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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

after procrastinating for many months.
i've finally gotten myself to tidy up my room! =D
haahs. it has been dragged for quite some time le.
just that i was TOO LAZY to do anything.
esp. TIDYING UP OF ROOM. tsktsk.
i guess it started way back before promos.
should be a month or so before promos.
my room was seriously alrd in a mess.
and when promos came, it was even messier!
LOLS. XD

my dad has been nagging at me for umpteen times.
cos' i simply refuse to tidy up my room.
hehs.

and i had no choice but to tidy it up ytd.
cos' my bro's bringing his new gf home! =D
and i love my bro's new gf!
she's simply so sweet.
i hope she will be his MRS.RIGHT. =D
tsktsk.

my mum whipped up quite a few nice dishes.
and we ate dinner together.
got abalone somemore. so sumptous! LOLS.

anw.
went for choir today. reluctantly. =((
we were so ugh reluctant to just go for choir.
so we dragged n entered the room at 10.15?
hehs. i dont want ccas anymore.
and after today.
i've come to realise tt im left with not much time.
it may seem one month.
but taking off choir practices,outings and CIPs.
im left with like only 2weeks.
gosh.
im running out of time.
sigh. i seriously need and want more time.

im unable to see a bright future in me.
simply hopeless.
sigh.

shall just cont' on my tw idol dramas now.
huge contradiction!
-shakes head-

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what we could have been, 11/28/2007 05:48:00 PM.
Saturday, November 24, 2007

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i've started watching this new TW idol drama today.
it has just been aired on tv last sunday.
the main casts are '贺军翔 & s.h.e's Hebe & 李威'.
it's seriously worth watching. =D

An ashmatic girl, 伊勝雪(hebe) , was just a lil' girl when
she got bullied by a gang of big bullies. and this girl, tried running away from
them. and finally she found herself running into a basketball court at
street 13.
and coincidentally, there's this bball match going on.
this guy from the bball team,东上, saved her frm the bullies.
and frm that day onwards.
this girl decided to support this bball team,东上, forever.

and the story continued frm whr the girl begin high sch.
a love story revolving about a game of basketball.
and it was becos of basketball that she met 沈若赫(賀軍翔) ,
and found her true love.

“爱情跟斗牛的精神是一样的

不论你的防守有多严密

只要我喜欢你

就一定会找出你的破绽

突破你 超截你 穿越你

然后得分”

and of cos'
not forgetting to tell u the title of the show.

斗牛.要不要

plusplus!
the song which is currently being played on my blog.
is the ending song for the show.
sang by S.H.E-你最近还好吗.




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what we could have been, 11/24/2007 10:30:00 PM.
Friday, November 23, 2007

just came back from chalet ytd morning.
so i shall update about it now. =D

21st Nov'07 WED.
went to sch in the morning as usual.
then met rice,yt,yx at SR's bus-stop in the afternn.
took 81 to pasir ris.
surprisingly, the bus journey was super FAST!

was supposed to meet jieling at 545pm.
but she was L-A-T-E! hmph.
and we missed our 545pm shuttle bus cos of her!
cos the nxt one is 1 hr later u see.
and the kuku her anyhow ask us take bus.
whatever bus that comes our way.
she would say that it is the shuttle bus. DOTS.
n the thing is.
she even mistook a condo shuttle bus for the chalet one!
goodness gracious! u dont knw how malu it was!
not only this.
there was this blue big bus arriving at a bus stop.
n she was like 'eh! the shuttle bus come le!'
and we all ran like mad to the bus-stop.
luckily we werent fast enough.
cos the bus was the TP's shuttle bus!
GOSH. we malu-ed for the 2nd time.

i could take it no longer.
so i suggested taking bus 354 instead n walk in.

reached there n we were warmly welcomed by hazel!
LOLS. okok. this chalet was finally a BUNGALOW.
but to be exact. it should be a TERRACE! =D
so we saw quite a no. of unfamiliar faces.
cos we dont knw the sec. 1s.
so we felt a bit out of place intially.
but it got better when we mixed ard! XD
and most imptly.
WE WENT CRAZY OVER LIU HONG!
LOLS. it was a funny scenerio lah.

we only had pizzas n chicken wings only.
SOBBS. NO BBQ cos of the wet weather. =((
so the 5of us went to the poolside n eat.
then went to the arcade.

afterwhich we went to look for bikes.
but to no avail. cos the shops were closed! T.T
it was only 8.30pm lorhx! so early close!
and the thing is!!!!!!!!
we had to walk a very long before we rched our chalet!
watched tv and then rice and yt had to go home.
but yenting was so reluctant cos it was only like 10pm?
so yupps. they went home and we continued with our tv.

