Saturday, October 31, 2009
THE BIG DAY IN 10HOURS TIME! :D
and soon,
my brother would be married
HAPPILY( i really do hope so)
and soon,
my brother would be married
HAPPILY( i really do hope so)
and
dodgeball recce was super fun today! :D
and and
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!((:
sidenote: sad i had to give my halloween party a miss cos'
of all the preparations for my bro's wedding T.T
Labels: nights halloweenies((:
what we could have been, 10/31/2009 10:03:00 PM.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
thousands of questions running thru' my head
but i never know where to start from
IM FEELING SHITTY
AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING T.T
but i never know where to start from
IM FEELING SHITTY
AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING T.T
what we could have been, 10/29/2009 12:48:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
when everyone thinks that it would never be possible
i begin to wonder
if there is actually a certain extent of truth in it
i dont want my nice to be taken granted for
neither do i want my naive side to be taken advantage of
i hate complexity and i want things to be as simplified as possible
i begin to wonder
if there is actually a certain extent of truth in it
i dont want my nice to be taken granted for
neither do i want my naive side to be taken advantage of
i hate complexity and i want things to be as simplified as possible
what we could have been, 10/28/2009 10:28:00 PM.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
HAPPILY TIRED((:
BACK TO STUDYING HARD TMR :((
sidenote-should i rebond my hair tmr?
opportunity cost is half a day of study session gone
which also equals to increasing the possibility of
screwing up my POA test this wed..ugh
BACK TO STUDYING HARD TMR :((
sidenote-should i rebond my hair tmr?
opportunity cost is half a day of study session gone
which also equals to increasing the possibility of
screwing up my POA test this wed..ugh
what we could have been, 10/25/2009 09:46:00 PM.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
had a great swim this morning((:
but i think i strained my shoulder mucles :((
plus hours of carrying my super heavy shoulder bag+laptop
i hope it gets better tmr for dodgeball and training((:
super sleepy now
after an hour of swimming
hours of studying
hours of walking
DEAD TIRED
NIGHTS WORLD :D
sidenote: MISSES :((
but i think i strained my shoulder mucles :((
plus hours of carrying my super heavy shoulder bag+laptop
i hope it gets better tmr for dodgeball and training((:
super sleepy now
after an hour of swimming
hours of studying
hours of walking
DEAD TIRED
NIGHTS WORLD :D
sidenote: MISSES :((
Labels: I LOVE FRIDAY NIGHTS :D
what we could have been, 10/22/2009 10:36:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I WANNA LEARN TABLE TENNIS COS IT'S SOOOO FUN!((:
I WANNA CATCH A GOOD MOVIE
LAUGH MY HEARTS OUT
OR
CRY MY SOULS OUT
OR
SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT
MOVIE KHAKIS WHERE ARE YOU?!?! :((
glad im getting back to my workout sessions((:
mon.tues.wed-run
thurs-swim
fri-netball
sat.sun-REST :D
so please dont tempt me with anymore nice food!!!!
sidenote:
HOPING doesnt give u a definite answer u want
HOPING can give u nothing but great disappointment
HOPING aint realistic at all
I WANNA CATCH A GOOD MOVIE
LAUGH MY HEARTS OUT
OR
CRY MY SOULS OUT
OR
SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT
MOVIE KHAKIS WHERE ARE YOU?!?! :((
glad im getting back to my workout sessions((:
mon.tues.wed-run
thurs-swim
fri-netball
sat.sun-REST :D
so please dont tempt me with anymore nice food!!!!
sidenote:
HOPING doesnt give u a definite answer u want
HOPING can give u nothing but great disappointment
HOPING aint realistic at all
what we could have been, 10/21/2009 10:24:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
sat there waiting
but it never came
just when u started having expectations
it would only lead to more expectations
and u'll only end up with greater disappointment
QUALITY TIME VS QUANTITY
that's what my friend told me yesterday
i truly understood what he was trying to relate to me
but understanding and putting it forth are two different matters
*SIGH*
p.s.could the days ahead not get any worse than today?
but it never came
just when u started having expectations
it would only lead to more expectations
and u'll only end up with greater disappointment
QUALITY TIME VS QUANTITY
that's what my friend told me yesterday
i truly understood what he was trying to relate to me
but understanding and putting it forth are two different matters
*SIGH*
p.s.could the days ahead not get any worse than today?
what we could have been, 10/20/2009 08:24:00 PM.
