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Monday, October 31, 2005

it's hols now..
kinda great..but somehow sianx..
nn i still gotta go sch todayy..
but it was funn..
rehearse our line dance..
then our puppet show...
it was sho farnie..hurhurs
chinese o'lvl ended at ard 12todayy
nn juz as i wanted tu look ferr xiaohuii
she has gone home alrd!!haas..nvm
then went tuu PS....
collect moii pmk shirt..heehx..
pmk clothes rockks!!!...
quite a few new arrivals..
all verii nice!!!...
but no $$$...haas...
cuz alrd bought two liao.. =((
nvm!!!..ohh yahh!!!...
haven finish packin moi luggage..
fridayy flyin off liao.. -____-""
haas...later then go packk again..
now im still listenin tu [da she tou]
i've been listenin tu it over n over..
ferr...ermm...2dayys lerhh..haas
this song ish reallii great euu noe!!
kkaes..like nth tuu blog liao lehh..
gonna stop here lerhh bahh..
happii halloween peepx!!!! =))

ur shadow ish begginin tuu fade..
guess there's no chance..
of seein *euu again..

what we could have been, 10/31/2005 03:44:00 PM.
Sunday, October 30, 2005

kkaes..im FINALLY online..
moii stoopid idiot com!!!
moii kor larhh...
use com liao nv off the main swtich..
then when i come home..
want tu use also cant..stoopid..
he always liddat one..
den i hafta go help him off..
tidy upp the com table..haas
actually i dun mind larhh..
but verii waste current lorhh..
then will waste moneyy uu noe..
juz now went tu J8..
buyy moisturizer n stuffs..
den suddenly stomach pain..
fill like vomiiting.. =((
then went tu bugis..
first stop was PMK!!!!haas
ii lurve purremilk!!!..
my maple nick ish PURREMILK!!
saw this shirt..29.90...
moii mum bought it ferr mie..
den i saw another blck tee..
the design ish wayy too kewl..
ii juz lurve it..but hor..
da 29.90 shirt bugis no stock..
sho i think mon 2ml i gg down to PS
tuu collect the shirt frm dere..
but hell where ish pmk shop??
ii seldom go PS de...lols =P
nvm..i'll go look ferr it..haas
now here ii am..bloggin..
i've been thinkin quite alot..
about manii manii stuffs..
ii juz feel tt u aint one of us..
nn i guess u feel tt way too..
it's better tu remain like this...
forever...nn...ever...
ii guess??..
nn i dun wish tu gossip animore..
sum ppl juz cant be trusted..
but i duno if we can trust you..
but what's done ish done..
there's no turning back..
if u get tu noe about it..
i think tt's it bahh...
ii dun kkaire animore..
dun wish anione tu leave again..
it's juz sho tiredd...
tired tu see sum1 leave 1by1..
im suppose tu be hapi actually..
but the damn com..made mie moody
nn i still feel nauseous now..
kkaes..gona stop here lerhh lahh
G.O.O.D.B.Y.E
T.U.U
*E.U.U =))

what we could have been, 10/30/2005 10:31:00 PM.

todayy doesnt seem like sundayy
it's juz like saturdayy..
feelin ish sho weird..
nn 2ml i still hafta go sch!!!
wad's this??!!!!...
stoopid china trip..haas
nvm..ltr gg out..i guess
still got some stuffs haven buy yet
but kinda lazy tu go out..haas
juz downloaded wu ke qun new song
----][ da she tou ][----
verii niice..lurve this song..
when euu wana tell sum1..
that euu lurve him/her...
euu get toungue tight...
haas...sho farnie...
wu ke qun verii talented lorhh..
tt tym on 100%entertainment..
see him perform.."wow!!"..
ii bow to him lerhh...
euu gif him a theme..
he can compose the lyrics
nn also the tune rite awayy lorhh..
then verii nice lorhh summore!!..
ii verii pei fu ta...ou xiang!!..haas
but i juz culnt seem tu find this lyrics
arghh!!!..haas..nvm..lols..
gona stop here lerhh..need to bathe..
then go ouut lerhh!!!!!!!!..haas
maple time at night!!! *clap clap*

whenever i see *him
whenever i listen tu *his songs
*euu wuld appear in moii mind
the wayy *euu looked
seem tu b more vague each dayy
ii sumhow culd onlii rmb.....
ur backkview as *euu walked awayy

what we could have been, 10/30/2005 01:16:00 PM.
Saturday, October 29, 2005

29thoct'05-WSS carnival
1st met up wif xin @ cheers..
den went to school...
we reached dere quite earlii..
nn we thot we were not so earlii..
then like no sec3s come yet..
sho we walk walk around..
then went upp to claz..
took attendance..
then go buyy food eat..
then see ppl get dunked..
funniest was gunawan get dunked!!
sho damn farnie lehh!!!lols...
then go catch fishes!!!
wahahahas!!!..sho funni lorhh
we catch until can die lorhh..
then verii fun lehh!!!...
mie n xin keep screamin...
cuz after i catch...
da fish keep jumpin!!!..haas
then ii caught one hor..
veri verii BIG!!!!...
then the fish keep JUMPIN!!
almost jump out of the net!!!..
sho scarrie lehhh!!!!
ohh yahh!!!
was force by ms lee to buy cake..
sho ii bought it...
nn ii haven take moi stuff toys hm yet!!
the archive door locked!!!
sho mon then take home..
guess liddat better...
cuz todayy carry alot of things lerhh..
then help man da stall 3/4...
can die lehh..haas...but fun!!..
thou the carnivl wasnt tt grand..
but still nort badd lahh..
at least i enjoyed it...
nn hor..ii smuggled "bleach"
out of the sickk bayy..haas..
the principal suddenly come in..
then i was still holdin da bottle of bleach
den she keep lookin at it..
like verii weird liddat..haas..
but lucky she nv ask abt it..*phew*
sho joker lorhh...wahahas..
nw ii dun dare go playy maple lehh
got one guy keep harrassin mie..
ii wan tu DELETE him!!!!..arghh!!
but muz wait when he not online..
then ii can go delete him...haix..
sian larhh..ii sho damn suayy lorhh
playy maple also kana harrass..
can go die larhh tt person..
nvm..later go see if he dere..
if nort there..ii FASTER delete him!!
wahahahas!!!..*clap clap* =P
kkaes lahh..stop here lerhh...
missin *euu
hope miracle wuld happen
juz wish tu see euu again..