afterthat.
we saw the notice board wrote '24hr mahjong rental'.
n we thought we could rent mahjong.
so jieling called the shop but no one picked up.
(like obviously lah. the shop was closed.)
but we diedie also want to ask some ppl.
so jieling called the life guard.

jl: hello. i want to er rent mahjong!

uncle: sorry. we dont have mahjong here.

jl: i dont care! i want mahjong!

uncle: sorry. i cant do anything. the shop is closed.

jl: BUT I WANT MAHJONG!

uncle: im really sorry. the shop has closed

(at this point. we thought jieling was talking to noone.
cos it seemed so unbeliveable. as in. we didnt expect
jieling would really talk like this to the person. so
i decided to take over the phone n see.)

me: hello.

uncle: hello.

me: *ran away from the phone feeling shocked!*

(ok. so it was real. -.-)

jieling took over again.

jl: really no mahjong ah?

uncle: yes.

jl. ok lorh. byebye.

after this.
more juniors came in.
and we told them what happened.
all of them laughed like mad.
suddenly, joyce came to the living room.
and said she broke the ice container.
after much struggle.
jieling decided to call the uncle again. -.-

jl: hello. u knw the fridge the put ice the tat one.

uncle: huh?

jl: the put ice one. in the fridge one. ice container?

uncle: yes.

jl: i accidentally broke it leh. must pay anot?

uncle: that one i dont knw. must ask receptionist.
but must wait till tml morning. cos close alrd.

jl: then need to pay how much?

uncle: i not sure. u tml ask receptionist.

jl: but i 2ml morning check out le leh. how?

uncle: tml u ask the receptionist.

jl: orh. ok lorh.

dots.
we all laughed until cmi.
this wasnt the end of it.
in fact.
this was the begginning of the prank calls!
but poor uncle. LOLS.

-prank call 3-

jl: hello. really no mahjong ah?

uncle: the shop close already.

jl: BUT I WANT MAHJONG!

uncle: im sorry. i cant do anything.

jl: huh. then got poker cards?

DOTS DOTS DOTS!
we had stomach cramps by now.
just a few min later.
jieling made another prank call.

-prank call 4-

jl: hello. just now my fren call n ask if got mahjong.
really no mahjong ah?

uncle: the shop closed already.

jl: but i very bored leh.

uncle: im sorry. this is the guardhse.

jl: u chat with me lah.

uncle: im sorry girl. u cant do this.

jl: orh. ok lorh.

LOLS.
u guys shld really be there!!!
ohmyohmyohmy!!!
we were alrd on rolling on the flr by then.
we wanted jieling to pester the uncle again.
but she dont want.
cos it was seriously so malu lerh.
so we proceeded on to the bench area.
and we decided to play truth or dare.

jieling VS the rest of the choir gang.

we had a box of cookies left which we cant finish.
and mdm chiong dont wan to see it nxt morning.
so we had decided to dare jieling.
to bring the cookies to terrace 4, just nxt door.
and ask them to accept the cookies.
we thought it was MI u knw.
but who know they were so nice n accepted the whole box!
so yah.
the 7 of us each paid up 20cents.

hazel wanted her 20cents back so we ask jl to dare us.
so she ask us go over to terrace 5 again.
and ask them sing birthday song together for jieling.
but obviously. it wasnt her birthday lah.
and who knws. they were uber uber nice people.
(fyi: they were frm commonwealth sec, jus taken O's)
and they sang together with us.
so we got back our money so easily.
AGAIN. jieling wanted her 1.40 back.
so we dared her to go over again.
and ask them for 7sets of bbq-ed chicken wings.
ohmyohmy!!!
u couldnt believe tt they actually agreed!
how nice people. but cos they thot it was her bdae.
so we got out food but it was not fully cooked yet.
so we decided to microwave it.
and we also gave up on getting our money back.
simon was like super hungry lah.
he even enjoyed the partially uncooked chicken!
i ate mine n it was super yummy!!
althought it was still abit uncooked.
they marinated it till so yummy! =D

slacked ard.
ohh yah!! i forgot.
after our prank calls.
we dared jieling to find tt prank call uncle.
and give him our cookies! LOLS
it was so funny lah.
the uncle rejected it. awwww.

so we slacked ard.
then me,jl,yx went to bathe.
cos our juniors knw we scared of u knw what.
so they so good accompany us to the room.
and we chatted there.
ghost stories one after another.
but the scariest was weixuan's one!
it was seriously freaking scary!!!!
shant go into details now.
maybe next time when i've nth to blog.
jieling started her STARDUST storytelling time.

