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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

my day was bad today.

a bird came and peck my wonderful lunch.

oh well.

i've got nothing much to say.

in short.

im sad.

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what we could have been, 7/31/2007 10:24:00 PM.
Monday, July 30, 2007

we're soarin' flyin'
there's not a star in heaven
that we cant reach

if we tryin'
so we're breaking free

you know the world can see us
in a way that's different than who we are

creating spaces between us
till we're separate hearts~


anw.
my old injury acted up again.
stupid right ankle.
i was happily walking n suddenly i can feel the crack feeling.
hurts super super lots lah.
T.T
im so damn afraid i cant skate this wed.
I WANT TO SKATE!
BAH WAH WAH!!!!!
why must my ankle get injured at a so wrong time?!
SIGH.

anw.
ZAC EFRON IS HOT!
lols.

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what we could have been, 7/30/2007 10:20:00 PM.
Sunday, July 29, 2007

missed out on high sch musical previously on disney.
so yah.
i watched it on chn5 just now.
and im seriously in love with zac efron!
he's so damn HOT kkays?!
LOLS.

now im so tempted to purchase the dvd+cd.
OH MY OH MY!
hahs.

breaking free by zac efron n vannessa anne hudgens is NICE!
and i mean freaking nice! =))
n i have been listening to this song over n over again.
so damn addicted to it.
but im more addicted to zac efron.
HEHS. >.<
he's seriously cute+hot lah.

anw.
i lost my econs ans template.
which means i havent done my econ corrections yet.
which also means tt i have to copy like mad 2ml.
T.T
and i cross my toes n fingers tt i can complete it before tut.
bless me with lots of luck!
i will be needing it 2ml!

NITES. =))

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what we could have been, 7/29/2007 10:58:00 PM.
Thursday, July 26, 2007

could u actually believe tt i just got home not long ago?!
OH MY.
today was really a freaking long day.
L-O-N-G.
i was supposed to go home at 4.30pm.
but got held back by our stupid project work.
so yah.
stayed SAC n rot till 8plus 9pm.
SO SAD SO EXHUASTED.
things were a lil' boring initially,then it got interesting.
and after a few hours, we got pretty exhuasted n sians.
the stupid freaking jammers' club really sucks.
theo couldnt stop laughing at them lah.
say the lead like shit,want sing dont sing like that.
then say the drummers anyhow one.
then the guitarist also dont know hw to move.
LOLS.
damn funny lah.
tt forever nonsense mingkai did something stupid.
or shld i say the stupidiest thing on earth.
HAHS.
jason was like telling him 'u better dont off ah!'
and right after he said that, mingkai off the main switch.
needless to say, our laptop was switched off.
LOLS.
and the thing is we havent save the part we wrote abt feasibility.
oh well.
it was super funny.
and thanks to him.
we had to stay longer to do up the work.
HAHS.
his hands super itchy lah.
keep saying he very tempted to off.
DOTS.
our principal came n told us some stuffs.
quite encouraging though herman said he told them exactly the same ting ydae.
HAHS.
side track abit, but im beginning to like my principal.
ANW.
after the principal left.
our laptop went haywire!
and we hadnt save our work again!
tt got us pretty shocked n we began freaking out.
n of cos at the same time laughing like some fools too.
but luckily everything went back to normal after a few min.
super relieved lah.

never had a pw meeting tt interesting before.
HAHS.
left sch super late about 8.40pm.
super dark, super lonely.
LOLS.

oh!
most impt.
jiang laoshi woke up at 4am just to prepare breakfast for us!
SO SWEET!
thanks jiang laoshi!!!!!

and most most most impt!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEILI/AH LI/BAMBOO/STONE!
LOLS. XD

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what we could have been, 7/26/2007 10:00:00 PM.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007

inline skating first thing in the morning.
and i had a very bad fall today.
LOLS.
just like how i fell for euu-REAL HARD.
you could say i was pretty much happy.
having some1 u like by ur side is so wonderful.
and ur heartbeat goes super duper FAST!
HAHS.
just wished time would just stop there you know!

anw.
PW lesson was so dots.
maykoh is obviously biased towards colin n maybellyn.
just like what sylvia said.
it's not like we are jealous are what.
but it's just seriously so freaking unfair.
she loves picking on ppl,one of which is me.
it's not like im lying on the table,sleeping,etc.
i only had a emotionless face,sitting there listening n she pin-pointed me!
WTH.
totally unfair.
anw.
our WR is seriously crap.
as in with many crappy interesting ideas from mingkai.
golden gate, *YOUNG GIRLS DRESSED AS ANGELS*,etc.
seriously crap.
we were like why young girls ah, mingkai?!
LOLS.
then he was like or u want old girls?! XD
damn funny lah.
migkai got super excited n enthu when we touched on our showcasing.
must be the thought of these YOUNG GIRLS DRESSED AS ANGELS!
HAHS.

