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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

]][[ teachers dayy!!]][[

todayy quite slackk..
Kev lended mie the SMAP cd!!
yay!!..im now listenin to it now..
sho hao hao ting!!..lurve it mann!!
weird..im nt listenin to da superstar songs!!
haas..im listentin to SMAP songs!!! =p
anw..todayy quite funn lahh..
ms ho shoo cute lehh..
gave her the prezzie n letter durin free time..
but b4 tt was at 3e4 chit chattin..
den got prob..but dun wana sayy..
*winks*
then the concert chao ji bang!!!
kkaes lahh..actually..
ii onlii lyk the modern dance by dance crea
the *retro* dance..nn lastly...
the dance by the alumni dance!!!!
sho chao ji hao lehh!!got the ENERGY!!
make mie go HIGH!!!!!!! =))
sho power lohh!!!...woohoo!! =))
after sch go wif xin n ting find damien..
gif him da prezzie..
then ask him to put ms lee prezzie on her table..
then guess wadd he did??...stoopid..
say "for mie arh?!"."thank euu tahnkk euu arh"
then he go hugg ms lee's present lehh!! er xin!!
haas..sho bhb lohh.. =p
then xiaohui hao lerx..we went locker...
then we walk down the hill together ...
went j8 top up ez-link card.....
saw mattea nn francesca at j8..!!
haas..sho happii... =))
sho long nv see them lerx..
then went back mcs together...
then went hm lerx... =))

what we could have been, 8/31/2005 04:45:00 PM.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005

]][[moi ppr]][[

hais..
i alrd noe wadd i'll b gettin loh..
chem-F9
physics-C6
e.maths-A2
a.maths-C7
eng-b3
chinese-A1
humans.-A2
M.S.G--> 4.43

wad's this!!!!
sobx..ii did sho badly..
all bcoz of????...jue dui superstar..
nw moi mama gt reason to scold mie lerx..
can sayy becoz i chase idols till siao..neglect studies..
how?!?!?!..ii feel lyk crying now..sobx..
ii duno hw to show moi mama moi ppr...
how?!?!...ii surely die die de!!!...
sum1 pls help mie!!
im dyin here!!! =((
i noe results suck..
but pls..ii beg euu guys..
if euu realli did verii well...
dun go ard showin off...
sayy wad ii higher than euu lehh wad shit..
muz think of moi feelins kkaes??... =p
euu did well im happii for euu...
but dun be too guo fen lahh...
2ml teachers' day lers...yay!!
then nxt wk hols!!!
this thurs GRAND FINALS!!!
i'll juz stay hm nn watch..
hais..ii still muz sayy...
ii rather go for superstar than s'pore idol lohh..
laz yr can go for SP finals..
but this yr cant go for superstar de..
aniwae...dun think ii gg out 2ml..*grins*
haas...duno lahh..mayb gg back pri sch *winks*
lols..ii lyk sho cheeky liddat..mwuahaha..
haas..kkaes lahh..stop here...