i almost fell aslp halfway thru'.
shilee n yx keep asking me to slp.
cos i think she they tt i really cmi liao.
but i refused lah. cos u knw. HAHS.
aftertt.
we went out of our terrace to star-gaze. =D
and i think i saw many many shooting stars!
we lied on the floor n appreciated the stars.
and we all realised something.
somehow the stars seems connected.
but the lines are so fine like a spiderweb.
it was simply amazing. XD

went back to our terrace.
rested there for a while.
while jieling n simon played speed.
they super noisy lah. esp. JIELING.
we all shou bu liao lerh! HAHAS.
finally when jieling won simon.
she ended the game n quieten down.
goodness gracious she won.
if not i dont knw when we'll hav a peaceful moment!
LOLS.

all us rested on the sofas.
and waited for the sunrise.
jieling saw the sky turned a bit orangy n called us.
so we walked all the way to the sun there.
crossing so many obstacles, wet grasses muddy fields.
and finally. we arrived at our destination.
but to our disappointment.
the ships blocked out sun.
disappointed as we were.
we walked back to the swimming pool area.
and waited there for the sunrise.
we couldnt really see anything cos we were kinda blocked.
so sad. waited till 630am n yet we couldnt see.
so it was a wasted attempt afterall. =((
jieling,yx and simon took cab hm cos jl had to work.
i waited for my dad to come cos i had to go sch.
while the rest rested on their beds will they checked out.


22nd Nov'07 THURS
went to sch for chem lecture.
and i kept dozing off.
luckily nicole was beside me.
she was like 'eh. may. wake up copy ur notes'
LOLS. i really cmi liao.
didnt sleep for one whole night is a killer!
got home at 10am n slept like a log till this morning 1030am.
pro right?!
it's really 24hr n 30min lorh!
but i woke up in btw, ard 2am this morning.
cos i got so hungry.
and my kor's gf bought donut factory's donut! =D
so i went to eat lorh n went back to slp.
my mum was like 'girl! why u wake up?!?!!'
'faster go back slp. later u feel energetic cant slp le!'
LOLS. she so funny.
cos she scared i become night owl. haahs.

today.
i spent my day quite erm erm. haahs.
not worthwhile.
watched the doraemon movie on com again.
and then the 'feng kuang gen si wang' movie.
and finally the 'girls' revolution' movie.
HAHAS. i've got nothing better to do.
so now im here blogging. =D



our terrace. =D
me&yong.
-bleah- got one EMO purple corpse leh -points to the left- XD
SMILES =D
me&joycelin-my new found JUNIOR! hehs. =D
me on daytona. im a car racer! =P
me&rice&jeling.
weixuan&hazel&me =D
(n weixuan's taller then me now @ 165cm! T.T
mind you she's only sec 3 this year n im a J1)


finally. the choir bang1! =D
im determined to watch the sunrise one day!

any takers? hehs. =D

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what we could have been, 11/23/2007 08:36:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007

just came back from sch.
as u all knw today was the release of new classes.
and im so so so glad 1So6 is still together! Xd
only that we had a 'merger' with So7 guys.
ugh. yesh. GUYS again.
so there's like 15guys and 4girls now!
(like wow. ugh.)
shane n herman was so 'disappointed'.
LOLs. as in 'why NO girls join our class?!'.
they want to see girls lah. tsktsk.
cos' see the 4 us also sian liao. hehs.
so yah. that's it.
im in a very very good mood now. =D

so now i can enjoy my chalet as much as i can!

speaking of chalet.
here's the view of loyang aloha.
and we are at T5. =D



so yah. haahs. ours is the pool and sea view terrace!

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait! XD
we've alrd decided on going night cycling.
haahs. i seriously miss cycling so much.
it's been like dino ages since i went cycling.
so yeah. I CANT WAIT!
i shall be staying over though there's sch tml.
and not sleep the whole night.
it's only chem lecture so who cares! =X

but first i've got to go back to sch for choir.
ugh. yes. choir again.
with a sore throat and runny nose.
a voice that sounds so horrible and a bit manly.
so im jus gg there for the sake of attendence.
ugh. but i shall be gone in 1hr's time! -whee-
*bleah* -sticks out her tongue& gives funny faces-

so yupps.
my last blog entry before i come back from chalet.
dont miss me! im only gone for like 1day?! LOLS.

i shall bring home nice nice photos. =D
tata.

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what we could have been, 11/21/2007 01:19:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007

败给你 说话的眼睛~
败给你 微笑的魔力~
不知不觉想每天跟你在一起~
woo baby baby woo baby baby woo LOVE~

im like falling sick at the so wrong time.
but oh well.
i shall not let my illness take control of me! XD
i've been a very good girl n aviod oily/fried food.
except for todays' choco which mrLim gave.
i've been drinking lots n lots of water.
taking my flu tablets and lozenges.
im feeling a lil' better now. at least better than ytd.
so i just pray that i get better by tml.
cos i dont wish to ruin the fun at chalet.
yesyes! chalet tml! =D

besides this.
i cant stop thinking of tml's Yr Head Briefing.
it's not the briefing but rather release of new classes.
sigh. i kept telling myself to face reality.
but then. i just cant. =((
im gg to be as pessimistic as i can.
so that i wont get disappointed tml.
ugh.