Friday, October 16, 2009
The other side of the coin is this: fall in love.
I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.
Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.
Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.
Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.
You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.
You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back.Its value is to inspire you.
Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.
Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.
I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.
Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.
Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.
Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.
You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.
You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back.Its value is to inspire you.
Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.
Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.
what we could have been, 10/16/2009 10:29:00 AM.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
STUDYING AT NP'S LIBRARY NOW((:
finally a change of envt! :D
a day full of laughters and entertainment!
love studying with bbees! :D
IM LOVIN' IT!^^
finally a change of envt! :D
a day full of laughters and entertainment!
love studying with bbees! :D
IM LOVIN' IT!^^
what we could have been, 10/14/2009 03:12:00 PM.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Mentally tired.
Emotionally lost.
Losing faith.
When the flame starts to get smaller...
so small that even the slighest wind would extinguish the flame...
just that vulnerable to whatever is placed in front of you...
confidence level check- 0%
faith level check- 0%
happiness level check- 0%
maybe it's just me..........
life's like a stageplay...
we're never who we are...
nothing but a facet...
Emotionally lost.
Losing faith.
When the flame starts to get smaller...
so small that even the slighest wind would extinguish the flame...
just that vulnerable to whatever is placed in front of you...
confidence level check- 0%
faith level check- 0%
happiness level check- 0%
maybe it's just me..........
life's like a stageplay...
we're never who we are...
nothing but a facet...
Labels: :((
what we could have been, 10/11/2009 12:18:00 AM.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Sometimes...
reading self help books do help alot...
especially when it help enlightens you...
and glad to say somehow i managed to understand certain things in life...
LOVE vs FEAR
Sometimes, it feels more important for us to predict
that we're going to be miserable the next moment and
then find pleasure in being right,than to have true happiness
in the present moment. This can be looked upon as an insane
way of trying to protect ourselves. It produces a short circuit
which confuses pleasure with pain.
We often believe fears of past can successfully predict the fears
of the fututre. The results of this type of thinking are what we
spend most of our time worrying about both the past and future,
creating a viscous circle of fear,which leaves little room for
love and joy in the present.
Love comes naturally and is what we should see as a reality.
Fear is nothing but an illusion which we tend to trap ouselves in.
We've got a choice of choosing the former or the latter
and only one could exist at any one time for they dont co-exist
Love is letting go of the fear in us
and by doing so, u've successfuly moved a step closer to
achieving inner peace....
reading self help books do help alot...
especially when it help enlightens you...
and glad to say somehow i managed to understand certain things in life...
LOVE vs FEAR
Sometimes, it feels more important for us to predict
that we're going to be miserable the next moment and
then find pleasure in being right,than to have true happiness
in the present moment. This can be looked upon as an insane
way of trying to protect ourselves. It produces a short circuit
which confuses pleasure with pain.
We often believe fears of past can successfully predict the fears
of the fututre. The results of this type of thinking are what we
spend most of our time worrying about both the past and future,
creating a viscous circle of fear,which leaves little room for
love and joy in the present.
Love comes naturally and is what we should see as a reality.
Fear is nothing but an illusion which we tend to trap ouselves in.
We've got a choice of choosing the former or the latter
and only one could exist at any one time for they dont co-exist
Love is letting go of the fear in us
and by doing so, u've successfuly moved a step closer to
achieving inner peace....
what we could have been, 10/10/2009 01:06:00 AM.
Monday, October 05, 2009
<3 the specially brewed coffee((:
the best
the nicest
the one and only
that can never be replaced^^
the best
the nicest
the one and only
that can never be replaced^^
Labels: life could never be better..nor sweeter than this((:
what we could have been, 10/05/2009 11:13:00 PM.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Being happy is as simple as ABC
having spend great times w/ ur beloved ones
happiness just comes naturally((:
having spend great times w/ ur beloved ones
happiness just comes naturally((:
what we could have been, 10/03/2009 12:47:00 AM.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
When negative thoughts start to fill up your mind....
you start escaping from reality
from all the problems that u're facing
and end up deluding yourself...
but at the very end,
it doesnt help solve anything...
*sigh*
you start escaping from reality
from all the problems that u're facing
and end up deluding yourself...
but at the very end,
it doesnt help solve anything...
*sigh*
what we could have been, 10/01/2009 11:52:00 AM.