heartx out to DjEiRaInC.JiAn.SeBaS.ChOoNg.LeOn.56.SmAp

what we could have been, 8/30/2005 08:51:00 PM.
Sunday, August 28, 2005

haiss..haiss..here ii am..
at hm..lonely..
went to bai bai ah gong in da mornin..
was forced to go..
then cannt rush to imm on tym..
zhe yang jiu kan bu dao weijian..
haiss..haiss..sigh sigh sigh...
me aint gg 4 red carpet also..
ii feel sho unfair!!!..
it's lyk sum gg 4 red carpet de isn't fc member lohh..
wad's this?!?!?!?!...sho damn unfair!!..
ii lurve this fc lots..but i hate it too!!!..sobx..
stoopid mie..angry over this..haiss..
xiaohui n ting muz scream 4 weijian kkaes!!!
muz help mie scream also!!!... =))
haiss..ii wan sebas..i wan leon..i wan choong..
i wan william..i wan kelly..i wan chanel..i wan candyce
hais..i'll juz hafta sit in front of moi TV set n watch..
n scream lyk a siao char bor at the TV screen..
btw,i can onli do tt if no 1 hm... =((
if they at hm then i cant scream..then liddat nt high..
no mood at all..haiss haiss..
grand finals..1st sept..at hm..in front tv set..
alone..no one screamin together wif mie at hm...
argh!!..stoopid..wad rubbish am ii tokin..
anw..liao jie verii nice..hen hao ting..
e-maths haven even study..
wanted to study de..
but thinkin tt i wun b gg..haiss..
juz no mood to study..
sho ii was readin fanfic on superstars..
realli verii touching..nn of coz..sadd..
ii almost cried after readin it..
derrick nn candyce..*met online*
silver nn sebas..*god-sis/bro*
haiss..haiss..ltr gona try study if possible..
dun wanna flung moi maths juz becoz of superstar
it juz feel sho stoopidd..idoitic..foolish..haas =p
do ii sound sad n angry here..lols..
nahh..nope..everyting's fine..
yeshh..juz fine..nth's wrong..nn im fine..
im feelin sho happi happi happi..
happii lyk never before..
im still the bubbly rabbit..hoppin ard..
ii wun b sad over this..im a cheerful rabbit..
yeshh..cheerfull..bubbly rabbit hu doesnt cry easily..
yups yups..haas..kkaes..
gonna read more on fanfic lers..buh buaii!!

definition of lurve.n missing sum1??.. =((

what we could have been, 8/28/2005 12:17:00 PM.
Thursday, August 18, 2005

]][[moi com ish laggin]][[

sobx..stoopid..cant blog..
blogger doens't like fury white rabbits..
lols..postin on superstar..haas..
got lots to sayy abt them..
wed's live recordin was FUN!!..
juz watch the repeat..
i saw moiself on tv!!..3times!!lols
sho er xin nn disgusting..lols =))
weijian sho damn cute leh!!
juedui *SUPERSTAR* =p
haas..i now got 1 more idols..
tt ish WILLIAM!!! haas..
he singin realli verii good loh..
but a pity he no ren qi..
sebas damn shuai lehh!!! *faints*
-behind the scenes-
*jy pretended to hit wj coz of the candyce shirt
*wj keep bowin 2 us
junyang also damn shuai lars..lol..
oh yah!!!..4got abt leon n choong!!!
lurve them lots!!..*mwuacks*..
lols..kiddin...sho shuai lohh..
all these superstars ish makin mie go ga-ga o'er them
haas..wad's this...lols =p
anw..2ml gt event at IMM
i feel lyk gg but xin n ting nt gg..
since they both nt gg i dun think xiaohui gg too..
sho left mie...alone..shld i go or not..
if moi mummy lets mie go..shld ii go...
ii verii scared go alone de..sho scary..
hu can pei mie..haisx...
i muz learn to be independant..haiz..
i hope i can but HOW?!?!..