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what we could have been, 11/20/2007 05:05:00 PM.
Sunday, November 18, 2007

bought JI's & Yong's bdae present today.
it was so much easier to get yong's present.
LOLS. but not for JI's present.
we were like squeezing our brain juice out lah.
in the end we decided on t-shirts for JI.
cos i said JI was wearing the same blck polo tee ytd.
HAHS.

roamed about n waited for the 2leads to come.
ate our lunch n then off to arcade.
there were some funny encounters here n there.
esp. whr yenyen took JI's slippers.
refusing to return to JI.
and poor JI didnt want to move w/o slippers.
so she just stood in the shoe shop.
whereas all of us was OUTSIDE the shop.
and the evil us laughing at her so happily. XD
however, the shop asst was so pissed off.
too bad. =P

arcade was seriously so tempting.
we wanted to play bishi bashi and bball n etc.
but we didnt want to waste money of tapz card.
so the despo us pshyco ourselves.
we pretended tt the game demo was in fact WE playing it.
that was seriously so uber dots. -.-

proceeded on to the UFO CATCHER game.
and it all started with xh wif her stitch.
yong saw her play n was tempted.
so she went to play also.
yenting n i saw the both of them play.
and again, we were so tempted n we played too.
LOLS. but im glad i controlled myself!
i stop after playing 2bucks.
i wanted the hamster n mickey so badly.
but hai. not fated lah. LOLS.
we saw this uncle who caught 3mickeys!!!!
so good! but he used up lots of money.
and each time he played he put $5.
and for each mickey, he used abt 3-4sets of $5.
im just so envious. HEHS.
shld hav just buy the tapz card n play my bishi bashi.
can play longer+it's more worthwhile. LOLS.
although it's still a waste of money but yah.

but dont knw why.
today abit sians diao.
must be becos raining in the afternn.
then my mood dampened, i think.
got a bit tired.

there's sch tml n i hate it.
i dont want! T.T
hate having maths in the morning at 8am!
cos nth would go in n i would feel like sleeping!
too early lerh lah!!!!!!!!!!
ugh.

i cant wait for chalet this wed.
although wed is the day we knw our new classes.
so yah. im feeling excited yet reluctant for tt day to come.
it's so ironic! so contradicting!!!
JI's new class is S8.
her class are together.
good for her.
so tt means 4classes frm S1-S7 are merging into 2classes.
to account for that shortage of 2classes.
SIGH.

nonetheless.
im gg to stay over!
who cares if i've lecture at 8am the next day!
LOLS.
im gg to enjoy myself as much as i can! =P

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what we could have been, 11/18/2007 06:58:00 PM.
Saturday, November 17, 2007

i thought i would enjoy choir today.
but sadly i didnt really enjoy tt much.
cos i was seriously so BORED zZzzZZz.
except for some moments whr i cldnt stop laughing.

and i hereby announce that....
THE SONG-ANGELS OF CAROLS is making me crazy!
no matter what i cldnt get the notes for
'seen his birth', 'singing' right!
and the 'gloria......' for alto part.
ugh. but luckily.
they changed the 'gloria...' to the same note as sop. =D
if not i would slam the keyboard the nxt time. =X
tts how bad i couldnt get the note right.

had pizza for lunch and i almost died.
not died of hunger bu died of overconsumption.
LOLS. student meal is still too much.
still rmbed tt me n peili had COUPLE DELIGHT!
HAHAS. that was like so gay.

i dragged my feet home. so unwillingly.
cos i wanted to go bugis str8 away.
but my mum insisted i get hm n change first.
*shrugs* PO PIA(aka bo bian).
changed n slack for awhile.
then headed for bugis. =D
i've finally got my cardigan! YAY!
but i decided to change frm blue to grey.
i think i want the red one next.
but i guess i want to shop for my bag first.
and then my shorts. and then a top.
and the cycle continues! LOLS.
i seriously loveeeee shopping so much!

i've got to wake up early tml.
this sucks so much.
stupid CIP briefing at J8. *shrugs*
*whines*
i hope i can bump into him. haahs.
anw. im just hoping sch ends asap.
i dont wanna go sch for lessons anymore.
althought i get to see him.
but yah. still. i want my hols.
had short conv. with him recently.
but i guess it wld soon end when the new yr starts.
sigh. byebye mr.niceguy.
i need to have some mental preparation.
so that i can survive with a new class n new friends.