what we could have been, 10/29/2005 05:00:00 PM.
Friday, October 28, 2005

todayy sch was better..
better than ydae..
it was like cant play cards lorhh
cuz of the stoopid teacher..
den verii sianx...
den duno how we started to tok..
mie.joyce.wanting.xiaohui.meiyi
were there tokin tokin tokin...
all da wayy frm 7plus to 9plus..
almost 2whole hrs lehh..haas
we tokk sho much crap..not badd..
den playedd memory game
using the poker cards..quite fun..
then ltr join meiping deyy all..
playy uno..almost forgot how tu play lerh
sho long nv play liao lorhh..
then playy awile..haven finish game
then go reccess lerhh..come back no uno..
sho go 3e4 playy poker cards..
ii keep losin lorhh..fengshuii not gd..haas
then went back claz take report bk...
L1R5 23 lorhh..sho lan..haix..
then went jieling hse..
see XIAOBAII!!!!!..xiaobaii sho cute!!
ii lurve xiaobaii!!!!..wahahas.. =P
xiaobaii keep lickin my hands..
he too thirstly liao..haas..
then dicuss china stuffs..
then go united sq...
wait ferr moii mother..
cuz wan tu buy winter clothes..
then now here ii am..
finally back home yeahh... =))
did some reflection todayy...
toht carefully about it...
verii verii carefully..
gave some serious thots..
now ii noe wadd ii reallii hate..
ii hate ppl hu are B.I.T.C.H.Y!!!!
ii juz hate bitches!!!to core!!!..
theyy juz suckks!!..sho ACT!!!
think theyy wad arhh..act big..
attention seekers nia!!!!
juz gett out of moii face bitches!!
think everyting they do ish rite..
dun haf a mind of their own!!
wadd sum1 do..
they also wan to follow...
wan to act like paii kia..
when they actually arent..
anihow learn to act act..
see liao cant take it!!..
it's sho damn irritatin lorhh!!
leng jing!!..relac!!*breathe in/out*
haas..kkaes larhh..
stiop here lerhh.. =))
whyy did euu appear in moii life?!
euu are juz makin mie sink deeper
deeper......and.....deeper......

what we could have been, 10/28/2005 07:54:00 PM.
Thursday, October 27, 2005

sianx larhh..
juz now maple got one idiot
dun wan tuu tok abt it..
guess this isnt wadd ii wanted
my mind isnt functioning properly
ii shld be awake by now..
im juz acting too rash..
ii can tell u aniting..
but ii need to hold back some stuffs
after all we are nort that close..
it's tt realistic..
after all...ii guess moii eyecandy..
hmms..duno wadd tuu sayy..
he's juz sho cute..
how ii wish u were *euu...
but u were nortt..haix..
yy muz things happen tuu mie..
ii dun iwsh tuu tok too much abt it
it's always good tu keep a low profile
ii guess??...im dun wan tuu attract attention
heartx juz hurtx a lot... ='((
nevermind!!!...im alrite!!! =))
listenin tuu Weijian songs!!!
his latest de!!.. [GOODBYE]
ii lurve this song a lotx..
how ii wished ii wuldnt recall of those unhappy flashbacks
wanna sayy goodbye tuu all moii probs...
sad also muz get on wif life..
happy also muz get on wif life..
sho yy not be happii rite??..haas
im juz gonna be happii.. =))
moii eyecandyy..
how ii wished ii knew *euu..
but it's all destined..

what we could have been, 10/27/2005 10:01:00 PM.

todayy sho sianx lorhh..
ydae mie.xiaohuii.wanting..
were disscussin if 2dayy wana come..
in the end..we decided tuu come..
nn guess wadd???!!!...
come also nth tuu do!!!
then we regretted our decision..
haix..but okaes larhh
overall.it's prettie ok..
hadd fun durin recess!!!
playy "ying xiong/cartoon" quan
haas..playy until can die..
cuz ii luff until cant make it..
then mie n xin playy..
keep like jamm halfwayy..
cuz ii keep luffin non-stop..
wahahahahas...sho funnie..
then went back tuu class..
playy wif xiaohuii da game..
nn haas...shoo funnii..
she sayy play "ying xiong" de
then she said spiderman..
BUT..ii said mickeyy mouse..
-____________-""""
wahahas...playy the opp...
was suchh great fun!!1
xiaohuii keep losing..
den we decided to mix both games
ying xiong nn cartoon de..
haas...sho FUNN!!!!
nn stupid damien larhh..
we palyin balckjackk..
den he come kope our moneyy..
then dun wan return..
we keep pesterin him den he return
wahahahas... =P
sho we continued our card game..
dn got teacher pass by or wadd..
he wuld act act lorhh..
shout sayy "TOLD U NT 2 PLAY CARDS
STILL PLAYY HUH!!!DUN WAN
LISTEN.KEEP.FASTER KEEP!!!"
he ki siao lorhh...act act de..
wahahahs..sho funnie..lols
anw..sat carnival ii doin duty lehh
atten to stall 1 nn 2...
from 12.30-4pm...sian larhh
muz come support moii stall kkaes!!
wahahas..muz buyy thing hor..
haas..doin xuan1 chuan2 here..haas
kkaes..now listenin 2 chen xiao dong song
it's ermm.. "ai4 ni2 duo2 ni2"...
verii nice..it's abt ermm...
like da more euu lurve this person
da more euu wan 2 avoid him/her
but the more euu wan 2 avoid ur beloved
the more euu wan 2 lurve this person...
it's sho wei nan..sho xin kuu...