haiz..see first lahh..mayb gg mayb not..
see moi mood first..
hope nxt wk's red carpet jh will call mie go..
ii realli really wana go..
tt one go alone ii wu suo wei..nvm..
but got ppl pei mie better lahh..
realli wana go grand finals..
hope can get tics thru the mediacorp contest..
juz pray pray pray...*cross my fingers*..
haizZZ..are we sendin weijian off??...
are we or not??..
i feel tt we aren't..but ii hope we'll..
haizZz..wadevar lars..sho fan!!!
yy cant i be like others..
can chase others lyk siao..
parents wun scold but instead support them..
yy cant i be liddat..
ii wan more freedom!!..yes..more FREEDOM!!
tt's wad ii realli wan..haizZz..
think im asking for too much..
my mother has been verii good..
again n again..allowin mie to chase them..
despite sayin this ish the laz time n no more..
she has been givin in..
wad more can ii askk..
but isn't it gr8 to do wadeva euu wan..
no 1 stoppin euu..no worries..NTH..
haizZz..gonna miss da superstars..
after 1st sept..is tt the end??..
back to moi normal life..
study study study??..
no more idols??..
or issit back to 5566 again??..
ii dun noe..im sho fan!!!..
moi studies..how?!?!..
emaths.eng.chi.ss.geog. isnt a prob..
but..amaths.CHEM.PHYSICS...
how?!?!..flung moi chem badly..
nv once after da june hols ii realli passed..
not even ONCE!!..im realli afraid..
dun wana drop moi chem nxt yr..dun wan..
wad's moi future gona be lyk??..
m i gona end up wif nth??!!!..
will i b able to score well in o-lvls/prelim??!!.
ii have sho mani unanswered qns in moi head..
but no1 can tell mie da ans..
no 1 else but mie..
*ma scoldin mie*
stoopid her..WTF...
tok abt her hongbao money..
say i spend alll her hongbao money
then onli give her $180..
wad's this lohh.
she shld go do sum reflections lohh..
wad are frens givin their mum on their bdae..
nth ex..juz a sincere wish to her..
or maybe juz sumting below $150..
she shld think lohh..im juz 15..
i dun haf sho much money...
i scrimp lyk siao she also duno..
even save on lunch to keep tt $10..
wad's this..verii xin ku kkaes..
juz said she was verii good..
then she cum scold mie...OVER MONEY!!!
WTF!!!...argh!!..sho angry here!!!..
180 dollars lehh!!..not happi arh..
WTF lahh!!..now scold mie say i treat idols better than her!!
stoopid lahh..say wad i dun wan to wash the fotos which she took..
then transfer it to com bcoz i wan take idol pics..
wad's this!!..man bu jiang li lohh!!!...
sobx sobx..T_T..no 1understands mie..
i feel sho hopeless now..
no 1 ish able to help mie..
money money money..
mani pl think ii verii rich got lotsa money..
tt's juz a pretence...
euu all think $10/day a lot arh..
ii need to give moi mother ard $400/yr..
200 each on mother's day n bdae..
moi fone bills i also pay moiself..
the internet bills ii also pay moiself..
ii wan buy things also i pay moiself..
wad's this!!..im not rich kkaes..
do euu haf to all this urself..
no rite..i supposed..sobx..
moi wallet ish empty now..
i even owe xin $1.30..
owe moi ma $30..
nxt wk i cant haf lunch again..
hafta bring food to sch..
wad's this!!
i hate moi life..i hate savin money!!
ii juz wana spend it..moiself..juz 4 mie..
it's da money i saved till sho xin ku...
then i cant even award moislef by spendin it..
hais..stoppin here..buh buai.. =((