personality tests, horoscope etc says that i love changes.
im very versatile and can adapt easily.
but it seems so contradicting.
im resisting changes in my life.
and i dont think i can adapt easily.
or can i?
but 1 thing's for sure. i HATE changes.
sigh.

meeting girlfriends these sun. =D
so happy. it's time we get together n uhmmm.
GOSSIP again! LOLS. XD

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what we could have been, 11/17/2007 12:25:00 AM.
Thursday, November 15, 2007

i seriously think that sch should start in the afternn.
HAHS. but it's impossible lah.
i feel so energetic waking up at 1030am.
physics used to make me slp in less than 1min.
but surprisingly not today! =D
all becos of 1reason- sufficient sleep. hehs.

okok. besides tt.
there's another reason.
thermal physics is like the start of a whole new journey.
no more kinematics,work,energy,power crap.
LOLS. XD
and this chapter sounds so much more interesting.
at least for now. cos it's always easy initially.
i dont knw how is it gg to be like as we go in depth.
but still. it's like a whole new journey for me!
i'd better concentrate from now.
so that i wont end up knwing nth.
and then fail every test.
JIAYOUU MAY! I CAN DO IT! =D

i guess if im not tired.
i shall do my chem tut later.
haahs.

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what we could have been, 11/15/2007 06:06:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007

sch seriously sucks sucks sucks to the max.
organic chem sucks sucks sucks sucks so much.

ok. i shall jus do some recap here.

for the stem.
1C: meth-
2C: eth-
3C: prop-
4C: but-
5C: pent-
6C: hex-
7C: hept-
8C: oct-
9C: non-
10C: dec-

types of isomerism.
-functional
-positional
??????????

ohman. this seriously sucks.
i cant recall the rest!!!
T.T

im seriously dying here.
if i do v badly for A's.
(which i really am afraid of n dont want to.)
ok. it's only an IF.
i shall just go poly n get a course requires an A cert.
damn.

i seriously think i shld hav stayed in poly instead.
i guess i prefer arts so much more than science.
business is not a bad choice either.
shld have tried for a design related course.
or just stayed at ngee ann with my business course.
damn.

i so hate the kind of no-future life tt im leading now.

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what we could have been, 11/13/2007 10:17:00 PM.
Sunday, November 11, 2007

dont feel like typing much today.
so i'll just let the pics do the talking yea? =D
pic no.1
US with our uhmmm...erm.... KIDDY BAGS! XD
mine is the 'LIU SHUAI' trolley bag! LOLS.
cool aye?! -.-
pic no.2

yes. i love them uber much. =D

pic no.3

of cos. not forgetting my MRniceguy. hehs. XD

pic no.4

last but not least.

im a one of a kind bunny.

one that gets distracted easily. >.<

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what we could have been, 11/11/2007 10:17:00 PM.
Friday, November 09, 2007

today's supp lesson was seriously a bore.
i almost fell asleep during maths.
i guess it's becos i slept too late last night.
plus i woke up quite early in the morning.



i was kinda motivated to listen to lecture.
and of cos. try and understand it too.
at least i understand a lil' of mclaurin's series.
and that colin mclaurin guy sure has a weird hair!
LOLS. here it is! see----->




what a ummm......'NICE' hair he have there! XD
but dont pray pray ah.
at the age of 14 he got his degree of MA. (*WOW!*)
chem was a killer.
ohman. i hate organic chem so so so much now.
WTH is the prefix and suffix stuff.
me and ahli was like ???????????
LOLS. we tried figuring out.
but it was a failed attempt. =((
HAHS.

ohkay.
i've decided to do my mclaurin's revision tml.
and read on organic AGAIN!
man. if i dont get started now.
i can just go and look for a dishwasher job. =X
sch ended at 1230pm.
was supposed to end at 1130.
but mryang dragged till 1230.
cos we had to choose our tut dates.

had initially planned to PON choir today.
but linlin decided to meet at sch gate to discuss again.
so yah. we stood at the sch gate for dont knw how long.
LOLS. had a v hard time deciding.
but in the end we decided to go for choir.cos we realised tt nxt wk we cant make it for most days.
so yah. HAHS.
since we had 4hrs before choir starts
me,xh and weiting went to J8 for pasta! =D
my long awaited pasta.
seriously pasta is super filling!
i was so full by the time i finished half of my baked rice!
felt like puking everything out. =X
maybe i shld try their country baked pasta next time!
it looks uber YUMMY! hehs.

many things happened throughout our stay at J8.
actually the incident at minitoons.
i couldnt stop laughing.
all becos of that 'fortune cat' coin pouch!
LOLS. my cheeks are still suan-ing now!

