Wednesday, July 27, 2005

]][[Superstar Semi-Finals]][[

WOOHOO!!!
ii kept thinkin 2dae tues..
coz ii not used to the recordin session on tues..
tt's yy...
anw...2dae sho damn happii!!!
choong realli damn shuai loh!!!
ii bei choong dian dao loh!!!
sho shuai!!!....nn he rap beta than jason!!
choong got 35 lahx..not bad lahx...
then hor..tt junyang realli verii good loh..
ii reallii gotta admit it loh...
sing verii gd..dance oso yi ji bang!!...
he got 39 loh..power loh..
then weijian sho damn cute loh!!!
ii was there screamin like siao man!!
ii gg to faint lerx lah!!
sho cute!!!
weijian dancin got improve lerx worx!!
haas..!! yeah!!!! yippee!!!...
he got 38 marks loh...
onlii 1 mark lower than junyang!!!
woohoo!!!...yeah!!..yippee!!..
nn lastly..
ii wanna add on tt weisong quite shuai also..
haas..ii gg crazzie alreadYY!!
nn lastly forgot to add on again..
xu huan liang=shui shang piao!!!
haas!!!...muahahaha..too bad jeff din intimidate hiim..
haas!!!...

woohhoo!!..jue dui superstar rocks moi life!!!

what we could have been, 7/27/2005 09:45:00 PM.

]][[stoopid B****]][[

sucks manx...
think of it makes my blood boil...
she go die lahx...
y'dae went to mediacorp after choir..
waited quite long then saw sebas...
actually wanna scream de..
but tt B**** dere loh..
wah liao!!!
she think she who loh..
think she big mahx...
evertime see her the time..
she will always go..
eg."rang lu rang lu!!..sebas lai..zou zou..rang lu!!"
suck lahx she...
she think wad..
verii close to those superstars sho wad..
summore scold kero summore..
also bias against weijian fc n his fans..
wad loh..
suck loh...
anrgy manx..
hate it larx!!!

stoopid B****!!!

what we could have been, 7/27/2005 09:10:00 PM.

Monday, July 25, 2005

]][[especially for the 2xins]][[

here ii am writing abt the 2of them..
moi verii 2 besties..
yongxin..will euu blame mie for breakin moi promise
ii sae wun tell yixin tt she's st8forward..
scared ltr she heartbroken...but ii told
yixin..ii duno iff ii told euu the truth was da rite ting..
the 2xins..felt tt ii was the one hu worsen ur fwenship..
juz verii sorry...
anw..moi 2besties...
there's nth best fwens can't solve...
if there's sumthing wrong..
we can always help out together..
find a solution to it...
these are the obstacles we must o'ercome kaes??..

take care nn fwens 4eva!!!!!

what we could have been, 7/25/2005 09:25:00 PM.

]][[ zee leavinn for 2yrs]][[

actually 2dae quite good mood de..
until zee told mie he's gona go overseas..
haizZz...
dampen moi mood...
feel sho she bu de...
frens for 2yrs++ lerx loh...
though this yr dun reallii tok much..
but he's still moi fwen after all...
haizZz...
wonder how's life w/o zee...
guess his stead will she bu de...haas..

anw..he feels kinda sad ii guess..
frenship problems??...
anw..juz wanna tell euu..
even if ur besties dun bother euu lerx..
euu still haf this buddie always dere for euu..
kaes?!?!?...
sho muz cheer upp...
plus yixin nn yongxin also...haas...
got the 3 of us there for euu...

guess nxt yr's track nn field..
got 1person less to cheer nn scream for..
nn guess tt's the end of sagi too...
but no matter wad..
look on da bright side kaes??..

[p/s-zeshaan..must feel honoured lehx..
this post specially for euu one..haas..]

euu muz take care o'er at canada..
anii probs or need sum1 to tok to juz
tok to me on msn or send mie an email..
will reply euu de..haas..kaes?? =p

lots of lurve frm ur buddie here!!!... =))
gonna miss euu lots!!...

what we could have been, 7/25/2005 08:40:00 PM.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

watch the repeat of result show 2dae...
cried once again...
couldn't control moiself...
when ii saw sebas out...
his video clip...
moi tears juz rolled down..
ii feel verii saddedd nn full of regrets
when hagen out...
ii also juz cry liddat..
like no one's business...
leon out ii also cry out...
ii juz shou bu liao!!!..
yy onlii can stay one??..yy?!?!!
sobx...
esp tt part when weijian called out to leon...
told him abt sum stuffs..touchin stuffs...sobx..
wonderful frenship they haf...
aa good example for us to learn...
esp the verii end...
leon,sugie,weijian..3 of them huggin 2gether..
thier frenship are worthy of us to learn n cherish...

cheers for leon.sebas.weijian.hagen..
leon.sebas.hagen..dun gif up in ur dreams
u walked in2 moi life nn
left ur footprintx in moi heart..
weijian.continue to work hard...
u'll haf moi support too!!!...