what we could have been, 8/18/2005 07:39:00 PM.
Thursday, August 11, 2005

]][[fc meetin]][[

kkaes..
im backk finally..
haven been bloggin for these few days..
nn im lazy to update now..
aniwae..it's juz best not to rake up da past..
lied to moi mother again..
because of the fc meetin lahh..
but todayy quite fun lahh
kero was late as usual..nn ii was verii angryy..
but forgave himm..coz he sayy sho mani jokes..
he also damn malu malu de lohh..
dun see he fierce fierce cum cute cute..
but he damn malu de lohh..
a few seconds ago the stuffs can even forget..
wad's this..haas..
nvm..he's been verii tired due to the fc n everyting
2dayy he sayy coz after 2yrs..
weijian come out..take 1yr prepare album..
which ish also 3yrs ltr which means kero go NS..
then wan caifen take over him..
caifen ish tt *b^^^^* lohh..
she sho damn wadd lohh..
iff she take over ii quit arh..
we 4 onlii wan kero lohh..
he's the bestest president ever!!..
though sumtimes fa pi qi..late n stuffs..
but he's still da best..
dun wan anione replace himm..
oh yahh..nn btw...
we plannin to send weijian off for NS..
juz nice ish a holiday..9sept fridae..
yayy!!..sho happii!!..
then plannin to haf farewell party for him also..
but duno if he got tha time anot..
also..kero say 1foto to everyone..
but ii think best if juz a few grp fotos..
coz it's a farewell party..
meant for weijian to enjoy..
not busy takin fotos..
muz let him relac lohh..
then ltr everyone take foto wif him ler..
then he verii tired lohh..
cannot lohh..
ltr if forum got say aniting..
i muz go suggest..
then liddat verii tiring..
nn if nxt time wan party for weijian..
weijian will thnk tt sho tiring..
dun wan to haf party..
den bu shi cannot le lohh..
muz think further euu noe..
yahh..yups..tt's abt it..
2dayy saw a auntie wear yellow walk pass..
then we all look at her nn luff,sayy "BANANA"..
then she was lyk starin at us lohh..
coz we stare at her nn luff mahx..
mwuahahaha...
farnie sia..
then tok tok tok...discuss..
nxt wk takin video of us singing "ji de"..
nn doin a scrap book..muz thick thick..
one pile there then *boomp* got manii dusts de..
p/s-kero sayy de mahh..haas =p
but ii duno hw m ii gg out nxt sat..
duno wad excuses to gif..
if ii see go fc meetin she sure dun let de..
tt tym ii go she alrd sayy clearly liaox..
hais..nxt wk die also muz go lohh..
takin video to gif weijian sure muz go..
verii important lohh..
haizZz..duno how lars..
ii thinkk by mon or tues ii muz ask her lers..
of coz not the truth lars..muz think of sumting..
nxt sat de verii important lohh..haizZz..
then went to pay club fund..
then not ii wan to sayy lahh..
mie nn xiaohui heard sumting we shldn't hear..
frm tt *ahem*..sho sissy..haas..
oh yah..da girl yongxin got to noe...
ish moi primary sch de!!..
but ii dun think she rmbs mie..haas
fate lahh..saw moi pri sch fwen...
all thanx to weijian!!
w/o weijian wun join this fc..
wun join then she also wun join..
then ii wun see here..haas..
then pay money for bagde to kero..
he sho damn malu malu lohh..
the malu kero!!..haas yy neh??..
xin paid money 1st..2badges..$6..
then he write her name n x2 lers..
then was mie..
told him moi name n 2badges..
he onli write moi name..
then ii gif him moi $10..
he return mie $4...
then xiaohui reminded mie..
sayy he haven write x2..
sho ii faster tell him..
then he sho malu lohh..
he keep askin mie "steady mahh??"..
askk sho mani tyms keep saying yesh yesh..
then durin da proicess..
xiaohui paid money also..
xiahui keep askin him 2 faster write x2..
then he forgot shepay money ler lehh!!..
then he ask us "steady mah??"..
then ask ppl issit she gif $6..
he damn dmn malu de lohh..
buay tahan arh!!!..
then he count how manii badges ordered..
then ii count the total amount..
then he sayy yah yah correct..OMG..
then he sayy sorwie he sho blur..
(-_-')..sho blur sho malu..hais..shi bai..
kkaes lars..stop here lahh..

DjEiRaInC rulez moi life 4eva!!..*muacks*

what we could have been, 8/11/2005 08:20:00 PM.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005