a malay security at BHG was so jealous of us.
seeing that we 3 had so much fun playing w/ the kiddy stuff.
he got so jealous and bu shuang tt we said us.
'cannot take picture here' and a stupid facial expression of his.
we reckon he was so lonely n bored while on duty.
so when he saw tt we were so enjoying ourselves.
he bu shuang n got jealous. HAHS!
xh and wt decided to name him the shanaz look-alike!LOLS.

gg out with them can seriously make die from laughing!
ohman. i guess my cheeks need massage now! >.<
but it was fun anw! hehs.

seriosuly i didnt knw time pass so fast.
soon we had to face up to reality n go back sch for cca.
so sad so poor thing so umm.. so tired!
i was really super reluctant to go back sch. T.T
went for choir.
and i almost died there.
there's this stupid musical audition on next wk.
so sucks. whole choir must go.
but i got chem tut at that time. sians.
it's either i go for the 2nd slot which is at 4pm.
or i just miss the audition.
im not that interested anw.
i guess i shall just see how it goes.
if yong goes, then i go with her.
if not i shall just give it a miss.
xh cant go cos she got bio olympiad.
so clever lorh she. hmph!
hehs.


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what we could have been, 11/09/2007 08:39:00 PM.

i've decided to blog again before i go to bed.
im so so dreading sch tml. ugh.
that's why im still here blogging so late at night.
since yt's gone to hang her clothes.
in the meanwhile, i shall blog while waiting for her.
so im sure u can see how bored i am!
YES YES! im so BORED! -.-

and now yenting's back!
LOLS. so fast.
nvm. i shall cont' my story.
sms-ed some people.
they so rude de.
never reply me. HMPH!
so rude-rude-rude.
haahs.

ohyah.
jieling called me last night.
she so funny lorh.
say got something V V V SERIOUS matter nd to tell me.
she made it sound like she kidding me.
who ask her always so lame so dots so clown de! XD
but i must apologise to jieling here.
cos i was playing while talking to her.
when she's alrd feeling so demoralised,disappointed n helpless.
but i reallly did hear every single word u said!
just like what u've said.
take this as a lesson learnt. =D
so dont think much about it le.

ohman.
my stomach hurts so much now!
it goes on and off.
and then when it comes.
my hair will stand n i'll shiver!
gosh! i hate this feeling ok. =((
ok. i guess i shall just stop here.
no matter what i've to face up to reality.
there's sch tml n i need to sleep now.
so that i'll be able to stay awake throughout the lecture.
and most imptly, understand everything the lecturer is saying.
night my loves.

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what we could have been, 11/09/2007 12:58:00 AM.
Thursday, November 08, 2007

today's deepavali.
but it feels like any other normal days.
at least bugis street is v happening today.
LOLS.

so it kinda liften up my mood for today.
im so glad i've finally got my black jeans. =D
i guess my cardigan would be coming in next wk.
im just so glad i dont have to pay for them.
cos im so so so broke. hehs.

i seriously love shopping a lot.
if only i could buy everything that i see. HAHS.

supp lessons starts tml.
and im dreading it so so so much.
gosh. gosh gosh. this sucks.
everything wont be the same anymore.
the LT is no longer gg to be fully occupied for chem n maths.
and for my class as well.
we're now down to 13people. sigh.
anw. the main thing is.
i dont feel like studying for now.
and the thing is i have cca at 4pm tml. =((
i dont want.
i think my lesson ends at 1130.
a freaking 4 1/2 hrs to go b4 choir starts.
this is so so so so sians.
idontwantogo. =((
im dreading sch these days.

i guess i shld just go and find a job now.
work at the zoo maybe? LOLS.
i dont mind working at KBox too. =X
ohkayohkays. this 2 jobs hav no future.
i guess i shld just drop this idea.
fine fine fine.

im so hating the kind of life im leading now.
this just sucks so much.

ohh. a few days ago.
my bro's buddy commited suicide.
it was all over in the papers a few days back.
and it was all becos of LOVE.
why why why>?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
i dont get it.
why must people do such a foolish thing?!
it's just a breakup.
what's the big deal.
life is so much more precious.
sigh.

heard frm my bro that even before this.
he has alrd tried committing suicide TWICE!
1st time was he took 80+ panadol pills.
the 2nd time was tt he tried jumping off the building.
but luckily enough, he was stopped in time.
but this time. sigh.
it was too late.

and the worst thing is that.
his dad saw the whole process of his son
jumping off the building with his own eyes!
could u imagine how traumatised his dad wld have felt?!
everything happened too fast tt he couldnt stop him in time.
sigh. his family esp his dad must have felt so helpless.

why must he be so silly to choose death as the way out.
LOVE is nothing compared to ur own life.
one can always find another love in time to come.
why didnt he see things frm another perspective?!
she might not be his mrs.right.
there might be another one waiting for him.
hai.

no matter how difficult life is, be it love, studies etc.
im sure there's always a way out.
there's no point forsaking ur life for love.