*god made euu appear in moii life
*but god took euu away rite after ii saw euu
*cant he juz let mie know euu
*guess it's moii destiny..
*not being able tuu know euu..

what we could have been, 10/27/2005 03:24:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005

todayy's wednesdayy..
haas..of cuz it's wed..
hu dun noe rite..lolx..
2dayy promotion dayy..
sho im at hm now..
was tired ydae..
after i went hm..
ii slept frm 6-8pm..
then watch tv..
then bathe...
then 1am ii slp lerhh
todayy lehh..
wake up at 1pm!!!!haas
the longest slp i ever had..
this showed tt i was verii tired..
wahahas..
now missin the dayy @ NYP
it was such great fun..
but dun think i'll b gg poly..
ii told moii mum..nn she said..
"NO POLY" muz "JC"..sianx..
ii also duno if can go notx..
my L1R5 above 20 de..how to go
if reallii cant go JC...
mayb ii wan go Republic polyy..
2nd choice mayb s'pore poly
3rd ngee ann poly lorhh..
but if can go jc..
ii realli wan to go nanyang lorhh
bt my result sho suckk..haix
nvm..i'll juz put this aside..
enjoy moislef first bahh...
missin NYP
missin derrick

what we could have been, 10/26/2005 12:51:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005

todayy was a WONDERFUL dayy!!!
it was a day at NYP!!!wahahahas
wonderful memorable outin!!!
saw derrick-look alike!!!
verii alike lorhhh!!!!
sho cute nn abit shuaii lorhh!!
wahahahahas...
then mie n xiaohuii went crazy
crazyy over derrick look alike
cuz he reminds us of baobeii derrick
den we were like sayin..
we shout out "derrick"...
den see if he also called derrick...haas
stoopid rite??!!! =P
xiaohuii say ltr he turn ard n "HUH?!"
but ii said sumthing funnii...
scarely ish not da look alike turn..
but sumone not up to the standard
turn around nn "HUH?!"...haas
if reallii happen..ii confirm luff..
den at the refreshments dere...
wahh sehh..dun wan to sayy llahh
sho damnn duii lian lorhh
we keep askin wanting do sumthing
then ii think he noe wad we tryin to do lorhh
cuz he keep lookin at us...
then we like sho kuku..act nth happen..
we are not despo lorhh...
ish we juz miss derrickk...
den got sum1 look so much like him..
okaes...anw...
laz activity divided into grps again..
ended up wif jesselyn they all...haas
then "chop chilli chop chilli.."..haas
then we did the ibid thingy..
need to do flyers..then present..
sho kuku lorhh..sho suckk..
den got one tall guy..his name verii unique
den jesselyn dey all say shuaii lorh..
actually ok onlii lorhh..tall nia lahh..
derrick look alike better..haas
kkaes lahh..relac..leng jing..
then after tt xiaohui go hm herself..
but b4 tt..we 3 did tt ting again..
nn this time verii obvious..
shld noe liao lahh..
keep turnin n look at us..
but we act nth happen lorhh =P
kkaes after that..
then we were tokin abt the tall guyy
nn the derrick look alike..
nn i dun think he's shuaii..
nn she thinks look alike like
xiao baii lian liddat...haas
then went up bus...
keep askin mie take a laz look
if not mei ji huii lerhh..haas
then dun wan larhh..
ii dun wan to look sho despo..
it's juz tt ii miss weijian..haas
oh yahh..got one leader hor
also called "wei qiang" lehh
wahahas..also mi mi yan
haas..but sebas more shuaii
lol..lurve playin chop chilli chop
haas..kkaes lahh..
kkaes..gona stop here lerhh...
ii.once.saw.this.guyy.
his.back.view.resembles.sum1.
sum1.whom.ii.miss.lotx.
hope.to.see.sum1.asap.
cant.waiit.2.listen.2.his.voice.
again.

what we could have been, 10/25/2005 10:20:00 PM.
Sunday, October 23, 2005

haas..here ii am!!!
juz finished watchin the charity show
guess wad...
sebas sho kawaii+shuaii nehh!!!
wahahahahahas...
nn hor..leon.jy.sugie.william
also verii shuaii lehh!!!!!!
nn hor ocean voice verii nice!!
although his ben3 ren2 not shuaii
but im mesmerized by his voice..
im in lurve with his voice..
though ii dun realli like his looks
but his voice ish reallii verii zhan4
that's wadd ii call GOOD VOICE!!!
nn hor..ii verii blur lehh...
ii saw junyang the banners...
nn ii was thinkin "huh?? li young??"
"how come li young got come??"
haas..ii sho stoopid rite...
thinkin of li young...hmms...
nn FINALLY!!!!!centuries ltr!!!
then ii realise ish HONG JUNYANG!!
not k-one de LI YOUNG!!! -___-'""
haas..ii realli no hope liao..
kkaes..gona stop here larhh hor..
ii write sho much lerhh...
buhh buaii!!!nitey nitezZz!!!

what we could have been, 10/23/2005 10:52:00 PM.

okaes..here ii am..
juz bckk frm shoppin..
hmmmss...let's see...
my mum went out ard 11plus..
sho ii was at hm..
turn on com..listen music..
then my mum called mie..
went to bathe..change clothes..
*poof*..off ii goo...
waited ferr the bus..it came..
nn guess wad...
abt 1min ltr...the bus stop!!!
S.T.O.P!!!!..no engine!!!haas
then the driver try a few times..
nn *phew*...the engine was workin
hhaas..lolx..sho farnie..kkaes..
stop at united sq..decided to stop dere
take a look at the pet shop..
nn ii saw this maltese pup!!!!sho cute!!
he was sleepin!!..it's a he aniwae..haas
sho kawaiii nehh!!! *mwaucks*
then went off to novena take mrt..
took till bugis..find moii mum...
nn guess wad..she as naggin!!!
cuz ii verii late then leave hse..lolx
then she wait verii long lerhh..haas
kkaes..went to but food eat...
then took mrt to toa payohh..
go dere buyy thing...
moii mother wan to buyy the
duno wadd bracelet larhh..
then ii saw this beaded necklace..
it was 5bucks..verii N.I.C.E!!!
so ii bought it..lurve it lotx..
this wk goin j8 again..
to buy the other beaded necklace
it was ard $8-$13..verii nice..
short one ish $8..long one $13
ii wan both!!!.. B.O.T.H!!!..haas
kkaes..then went home after that
im now waiting ferr da charity show
guess wad??!!!..got sebas lehh!!!
moii baobeii sebas!!!..miss him!!
sho long n see him lerhh!!! heehx
nn ydae..when i was in moi kor's car.
ii thot of the past..
the tyms durin superstar compt.
ii miss those times..
where ii go crazy over them..
cheer ferr them..see dem perform
ask dem ferr sig...take fotos..
all these nn stuffs..
ii juz miss those times..
i'll let these gd memories stay in
moii heartx foreva.. =))
not to forget!!!....
ii like star idol the albert see!!!
he's such a cutie!!!
he look abit like sebas lehh!!
sho kawaii nehh!!!
ii goin crazy lerhh!!!
cant wait ferr star idol!!!
2ndoct'o5...
guyzZz-->>albert.garett
gurlzZz-->>kate.