choir was alright.
just tt i cant stand suzanna.
freaking annoying!
she's always talking with an act cute voice.
n she always goes 'OKIE!'
YUCKS.
super YUCKS!
anw.
there's a x'mas carolling for us at sentosa resort.
pretty fun.
and we are all in for it!
super happy.
and im sure it's going to be a fun experience! =))
afterall, i think i knw why i joined choir.
cos all these external performances are FUN FUN FUN!
and it's nice to be performing OUT THERE aye?!
HEHS.
note the 'external' cos sch performances really sucks.
with all the poor sound system which makes us very malu.
SAD HUH.

oh well.
had better stop here.
chem quiz 2ml and im sure i will FAIL.
physics tut 2ml and i have not started on circular motion.
T.T

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what we could have been, 7/25/2007 07:47:00 PM.
Monday, July 23, 2007

seems weird posting 2times,one after another.
but i just felt like saying something randomly.

cos i was looking at my background conversation window.
and i realised that i began smiling widely.
it was then i realised dogs/pups could really brighten up my day.
even if it eas a bad day ahead or a miserable day.
upon seeing them could make me forget my troubles.
and i think.
just dogs/pups alone could satisfy me.
just as simple as that.
i will just feel happy,REAL HAPPY if u let me spend my life playing with them.
maybe not play, but having them by my side.
it's just tt simple.
and i really ask for nothing much.

i really missed my babies- jacky n jesse a lot.
i wonder whr's jesse now.
ever since she got stolen.
she's just like a baby who needs to be protected 24/7.
i wonder how's jacky too.
havent seem him ever since i placed him at my relatives.
miss him lots lots lots.

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what we could have been, 7/23/2007 10:18:00 PM.

i seriously hate long days.
and i really mean it.
6pm daily is enough to drain all my energy.
and here i can tell you.
im not a single bit productive.

2ml's really a day im going to hate.
the chorale concert was supposed to be on sat as what ernest said.
but all becos of him telling us the wrong info.
we bought the tickets and have no choice but to go 2ml.
and mind you.
it's starts at 7.3opm.
ends at 9plus.
by the time i get home it would be 10plus.
and by the time i finish bathing, it would be 11pm.
WTH.
i cant do anything lah.
and the thing is tt i end sch at 6pm.
doing pw till 7pm before heading to victoria concert hall.
this little time i have.
or rather, i dont have any time left 2ml for me to do my work.
seriously exhuasted.

and freaking guy borrowed my paper!
i dont mind lending.
but the problem is he doesnt keep his papers well.
im so so scared tt it would turn 'veggie' the nxt time i see my papers.
T.T
lucky for fad, les borrowed hers first.
if not freaking guy would borrow from her instead of me.
and the good thing for fad is tt at least les keeps them in a file.
u see the difference.
one with file and one without?!
OH MY.
i feel the heartache now, for my papers.
>.<

oh well.
im beginning to lose my touch, my feel.
i dont know what else im going to lose next.
SIGH.
bottled feelings.
just dont know whr to start frm, so it's better to be left unspoken.
just feeling a lil' emo now.
SIGH! T.T

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what we could have been, 7/23/2007 10:01:00 PM.
Saturday, July 21, 2007

finally back home.

had to wake up early in the morning at 6plus today.
for the stupid 100km walk and of cos, CHOIR.
choir was pretty alright.
finally we finished up the whole song.
changed quite a few parts of the score.
i liked the one where we singing canon. SO NICE! =))
rushed off to ang mo kio hub.
then rushed here and there.
got my jacket in a hurry cos it was super cold today.
and i wanted to get 1 anyway.
LOLS.


got onto 135, heading to marine parade library.

super sians.
cos it was a super long journey you see.
was late for 1hr plus.
haahs
and i swear im nv ever gg to go there again for pw!
did our wr, only half done.
seriously hating pw lah.


my daddy fetched me home.
and we passed by the big ferris wheel!
however, it wasnt completed yet.
the 'containers' werent up yet.
so yah.
pretty much looking forward to it.

oh well.
since im using my kor's notebook,
decided to post the pics he took when he went diving.

cos i dont know wad's wrong with my com.
just dont let me post pics.
HEHS. XD






i didnt know there were these creatures living under the sea! eeee.


