! i didnt think before i said those words.
-sigh-

going down to dad's place tml to study instead of heading to sch.
just wanted to have a change of envt. :))
although it means having to see someone less often.
actually i shall make myself clear tt i went back to sch not to see someone ok!
i really go sch for studying- plain studying one ok! LOLS.
just in case people think i so despo to see someone. so NO ok?! XD
LOLS. i so agitated. >.<

mummy told me tt kor is gg to buy durians home later.
and she said tt i MUST eat! :(( so sad.
durians used to be my faves in the past.
but not now. i feel so sinful just picturing myself eating it.
LOLS. i not anorexic in case u are questioning urself.
i eat a lot one. LOLS. but healthy food. LOLS.
no wonder weiting mentioned tt 1 of her impression of me is HEALTHY! :))
that's NICE. im finally being labelled healthy.
so u prolly know now tt i used to be very unhealthy!
i used to eat like 3chickens wings everyday without fail! LOLS.
scary right?! i also think it's super scary come to think of it.
now i've learnt to think before i eat le. LOLS.

haoba.
prelims is starting in 2days time.
so JIAYOUU bah my lovessss! hehs >.<

Labels: 我想知道她让你痴心是什么

1. The person who tagged you is : WEITING

2. Your relationship with him / her is : F-R-I-E-N-D-S :))

3. Your five impression of him / her : easy to get along with `` always smiling one `` another xiaohui (LOLS) `` friendly ``lovable

4. The most memorable thing he / she had done for you : hmms. so far havent yet. lets hope there would be the day yea? XD

5. The most memorable thing he / she said to you : im waiting for u to tell me one! HAHAS

6. If he / she become your lover, you will : nah. wont de. trust me.

7. If he / she become your lover, thing he / she has to improve on will be: should ask her future lover that qns. hehs.

8. If he / she become your enemy, you will : i dont know. what can i do if she becomes my enemy?

9. If he / she become your enemy, the reason will be : i must have gone mad if someone becomes my enemy. so no reason bah. i dont make enemies unless i've gone mad. hahs.

10. The most desire thing you want to do for her now is : WAVE to her!:)) cos' everyday see her also will WAVE so 'xi guan' le. HAHAS.

11. Your overall impression of her is : V V V V FRIENDLY :))

12.How you think people around you will feel about you? : i answered this qns in my previous post so lazy to write agn. hehes.

13. The characteristics you love about yourself : hmms. i also dont know leh. but i know i love myself for being an animal lover :)) i used to tell my mum tt i cant imagine days not being able to love animals. i siao right? XD ohhh!! i knw! i love myself for being v forgiving! i dont get angry easily de. HAHAS.

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are : i tend to procrastinate. i need to behave more like a girl LOLS. think tts all bah. i love myself on the whole :))

15. The most ideal person you want to be is : the current me? im satisfied w the current me.

16.The people that care and like you, say something to them : seriously this seems like the usual thing but i really really appreciate what u guys have done for me so far. all the support help and opinions which u guys have given. im just so thankful. LOVE U GUYS! :))

Labels: to hope is to believe.

holding on to something dearly-something that
might never happen at all........................

i've decided to tagg people regarding the short quiz afterall
haahs. so that i can get to know myself better! LOLS

so i shall tagg hmms:
YENYEN:))
YONGXIN XD
WEITING >.<
RICE XD
XIAOHUI :))

anw.
i think i have a very very very BAD habit.
i tend to think too much whenever im alone. :((
as i was on my home today, i almost felt like crying.
i was on the brink of breaking down while studying in sch too.
i guess it's part of the process towards A's bah.
besides that, i was thinking of some other stuffs too.
it's like im seriously holding on to something that i really cherish a lot.
but the thing is that it MIGHT NOT even happen at all.
so it's like a 50-50 thing? im not sure either.
i must press on & not let it go!
i dont wanna have anymore regrets le. :((

anw.
i somehow prefer diary writing then blog writing.
cos i like to draw nice nice things in the book.
but i cant cos my mum would invade my dear privacy. :((
so sad. HAHS. nvm. shall stick to this then.
make do with whatever i have. :))

ohh! and and!
im so looking forward to next friday!
cos' im gg to have a baking session with dear yenyen! :))
i know it's like in the midst of prelims n i must be mad.
but it's *secret*. HAHS.
i can only say that part of it is for my dearest mummy.... :))
the rest must be kept a *secret* first.
不能说的秘密. LOLS.
just hope everything will turn out well.
cos' it's seriously my first attempt at doing it.
but i guess the pro may can do it to perfection! hehs.

haoba.
stop here le.
must go bathe le. XD

Labels: i really cherrish it a lot.