wish them all the best!!!
jiayouu!!! =))

what we could have been, 10/23/2005 06:39:00 PM.
Saturday, October 22, 2005

haas..here ii am..
sho late uhh...haas
cuz juz came back frm shoppin
haas..went toa payon cut hair
then go J8..wif moii mummy..
moii kor fetch us dere...
then got the shoe fiesta..
it's like WHOA!!!!....
the ppl hu decorated da shoe verii
T.A.L.E.N.TE.D!!!!!
the shoes all verii nice!!!
few artistes decorated shoes too!!!
got junyang..his one most common
not reallii veriii nice...
sum musical notes..stripe of yellow..
nn lastly his sig tt's all..plain..
sorrii jy fans..moii opinion..
got fione xie's de!!!!
her one most Z.H.A.N!!!!!
ish sho nice nice NICE!!!!
verii verii stylo kewl!!!!!
euu guys shld see it...
got daphne.olinda.ben yeo.etc
i muz say fione de damn NICE!!
verii creative nn special..
if converse sell tt design...
ii confirm 1st one go buy!!!
wahahahas..verii NICE!!!
kkaes..listen up jy fans..
2ml jy will b at j8...
those interested..faster go!!
whahahahahahahas... =))
kkaes...ate mac..sho full!!!
then go buy hairband...
then bought shoelace...
ii saw some verii nice...
verii nice de beaded necklace..
but quite ex..nvm...
maybe nxt wk ii gg to buy..haas
kkaes..listenin to wilber's new song..
[bu de bu aii] chao zhan!!!
verii verii nice lorhh...heehx..
kkaes..nxt wk gg to buy clothes..
wif moii parents..they sponsering
haas...kkaes..im gg crazy lerhh
2ml ii gona go out again...
goin shoppin...heehx.. =P
oh yahh..juz now saw the star idol
tt commercial....
got one guy sho cute!!!!!
he got tt baby face lehh!!!!
sho ke aii worx!!!!
ii lyk got see him on tv before..
quite familiar tt face...wahahas
he hao ke ai lehh!!!!*faints*
but dun worry ii wun go crazy over him
juz lyk how ii go crazy over jue duii superstars
also not to forget...
garett(leon's kor) got in tooo!!!!!!
he also quite shuai larhh..not bad..
juz wish these 2 guys to jiayouu!!!
also for the gurls...ii kinda like this gurl
she got this korean look...
verii kawaii also..not bad...
haas..sho these 3 jiayouu worhh!!!
hmmms...not gona play maple todayy..
maybe 2ml also..tired lerhh..haas..
erm..guess nth much lerhh bah..
sho juz gona stop here lerhh..

wilber pan weibo-bu de bu aii

what we could have been, 10/22/2005 08:59:00 PM.

din blog ydae...
cuz went out den come back lerhh
verii lazy to blogg..heehx
ohh yahh..ydae had my flu jabb..
cost 25bucks euu noe!!!!haas
jieling more stoopid lorhh..
she thot polyclinic cheaper..
in the end....29bucks!!!..haas=P
kkaes..ii bought moii shoes ydae..
kinda lurve it..sho yupps...
onlii that ii in cut moii hair..
cuz ii forgot to place a booking..
then a lot of ppl..sho changed to 2dayy
din wana go moi uncle's shop...
cuz moii uncle sho scaryy..haas
then his fwen also verii G.A.Y....
eeeeekkksss!!!!yuckkkkssss!!! lolx
kkaes lahh..ii sho bad..tok bad abt dem
ii goin out later..toa payohh..haix..
to cut hair lorhh...sho ma fan..haas
ii still duno wana cut wad style..
aiyahh..ltr go dere then see larhh..
haas..ii verii ma fan one...
maybe gona playy maple awhile..
sho yupps...gona stop here...

jolin-shuo aii nii

what we could have been, 10/22/2005 11:28:00 AM.
Thursday, October 20, 2005

wasted another dayy again..
im begginin to rot at hm..
moii father go playy golf..
moii mother go country clubb..
then left mie alone at home..
moii kor at campsite...
sho lonely lonely..
then moi kor borrow moii dvd
then nv return to mie..
then ii nth to watch lerhh..
esp my date wif vampire3..
he borrow lerhh nv return!!!!
ii wan to watch larhhhhh!!!!!
then maple still patching!!!!
patch wad patch!!!
at nite patch cannot mehh!!!
todayy im gona rot again..
2ml ii gg out lerhhh!!!!
F.I.N.A.L.L.Y!!!!!!!
firstly..ii go have moi flu jab..
then ii go cut hair....
then ii go buyy moii shoes..
sho ii guess it's gona b whole dayy
finally 2ml no need to rot at hm lerhh..
haix..suan lerhh...
later ii watch magadascar again larhh
then maybe watch bug mie notx..
then mayb spiderman2...
hmmms...kkaes lorhh...
at least better than nth..
but shao lerhh popcorn..haas
shld b able to last till 6pm..lolx
then watch finish can playy maple liao
whahahahahahas...
kkaes larhhh..stop here lerhh..
buhh buaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!! =P

what we could have been, 10/20/2005 02:04:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005

