Thursday, November 12, 2009
Lost my one and only pillar of strength
handicapped without a support
dead and gone at my lowest times
feeling so lost without u now
just tell me how am i going to survive through this?
you'd probably think that u made my smile fade
but u hadnt' realise my smile was gone the moment it ended
the old me's dead and gone...
tried to keep myself optimistic
despite all those negative thoughts filling up my mind
guess i've just been trying to decieve myself didnt i?
stupid, foolish, an idiot i may be
but i cant possibly let everything go
sorry...really sorry...
as much as im really hurting from deep inside
i just hope you'll be able to go back to who u are suppose to be
be happy and please take care of yourself alrights
cant be there to give u the special care like i've always done
that's the very last thing that i cant let go
u know how worrying u can really be
so please take good care of yourself alrights?
ur back pain, old injuries, ur right arm and ur eyes
as well as having proper meals as well...
please please take care alrights???
missing you badly
still loving you like i always do...
sidenote: thanks clarence for coming down to hear me out
at 12am in the morning despite ur test tmr.. a million thanks..
i would have been at a greater lost alone at the void deck..
thanks...
handicapped without a support
dead and gone at my lowest times
feeling so lost without u now
just tell me how am i going to survive through this?
you'd probably think that u made my smile fade
but u hadnt' realise my smile was gone the moment it ended
the old me's dead and gone...
tried to keep myself optimistic
despite all those negative thoughts filling up my mind
guess i've just been trying to decieve myself didnt i?
stupid, foolish, an idiot i may be
but i cant possibly let everything go
sorry...really sorry...
as much as im really hurting from deep inside
i just hope you'll be able to go back to who u are suppose to be
be happy and please take care of yourself alrights
cant be there to give u the special care like i've always done
that's the very last thing that i cant let go
u know how worrying u can really be
so please take good care of yourself alrights?
ur back pain, old injuries, ur right arm and ur eyes
as well as having proper meals as well...
please please take care alrights???
missing you badly
still loving you like i always do...
sidenote: thanks clarence for coming down to hear me out
at 12am in the morning despite ur test tmr.. a million thanks..
i would have been at a greater lost alone at the void deck..
thanks...
Labels: what's next...
what we could have been, 11/12/2009 12:38:00 AM.