]][[NDP 2005-marina south]][[

moi 3rd post for da dayy..
y'dae's ndp was fun fun fun...
except tt ii got sunburn...
believe it or not..
moi 1st tym havin sunburn..
sobx..moi precious skin..haas..
it was sho hot hot y'dae loh..
then at the begginin was lyk standing..
then do the uniquely euu countless times..
but best part was dancin the 'reach out 4 the skies'..
anw..ii bought 2bottles of 1.5litre drink man..
the 2nd one ii drank half of it den dun wan lerx..
ii was sho damn thirsty loh..
had kfc for early dinner...quite full after tt..
nn tt place smell of cow dung..yucks!!!
nn sho damn brownish nn dirty....yucks!!
can vomit man...haas..
then after the official mass signing..
a few moments ltr....
we went toilet to change into our fc tee..
sho nice man..haas..
luckily 2dayy 'weijian' din sweat a lot..haas
then went to pass down our ndp shirt..
then go to the fc area there...
then sit n wait...
then ard 8plus liddat...
we saw junyang fans run to the barrier there..
then our fc also started to chiong there..haas..
oh yah!!!..ii sho damn angry loh!!
the unusual productions bluff us..
gif us priority tics sho tt cn go priority area..
but hor..in the end nv go into tt area loh..
wad's this lohh..wana go complain..
then liddat nvm..still got summore..
the sms/mms thingy rite...
ii sms/mms altogether5times loh..
xin also sms/mms ard 5 time loh..
but they nv even post it on da screen loh..
wad's this..bluff us arh?!?!?!cheat our money!!
haas..but nvm...
got sum1 send an sms sayy 'kero verii shuai'!!..
haas..sho damn farnie man!!!..
every1 in da fc was lyk "KERO!!!"...
when we saw tt sms...
then a while ltr...
got a mms for weijian!!!!...
got weijian da mms we alrd there screamin liao..
budden when we saw "-coldsuns"...
we all shouted "KERO!!!" again..haas..
damn funnie lehx...hurs hurs...
anw..we shouted kero bcoz coldsuns ish kero..
how we noe leh?!?!
because coldsuns ish ish email addie..haas..
but y'dae leg damn pain also..hais...
finally superstar come out ler!!!
they sing 4songs lehx!!!
>music rang wo gen jing cai
>cest' ci bon
>lao shu ai da mi
>yi qi zou dao
woohoo!!..these r da 4 songs worx!!!
oh yah..when we went on da bus hor...
guess hu we saw?!?!?!...
LILY BOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!help!!!
haas..
ii was da 1st one hu saw loh..
then ii was lyk wan whisper to xin..
then my face bump into hers..
then our cheeks sho pain..sho sorry!!
then ii tell xiaohui dey all coz xin dun care me
then they all go "lily bok?!?!"
but luckily quite soft..but xin duno wad's gg on.
then when rice ask ish tt lily bok...
xin heard liao went shoutin "LILY BOK?!?!?!"

then lily bok heard she turn ard lehx..
then we faster look in another direction...
haas..sho damn damn farnie!!!
anw..reached hm ard 11pm liddat..
sho damn tired man...
these 2days sho busy lyk siao...hais..
haas..but worth it lahx...
gonaa miss ndp lerx..

lasty...
dun 4get to vote for weijian tonite!!!!
sms M3 to 78277!!!!
OR
call 19001121003!!!!
muz vote lots for him!!
he realli did a great job on mondae!!!

what we could have been, 8/10/2005 03:48:00 PM.

]][[superstar part 2]][[

m1-weilian-39.5

m2-junyang-38

m3-weijian-35.5
>>>guan huai fang shi
>>>

weijian jia you!!!
lurve euu 4eva!!!
heard euu nv eat for 2days..
muz eat hao bu hao?!?!?!
euu gt our support!!

what we could have been, 8/10/2005 03:18:00 PM.

]][[superstar recordin session]][[

was busy these 2 days..
sho onlii updated moi blog todae..
mon was such a fantastic dayy man!!!
haas...
finally mie,xin.xiaohui,ting gg 2gether!!
also..2dae we got out fanclub tee!!!
dark purple de!!!..got a weijian comic face!
sho nice nice nice man!!!
then we go find kero nn get our shirts...
then we go toilet change...
sho nice man!!!
then we go buy bread..
then go nn queue upp..haas
but verii verii behind..
den at 1st me n xin wanna go in front..
budden we both back out ltr..
then finall mie n xiaohui go..
ii picked up lots courage..
FINALLY ii ask one of da fc ppl..
if we can join in..nn she sayy can!!
woohoo!!!euu muz muz thank mie worx..
if not euu hafta sit at the corner dere..
haas..
oh yah!!!!almost forgot...
as we got our fc tee 2dae..
100 of us manage to sit da 1st segment!!!
haas..mayb wed on tv can see our faces =p
then kero had to go on stage to perform..
sho tt can get tics mahx...
then weixiong ask which girl go on stage..
then we all go "jiahong"!!!!!!!!!
haas..psst..btw..jiahong ish a guy..haas..
anw..sho fun man!!!1st tym in da 1st segment..
sho happi happi happi!!!!haas...
m1 was weijian...m2 junyang...and.......
M3 ish... WEIJIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haas...weijian tt dayy sho damn shuai lehx...
then when the jundges commenting da tym..
weijian wuld scratch his head lehx...
sho innocent sho kawaii!!!!..haas...
jeff nn yifeng also damn comedy tt dayy..
wad aa funn dayy lehx!!lurve it!!!
anw..sho angry...
shui shang piao gif weilian 9marks!!!!!
weilian da highest loh...
even junyang lose to him loh...
then weijian lowest lohh...hais...
wad's this...?!?!?!?!...
hais..anw...after recordin went hm lerx...
we're now good nn guai fans...
dun go bug weijian liaox.. =))

lurve weijian 4evar!!!!!!