sianx lehh...
2dayy playy maple for 15min onlii
oh yahh..tokin abt maple..
ii almost forgot abt sumthing..
i've made a new discovery..
the link 4 da patch which jieling sent
mie was a fake de..
meanin..ish got virus de!!!!
moii kor tell mie de...
summore scold mie lehh..
sayy ii anihw download stuffs
without checkin out the source 1st..
not da first time lerhh..haas
backk to topic...
im warnin euu guyz to faster delete da patch
moii com reallii not functionin properly liao
ii alrd deleted it liao..
euu guyz faster too..
nn download frm maple webby instead
trust mie..im sayin da truth..
moii com now whenever will blank de
then will hang also de...stoopid lorhh
dun sayy i nv tell euu all arhh..
muz faster go delete hor...heehx...
kkaes..that's it...
todayy dl full client..
sho damnn long lorhh....
dl halfway com hang..due to da fake patch
then start all over again...
ii still got 47% to go...
which ish ard an hr...sho long...
hope moi com wun hang again..
ii wana play moii maple..
ii wana train moii baobeii kitty..
haas..ii whole day listenin songs..
then read fanfic..lurve the stories
esp. the one on jian n kelly..
the made a pact to find each other..
no matter wad..
they finally met after few yrs..
but they din noe tt she/he was da one..
"sho near yet sho far"... haas
they were juz rite in front..
but they juz din noe..lolx...
lurve this story most..
nn 2day got wang zi bian qing wa..
2dayy's episode was NICE!!!
esp tt part where ziqian n tianyu
slept together for the nite..
[p/s-dun think wai hor]
tianyu was slpin on ziqian's lap..
then tianyu keep makin ziqian's face
shld see the actions..sho funnie..
ii begginin to like ziqian liao..
haas..he in da show verii good lorhh
kkaes larhh..gona stop here lerhh..
buhh buaii~~!!!!!

what we could have been, 10/19/2005 10:29:00 PM.

waahh..finally had a good slp lerh
slept till 1oplus...but ma say cant use com
sho i went back to slp again..=P
then woke up at 12plus..ate lunch..
watch tv..bathe...nn *poof*
here ii am usin the com.. =))
most of the sec2s n 3s haf gona camp lerhh
sho it's pretty *cold* down here.. haas
oh yahh...ii fri gg to buy converse shoes!!
wahahahas..yayy!!!... =P
my pa ask mie wan new shoes notx..
of cuz ii sayy yeshh mahh!!! =P
kkaes..fri also gona haf moii flu jab too
sho long nv have jab lerhh..lolx
oh yahh..ii lyk yang chen lin's songs!!
it's sho nice!!!..nicer than zhang shao han
reallii hen hao ting lorhh..heehx..
ii todayy in a verii goodie mood!!
duno yy lehh..mayb cuz i had a
good night sleepp laz nite...
sho kinda energetic..hyper todayy
mayb 2ml or sat gg to cut hair again
my hair ish in a mess again..
esp moii finge..gota go tidy upp..
mayb change hairstyle again.. =))
this whole wk like sho busy liddat..
nxt wk need to pack moii luggage lerhh
cuz the wk after gg china lerhh..
time flies sho fast lorhh...haas..
kkaes larhh..gona stop here lerhh..
off to play maple liao!!! *poof*
-gone-

what we could have been, 10/19/2005 02:28:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005

todayy was kinda fun
played blackjack n erm..
how to spell arh.. "dai-di"??
heehx..sorrie..ii duno da spellin
nn it was quite a good game..
ii won a $1 in total..
not bad larhh hor... =P
got back papers...
all passed..but not a good pass
ii onlii failed my chem..D7.. ='((
eng ii almost failed eu noe..
compre 12.5/15..summary 14/25
it was such a close shave..
overall ii got was 58/100.. =((
but at least i passed...sadded thou
haix..duno yy today sho moody..
dun even feel lyk playin maple..
ii feel sho damn sianx...
maple rulez yarhh..but it sucks too
huh??..wad am ii tokin abt..
aiyahh..ii tok rubbish larhh..
listenin to jj's song now...
"huii youu na me yi tian"
listen alrd feel lyk crying..
pluz now ii sho sadded...
worst still lorhh..haix.. =((
anw..ii wun b gg for camp..

cuz ii dun haf da mood to..
nn ii dun even want to...
yy iii todayy sho attidtude lehh??
eeee..sound sho much lyk tt person..
eeee..ii then dun wan lehh..*bleah*
haas..kkaes larhh..dun wan write lerhh
buhh buaii..

now everything looks black n white
we've given away da clear blue sky
dun wait its time 2 go
i noe my heart has always been
i knew im dere wif euu

what we could have been, 10/18/2005 10:18:00 PM.
Monday, October 17, 2005

todayy got backk paper..
it was a T.O.T.A.L disaster!!
i did pass my papers sho fair..
includin my chem..a miracle thou
but was borderline pass...
however..when i add up wif ca marks..
it was an unsightly sum...
emaths.amaths.chem was ard c6-5
onlii chinese was the best wahahahas..
chinese i got overall was 77.5!!!!.. =))
worried about 2ml...
gg 2 get back geog.ss.eng.physics..
all can die liao... =((
anw..after sch got china briefin..
sho damn suayy lorhh!!!
stoopid "lee yong wang"!!!!!
he sayy can go in ava rm liao..
then i go open the door...
then all the teachers lookin at mie!!!
i was like SHIT!!!!...
ii faster run awayy manx!!!!
sho diu lian lorhh!!!
IMAGINE!!!!!
euu open the door abruptly...
then all the teachers.vp.lookin at EUU!!
it's sho OMG!!!...diu lian!!!!
i wan to find hole bury my head liao!!!
stoopid yong wang!!!!.. euu good!!!
nn yongxin larhh..euu also good!!!
keep luffin!!!...sho diu lian liao..euu luff!!
wahahahas..then nvm..briefing stuffs..
then go j8..buy maple card...
ydae mie n jieling keep sayin wan kitty..
sho todayy we buy maple card lorhh
she lazy go j8 sho i go buy 4 her..
haas..my 8,000 gone liao..juz liddat
nvm..moii kitty sho cute!!!..*squeeze*
haas..then go bestdenki buy the adapter..
cuz china the hole diff frm SG..
sho hafta buy to charge my hp.. =P
then sho stoopid lorhh
duno hu to askk.. -___-'
then xin finally ask one girl
she say walk all the way to the end...
then later turn rite...
sho ii did tt..but xin stop at the 2nd last turn
then wad we say was the...FRIDGE!!!
haas..no adaptor at all lorhh..
we sho damn stoopid.. -___-'
then found it liao...we go pay money lorhh
then jiu go hm lorhhh...then now i playy maple
haven bathe yet... heehx..*smelly* =P
todayy was a long long dayy lorhh.. =))
2ml after sch need to practise llinedance..
then after tt still got choir!!!..*tired*
haas..nvm larhh hor..heehx.. =P
n today sho damn cold lehh!!!
ii was shivering in the claz!!!...
for once ii sho sho cold lorhh!!!!
*Brrrrr.......* *freezin* =P
kkaes larhh..stop here lerhh...
buhh buaii guyz!!!!
lurve mickeyy alwayzZz!!! *mwuacks*

how.do.ii.
get.thru.one.nite.without.euu.
if.i.cant.live.without.euu.
wad.kinda.life.wuld.tt.be.