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what we could have been, 11/08/2007 05:33:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007

What Your Dreams Mean...
Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.
These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.
What Do Your Dreams Mean?


What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.
Inside the Room of Your Soul


You Should Be an Artist
You are incredibly creative, spontaneous, and unique.No one can guess what you're going to do next, but it's usually something amazing.You can't deal with routine, rules, or structure. You're easily bored.As long as you are able to innovate and break the rules, you are extremely successful.
You do best when you:
- Can work by yourself- Can express your personality in your work
You would also be a good journalist or actor.
What Should You Be When You Grow Up?


Your Karaoke Theme Song is "YMCA"
You're the type of person who can't have fun unless everyone else is right there with you having a blast.You have an amazing knack for figuring out what people want, and you don't mind going the extra mile to make them happy.
The spotlight is something you enjoy on occasion, but you prefer that not all the attention is on you.If you've gotten people to sing or dance along with you, then you're song is a success.
You might also sing: "Macarena," "Hot, Hot, Hot" or "Stayin' Alive"
Stay away from people who sing: "The Greatest Love of All"
What's" Your Karaoke Theme Song?


Your Life is 54% Off Track
Right now, you're taking things one day at a time.Some things are going well, but you can't help but wonder if you're getting the most out of life.It's time for you to slow down and reflect a little. You can change your life - but it's up to you!
Are You Living The Wrong Life?


You Inner Gender is Female
You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.
What's" Your Inner Gender?

what we could have been, 11/07/2007 07:01:00 PM.

i officially announce that PW IS FINALLY OVER! =D

days of burning midnight oil to meet the stupid deadlines.
days of seeing maykoh.
all are FINALLY OVER!
hehs.

but i dont knw why i dont feel as happy as i shld be.
maybe it's becos today is the last day im seeing most of them.
and prolly becos today marks the start of a whole new life.
a whole new journey- JC2, A levels, etc.
haish. i dont knw what to say but haish.

ohwell. i guess i'll miss MY nice guy.
though i'll prolly be seeing him in sch soon.
but yah. im gg to miss those times.
and PW brings me certain NICE memories afterall.

ytd was the last day of OP.
which is also the day i sit for my OP.
i think my speech was ohkay.
but i guess i could furthur much improve on my QnA.
but as compared to some of my classmates.
i think im so much luckier than them.
cos at least i didnt screw up anything.
and im so glad i've got msLIM. =D

it was super long before our OP ended.
me and ahli went to kovan AGAIN.
cos she wanted to go NTUC n buy COLGATE. -.-
i guess she's just like me. a direction-idiot.
she led us the wrong way and we ended up at SUPERBOWL.
that was super hilarious. haahs.
we felt so lost. gosh.
but finally we found our way to NTUC.
and i was so tempted to buy CEREALS. haahs.
cos of ahli's grp's showcase involving CEREALS.
so i got my nestle milo cereals and i was so HAPPY!
ahli finally got her new water bottle.
and im was so tempted to buy the hotPINK one.
but i resisted the temptation. haahs. =D

i rushed my InR last night till 2am.
and i found myself tossing ard on my bed.
just couldnt get to sleep.
dont knw why.
woke up at 8.30 realising that we need to rch sch by 9.30am.
damn maykoh who said she wasnt free at the last min.
and damn her changed the time to 10am instead.
i hate her so much man.
made me rush out of my house without taking my breakfast.
and i practically ran throughout my whole journey!
i was so happy happy to see him in sch.
brighten up my day. LOLS.

ohwell.
the filing of GPF was a lil' chaotic initially.
cos we got all the page no. wrong!
liquid here and there. waste my correction tape. tsk.
dump all my PW papers into the bin after dismissal.
haaahs. it's like 'i've finally gain my freedom!' LOLS.
wanted to eat the famous wanton mee at kovan.
but sadly. it wasnt open.
so we decided on pizza hut instead! =D
nicenice pizza.
it's like our breakfast cum lunch lah.
we were so tired tt we decided to go anywhr else.
so we went home.
i got so bored that i slammed my com 100 times.
(LOLS. kidding.)
i wanted to have my afternn nap but i decided not to.
time is so precious so i decided to slack ard instead!
hehs. it doesnt sound any better right?! XD
ohwell.