what we could have been, 8/10/2005 03:06:00 PM.
Sunday, August 07, 2005

]][[superstar recordin 2ml]][[

woohoo!!!
ii sho damn happyy 2dae!!!
yy leh?!??!?!?!
haas..coz ii 2ml gg da recordin!!
yay!!!
2dae went shoppin at OG..
then was in da fittin rm tryin out clothes..
heard da fone ring but nv ans...
coz changin clothes halfway mahx..
then a while ltr took out moi fone..
saw a missed call..
it's frm fc the jessica!!!!
haas..
then ii knew ish dey wan 2 inform mie
haas..
then summore saw xiaohui sms..
den reallii confirmed!!!
haas..finally!!!
all 4 of us gg 2gether!!!yay!!!

ii was yay in da fittin rm till v loud..
haas..mummy ask mie faster try moi clothes..
haas..sayy outside gt mani ppl wana use da rm..
haas..but ii dun care her keep sayin ii gg 2ml..
reallii verii happi..2ml waerin fc shirt le!!!yay!!
cant wait for 2ml!!!

im sho sho sho happyy!!!..yippee!!!

what we could have been, 8/07/2005 08:15:00 PM.
Saturday, August 06, 2005

quarrelled wif moi mummy 2dae..
ii juz shout a lil' bit onli..
den sore throat verii pain liaox..
nw no voice liddatt..pain sia..
anw..yy we quarelled neh??..
still got wad nehx..
other than tt stoopid fc!!!
give sho much trouble..
laz nit ard 1plus am then call mie..
sayy 2dae 10am fc meeting..
payy remanin $5 for tee n do banners..
becoz of this quarrel wif moi mum..
sayy yy ii muz go 4 all this toopid things..
stoopid fc loh...go die lars...
hais...then xin.xiaohui.yenting cant go...
then wei le ta men nn mie..
ii went there ALONE!!!
sho scaryy!!!...
ii walk till escalator there dun dare go upp..
called xin ask her chat wif mie..
but at the same tym xiaohui sms mie..pei mie tok
*THANX XIAOHUI & XIN!!!*
finally..ii gu qi yong qi..went up...
saw verii few peeps there onlii..
told xiaohui ard 35peeps..
but after thinkin..lyk only 20+...
verii lil loh...btw it's alrd 12pm le..
then ii saww huiwen n cindy..
pass them moneyy..then ii left ler..
huiwen sayy like moi shirt...
then cindy sae lyk moi shoe..
then moi pants,specs,hair loh...
sho funny..
then huiwen thot we haven pay full amt..
sho thot ii givin $80...
then sayy ii veriii rich..wanna rob mie..
den told her ish onli da remainin $5..
then she cheyy..haas..lol...

den write our names le then i leave le..
at tt moment ii sho happii...
coz nv see kero!!!!yay!!!
he sho scaryy loh!!
ii pa pa him..scared scared...
luckily he haven come..haas..
sho sorwie kero..
ur tt face sho scaryy..see le pa pa..
then ii jiu go hm liao loh...
ltr gg to playy maple liao!!!

fc gives mie sho muchie probs!!!

what we could have been, 8/06/2005 09:19:00 PM.
Friday, August 05, 2005

im here to blog again..
ii duno yy..
im feelin sho frightened..
i feel tt sumting ish gg on..
but but..ii juz duno wad's gg on..
i feel tt im lyk kept in da dark..
moi instincts has never failed mie..
there was nv once ii was wrong..
ii juz feel sho terrible..
ii feel sho scred..sho frightened..
ii juz haf this queasy feeling..
whenever i had this feelin..
the tings tt ii thot..would realli happen..
euu can sayy ii wish to avoid it..
coz im realli afraid...
ii duno wad shld ii do..
hu can reallii helpp mie..
ii guess no one can...
ii feel sho helpless..
im such a failure..
where are they??..
no one seems to notice mie..
i feel sho transparent...
yy things always turn out the wayy ii din wan
wad shld ii realli do..
i haf this fear in mie..
im scared..verii scared..

