Saturday, November 14, 2009
Finally thrashed things out with him
and im thankful that i made the right choice to initiate this meetup
it was a tough decision to make for having this meetup
i was really afraid that i would breakdown
but i guess God gave me the strength to face it((:
somehow i just felt He was there with me...
maybe i should be thankful that he made this decision in my place
i could never bring myself to put an end to everything each time i wanted to
im beginning to face reality and everything tt's placed before me now
but sometimes i just couldnt help but have certain regrets in this whole r/s
since everything's over, guess i should be looking at what's next now
hopefully i'll find myself back in no time
back to the girl right before things even started
i was happy all this while,
but i guess the girl back then was at her happiest moment
so yupps,
i see no point in holding on to something that's impossible...
it just takes time to stop missing those wonderful moments
but rather be thankful for having those wonderful moments once..
thanks alot and i hope u'll cont' to stay strong in life
(esp. ur personal life yea?((: )
and promise me you'll take great care of urself in all aspects
and i hope u'll work ur way out in ur studies, personal life and in God((:
Also,
thanks uncle for taking time out to give me lots of emotional support
and being patient with this girl who made u wait for an hour ytd((:
thanks mel for willing to hear me and out and bring me back to the route
thanks baobao for bringing me to city plaza for retail therapy
and keeping me busy so i wont be thinking too much((:
thanks bbees for all the concern u guys have given me too...
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS LOADS! :D
and please cont' to stand by me((:
really need that alot! *HUGS*
and im thankful that i made the right choice to initiate this meetup
it was a tough decision to make for having this meetup
i was really afraid that i would breakdown
but i guess God gave me the strength to face it((:
somehow i just felt He was there with me...
maybe i should be thankful that he made this decision in my place
i could never bring myself to put an end to everything each time i wanted to
im beginning to face reality and everything tt's placed before me now
but sometimes i just couldnt help but have certain regrets in this whole r/s
since everything's over, guess i should be looking at what's next now
hopefully i'll find myself back in no time
back to the girl right before things even started
i was happy all this while,
but i guess the girl back then was at her happiest moment
so yupps,
i see no point in holding on to something that's impossible...
it just takes time to stop missing those wonderful moments
but rather be thankful for having those wonderful moments once..
thanks alot and i hope u'll cont' to stay strong in life
(esp. ur personal life yea?((: )
and promise me you'll take great care of urself in all aspects
and i hope u'll work ur way out in ur studies, personal life and in God((:
Also,
thanks uncle for taking time out to give me lots of emotional support
and being patient with this girl who made u wait for an hour ytd((:
thanks mel for willing to hear me and out and bring me back to the route
thanks baobao for bringing me to city plaza for retail therapy
and keeping me busy so i wont be thinking too much((:
thanks bbees for all the concern u guys have given me too...
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS LOADS! :D
and please cont' to stand by me((:
really need that alot! *HUGS*
Labels: hopefully..we'll be back to good friends again((:
what we could have been, 11/14/2009 11:21:00 AM.