take care guyzZz!!..u're all moi superstars!!!=))

what we could have been, 7/24/2005 08:41:00 PM.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

]][[jue dui superstar/z-pop]][[

2dae actually dun wana go see de..
then moi mum suddenly ask mie wana go
j8 see superstars nn the z-pop concert..
ii was like..."omg..m ii dreamin.."..
then jiu laz min change moi mind go loh...
meet jieling at j8 open plaza at 2..
verii hot manx..nn squeezy...
the superstars ard 3plus then come..
then we scream here srceam there..
then the superstar sign posters n tees..
then the whole thing ended lerx..
jieling use moi cake pics but
the contestants look sho small..haas
weijian nn choong sho cute!!!!!!!!!
silver nn kelly nn candyce sho pretti!!!
weijian sho cute...
keep waavin his hands at us..haas..
then the wholes thing ended ard 4pm..
faster rush go eat wif jieling..
bought the z-pop tic...
then faster take taxi rush to suntec...
rush like siao...
the taxi driver suck lahx...
go the long way...
45min then reach...suck loh...
10dollar plus lahx...
waste moneyy...
almost lost moi way at suntec haas...
btw...saw eileen at the entrance..
then blah blah...went in...
after a long while...
manage to squueze at the rails there..
haas...ii sho smart...
at the verii beginin was the jue dui superstars!!!
woohoo!!!..
but sad lah...
weijian nn choong standin at the left side of the stage...
wheres im at the right side of the hall...hais..
nvm...they sang lao su ai da mi worx!!!haas...
anw..tt thing started at 5-11plus....
ii stand until leg tired...
stand frm 2plus to 11plus man...tired...
but they sing one song then go liaox...
anw...jj's junior..jin sha verii cute+prettii...
she sing verrii nice n when she dance 'ting dian"..
got tt cyndi look lehx...
shi kang jun verii shuai too!!!*faints*...
maia sing chinese song nt bad larx..
fan fan verii cute also..haas...
gigi verii tall lehx!!!!...
can join 183club liaox....haas...
JJ rocks too manz!!!...
he do b-box lehx!!!...woohoo!!!
verii pro!!!..then play piano also!!!!
but hor..the ting abit sian also...
ben c come out sing...ii almost wan to slp..
"hello angel angel angel....."...borin....
JJ wait sho long then finally come out..haas..
anw..then got 183club too!!!...
ii there keep screamin for yu rong!!!!...haas...
got one song.."zhen ai" verii nice lehx...
anw...got tt korea guy...li dong jian...
at 1st i thot not manii ppl scream...
but when he come out..WHA!!!..
almost the whole hall screamin!!..
ii was like..."erms..okae..im wrong.."..
then drag drag drag...
ppl come out sing...
then president also come...
yy??..to give out prizes...
then after tt was the "da pai" de A-mei..
she sho power loh...
the whole hall screamin for her..
then got one girl she keep jumpin on the rail there..
then vibrate ntill moi rail there..siao lahx...
then verii funni also...
got one guy behing mie...
he keep screamin A*mei!!!!!!...
then like those kind of low low,went off key..
then like drowned in sea..screaming a*mei for help liddat..
haas...
but had to go off at 11plus...while a-mei still performin..
coz moi parents ask mie to go hm...
sho went hm loh...
nw sore throat..leg pain...
but was n enjoyable day...
glad ii din lie to moi mum on fridae...
iff not i'll be guilt-stricken 4evar...
Thanx mummy for lettin mie go!!!!
Lurve euu 4evar!!!*muacks*

wonderful dayy for mie..=))

what we could have been, 7/23/2005 12:57:00 AM.

Friday, July 22, 2005

2nd post for 2dae...
well 2dae in sch quite sian..
test n stuffs...
wand got menopause..
chinese teacher suck..
pronounce words wrongly..
speelling words sae wrongly..
wad a failure...
a.maths functions ii finally noe quite a lot lerx!!!
geog test was okae..think can pass...
then was recess..
went to find prisc wif xin..
bell rang..
went back class saw gunawan...
but luckily..ish he come early..
sho nv kana scolded again...
*phew*...
then was eng..
stoopid mr foo...
wad a sissy,gayish,act gentlemanly gay...
disgustin fella..
look down on our eng standard..
sucky suck...
but 2nd went library..sho yippe..
me,rice,xiaohui,xin,deb sat together..
we went mad n luff like crazZzie...
ii kept luffin like siao...
can't help it...
sit there then suddenly luff..
crazzie rite...
then after sch lerx..
walk down hill wif xin n prisc..
then jiu go hm lerx...
reach hm..my mum not at hm!!!
argh!!!
ii 2dae sho early go hm..
then she not at hm!!!!
argh!!!!!

miss sebas.leon lots..lurve euu guyz 4eva..

what we could have been, 7/22/2005 03:24:00 PM.