what we could have been, 10/17/2005 07:03:00 PM.
Sunday, October 16, 2005

peifen interviewing weijian now worhh...hmms..still as shuaii as ever.. =))
weijian ish signin sho seriously..wahahas.. *shuai* + *cute*...lolx..*faints*
the ppl in charge tellin them tt they sit wrongly liao..haas..they gotta move..*shoo*
got fanz give weijian prezZzie worhh..he's got the most prezZzies euu noe.. *clap clap*
oohh..they started signing lerhh...lolx..weijian's guang tou.. =P

think that's all for now..
too lazy to post more pics lerhh
maybe i'll post more nxt time..
i'll see first...wahahahas.. =P

what we could have been, 10/16/2005 02:35:00 PM.

today ish sundayy lerhh..
sho fast lorhh...
enjoyed myself as much as i culd
before getting back my results..
before facing my D.O.O.M
im juz as glad to be able to see weijian
to see weijian for the laz time this yr..
he's moii erm..yang guang!!!..haas
then choong ish moii yang cong!!.. =P
lolx...ii tok rubbish...
forgotten abt the unhappy stuffs ydae..
woohhooo...now ish good mood..
verii verii goodie mood...
dun realli noe wadd happended thou..
wahahahahahhas...
kkaes..gonna stop here for now..
goin to post the superstar@heerens pics now..

u'll always knew my heart was urs
now we noe we are not we wan
i should let euu go

what we could have been, 10/16/2005 02:19:00 PM.
Saturday, October 15, 2005

oohh...wonder wad are they lookin at..hmm..curious arhh..haas.. =P
moii baobeii weijian again!!..haas..preparin to start signing lerhh..weijian sittin at the laz.. =))
moii baobeii weijian.moii yang choong.nn lastly xinhuey =))
[p/s---that's all for todayy.com.got prob.put.more.pics.2ml]

what we could have been, 10/15/2005 10:27:00 PM.

wadd the hell..
im in such a bad mood now..
i was sho happii the whole dayy
till now..no mood lerhh..
iim now nth but a dead corpse..
juz leave mie alone peepz...
im boiling inside like hell..
ii juz wan moii weijian!!!
ii dun euu lerhh...
ii juz wann moii weijian!!
onlii when see him den i ok
no weijian..no life..that's it..
that's the end of it..THE END!!
all can pack luggage go home liao..
haix..kiddin larhh...
ii sho tired now..*yawnz*
nv had a gd slp since exams started..
cuz ii whole dayy playy maple mahh..
haas..stoopid mie..ii no mood lerhh..
still listen sadd songs..
make mie more moodyy...
listen until wanna cryy lerhh..
it's none other than sly's song..
wadd's the meanin of this??!!!
aiyahh..duno larhh...
im sho luan now...
duno yy i sudden ly liddat..
but i now i wana see weijian..
T____T
listen to happi songs..
also no cure..nth goes in
everyting tt goes in comes out..
haix..suan lerhh...
sayy sho much also no use..
weijian also wun appear now..
(p/s- if onlii he culd appear now)
im juz a dead corpse..
that needs no attention..
that ish left there for yrs..
without anione payin respect..
juz a junkk thrown n buried dere..
yahh..that's juz mie...
sumthing unimportant here..
no one noes my existence..
nn no one cares abt it..
cuz im juz NO ONE...
suan lerhh..juz leave it as it shld be
i'll onlii be happii when..........
when i chase idols..tt's my life..
that's it.. =((
*leg hurtx now*
*tired frm all the walk frm 8am-6pm*

what we could have been, 10/15/2005 10:11:00 PM.

im sho hapii happii happii!!!
but this mornin sho tiring..
ydae playy maple till 1plus..
den this mornin 6am wake up!!
wadd the hell!!
then still need to wait for sum1..
wait until sho long!!!!!
then do untill 1pm liddat...
go PS eat lunch..sho hungry lorhh
then rush to heerens..for wad??!!
see WEIJIAN!!!! arghh!!! =P
at first need coupons de..
budden not much ppl haf..
sho non coupons also CAN!!
luckily xiaohuii ask us bring!!
haas..then we go queue upp..
but hor..verii good lehh!!!
5-10min go upp stage lerhh!!
weijian sho kawaii lorhh!!!
then i shake hands wif him lehh!!!
he sho shuaii plus kawaii lorhh!!!
woohoo!!!...im sho crazy now mann!!
ii took sho maii pics!!!!arh haas!!!
im gonna miss weijian again lerhh
din regret comin... =))
juz seeing weijian brightens upp my dayy

juz makes mie 4get abt everything!!
all my worries..unhappiness..troubles..
weijian got the power to do that worx!!
haas..lurve weijian manx.. =P
he's juz sho cute!!!..haas..
he's more MAN now!!!...haas.. =P
wishh ii culd see weijian soon..again..
but impossible larhh....
after his ns lerhh then can...
juz gona miss him lotx...
my jue duii superstar!!!hoh weijian!!
haas..when will tt day arrive again??
ii duno..but it's gona be long..haix..
aniwae...no matter wadd...
im reallii verii happi to see him again
my happiest day ever!!!..*mwuacks*