NEMO NEMO NEMO~! XD

The beach is super tempting lah! =))

HAHS! my one and only prince charming! LOLS. i mean BROTHER! =P

im sure he enjoyed the trip to redang pretty much! =))

i shall bug my parents to bring me there the next time!!!!!

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what we could have been, 7/21/2007 07:29:00 PM.
Thursday, July 19, 2007

the day went pretty well with the HOD of science talk first thing in the morning.
have been hearing the same thing over and over again.
it was seriously boring.
but everything said was not to be forgotten.
i know how tough the competition is.
and how impt it is for me to start my revision now.
and i really mean NOW. this moment this time.
so now i question myself.
WTH am i doing by sitting in front of the com n blog now?!
i kept doing all the talking yet no actions seem to come from me.
maybe.....or should i say
I SHOULD cut down on useless activities?!
SIGH.
i know it's all about hard work.
but still. i wanna pray hard and just hope all is well.

anw.
i was seriously shocked during physics.
not tt o was afraid of his shoutings etc.
but it was so sudden tt it woke me up frm my stoning.
LOLS.
and now.
i think tt his so-called 'love n care' for us were just an act.
im having doubts about it.
it always happens doesnt it?
oh well.

went home after sch.
but loitered outside sch gate for a moment.
cos you know what.
i thought i would have escaped when i ask peili to walk faster.
but it seems tt it didnt work.
so coincidentally,
i met linlin n weiting while loitering with peili.
we were both super scared.
you know you know!!!
1S09 girls going to the jap cemetry.
or rather they went after sch.
LOLS.
so fun!
it's for of the chapters in the chinese tb.
anw.
told my story to linlin.
and as i cont'ed with my story.
i felt super angry+irritated.
UGH.
hating it lah.
AHHHHH!!!!

im bad im evil.
but i seriously hate it.
im trying to be nice.
im trying not to be tt bad.
but it seems tt i cant.
hell begins early in the morning.
i will die.
i know i will.
and i will be super irritated tt i might not talk again.
and i'll be there being super moody.
tt's what i predict.
see how it goes then.

lots of assiignments today.
SIANS.

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what we could have been, 7/19/2007 07:37:00 PM.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007

a super great morning to start with.
inline skating was super duper fun!
and im so glad tt i finally know how to stand on my own!
HEHS. =))
im so sure it will be in no time tt i'll skate freely!
and this means that the next time i go east coast,
i could skate instead of cycle!!!!!!
super happy lah!

but day ahead wasnt great.
i was so damn pissed off with some1.
super duper irritated.
and i kept complaining.
i tried controlling myself.
but it seems tt i cant.
and PW,i began to turn moody.
typical geminis.
WTH.
im just seriously damn annoyed.
they were like saying just tell tt person st8 in the face.
just be fierce n ask tt person to stop harrassing me!
LOLS.
but i feel so bad lah.
afterall, im not the kind who would do such things.
where has my high tolerence level gone?!
SIGH.
i hate to do such things n i hate such situations even more!

prefects' investiture was damn drama lah.
initially when they pass on the badge, i said 'oh my!i wanna cry!'
LOLS.
and i kept asking ' should i cry? i think i wanna cry'
>.<
kkays. i know i was super drama n super dots!
but i missed doing those stupid things.
alvana,cheryl,hweeyee kept doing stupid nonsense lah.
poor me.
tortured by them.
T.T
HAHS.
but it really crap lah.
some sort of entertainment apart from the boring ceremony.

year head session after tt.
and for once, i was there thinking to myself.
i thought of the effects if only a few ppl did well.
and the others stays in JC1.
i thought about how nice if S6 could promote as a class.
it's really saddening if the former happens.
as for myself.
i dont even know if i can do well.
32points was merely pure luck.
nothing to be complacent about.
45-50points?
will i be able to achieve tt?
i seriously dont know.
cos i know no matter how hard i try.
i can never score well for physics.

SIGH.


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what we could have been, 7/18/2007 09:18:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007

today was a super slack day.
and im so glad that bastard didnt harrass me anymore. =))
anw.
did nothing productive in sch today.
except for the listening compre n chem SPA.
nothing else besides that.
helped with the donation by donating money.
adele,linlin x2,weiting.
wanted to help one of the twins but i donated all my change lerh.
so sorry! =))

anw.
went vivio to catch harry potty with peili today.
it was sure a blast.
and im so happy i met THE SIMPSONS FAMILY!
LOLS. XD
it was so stupid lah.
i took a family photo with them too.
SO CUTE! >.<
anw.
peili said one of the guys looked like gary in harry potter.
DOTS.
i felt tt he looked so much nicer than gary lah!

got donuts from th donut shop.
super nice.
mighty almond n royal cheese!
LOLS.
yummy yumm yumms!

anw.
inline skating 2ml.
im going to hold tightly onto my dear life!
HAHS.