]][[ Superstar Results Show]][[

sobx...no mood to write..
almost cried in sch todae...
but ii ren ren REN!!...
ii 2dae went mad agin loh...
juz like laz wk...
sadded untill go crazzie...
haizZz...
sebas.leon.hagen out...
at firstt ii thot can haf sum time to prepare for the worst..
but...
suddenly..sebas face appear on da screen..ii burst out into tears..
ii really regretted it...
ii culd onlii vote 35times loh..
actually wannavote 70 times...but no 1 can help mie..
nn moi mum onlii allow mie call 35times..haizZz///
regretted it...
ii can see sebas eyes red red lerx...but he verii yong gan...
but he liddat make mie wana cry even more!!..sobx//
ii y'dae too emotional lerx...
sebas out ii cry.hagen out i cry.leon out i cry again..
weijian in ii oso cry agaiin...
weijian said those words to leon also make mie cry again..
sumtin like "glad to be ur teammate..though in revival round
we r competin wif each other..but we'll still frens..thx for everyting"
Sobx..!!!!

the for girls..when macy n lijun out..ii leng jing xia lai a while..
but when chanel out ii cry again...
but keelly really verii good..she rocks!!..40.5...wow!!
haizZz..anw..im really gonna miss sebas.leon...sobx...

ii think god made a decision for mie...
he knew ii lurve all 3 of them n can't make up mind..
sho he dicided to make a choice for mie..
nn weijian ish the choice god made...
sobx...sebas.leon!!!!!..ii lurve euu guyzzz!!!

sebas.leon gonna miss euu guys forever..
euu both haf walked into my life..
leavin urr footprints behind...

euu both take care n stayy happi...

as for weijian...
congratulates..
u're really a great superstar...
hope to see more of ur performances..
nn dun fret..i'll still support even if sebas.leon out lerx..
ii lurve euu guyzZz always!!!

D.j.E.i.R.A.I.n.C yong yuan ting ni!!!

it's all moi fault..im sho sorry sebas..forgive mie..

what we could have been, 7/22/2005 03:05:00 PM.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

]][[Superstar Revival Round Results]][[

M1--Weijian [39] highest!!!! but 0.5 lesser then choong.. duno wad song...

M2--Leon [38.5] (David Tao-ai wo hai shi ta)

M3--Sebas [28] lowest again..haizZz... (zhang dong liang-dang ni gu dan..)

M4-- Hagen [30] (A-Mei-Ting Hai)

\Gd job guyzZZ!!!,,lurve it manzZz!!! =))

what we could have been, 7/19/2005 09:08:00 PM.

]][[Superstar Revival round Recordin Part2]][[

kaes...
went back to the receptionist after da show...
waited for the contestants there...
saw shini nn candyce but a while hou they went in lerx...
haizZz....
got one stoopid fan keep cuttin in loh..sux loh..
then we waited damn long...then saw SUgie!!!!..
he was wlkin up the stairs on the fone...
ii was like lookin at him...
then think..okaes..not the superstar contestans..
BUT!!..when he was in front on mie...
ii went "SUGIE!!!"..haas...ii too high liaox..
anw...after tt saw weijian de stead huggin da chipmunk..
and also his sis....
his stead verii pretti lehx...
pretti + cute = perfect couple....
hees...haas.. =))

then duno yy...
2dae wait verii late then no one come out..haizzz..
anw..kero sho funni lahx...
they takin photos within the fc mahx..
then he quite tall sho hafta squat...
then verii hot coz he wear jacket...
then he sae "den den..rang wo tuo xian"...
then every1 went "tuo diao tuo diao"...haas..
then kero sae.."tuo diao jacket er yi lahx"...haas..
sho funni...
tt kero always ask qnds will end wif "hao bu hao"..
then every1 will go "hao"...haas...
anw..then ii left at 10 coz can't let moi ma noe.....
then the weijian fc there went "bye bye!!!"...

but hu noes!!!!
sebas come out onli after ii left!!!!!!!!
arhg!!!
suck loh...moi mum 11plus then go hm..
liddat ii dun sho early go hm liaox..
sobx lahx..sebas!!!..ii wann sebas!!!!!!.sobx...
ii nxt mon confirm gg back again!!!

anw..coz weijian noe our fc waitin for him..
sho he ask sum1 to go out tell us to go
dun need wait for him....he verii gd ritex..
coz he 2plus then will come out mahx..tt's yy..
haizZz,,if onlii i can stay still tt late jiu hao lerx..
coz if weijian come see us still dere..
he sure verii xin tong one...
then will sure tok wif us be closer to us de...
haizZz...sobx...
[p/s-dis is xiaohui tell mie de..coz ii 10pm jiu go hm liao]...

then after ii left hor..SILVER.SUGIE.hagen they all
yi ge yi ge jiu come out loh...wad's this!!!!!
anw..xiaohui n ting 12plus then go hm loh...
sho gd loh...
hao loh.....ii hafta go hm sho early!!!
ii nxt mon confirm yao go back lerx!!!!
argh!!!!!

what's da matter?!?!?!?!?!.....

what we could have been, 7/19/2005 08:51:00 PM.