OHH OHH!!!!! >.<
i spotted a SUSPICIOUS item on the train today!
i was like sitting at one corner stoning.
then i heard the 'if u spot any suspicious item, please report.....'
and suddenly, i realised there's a SUSPICIOUS item opp me!
it was a normal white plastic bag.
with quite a no. of things which i dont knw what inside.
i was like so damn scared lah.
no one else was sitting at my row or the row opp me.
i was the only one at tt area.
i looked over to the other rows on my lefthandside.
and i saw this aunty n maid looking at me.
and then they looked at the suspicious item n them look at me again!
i was like ohmyohmy! LOLS.
i got freaking scared not knwing what to do.
and thank god.
the next stop was serangoon n i quickly got up n alight.
afterwhich, i saw the mrt guy who noticed the plastic bag also.
and he went over to it and see. haahs.
i dont knw what happened after tt..
ohman. seriously.
if that was a bomb n it exploded before i alight frm the train.
i would have been so dead by now.
seriously. i thought of so many things at tt point of time.
'im still so young, i yet to do many many things.
i dont want to die. i'll miss my family, my friends n him! T.T'
LOLS. come to think of it, it was so silly.
haahs.

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what we could have been, 11/07/2007 06:04:00 PM.
Monday, November 05, 2007

the real OP is tml.
it's finally here n i hope everything would go smoothly.
i pray hard n i cross my toes,hair,fingers,etc.

let my speech be fluent,clear and perfect!
let my Q&A be well answered n well thought out.
let us get a EE for our grp presentation!
oh please please please.

i want an A grade for PW. =D
a B will be fine for me too.

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what we could have been, 11/05/2007 02:37:00 PM.
Saturday, November 03, 2007

today was seriously not a v good day for me.
i overslept and was a lil' late for op rehearsal.
ohwell. who cares. it's not sch days anw.
i guess we only got started at abt 11am.
and my throat malfunctioned.
or should i say my voice went haywire. LOLS.
must be due to over-consumption of fadee's cookies! =X

nothing much really.
it's just the same old procedure.
ohman. maykoh's comments are useful.
at least for once in the whole year of 2007.
but i almost fell aslp listening to some of her nonsense.

im seriously addicted to FACEBOOK! -.-
im afraid this has got to stop soon!
ohman. this is seriosuly too tempting.

im a weakling now.
down with food poisoning again. WTH?!
this sucks. i feel like im gg to die soon. T.T
this feeling is so terrible.

ohwell.
i shall explain why i decided to change the name of my mrORANGE.
cos recently i just found out orange means BEST FRIENDS! -.-
and red means you love/like someone a lot! LOLS.
so i'ved decided to change to mrRED! =D
LOLS. im getting a bit kiddy here.
ohwell. who cares.
mrRED. =P

i shall hang on there for a while.
before i surrender to foodpoisoning n go to bed.

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what we could have been, 11/03/2007 10:38:00 PM.
Friday, November 02, 2007

what a day it was today.
me and peili made a wasted trip to sch.
that totally sucks cos we both didnt wanna step into the sch.
but we needed to hand in the stupid cip form.
and when we arrive, we found out sch submission deadline was over.
and that really sucks.
so we have no choice but to settle this cip thing online.
saw yongxin on the way.
good for her tt her op is over.
mine's still a long way to go.
so sad so sad.


proceeded to fadee's hse for hari raya visiting.
as far as i can remember.
i think this is my 1st time gg for hari raya visiting! =D
ohman. the whole journey took us about 90min.
that's super duber long.

me and peili thought we were lost when we reached the busstop.
i guess we seriously were hopeless to the max.
cos after calling fadee for help.
we found our way to blk345. LOLS.
and poor fadee has alrd gone all the way to blk349 to lk for us. XD
we had curry meat and superSPICY chicken plus rice for lunch.
and of cos, ice jelly for dessert! =D
borrowed fadee's com to settle our cip stuffs.
slacked in her room n watching lame cartoons on kidcentral.
it was so damn boring tt we decided on watching dvd.
we started on the movie 'alone'.
but we found it so boring tothemax so changed to.....
BLADES OF GLORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
it was superHILARIOUS n superHORNY too with a sexaddict.
haahs. i was there laughing my head off.
it could never get any funnier n 'hornier'(if there's such word!).

went tampMALL after tt n took 31 to TPY.
the worse bus journey home i ever had.
a freaking 90min lonely bus ride.
ohwell. at least i saw mrRED's hse n his sch. =D
LOLS. i think im freaking hopeless.
my butt went numb halfway thru'.
i slept on and off.
2 bitches got scolded by this uncle on bus.
ohwell. they deserve it for making a nuisance on the bus.
i couldnt stand their behaviour.
for goodness sake, you are in public not ur hse. -.-

ohh.
did i mention tt fadee's mum's handmade cookies are super nice?!?!
it's called the nicer-than-famos-amos-triangle COOKIES! XD
haahs. i've been indulging in them ever since i took my first bite.
haahs. and i even brought them home!
you see!!!!!! =D ---------------->



okok. u may think tt i doesnt look like but it taster YUMMY! hehs. XD

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