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what we could have been, 7/17/2007 08:48:00 PM.
Monday, July 16, 2007

DAMNIT.
had to change my url for a particular reason.
this FCUKER had the nerves to bug me for money!
freaking asshole!
im so damn pissed off now.
i dont know when my phone will ring again.
SUCKS.
i feel so insecure.
T.T
and i seriously feel like breaking down soon.
this bastard is really getting on my nerves!
T.T

who can help me?!?!??!
i wanna cry lerh lah.

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what we could have been, 7/16/2007 11:32:00 PM.

Please read the rules 1st :

Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themsleves.
People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as stating the rules clearly.
In the end, you will need to choose 6 ppl to be tagged and the list of their names.

number 1 - i scream n shout a lot at home. =X LOLS.

number 2 - i can just follow the cutesy cats n dogs blindly when i see them on the streets. so sometimes i just wander off without my friends n family. HAHS.

number 3 - i love to smile and laugh a lot. and recently, ppl say im siao.
cos they always see me laughing never get angry de.

number 4 - i still love watching rugrats! is tt super stupid at a age of 17?!

number 5 - i got lots and lots of soft toys on my bed n i hug them to slp.

number 6- weirdest thing?? hmms. IM NOT WEIRD?! XD

did this because stupid yenyen tagged me.
and besides.
i was so bored so i decided to do this.
pretty lame though.
but yah.

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what we could have been, 7/16/2007 09:55:00 PM.

the cutting of my fringe was a serious mistake!
should i have known tt the phototaking was 2ml,
i would cut the straight harsh one.
super sucks.
it's disastrous lah.
ms lam even asked me 'are u sure u didnt cut it urself?!'
it was damn embarrassing lah. T.T
i swear im gg to cut the st8 harsh one the next time.

anw.
migraine persisted from last night till this morning.
it was seriously like hell.
i almost felt like crying out loud.
ugh.
glad it's so much better now.

watching harry potty 2ml. =))
WHEE.
it's been 5days ever since it was released.
FINALLY.
had a hard time persuading my mummy.
she was like 'no no no,weekends then watch!'
then i was like 'yes yes yes! i want to watch it 2ml!'
LOLS.
i guess she agreed?
did she?
OOPS.
i think i'd better ask her agin ltr to reconfirm.
>.<

CSS2 revival round tonight.
my oh my.
im so so glad shawn scored the highest of 25marks.
it was kind of a relief for me.
xubin was super hmms.
could see that he has alrd given up hopes lah.
so he wasnt giving his best,just sing for the sake of singing.
much predicted, 12/30.

ohkays.
i just hope that shawn gets through the revivial round.
PLEASE OH PLEASE! =))

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what we could have been, 7/16/2007 09:36:00 PM.
Sunday, July 15, 2007

im so super tired with life now.
having migraines again.
sucks.
what a torture.
eyelids super heavy.
eyes are super dry.
a lil' red now.
must be due to the lack of slp over the wkends.
weekends it may seem, but it's like normal sch days for me.
stupid choir on sat had to wake up at 7am.
slept at 3am in the morning n woke up at 9am today.
now u know why im having migraines n sore eyes.
im seriously exhuasted.
i dont know where's my soul now.
floating somewhere.
i cant think in the right state of mind.

how i wished days like these would come to an end.
it's seriously tiring.
and i dont know how much longer i can hold on there.
mayb i reallt do need lots of moral support now.
SIGH.

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what we could have been, 7/15/2007 11:10:00 PM.
Saturday, July 14, 2007

had choir this morning.
was super tired lah.
as usual,i dragged myself out of my bed.
choir was pretty much fun n time past so quickly tt it was soon 11am.
and i seriously think suzanna is ruining A2.
ohmy.
she's bringing the whole of alto 2 section down lah.
poor yongyong.
and suzanna was so damn extra lah.
whothehell she think she is!
when uncle ernest turned his back,we all sat down quickly.
n he was like 'why are u all sitting down?'
and tt idiot suzanna was like telling her story.
for tt moment, every1 went quiet,so lost for words n pretty annoyed.
n uncle ernest was pretty annoyed too i think.
haahs.
cos he began telling his story of having to stand longer then suzanna.
hate her man.
she has no initiative at all lah.
she's incharge of the noticeboard n till nw,she hasnt done anything yet.
n she still has the guts to say the board is locked,cant open.
goodness gracious me!
u have to ask ms tan to get the keys lah.
WTH!
seriously annoyed by her.