]][[Superstar Revival Round Recordin]][[

moi 2nd time lerx..
actually can't go de...
but ii tou tou go out rush there..
coz moi parents go out mahx...
then ii beg moi dad not to tell ma...
ii feel quite guilty lehx..haizZz...

anw..ii took taxi there...
rush like siao...
then 15min liddat reach lerx..
ii was runnin up de stairs loh..
saw xin hui walkin...but nv stop to say hi
nn juz run pass here liddat coz no time mahx..
verii late liaox...but ii turn nn look at her lahx...

then jiu go into da studio...
found xioahui n yenting..
muz thank them a lot for savin a seat for mie!!
Thanx lotzZz!!!
then the same procedure...
BUT!!...

when xu huan liang come out..he almost tripped!!
thenn like floatin on water liddat...
sho yifeng sae "shui shang piao"..sho funni!!
then whenever mention xu huan liang hor..
yifeng will sae "shui shang piao"...sho funni!!!
huR huRs!!!...

thenn tt jeff wang also verii funni...
intimitade xu huan liang de :"shui shang piao" action..
ii luff until stomach pain...sho funni loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then the recordin jiu start lerx...
M1 ish of coz weijian together wif M2 Leon!!!!
btw..weijian cut his hair..abit weird lahx..but cute aniwae..
then de short video of both of them sho nice lehx!!!!
leon go pinch weijian cheek sae he verii cute...
then weijian sae leon verii shuai...
then..leon ask weijian wanna be shuai oso mahx...
then he sae "yao"..n put on da sunglasses..cute rite?!?!?..

thenn was weijian solo...
he sing one verii touchin de song...
then wei song comment tt he almost cried nn got nth to sae..
then weijian also almost cry lehx!!!...sobx..weijian..be brave..!!
ii almost cry also...

then was m3 sebas n m4 hagen..
sebas realli verii shuai lehx!!!...OMG...*faints*
they sang JJ de 'dou jiang you tiao'...
but sebas like can't sing the high parts liddat..
and also..like no power liddat...
but anw...he realli sho shuai!!!!!!!!!!!*faints*

then was sebas de solo...
showed his video clip...
tt eileen hugged sebas legs nn cry...
sho envious..haas...
anw..sebas sang zhang dong liang de "dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui"
finally sing younger songs lerx...haas...
he changed a jacket...black de..
sho shuai!!!..*faints*...

then when the judges gif comments...
the fang zhong hua sae...
"wo zhang zhe me da dou mei you ren bao guo wo de jiao"...
[ii sho big liao also no 1 hug moi leg b4]...
then li fei hui go hug fang zhing hua's leg..haas...
sho funni!!!!.....

then was hagen solo...
he sang "ting hai"..by zhang hui mei...
not bad lahx...
but ii feel tt he lk like dao ming si lehx..haas..

then when break de time...
btw,tt time m1 n m2 perform liaox...
but our fc sho extra...
sebas n hagen fan cheer for them..coz they gg to perform..
but we xtra..weijian perform lerx..
we still went "weijian weijian weijian..."...haas...

oh yah..then when the show end lerx...
weijian was there wavin to us non stop!!...
of coz i went crazy...
keep wvin moi hands...
haas..
but weijian reallii verii grateful to hus fans,family,frens...
he keep bowin to us..as a form of thank euu...
realli verii touchin....

sobx...

weijian.sebas.leon.choong.

what we could have been, 7/19/2005 08:27:00 PM.

Friday, July 15, 2005

moi 3rd post for the day...
guess wad...
sch ended a period earlier 2dae...
went out wif da 2xins.meiy.kevin..
go orchard...
ii really no money but still go out..hais..
then blah blah blah....
go eat kfc...
tok lotsa crap...
esp. yixin n her dar...
haiz...
no hope larx...
sae wad higher mother tongue wadsoever lahx,,,
then her dar siao liao lerx..
sho childish...
playy wif tha cup...
can't help it..
"xiao hai zi" mahzZz...
anw..ard 2plus went off wif xin.meiy...
halfway..yongxin rmb she left her stuff in sch...
sho hafta go back...
luckily saw OM...
ask him help take the stuff...
OM rocks man!!~
haas...
then go buy hi-card...
then monkey feel sho bad..
sho buy fries force me to take...
force mie lehx...
bad rite...
haas...
then jiu go hm lerx loh...

not a too bad outin...

what we could have been, 7/15/2005 07:31:00 PM.