what we could have been, 10/15/2005 05:48:00 PM.
Friday, October 14, 2005

yiippee!!!...
im backk frm shoppin now
saw clara at the mickeyy shop
at bugis there..haas...shocked dao..
yupps..went dere to lk for mickeyy
stuffs nn pendant...haas..
promised hazel to find it for her..
there sho mani manii types lorhh!!
sho nice!!!...ii wan ii wan!!!!
but not enuff moneyy...
one cost ard $30 lehh!!!...ex!!!
nvm..hols ii go buy..got manii!!
but can onlii buy one...
cuz it's way too ex lerhh!!
haas..ii sho crazy over mickeyy..
haas..nxt year...
nxt yr..sure buy manii stuffs..
manii manii stuffs on mickeyy..
wahahahahas.... =P
wan gif mie present..verii easy
haas..mickeyy pendant can lerhh..
haas..kidding larhh..
ii buy myself can lerhh..heehx..
anw..cant wait for china trip..haas
nn mon sure damn moody de..
damn sadd sadd...cuz of the results lahh
i think onlii eng.emaths n chinese can pass..
all can go home liao... =P ..haix...
suan lerhh...
now downloading new patches...
sho damnn damn long long lorhh...
haas..sianx arhh...
listenin to sly's *there wif euu*
sho damn damn nice nice lorhh..
im in lurve with it...
sly delivered this song verii well..
plus the scenes in the show..WOW!!
one word- *touching* ... =))

what we could have been, 10/14/2005 02:56:00 PM.
Thursday, October 13, 2005

sianx arhh!!!
can anione entertain mie!!
went to haf a short nap...
actually wanted to slp for 1/2hr..
but end upp slpin 15min..haas
maple can go die liao lorhh..
sho suckkyy..*bleah*
patch sho long...
actually till 8onlii..
then say untill 8.30..
then now sayy 10pm!!!
wad's this???!!!...
better 10pm dun change liao arhh
if not ii smashh my com screen..
whahahahas...cannt...
liddat onlii make my com spoil..
wahahahas...listenin to sly's song now..
lurve this song *there wif euu*
it's sho touching..gan dong...
cuz ii'll recall the scences..
scenes of shooting starz....
lurve within sly n dawn...
lurve within sly n his dad...
dad lurve sly lotx...
but din noe hw to communicate wif him
once..he even messed up sly rm..
nn even broke sly's fave baby..
which ish his electric guitar...
sly was sho upset then...
his dad found a cd wif sly's songs..
he went to uy walkman..listened to it..
but met wif an accident while listenin..
but the son-father relationship turn
for the better..eversince...
as for dawn..it was sadd...
they lurved each other lotx...
but dawn left sly...
hidded away frm sly...
she wanted to stop takin drugs
nn be strong to face herself..
before seeing sly again...
tt was it..good bad memories..
can cryy lehh...sobb sobb...
not to forget..
their sngin coachh....
all the help he gave them..
sobb sobb... T____T
being.able.to.meet.each.other.
ish.our.fate.
being.able.to.be.ur.fwen.
ishh.my.honour.
being.able.to.be.bestfwens.
ishh.my.fortune.
being.able.to.be.ur.familiy.
ishh.my.pleasure.my.luckk.

what we could have been, 10/13/2005 09:18:00 PM.

yayy!!!
im sho damn damn happii!!
exmas ish over!!!
yesh!! OVER!!!!
O-V-E-R..OVER!!!haas
im sho happii..
now im gona pia liao..
pia for wadd nehh??
haas..of cuz ish MAPLE!!!
yeshh!! maple!!!!
M-A-P-L-E!!! MAPLE!!
wahahahahahahahas!!!
im sho relacc now!!!
ii cant wait for the china trip..
nn not to forget..chalet!!!
yesshh!!!chalet!!!
3e2 class chalet!!!!woohoo!!
wahahahahahas....yippee!!!
nn lastly of cuz....
K-BOX!!!!...yayy!!!!
ii miss k-box!!!haas
kkaes...anw..
stoopid lahh maple...
cant playy..wad's this??!!
haas...nvm!!!
nn i juz had maggie mee..
ii cook de...
but not nice..haas... =P
gona stop here lerx!!!
buhh buaii!!!! =P

what we could have been, 10/13/2005 12:02:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005

chem finally over!!!
but ish badly done i guess..
wahahahas...
2ml got class outing lehh!!!
go watch movie have breakfast!!
it's our 3e2 1st claz outing!!!
but i duno if i goin...
cuz tt china trip lahh
need to stay back..
ii dun wann!!!! =P
ii wana pon!!!go outin!!!
haas..i think see first...
maybe ii gg for the outin bahh
hafta see first bahh... =))
i'll decide by tonight...
haas..guess that's it...
2ml laz per..amaths..
nn that's it!!!woohoo!!!
im lookin forward 2ml!!
no more worries nn misses..
im happy as i can be todayy...
lalalala lalalala elmo's world!!
oh yahh...i realised sumthing ydae..
this person seems to vanish lerx..
vanish frm this world lerx..
haas...lolx..gona end here...
7papers down.1MORELEFT!!!!

what we could have been, 10/12/2005 02:25:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005

geog ish finally over...
2more days!!..juz 2more!!
nn *poof* ..playy time!!!
wahahahas...
im now sho worried abt 2ml..
chemistry!!!...ii can die!!...
shiit!!!..how??!!..pray for mie..
everyone help mie jiayouu!!..
that's it!!...i muz pass!!... =))
i gona breakdown soon...
i hafta conquer this subject..
yahh..tt shld be it...
anw..kinda xiang nian ta..
2days nv see ta lerx....
maybe dun see ta better..
wun affect my mood..
can study better..yahh
thurs also kan bu dao ta..
dun think 2ml will kan dao ta..
haix..nvm lahh..suan larhh..
ish ta sho impt in my life..
no..not at all lohh..
but i do xiang nian ta...haix..
suan lerhh..i muz leng jingg...
guess hafta waitt for a long time..
long time b4 ii can see him...
maybe after a wk ltr..
i will kan dao ta...1wk..
verii fast de..ii guess...
haix..wad m i thinkin..
it' not possible..
llok at mie..stoopid idoitic gurl..
hu noes nth...practically nth..
sho NEAR yet sho FAR... =((
dun wana tok abt it animore..
6papersdown.2moretogo.jiayouu.