time passed.
end of choir.
went for a fringe cut.
HAHS.
i look like a toot again.
sigh.
history is gg to repeat itself again.
just pray my fringe grows faster before phototaking day!!!
T.T

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what we could have been, 7/14/2007 03:07:00 PM.
Friday, July 13, 2007



深夜里 无法习惯没有你
不愿意再走下去
这距离 痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记你的失去

多少眼泪都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔

牵领我进入睡梦追随
重温过去
我们俩梦中相依偎
虽是梦幻 愿沉醉

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what we could have been, 7/13/2007 10:21:00 PM.

im seriously damn pissed off with some1.
maybe cos tht feeling has built up over time.
it was alright initially.
i just thought tt *** was super weird.
but it was recently tt i felt super annoyed.
it's damn irritating lah.
i guess it's prolly cos of other ppl's influence too.
ugh.
and i know im not the only one.

anw.
i couldnt find my blackie pinky specs this morning.
and tt totally ruined my day.
cos i hated my previous transparent framed specs.
i didnt feel too good with tt specs on.
no sense of security lah.
felt super miserable. T.T
kept complaining n complaining.
HAHS.
i've learnt my lesson n im nv ever going to misplace them again!

time flew seriously fast today.
i dont know why.
but i felt so damn relaxed.
found out something shocking too.
i was seriously stunned when i heard abt it.
cos really dont look like lah.

pw after was also useless.
hahs.
we are supposed to do our pw.
but as maykoh wasnt here.
the whole class was crapping abt funny encounters,pushups,arm wrestling.
and thank god.
im so glad i didnt go to temesek sec lah.
LOLS.
it's like so many strange weridos study in tt sch.
and it's seriously scary lah.
so weixing isnt the worst case ever.
there are far more with a psycho mind/behaviour.

got back my results slip.
so i did get more than 30points after all.
mayb i should thank the CA marks.
really helped a lot.
so my only U is physics.
but im glad it's a high U.
so maybe at least for promos i could get a E for physics.
i ask for nothing more but an E.
1 S for chemistry.
2 Es for econs and general paper.
1 D for my chinese paper.
and a C for maths.

32 points.
pretty much unexpected.
so i would say tt im pretty lucky too. =))

futhermore.
1So6 is like one of the TOP 3 classes lah.
so damn pro.
but counting from the bottom.
haahs.
41st place in the whole cohort of 43classes.
WONDERFUL yarh?!
i just hope we would all buck up.
cos i seriously wont want this class to split up next yr.
it's pretty saddenning you know.
it's just like how we got seperated when we promoted to sec3.
simply saddenning.
we all cried like siao lah.

prolly watching harry potter next week.
cos this week is like almost fully booked.
maybe just the first few rows.
so should be next week.
but im not sure when.
im so looking forward to it.
WHEE. =))
and i pang seh-ed my family. =X
so sorry loves!
cos i really want to catch it ealier!
could wait no longer. =))

MY GOALS FOR PROMOS THIS YR

General Paper- C
Economics- C
Chinese- A or maybe B

Maths- B
Chemistry- D
Physics- E

this is what i wish to see results slip at the end of year.
so maybe i should really really push myself a lot.
if not i would prolly just be retained which i seriously dont want.

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what we could have been, 7/13/2007 07:00:00 PM.
Thursday, July 12, 2007

was super busy ytd tt i didnt have the time to update.
ytd was like the worst day ever.
and i seriously hate phay phay a lot!
she totally sucks man.
for goodness sake lah!
her eng sucks as much too.
at least im sure mine is better than hers.
WHO THE HELL WEARS THEIR BOTTOM AT THEIR WAIST NOW?!
fine!
and my skirt is already considered long lah.
and there she says is SHORT!
even asked me to lenghten them n wear it at my waist!
i told her even if i wear at my waist it'll still drop to my hip lah.
n there she said, 'ur waist is thinner than ur hips,how will it drop?!'
damnit.
she doesnt get what im trying to say.
couldnt be bothered to argue with her n left after writing my name.
hate her man.
im not going to lengthen my skirt.
but there was something which was damn hilarious.
nicole went like 'oh shit'
and tt idiotic auntie told nic 'u dont shit me.u shit urself.'
then we were like 'since when did she say shit u?!'