moi 2nd post for da day...
2dae go sch nv cry...
but durin chinese lesson i almost cry..
duno yy...
suddenly thot of sebas.leon.weijian..
ii feel sho hopeless...
ii duno wad to do...
haizZz...
ppl sad ish cry but ii not..
ii 2dae sad untill laugh till crazy..
nth also laugh in class..
do hw halfway also laugh..
stare into space then suddenly laugh also..
ii really sadded to this kinda crazy state...
haizZz..
it's all moi fault...
vote sho lil' for him....
haizZz///...
regretted it...

ii really regretted it...

what we could have been, 7/15/2005 07:25:00 PM.

y'dae superstar results out lerx...
sebas.hagen.chanel.macy out...
sobx..sobx...
yy sebas out?!?!?!
where did his fans go??!!!
ii call sho mannii times for him he still out...
sobx....
ii really gg to 'beng kui" lerx!!...
luckily choong not out...
iff not ii will faint liaox...
haizZz...
revival round how??!!..
ii lurve sebas.leon.weijian equally lorx..
ii liddat verii terrible lehx....
ii duno wad to do larx..
haizZz...

dun wana care animore..sobx...

what we could have been, 7/15/2005 07:17:00 PM.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

]][[superstar recordin session-part2]][[

after da recordinn sessionn..
moi head lyk dizzy dizzy de...
then we man man walk bck to receptionist.
awhile hou..saw [leon] n [choong]!!!!

first went to [leon] dere 4 autograpgh..
as usual..i was da one askinn....
he ask 4 moi name then i sae may...
then he verii cute lehx...
he sae,'eh,wo jie jie ye jiao may'...
then he laugh...haas..kawaii...
as usual..he sign one then wana return mie lerx..
ii faster sae hao you liang ben..
then 2nd one hao lerx..
he wana return mie agin..
ii sae hao you duo yi ben..haas..
ii verii paisehh lehx...*blush*
thenn ii take pics wif him..so cute!!
*faints once again*

after tt went [choong] dere..
he sho tall nn cute lehx!!!
really like 'bai ma wang zi'...
then give him sign...
as usual..he sign 1 then wana return 3 n so on..
haas..wad happen??!!..aiyoh..haas..cute larx..
sign lerx [weijian] jiu lai lerx!!!...
wana take pics wif [choong] but wei lerx ting..
ii go [weijian] dere....
was kneelin bside him..leg tired mahx
thenn ii call [weijian]..
he look at mie n sae..
'ni den yi xia hao ma..wo qian hao zhe ge xian"...
sho cute..finally moi turn lerx!!!!..
thenn ii help ting/jl n hazel get his sig...
thenn ii ask him to take pic wif me...
thenn gang hao camera haven ready..
sho he sign others first..thenn he ask mie
'hao lerx mah'...
thenn we take lerx lorx...
haas..

thenn tt xin..saw [sugie] then went to get his sig..
then gang hao [sebas] lai lerx!!!
i sho damn busy manzZz!!..
when wana take pics wif [sugie]...
he gone lerx!! sobx sobx!!!
then went to lk for [sebas] loh...
he pose for us lehx!!!!
sho cute!!!
*faints faints faints*
haas....
thenn ii take pics wif him..sho cute!!!
shou bu liao lerx!!!
*faints again*

then [hagen] lai lerx!!
get sig frm him..
and also..take pic wif him!!haas...

thenn suddenly rmb tt yixin wan sig too!!
ii go back to [weijian] dere...
then wait nn wait..finally...
he then look at mie nn the bk...
ii think he's thinkin...eh isn't tt the gurl juz nw..
haas..
coz ii go look for him 3times lehx!!!haas
then i take pic wif him again...lol...
*faints too*

thenn saw [darryl]...
went to get sig frm him..
he quite shuai also lahx....
thenn i take pics wif him...
but verii sucky..so ii keepin myself..sry guyz

then saw [jason]!!we chiong guo qu!!..haas
then he sign for us...nn tok pics wif him...
hao lerx hou..saw [choong]...
faster chiong dere also....

ii ask himm to take pics wif mie...
ii too short lerx..sho he zhi hao bend down abit..
haas...
'bai ma wang zi' worx!!....haas....
sho shuai nn cute!!!

a wonderful dae wif moi idols...=))

what we could have been, 7/12/2005 05:27:00 PM.

]][[superstar recordin session]][[

y'dae went 4 da recordinn sessionn..
verii da happii onlii dao mei de shi...
sitt at hagenn dere!!!..argh!!
wei lerx [sebas/weichoong]
jiu suan lerx bahx....

anw b4 recordin..
first saw [junyang] at da receptionist
me n xin wan to get autograph
but ting keep sayin sho diu lian...
anw..we went to himm after all..
[junyang] actually nott bad larx...
thenn sigh hao lerx hor..
[weijian] jiu lai lerx!!!! *faints*
thenn we all runn to [weijian] dere..