I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO SAY TODAY!

i just got to know something this morning.
and i felt v v v v v pek chek after knowing.
so i have reassure myself tt it will happen agn.
i shall wait then. :))

anw.
me&yt carried out a survey on msn ytd. LOLS.
the surveyees were:

zongda colin saykiat sng &2 other frens of yt.

sng was damn funny lah.
when yt asked him about that qns,
sng: 'wait. is this a virus?'
LOLS. he forvever still as crap as ever larhhs.

then saykiat was like in his own world
saykiat: 'provided he is at home then.......'
i already told him it will take place in sch he still tell me home. -.-

i reckon colin was a more sentimental/emotional guy.
cos his reply was abit different.
colin: 'surprised n touched'

the rest were like 'shocked loh'. HAHS.
not touched at all one.

but anw. im reassured by their words.
afterall guys understand guys better right?
they told me it's gg to be alright.
wont frighten them off de. :))
so yeapps. i think im gg to what i've planned to do.
i hope the outcome wouldnt be tt bad.
just wanna say THANKS for ur opinions! :))

chatted with dear trish last night.
i didnt know she came back last year until she told me ytd.
and she said sunshine is alrd 7years old! so old!
i miss those days playing dead with sunshine.
and also shaking 'hands' or rather legs with dear sunshine. HAHS.
she's seriously an adorable fluffy golden retriever.
so nice to TOUCH somemore. LOLS.
& im so envious tt she has alrd completed high school.
she'll be leaving for UK this sept to further her studies in veterinarian science.
cool aye? thats what i've always wanted to head for since my sec sch days?
but im not as RICH as her so i would just have to stay in SG obediently. XD
furthermore, dad&mum says the market for vet doctors arent high in SG
so yea, i've have to forgo tt dream of mine RELUCTANTLY.
so now im stucked here doing something i seriously dont like.
but that's life & life's always unfair. :))

another thing.
it's a miracle that i came to school today.
judging from my past records, i would have pon sch today.
so when i came walking to sch, i found it v unbelievable. LOLS.
so PEILI do thank me cos' i came to sch becos' of you! HAHS. :))
besides that, we had 10casualties in our class today.
obviously everyone had alrdy planned to pon today.
but nevermind. sch wasnt that bad afterall cos anuar aint here! HEHS.
and i enjoyed mr chong's tut so much! better than anuar's! =P

studied with peili for awhile today.
she left and ahpek came to join me! LOLS.
FYI: ahpek is a classmate of mine called kaikeat/JAKE.
his name just reminds me of some cornflake. LOLS.
i wonder why he didnt study with melissa instead.
hmmmms...........he's an ahpek anw.
ohwell.

shall camp in sch tml agn thou' there's no sch tml.
peili aint joining me :(( so i shall do my self studying then.
i enjoy the peacefulness sometimes anw.
JIAYOUU bah MAY! :))

Labels: i grew a new tooth ytd night. :))

想你的习惯

就这样简单你走过来
而我终於明白了　
自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开　
因为我已爱上你了　
没有任何原因的
如果我说爱你
能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你　
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以後都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯　
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走

世界宽得有一些无奈　
你和我 只有一个　
该怎么不怕孤单

好了我们都要勇敢　
就算不小心迷路了　
也能够听见你的
如果我说爱你
能不能永远相信

找到你的幸运多完美(多完美)
所有感觉多特别(多特别)
想带你走到世界边缘(喔)
未来 不变

我和你 甜蜜的走

after all the 'BIG' talk which i've said ytd.
i just threw them away- into the bin. :((
it wasnt easy for me to finally decided to make the first move.
but after today, i dont think i have the courage to do so anymore.
xiaohui, i feel like giving up le. SOBBS.
im happy that what i said the other gave u the motivation.
but it seems the courage in me has left poor may alone.

it's like everytime i see him. he sees me.
then i always got that that 'i see u n shld i say hi to u' look.
just like today. i decided not to say hi afterall.
i guess prolly we dont really know each other tt well enough yet.
anw. i think he has NICE hair! LOLS.
his nice trimmed hair. :)) HAHS.