LTS scream n shouted at us in LT5 after lecture.
seriously, it doesnt have any effects on us lah.
and he using the wrong way to get angry n scold us.
WTH lah.
30min break- it's either eat or change.
he wants us to be punctual n in our proper attire.
but it's either we are in our pe attire n punctual.
or in proper attire but late lah.
always saying he loves us, our class,cant bear to scold us.
total crap lah.
i see no point in respecting him now.
makes me detest him even more.
this method simply backfired.
we are 17 yr old teenagers now.
NOT 7yr old kid lah.

choir was totally irritating yet fun.
uncle ernest wasnt here so we had sectionals.
slacked like there''s no tml.
but i got so bored when we were outside the choir rm.
so i was pulling the leaves of this tree which extended to the 2nd flr.
and they were like 'may, what are u doing?!'
suddenly linlin said tt when i pulled the leaves, there's wind.
so she asked me to cont' pulling the leaves.
LOLS.
but when she saw tt the whole tree was shaking profusely, she stopped me.
HAHS.
so funny.
sadly, suzanna was practising with us.
and her actions simply annoyed us.
sucks.
SHE HIT MY HAND KAYS?!
WTF!
the keyboard had this screen tt looked like touch screen which isnt.
so we like touching the screen like mad.
and she suddenly HIT MY HAND is say 'dont play lah!'

i was alrd damn pissed off at tt time lah.
she's in no position to say tt to me when she was there playing with the keyboard also!
hate her lah.
vanessa was like playing her part for her.
but when she sings, it's a total different note.
oh my.
but the highlight of the day was another thing.
when we were all discussing abt our vision.
astrina said something n suzanna went 'YEAH!TT'S RIGHT!'
and doing that 'hey u!' action.
at tt very moment,
all of us went silent, looking at one another,with our DOTS face.
it was super hilarious lah!
and we all broke into laughters a few sec later!
LOLS.
we all couldnt stop laughing lah.
u could say she keeps us laughing during choir.
and yet, annoying us at the same time.
such an irony.

anw.
my kor came back from Pulau Redang on tues night.
and i almost couldnt recognise him!
HAHS.
it's like he got himself so tanned.
seriously T-A-N-N-E-D.
saw the photos he took while diving.
and it's tempting me to go diving too!
the sea waters are just so crystal clear.
the sea urchins, fishes esp NEMO FISH!, etc.
haahs.
and i saw this big fat hairy capterpillar liked creature which my kor tooked.
i didnt know they lived in sea waters too.
LOLS.
super disgusting.
i went like 'EEEEEEEEEE!' when i saw tt pic.
seems like my kor had lots of fun.
but not for me.
im stucked on this sunny island called SG.
burying myself in lecture notes/tutorials daily.
SIGH.

I WANT TO GO DIVING TOO! =))

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what we could have been, 7/12/2007 06:02:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007

today was the slackest day.
it only days like this would cont' for the rest of the year.
and im super super happy today.
no hw is dued tml.
so i im pretty much relaxed at the moment.
and most importantly.
i'll be able to sleep in early today!
HAHS.tt's what i wished for ever since sch started.
im just so so so HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
and im just as glad tt my parents nd not attend freaking session.
i was like telling my mummy about it.
hahs.
i thought she would go like 'wow.not bad'.
but instead she said tt lady luck was on my side this time.
so it's nothing to be happy about.
that's sort of true anw.

been noticing the people around me lately.
and somehow there many things gg on which we may not know.
im in no position to interfere but im just curious.
it's pretty sudden and unexpected.
oh well.
afterall, it's non of my business yarh?
HAHS.

i guess i've slacked enough.
starting on my maths tut 10 now.

POW POW! >.<

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what we could have been, 7/10/2007 08:00:00 PM.
Monday, July 09, 2007

i've been seriously busy during the weekends.
i spent my whole sat doing chem mid-yr MCQs.
obviously,the time wasnt really well managed.
tried doing my EoM on sunday.
and i managed to complete half of it.
and seriously,i wanted to slp late into the afternn.
but all the workload n everything dragged me out of my bed.
and i hadnt had a good night slp ever since the 1st day of sch.
im sure there are many others are in the same situation.
im not only the one suffering.
but still.
it's pretty exhuasting.


finally gotten back GP n ECONS.
GP was like.....
i did damn badly lah.
but at least i got a S instead of U.
it's still a fail but at least sub-pass sounds nicer than then ungraded.
and it looks nicer too.
i could have easliy gotten a D if not for my summary.
7 'L' whic was equilivent to 7marks.
and if i had rephrased them, i would have gotten the 7freaking marks!
ugh.
as for ECONS.
i could assure you that it was the worst paper of all.
many agreed with me.
HAHS.
seriously many times worse off than physics.
i only got a S lah.
freaking paper.

i seriously need tution.
and i seriously got no idea how to tell my parents.
i only told them abt my maths,chem and chinese.
sigh.
physics,gp,econs.
how on earth am i going to tell them?!

i still wanna go out watch movie lah.
if i tell them.
oh my.
i bet i cant even step out of the house.
oh my oh my!
T.T

anw.
yongyong told me 1 lame joke lah.
people with 4Us can sing the SRJC sch song.
why?
cos 'SRJC ALL 4(for) U(you)'.
super lame lah.
but i though of something else instead.
that lyric sound like 'SRJCians will score 4Us'
LOLS.
kkays. tt's super lame.