[weijian] chao cute man!!!
he blur blur make him verii cute!!!
alot of ppl keep askin him kan zhe li..
den he duno which side
so he turn here n dere n went "hhuh?"..
cute ritezzz??!!!??!!...haas
thenn he keep perspirinn...
thenn got his so calledd 'bao mu" haas
give him tissue to cleann...
thenn use finish lerx..still sweat!!!
then the fans start to halp him clean the 'droplets'
haas..they sho despo man...
wait verii long then moi turnn...
he sho cute lehx!!!...
ii give him all 3 bks then he sign...
but...
he sing the first one den wana gif me bck lerx..
thenn ii faster sae hao you liang ben...
thenn sign lerx..wana reutrn me again!!haas
thenn i sae hai you duo yi ben....haas
but when wana sign ting de..
his real bao mu sae he nid to go liaox...
then ting abit sad...so sry...

afterr tt whenn we were at the carpark waitin..
saw nicholas cousin..[jason tan guo qiang]!!!
we at first went 'ooooo'...
then ltr xin n ting keep askinn me
to ask him if he noe nicholas...
sho ii calledd himm...
thenn ii asked...
'ni ren bu ren shi nicholas'...
then he at first can't tink of hu..
sae 'bu zhi dao lehx,chong na ge xue xiao'
ii said 'maris stella' loh...
he think verii long then
'oh!!..nicholas..yah..gao gao de dui mahz?'
i was 'arh!!dui!!'...
he said 'ta shi wo de hen distant relative-
hen distant hen distant'...hahazZz
he asked 'ni lai zhi chi shui'..of coz i said
..'quan bu dou zhi chi'..hahazZz..like real
then he jiu 'orh..ok..na wo yao zou lerx..bye bye'
acutally..after y'dae ii find tt jason realli nice larx..
quite cute..

after tt we went into the studio outside wait loh...
but on our way..guess who ii saw??!!!
[sebas] lehx!!..he was gg into da lift!!!
*faints again*

then went into da studio...
quite nice larx...
the jugdes n hosts verii funnie...
[sebas] wear almost the same as weisong lao shi!!
jeans..white jacket..purple shirt..haas

it was onli when [choong] perform den ii hyper
he sho shuai mahzZz!!
then durin da break hor..
[sebas] at da corner practisin...
xin too xcited lerx..saw [sebas] n da hand went hi
guess wad??!!!
he saw nn wave back lehx!!!!!!!*faints twice*

recordin session ended ard 9plus...

the recordin session was gr8!!!

what we could have been, 7/12/2005 04:48:00 PM.

haizzz..backk frm schh..
2dae beginnin off sch mie nn lh verii hyper..
buddenn afterr recess no mood liaox... yy??
coz of nxt mon's revival round recordin session..
haizZz..'ti dao le jiu shang sin"....
worse still...
ii think ii lurve leon as much as derrick!!!
how???!!!
revival round how am ii gonna vote??!!!
how???!!!
sobx lahx...
saddedd..frustratedd..frightenedd...

what shldd ii do??!!...

what we could have been, 7/12/2005 04:40:00 PM.

--superstar results--

m1-hagen [32.5]
m2-choong [39.5]

m3-sebas [28.5]
m4-weilian [31]

[sebas] n [choong] muz get in worx!!!

what we could have been, 7/12/2005 04:10:00 PM.

Friday, July 08, 2005

moi second postt forr 2daee..criedd againn..yy??..im realli touchedd..euu see nn euu noee yy lerx...

weijian--"i felt it was a lot of calls frm my family.i asked her(his sis) y they spent sho much money on votin(900votes):if i cn get in i get in.she told mi not to lk at it as money n tt there's also alot of love n suppor along wif this kind of money spent...she tinks it's priceless nn if she bought all these wif a few hundred dollars,den so be it.after hearin tt,i cried even more!i've nv cried like tat in my life for so long,euu noe!!"

verii touchinn..sobx sobx..sho lurvinn..sobx..juz hope he'll jia youu jia youu jia youu!!!

lurve can nv be measured wif moneyy

what we could have been, 7/08/2005 08:53:00 PM.

gonna blog for wed's eventt onwardss..wed wass thee guyz compyy..weijiann sang damnn nicee nn verii cutee also..leonn singg verii nicee too..inn thiss roundd ii lurvee both off themm..ii reallii hadd lotsa faithh inn weijiann..ii thott he wuldd gett inn but y'daee..ii wass shockedd..thosee hu were supposedd to gett inn dinn gett inn..wad's this!!...sux lahxx..thouu ii preferr seb to weijiann butt ii criedd whenn ii realisedd he dinn gett inn...tt disappointtmentt..sadness nn angryness..howw culd jasonn gett inn?!?!..it's outta questionn man..hatee itt..normallyy ii cryy lerxx thenn ok lerx...shoo 2daee goo sch..ii still cn take itt..muz be bravee..but xin n lh lurve weijian alot tt's why cried inn schh againn..duno wad to sayy..ii juz feel da compy isn't fair..haizZz..im speechless...