nth can realli describe moi fear..
yy ish things always happenin on mie..
yy mie??!!..yy mie??!!..
life's like hell for mie...
yy ish others livin happily nn not mie..
yy?!?!?!..
there's sho manii question mark in mie..
when can things turn out right 4 mie??
when??!?!!?..
ii feel sho suckyy now..
ii cant take it animore...
can sum1 juz tell mie tt im wrong..
tt im juz thinkin too much...
tt im juz too sensitive..
tt..tt..tt..tt im realii realli wrong..
hais..sobx...

im afraid.realli frightened.realli terrified.

what we could have been, 8/05/2005 06:09:00 PM.

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woohoo!!!
guess wwad?!?!?!..
WEIJIAN DID get IN!!!!
once again!!!!
woohoo!!!
ii sho happyy!!!
lalalalalalalala elmo's worldd!!
im dancin in da moonlight~
yayy!!!
imm gg crazzie!!!
but but but....
y'dae din go for fc meetin..
duno iff mon they wuld call mie ask mie go..
mon ish moi laz chance 2 support weijian lerx..
after tt ish study study study...
tt's wad ii promised mummyy...
hais...
fc fc..jh jh..kero kero...
pls lett mie go on mondayy..
imm reallii damnn desperatee..
sobx sobx..
yy muz ii be sickk nehx???!!..
hais...

suay mie..nth but a suay mie..

what we could have been, 8/05/2005 12:15:00 PM.

another post for the dayy..
she n him break lerx..chui lerx..
it's the 5th dayy lerx..
i've got no comments...
but when ii see her she sho sadd..
ii reallii duno wad to do..
as her best fwen..ii feel sho helpless..
see her cryy..ii also feel lyk cryin..
hais..
as for the him nehx...
ii also realli dunno...
guess ii shldnt be too k-po..
unless under circumstances..
hais..
maybe considered a "jie tuo" bahx..
it's the end nn tt's itt..
im juz a by-stander..a passerby..
it's best not to interrupt..
not to intefere...
aniwae..back to mie...
fever subsided...
still got flu..sore throat..
nn cough too...
also..

jason said sumthing bad abt weijian..
it made mie do sum reflection..
ii kept thinkin n thinkin..
ii began to question moiself..
he's moi idol..
yy shld ii let his words affect moi support for him..
but ii juz cant help thinking..
did he realli REALLI change??..
well..ii duno..nn ii hope not..
but he himslef knows the ans to this qns..
onlii him...no one else..
but i'll still support him no matter wad..

what we could have been, 8/05/2005 09:57:00 AM.
Thursday, August 04, 2005

im back!!
finally back!!..
haven been bloggin for da past few daes..
coz of moi stoopid com..
gif mie sho manii probs..
aniwae..
these few days sho manii things happen..
it's reallii manii...
juz duno wad to do...
nn also..sho suay..
fell sick y'dae..
was doin moi chem test in da mornin..
then had serious runnin nose..
after tt..worse still..
whole bodyy shiverin..verii cold..
whole body weak weak..
no strength to walk..
physics need to complete ws..
but no strength to do..
was sho feddup...
din wana go hm..but ii couldn't take it..
sho called moi dad to pick mie up..
went hm durin recess..sho sick nn tired..
haven been this sick for 1whole yr liaox..
sho terrible...
ii was at hm cryin like siao..
moi mummy put ice pack on moi head.
sho cold till ii can't tahan..
cold until verii pain..
freezing like hell...
sore throat also verii pain..
now can't scream,shout,sing...
hais..
tok also hafta tok softly..
then flu..keep sneezing..
luckily 2dae feelin better liaox..
worse still 2dae got fc meetin..
hope ii can go..
hope mummy let mie go..
can't miss it..
hais...hais.. =((

wad a sickk nn coldd dayy..

what we could have been, 8/04/2005 11:01:00 AM.

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