CSS2 is getting boring this week.
guohao/junjie/agnes/keely.
oh my.
i seriously have the urge to off the tv when i watched them sing.
ugh.
oh well.
it's all over.

im off to do my article's annotations.
tata. =))

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what we could have been, 7/09/2007 10:39:00 PM.
Saturday, July 07, 2007

NDP'o7 preview is currently gg on at esplanade.
saw those beautiful fireworks a moment ago from my hse.
and memories of NDP'o4 kept flashing in my head.
it was definitely a moment of my live which i'll nv forget.
the one and only experience which was rare to come.
those practice moments.
whole of june hols, usual sats n occasionally on sun.
used to drag myself out of my bed early in the morning.
go to sch n hop onto the sbs bus.
those were the times which i really missed.
rehearsed in the indoor stadium in the mornings.
then it was mass lunch break.
it was either kfc/pizza or rice which we all loved.
then we got all dressed up and proceeded to the outdoor stadium.
under the hot sun we danced and sing danced and sing.
it was pretty tiring,hot yet fun.
then night came and the ran the whole procedure for NDP.
time flew fast enough and NDP preview day arrived.
and it wasnt long the real thing was here.
the offical NDP 2oo4.
we really had lots of fun.
everyone felt so energetic like never before.
HIGH HIGH HIGH was all i could say.
partied after everything ended.
went onto the main stage and played.
was reluctant to leave when it was time.
the place the people the moment.
especially our dear lady bus driver who transported to n fro.
and our dearest army kor who refused to even smile on the v last day.
HAHS.

really missed those moments.
if only we could get to perform during ndp again.
maybe next year?
i really hope so.
heard that there aint combined sch choir performing this yr.
how sad.


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what we could have been, 7/07/2007 08:37:00 PM.
Friday, July 06, 2007

a blushed and happy morning to start with.
haahs.
xh should know why. =))
oh well.
i didnt quite expect it since he's always rching sch early.
and xh made me feel so paiseh when she brought the matter up.
so now JI is also figuring out who he is.
LOLS.
JI jiayouu! cont' to guess. hehs.
i will always rmb what u did after sch kkays LINLIN!
next time if i know i tease you also! =P

many many things happened today.
and in a way or so it made me very happy.
maths lecture was a torture due to some freaking disgusting smell!
i almost fainted inhaling those poisonous gas!
LOLS.

got back 2 of my papers today.
i passed my maths with 27 and im so damn happy lah!
so when i told my mum abt it.
she was 'wow' cos i told her only 6ppl passed in my class.
HAHS.
nice one.
but i didnt tell her how much i got.
if i did she would have gone 'ARGH!'
LOLS.
physics was a total shock.
i was expecting single digit.
but i got 38.5 in the end.
HOW CAN?!
how could my physics ever be better than my chem?!?!
ugh.
this is something which i would nv want to accept in my whole life.
could i throw away the 1 mark so my chem is better than physics?!
haahs.
WTH am i thinking?!
i mean seriously.
i didnt study physics except just memorising the principles n formulas.
and i only took 1/2-1hr doing tt.
and instead.

i took about 2days for chem n i got lower than physics!

damn contradicting n ironic lah.


econs and gp would be next wk.
i hope i could get at least a sub pass for both subjects.
sigh.


anw.
choir was a total killer.as in the session was ok.
but the song 'over tha rainbow' was really hard to master.
and im alrd feeling the pressure in singing this song.
what makes it worse is we are singing it for teachers' day.
uncle ernest damn bad lah.
get me to be the temporary sectional leader.
sians lah.
he want to sabo me lorh.
damn stress can.
i could easily just lead my section by singing off a wrong key.
HA HA!
i think he'll go mad if tt happens.
i hope we could faster get over and done with it.
so that others could jolly well take up my post.
im just feeling not too good about it.

had a serious gastric pain after tt.
damn pain lah.
all the acid in my gastric.
almost felt like crying out loud.
thank god i it got better.
but it still hurts a lil' now.
must be the after effects.
haahs.

oh well.
im waiting for harry potty!
it's either im watching it with my friends or my family.
it all depends on the parents meeting session.
sigh.
hate it lots.
ugh.