anw. i think im FAT. cos' i've been eating too much lately.
i have FAT RIGHT HAND.
i have MUSCULAR LOWER LIMBS which i find it too MAN! LOLS.
my RIGHT lower limb is FATTER than my LEFT one.
(i actually measured using a measuring tape one ok! XD)
so on the whole i think im FAT.
but peili says no. HAHS.
oh! she mentioned tt my waist abit FAT. i think so too! LOLS.
but heyy! i got a very nice 26inch hips OK?! keke.
only my tummy abit FAT only.
i wonder why im on this topic.
ohyah! we discussed about this in sch today. HAHS.
WHATEVER. i think im having moodswing.
and i think im under too much stress.
so yea. haahs.

JIAYOUU MAY GO MAY!:))

Labels: STRESSED AH.

TAGGED BY STUPID GIRAFFE! =P


1. The person who tagged you is : YENYEN :))
2. Your relationship with him / her is : girl-girlfriends LOLS.
3. Your five impression of him / her : good listener :)) fun caring kind & dont dare to buy food herself de XD
4. The most memorable thing he / she had done for you : she's always willing to listen to all my crap even when im like always repeating the same things. haahs.
5. The most memorable thing he / she said to you : too many le.
6. If he / she become your lover, you will : haahs. it will never happen.
7. If he / she become your lover, thing he / she has to improve on will be: must learn how to buy food urself okie pokey dokey yenyen? :))
8. If he / she become your enemy, you will : tt will nv happen. we're girl-girlfriends rmb? :))
9. If he / she become your enemy, the reason will be : she lost her memory. LOLS
10. The most desire thing you want to do for her now is : giving her a nice warm hug :))
11. Your overall impression of her is : LOVABLE.
How you think people around you will feel about you? : happy-go-lucky? shane&clique say that eveytime they see me i v happy de always smiling. LOLS.
13. The characteristics you love about yourself : hmms. i also dont know leh. but i know i love myself for being an animal lover :)) i used to tell my mum tt i cant imagine days not being able to love animals. i siao right? XD ohhh!! i knw! i love myself for being v forgiving! i dont get angry easily de. HAHAS.
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are : i tend to procrastinate. i need to behave more like a girl LOLS. think tts all bah. i love myself on the whole :))
15. The most ideal person you want to be is : the current me? im satisfied the current me.
16.The people that care and like you, say something to them : seriously this seems like the usual thing but i really really appreciate what u guys have done for me so far. all the support help and opinions which u guys have given. im just so thankful. LOVE U GUYS! :))
17. pass this quiz to 5 ppl you wished to know how they feel about you : lazy to tagg ppl. so i shall just leave the namelist blank XD

went to sch in the morning for gp.
i was almost LATE. ALMOST but not late. HAHS.
my mum was like 'oei. 9am le still dont wake up!'
i jumped out of my bed literally after hearing the words 9am!
LOLS. started rushing till my mum told me it was 830am.
but still i was suppose to leave my hse at 830.
thank god i manage to reach sch on the DOT! :))
and mrs seth as usual, was late. haahs.
ohwell. i tried to keep myself awake during the 2plus hours.
to be honest, i didnt really catch what she said this morning.
i feel so so guilty. hehs.

finally told peili everything.
she encouraged me quite a lot too.
asked like so many ppl for their opinions also.
they were all like 'yea go for it!'
so thanks guys!
i really appreciated the help and encouragement :))
especially xh,yenting&peili :))
i will take 1 step at a time.
it really takes a lot of courage for a girl so do so many things.
so yea. <3333333

lunched with dear peili & went back to sch for self studying agn.
almost died there cos i was super duper tired.
hence i was not tt productive.
there's sch tml agn.
hate waking up in the morning.
but at least i get to see nice people. hehs.

Labels: LOVES

I'VE GOT TO GO SCH FOR GP TML. SO SAD :((

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

time to go to bed & have sweet dreams. :))
night lovess...