ii duno wadd to sayy boutt thiss compyy..haizZz..

what we could have been, 7/08/2005 08:21:00 PM.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

kkzZz..it's kinda stress..yy??..stuckedd btww studiess nn idolss..ii hafta helpp 'stand upp' forr seb..hahazzz..all 5of moi gd frenzz all like derrickk..hahazzz..actuallyy nott becozz off thiss lahzza..it's juzz that im getting shoo f***ed upp wiff moi studiess..ii dunn even understandd aa singlee thingg lohh..wad's thiss mann..iff thiss carriess onn..ii thinkk ii havee noo choicee butt too 4gett all abtt [jue dui superstar] liaox...thiss wholee thingg ishh makinn miee sickk nn tired off moii lifee...ii thinnk moii brainn hass becomee shoo shoo [useless]..ii haff lotss too catchh upp wiff..thinkk nxtt mondaee ishh juzz all miee lerxx..juzz miee..nn juzz gott tickedd off by moi mum..shee saw da superstar mv juzz noww nn shee askedd iff ii gott votee..shee juzz noess miee too well..haizzz..howw wonderfull iff ii couldd juz stopp nn takee a lookk att thiss world..haizzz..anww..leo yen n xin..actually ii juzz noww ish nott angryy wiff euu guyzz lahxx...

wanna slow downn nn takee aa look att thiss beautifull worldd..cann ii??

what we could have been, 7/05/2005 07:06:00 PM.

Monday, July 04, 2005

todaee shoo farnie..ass usuall ii wass latee kzz..thenn peii yongxinn takee photoss..thenn afterr thatt go eatt macc..saww manii whitleyanss..esp. nicholass..shoo farniee..thenn nvmm..att mac horr..gott 1 crazzie fellow sittin besidee uss..thenn hee deree tokinn too himselff..nn laughinn lykk siaoo liddatt..shoo scaryy..er xinn!!..anw..yongxin verii gdd peii miee goo mediacorpp lookk forr moii neww founnd frenn..hahazzz..waitt verii longg thenn shee comee..hahazz..thenn we saww [candyce] n [sly] lehxx..thenn at firstt dunoo whyy he comee..thenn ltrr thenn noee ishh go nn supportt [leon] de..hahazzz..we actt likee nthh liddatt whenn sly walk pastt uss..ii onlyy noee thatt hee glancee att uss liddatt..likee verii bad horxx..anw..candyce verii frenlyy lehx..at firstt duno ish her..then ltr..shee lookk att uss nn smilee att uss thenn ii wass like "eh!!isn't that candyce??!!"..hahazZz..shee realli verii prettyy lehxx!!...heehx..anww..we left ard 5pm liddatt..thenn itt wass thenn josephinee calledd miee nn said "sebastian came liaoxx"..ii wass likee "wad the!!"..ii leavee liaoxx thenn hee comee"..argh!!!..hahaxx..nvm..anw,i think yan will be givinn mie tix for nxt wk's showw..shoo happpii!!..cann see sebastiann,derrickk nn leonn liaox!!..hahazzz!!...

can't waitt to gett thee tixx..

what we could have been, 7/04/2005 06:13:00 PM.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Y'daee can'tt gett too sleepp mann..whyy??..cozz ii keptt thinkinn off thosee peepxx orr too saee thosee fanss likee onn verii closee termss liddatt makee miee jealouss nn enviouss..haizz..euu mayy thinkk imm shoo crazziee liddatt butt noo choicee..theyy too cutee liaoxx..slyy hass neverr madee miee goo shoo crazziee beforee..haizz..juzz wannaa screamm moii lungss outt..hatee thiss feelinn..arghh!!!!..ii wanna gett tixx too thee showw!!!!!!!!!..arghh!!!sobxx sobxx.. =(( ...
anww..todaee wentt too collectt moii neww specss..it'ss a bigg diff btww moii previouss nn neww onee..ii wonderr howw mm ii gonnaa goo schh onn tuess??..ohh noo..ltrr suree gott commentss onee..verii scaredd..sobx sobxx...
haizzz..noww imm thinkinn abtt sebastiann theyy all againn..sobxx =((

can't gett euu outtaa moii headd!!!...