what we could have been, 10/11/2005 12:08:00 PM.
Monday, October 10, 2005

kinda relieve now..
physics ish finally over!!!..
wahahahhas..sho happii..
but the thing ishh....
iii careless lehh!!!
7marks qns lehh!!!
GONE!!..juz like tt!!
argh!!!!... T____T
haix..nvm...
i duno 2ml shld do agri or manu
agri more familiar...
but mani mani chapts...
manu not verii familiar..
dun even noe wad is it...
but onli 2chapt...
den duno which one to study..
haas..nvm..im man man xiang..
kkaes..shld b able to pass physics..
hope sho..juz bless mie...
havin a short nap ltr...
ermm short??...haas
dun think sho...
i'll end up sleepin for 2-3hrs..
lolx...verii tired mahh...
laz nite 1plus den slp...
kkaes..gona stop here lerx..
5papersdown.leftwif3now.

what we could have been, 10/10/2005 01:22:00 PM.
Saturday, October 08, 2005

Chen Hui Lin ( Kelly Chan )
Album: Collection 1995-2000 (Disc 2)
San Miao Zhong

Ceng jing wo ke yi dui ni wan quan xin lai
Xian zai ni ren xing hai yao wo lai dan dai
Xi ri zhi fang cao yuan lai zhi shi xiao ai
Zen me bu ling ren gan kai

*Dang chu shi ni yao wo ba xin men da kai
Que ye shi ni rang wo shang dao xin guan qi lai
Dui ni wo bu hui zai you shen me qi dai
Xian zai wo zhi yao ni ming bai Ming bai*

**Ni de shi yan cong lai mei you shi xian
Ni de cheng nuo kai shi ling wo yan juan
Qing ni shou shi ni de xu wei xiao lian
Xiao shi zai wo mian qian
Guo qu yi qie wo yi bu zai gua nian
Dui ni yi jing mei you ren he ai lian
Wo zhi gei ni san miao zhong de shi jian
Xiao shi zai wo mian qian
Li kai wo de shi xian**

Repeat* **

Bie zai shuo wo men zhi jian
Ceng shuo guo zou dao yong yuan
Ni qin shou hui le yi qie
Mei shen me zhi de liu lian

Repeat** **

p/s--this song quite nice
hear it on yu le bai fen bai

what we could have been, 10/08/2005 11:27:00 AM.
Friday, October 07, 2005

im here to blogg again..
moi second post worx...
wahhahas...
listenin to winds of summer.
aka xia tian de feng...
sang by yuan wei jue xing..
im fallin in lurve wif this song..
nn also the song si lu...
aka silk road by liang jing ru..
boths songs verii nice..
haix.now my xing qing sho luan..
duno if it's for real..
or my emotions palyin ard wif mie..
im sho mesmerised by euu lohh..
mesmerised??...haas..dun think sho..
mayb shall use another term...
erm..attractedd??...duno lehh..
ii cant fall in lurve..cannot...
it will be disaster if i realli do..
some1 juz help mie get out of this..
i wana get out of this rubbishh...
it's juz crap n disaster...
nth will be juz fine...
out out out ii go...
shoo mie out...
i dun wan 2 fall in2 this trap..
juz get mie outta here...
haix..sobb sobb..
ii juz cant stop myself..
ii cant help it...
maybe the onlii wayy..
ish juz to get euu outta my sight..
euu juz scram...get out...
ii dun wana see euu...
euu can onli make mie crazy..
haix..sobb sobb..
mayb im juz too stressed..
duno lahh...haix...
nth ish ever rite 4 mie...
i.juz.cant.stop.myslef.
stop.myslef.frm.lurvin.euu.

what we could have been, 10/07/2005 06:17:00 PM.

haix..
had emaths n ss paper 2dayy
reallii can die lohh...
i ydae revise till 2am loh..
slp 4hrs onlii... =((
but cuz ydae i slp frm 5-9pm..
total 4hr lohh...then hafta bu huii..
sho stayed till late to revise..
emaths was okayy...
least i can get ish b3..
but i hope i can get an a2...
ss was a killer lehh...can die..
as usual..i din complete SEQ..
my 2(b) was lyk rubbish...
then verii verii messy!!!
i hate the messy handwriting..
i juz cant stand it..sho ugly!!!
arghh!!!..nvm...
here i am now..
mon ish physics paper..
i think im gona die..
i realli hope i can pass..
i wana get at least a B3..
ohh yahh...
2dayy my father's bdayy..
haven got him his present yet..
later goin toa payoh...
to see wad i can get for him..
kkaes..gona play maple lerx...
4papers down.4more to go.

what we could have been, 10/07/2005 02:15:00 PM.
Thursday, October 06, 2005

din wana come sch de..
i was on my bed thinkin..
shld i tell my mum i wan pon..
then i think..aiyahh...suan lerx..
cant miss out my physics n emaths..
sho ii went anw...
but wad the hell lohh...
nv do anithing much at all...
zao zi dao bu yao lai lerx..
life was as usual...
i alsmost fell aslp durin geog..
my eyes alrd want to close liao..
den everything blur blur de..
reallii verii verii tired lohh...
nvm..2day hafta go hm myself..
coz my father got meeting...
then 2day mummy cook rice!!
sho nice to eat...yummy yummy!!
y'dae i also bought a shirt lehh!!!
sho verii nice!!wahhhas...
ish $40..but i hafta pay $20..
T______T.... sho ke lian... =P
haas..kkaes..2ml havin 2papers ler
emaths nn ss..hope i can do well =))

what we could have been, 10/06/2005 02:58:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005

todayy quite sianz larhh..
chi was tokin abt maple..
haas..we all crazy abt maple..
then was tokin abt superfunkies..
sho darm nice lohh...
esp. sugie!!!!!!!!..wahhas
he host prog verii GOOD lohh..
he verii de humorous lorhh...
nn not i wan to sayy lahh..
but jason sho damn sissy lohh..
cant stand it man!!!...
den they play they play da batman..
haas...sho hao hao kan...
chanel also verii funnie..
tonics she go say drugs...haas..
weijian also damn ke ai...
he say NS physical trainin.....
CHICKEN FEET!!!..lyk verii zhuai..
but ish gu yii de lahh..haas..
nn ii sho happii...abt one thing...
my A.MATHS improve lerx!!!
from C6 to B4 !!!!...woohoo!!!
my chem sure can improve also!!
my haf confidence!!!... =))
then was listenin compre...
quite ok..maybe can get ard 7/8..
not bad not bad...haas..
fri ish S.S liao..sure die!!!!
muz pia liaox..jiayouu!!!!

what we could have been, 10/05/2005 07:08:00 PM.

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