Friday, November 27, 2009
Wonder if you still remembered this...
stepped into artbox today
saw this familiar notebook
and started smiling to myself
could still remember that smile on your face
when i picked this up and showed it to you
you felt really happy at that moment and so did i
really missed those sweet little moments we had
and those silly actions that i'd always like to do that makes you smile
and guessed what i did afterall?
picked it up once again and brought it to the cashier
silly me but i just felt like keeping this book for memorial sake
sometimes, fond memories of us pops into my mind randomly
i just couldnt help but look back at those moments
but i clearly know that that's all way back into the past
and it's no longer coming back to me
guess im still trying hard to accustom to life without you
it's really tough and im really trying hard
1 week, 1 month, 1year?
i dont know
i just need more time...
the night at vincent's 21st chalet was fun
till we knocked him out with 15shots of alcohol
i was one of the main culprit for mixing the drinks
and it hurts to see how worried his mummy was
ohwell, i've learnt my lesson
i dont know what i was hoping for last night
slept on the bed hoping for someone to send me home
being taken care of like i was in the past
ensuring my safety even till the very last moment
cab me home, staying with me till im awake,
and then choosing to walk home after sending me home
guess i was really too over-reliant on you in the past
so much so that i was hoping for the same old things now
but it never came
and would never come
not now, not tmr, not in the near future, forever ever..
now,no one's going to take care of me like you've always do
and i can no longer drink freely without getting home safely
cab rides home from all my late nights now will be lonely now
*sigh*
ohwell,
im telling myself that:
im staying strong
and i will be strong
Labels: missed
what we could have been, 11/27/2009 07:49:00 PM.