what we could have been, 7/03/2005 07:23:00 PM.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Todaee wentt too roamm arroundd fwensterr..thenn readd thosee thatt aree veryy closee withh thee [juee duii supastarr] contestantss..reallyy verii enviouss nn jealouss alsoo..howw ii reallyy wishh ii weree themm..ii reallyy ^lurvee^ [wei qiang] alott lorxx..ii osoo likee thee [leon/wei jian] alsoo lorxx..ii wannaa goo mediacorpp too look forr themm beforee thee showw starts..ii noee theyy definitelyy will bee theree butt ii dunoo huu cann goo withh miee..lh surelyy cannott dee..thenn yonxin ii thinkk shee beforee 6 liddatt haftaa goo hmm thenn cannott goo wiff miee..sobxx..thiss ishh drivinn miee crazyy manzz..peepzz hu happenn to bee givinn thee tix plz givee miee can??..2tix cann lerxx..i dunn askk forr muchh..prettii plzz..imm goinn crazziee overr heree liaoxx..ii juzz can'tt describee thatt feelinn inn miee..itt juzz getss miee goinn craziiee..imm juzz shoo jealouss off themm manzz..
haizzz..juzz hopee yongxinn will bee ablee too askk nicholass too askk jasonn forr somee tix..imm reallyy verii desperatee forr itt...

goinn bonkerss soon..arghh!!!

what we could have been, 7/02/2005 09:52:00 PM.

todaee woke up quitee earlyy..aroundd 9pluss cozz scaredd oversleepp thenn will miss [juee duii supastarr]..hahazz..[sebastiann nderrick] reallyy verii cutee lehxx..hahazz..anw..sebastiann add miee on fwensterr liaoxx..hahazz..shoo happii..tookk suchh a loongg timee n muchh effortt thenn ablee too findd hiss acountt..onlyy unablee too findd derrickk dee..sebastiann accountt noww full liaoxx lehx..shoo fastt..feww daess agoo onlii 3ooplus..noww 4oopluss liaox..hahazz..anw..todaee damnn siann..nthh too doo att hmm...juzz lazinn aroundd att hmm..whatt aa borinn lifee..haizz..thinkk gonnaa stopp heree forr noww..

Supprt [sebastiann nn derrickk] onn thee nxtt roundd worxx!!

what we could have been, 7/02/2005 02:22:00 PM.

Friday, July 01, 2005

todaee ishh youthh daee..chinesee lessonn todaee suxx manzz..mr nor wass verrii angriee lorxx..hee wannaa conductt lessonn butt summ ppl doinn otherr stuffs thenn teacherr verii angryy..thenn thatt joell still add salt manzz..thenn teacherr nagg forr onee wholee peroidd lorxx..hatee hiss attidtudee manzz..scoldd scoldd scoldd..thenn amaths miee n lhh keepp thinkinn abtt sebastiann nn derrickk..wee bothh keepp sayinn veriee scaredd thee nxtt round all gott manii manii supporterss dee..thenn scaredd ourr idolss will gett eliminatedd..cozz hagenn n weichong alrdd gott fann basee lerx..then derrickk lykk nott muchh fanss liddatt..thenn afterr thatt ii sitt deree staree intoo spacee..thenn wantingg loOk miee..sayy yy i "dai dai"..lykk stone liddatt..hahazZz..thenn a whilee ltrr..i wass theree staringg intoo spacee againn..hahazZz..thenn wantingg once againn loOk n mie saee yy i keepp starinn intoo spacee..issit still thinkinn of thee supastarr thingyy..hahazz..anw..wass geogg..mrs tann dinn comee..shoo me n lhh deree thinkinn abtt supastarr againn..haizzz..then wass recess..thenn keepp laughinn at yenting..alwayzZz "qian da"..haha..then laughh ricee alsoo..cozz shee beatt ppl horx..alwayzzz will bounce firstt thenn beatt onee..thenn we started too shoo calledd imitade herr alsoo..hahazzz..den linee upp thee timee veryy funni..cannott findd moii clazz..thenn settlee down liaox..praveenaa theree keepp sayyinn wee goinn too bee roastedd liaoxx still flirtt wiff thee principall(referrinn 2 mr quek)..hahazZz..crapp lahxx shee..thenn att thee hall veryy funni..thee vincentt shoo manii timess runn outt wannaa anss qnss butt noo onee seemss tooo havee noticee himm...hahazz..thenn finallyy..he gott chaancee liaoxx..hahazzz..alsoo gott onee 5n2 guyy keepp goinn outt wanna collectt thee gifts whenn no onee wanna goo outt..thenn everyonee wass likee.."OoOOooOoo!!!"...hahazzz..then afterr schh goo housee off starzz buyy j-star magazinee..thenn goo hmm lerx..thenn miee sleepp frmm 4.30-8pm..coz this whole wkk i 12plus1am then sleepp..thenn almostt e'daee 5pluss wakke upp liaoxx..slpp ardd 4to5hr onlii..finallyy todaee cann havee afternoonn napp liaox..shoo shuang!!..anw..yentingg blogg gott probb..thenn shee theree begginn forr helpp..hahazZz..thinkk gonna stopp heree lerxx..

i'm still feelinn tiredd..yawnzzz

what we could have been, 7/01/2005 11:01:00 PM.