GIVING IT ALL:))

after text-ing xh, i took some time to think about some stuffs.
now i trully understand the meaning of putting in effort&time.
the true meaning of being patient and taking things slowly.
the true meaning of sitting back & doing nth will get u nowhere.

idk. but it seems that i've decided to give it all.
just go all the way out & do whatever i can.
but of course. not too extreme.

it may seem tiring, time-consuming.
and i may not reap what i sow at the very end of the day.
but i guess i'll never know if i give it a shot right?

prelims' just ard the corner.
i guess i'd better deal with this 'major' exam first.
before i think about other stuffs. :))

&&&&& i hope tt i've made the right choice.
there's too many things that i've regretted in my life alrd. :))

jiayouu for upcoming prelims lovessss. XD

Labels: giving it all.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY 2O08! :))

the anxiety was seriously uncalled for! LOLS.
i feel better now. SO MUCH BETTER! :))

mum&dad aint home when i woke up just now.
i wonder where they went. they didnt leave me a note. :((
and the thing is there's no food at home.
so poor may is feeling v hungry now.
i spotted a a piece of pizza/half-eaten in the fridge. :((
i swear it wasnt there when i came home last night.
i wonder when they ordered that. how come idk de!
anw. i think i've eaten LOTS recently.
so i shld better restrain myself.
cos' im still FAT. :((
LOLS.

anw.
last night after yongyong and yenyen left.
i rmbed this stupid old ah pek.
he kept harassing me when i was at the bus stop waiting for my dad.
and it was like 1plus in the morning where the streets were super lonely.
and that idiot ah pek keep calling me 'xiao meimei xiao meimei...'
i was so pissed that i couldnt bother to scold him off the face.
thankgod he left after a few failed attempts to catch my attention.
i was on the verge of saying the F*** which i hate to say.
stupid old ah pek! dont let me see u again ah!
if not i really box u in the face le ah! ugh.
LOLS. so funny.

and it's national day my loves!
lets enjoy the beautiful fireworks tonight!
for those who are attached, can enjoy them tgt.
for those married couples, can enjoy them tgt too.
dont worry singles out there, can enjoy it w ur dear family n friends! :))
happy national day!

Labels: relieved. happy.

this marks the end of thanksgiving:))

LET IT BE ME

I bless the day I found you
I want to stay around you
And so I beg you
Let it be me

Don't take this heaven from one
If you must cling to someone
Now and forever
Let it be me

Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet sweet love
What would life be

So never leave me lonely
Tell me you love me only
And that you'll always

Let it be me
Now and forever
Let it be me

thanksgiving concert has officially ended.
i loved most of the performances
and ohmy. what great teachers SR really has! :))
and im seriously so engaged in ms tan lingmin's dance item.
i must say she's really got the charisma and everything! :))
i enjoyed watching her dance.
it's like she seems to be telling us a story behind her dance.
it's just fantastic.

anuar is seriously damn cute lah.
mroh&mstan were damn WOODlike lah! LOLS.
phayphay was super cute too.
and i love jiang laoshi too! :))
especially the 'mun vai dar!' (or how the hell u spell it?!)
*3cheers* for all the teachers! <33333

on the sad note.
idk who the hell threw lightsticks-thick ones.
and 2 of them hit right at the side of my head consecutively!
idiot man. i was in so much pain.
not that pain exactly. but it hurts if u touch it.
ugh. idk mind if it were those thin ones.
but thick ones?! ohpuhlease.
im alrd stupid enough and this hit would give me brain damage.
and i'll be more stupid than before. LOLS.
tts exaggerating. HAHS.

anw.
caught the JOURNEY TO E CENTRE OF THE EARTH movie.
i rate it 4/5 stars? :))
it's really a great movie to catch if u love adventures!
it's pretty awesome with a tinge of comedy in it!
and it will seriously make ur skip more than a beat! LOLS.
and that stupid yenting grabbed my hand like noone's business.
my poor poor hand. kekes.
we were all damn tired while waiting to get into the theatre.
but the movie kept us wide awake! hehs.
i just love night movies.
provided i had sufficient sleep the day before.
as what i mentioned in my previous entry.
i woke up at 730am today.
so it's like zZzZZzZZZzzzzz. haahs.

told my good friend about something just now.
idk if i did the right thing.
but what i've text-ed to her cant be taken back.
she hasnt replied me yet cos' it was super late when i text-ed her.
so im really very worried and scared now.
im beginning to regret a lil'. but hai. idk lah.
im seriously too exhuasted to think anymore.
shall just wait what she's got to say tml morning.
hope it aint gg to be as bad as it should be.
i pray.

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