MLB's new song- is still ringing in my head.
n this song is super nice and touching.
that i felt like crying when first hear it.

anw.
yawning like mad now.
a sign for me to sleep now.
haahs.
nites guys.




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what we could have been, 7/06/2007 11:53:00 PM.
Thursday, July 05, 2007

after much time and thoughts.
i think the feeling's still there.
the excitement, racing heart beats,happiness.
everything's still there in place.
you never knew how happy i was today.
i mean in general.

the result of my chinese paper got me really upset.
seriously demoralised.
chinese kkays?!
i've never gotten as low as 50marks for chi in my whole life!
it's pretty shocking.
for goodness sake!
chinese?!
totally sucks.
seriously.
never in my whole sec life did i ever get a grade lower than B for chi lah!
damn sad about it lah.

chemistry was pretty much expected.
so i didnt really had any feelings abt it.
i was so glad that i could even score 14 for mcq when i just tikam tikam!
LOLS.
miracle lah.
hahs.

chinese oral was pretty alright.
except for that old lady which everyone ecomplained.
LOLS.
sickening lah.
her face was like emotionless.
im glad my passage went smoothly.
and for the first time i actually did my conversation smoothly too!
no 'then then then'. super glad lah.
i was so engross in givng all the facts till the young lady
quickly prompt a qns regarding my own opinions!
LOLS.
oh well.
pretty much satisfied.
at least i know i wont fail oral. =))
but i could have said a lot more better lah.
after having some time to think, i thought i could said many other things.
oh well.
it's all over n im glad it wasnt as difficult as ytd's topic.
at least for me.

oh my.
i cant bring myslf to think abt my physics paper.
i bet it's going to be a single digit.
i seriously dont know a single thing the paper is asking.

i dont know why i ended up here.
everything is going haywire.
promos is nearing yet i dont feel a thing.
i dont find anything pushing me to work hard.

my grades are like a pile of shit now.
i dont know how am i going to tell my mum.
it's not that im afraid of her scolding me.
she really gave me a lot of support when i insisted on jc.
she had faith in me.
but i kinda destroyed her faith in me.

i dont know what to say.
but i really love ur companion.
kkays.
i kinda side-tracked.
but seriously.
i just feel so helpless.

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what we could have been, 7/05/2007 09:25:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007

after watching the 完全娱乐 ep. on 超級星光大道.
i realise im getting hooked on to 星光帮.

劉明峰 is super cute with his super small eyes and super nice self-composed songs.

盧學叡 is super duper good with his RnB man!

super duper duper nice lah.
you guys should have heard him sing his rendition of 'Amazing Race' with his RnB style.
damn nice lah.
HAHS.

ohh!
rmbed i hadnt changed my ans for the GP copre hw yet!
LOLS.

anw.
im seriously going to get started with all my work+revision in a wk's time.
with all the 60% thingy ringing in my head.
ugh.
sians.

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what we could have been, 7/03/2007 10:36:00 PM.
Monday, July 02, 2007

im so glad im left with only my EoM work not done yet.
i wonder how i managed to complete the others within a day.
just so unbelievable.
Harry Potter's movie will be out soon.
is it 6th or 12th july???
hmmms.
i kinda forgot.
i wonder if i'll be able to squeeze some time to watch it.
hope i can.

anw.
my bro has been so into transformers lately.
previously was gundam seed.
now it's transformers.
and the thing is he has tons of gundam seed figurines and those toys.
and yesterday.
he bought 3sets of transformers collectible toys.
or whatever you call them.
but they are just toys to me anw.
HAHS.

and i experimented with one of the transformers.
HAHS.
transformed from 1 to another.
LOLS.
forgot to take a pic of my end product.
nvm.

and i realise that the hols have made me completely bochap abt PW.
i dont even know wth is goin on for my EoM.
and FYI.
i think im going to write plain rubbish for my EoM later.
SIGH.
i wouldt have dreaded sch so much if it wasnt for PW.
HOLS HOLS HOLS.
when will my hols com again?!?!
i seriously had not enough of fun yet!

oh my.
how i wished i could have a brain implant.
give me a genius's brain and i nd not study anymore.

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what we could have been, 7/02/2007 07:28:00 PM.
Sunday, July 01, 2007

weird family day it was today.
haahs.
went for our lunch cum breakfast at rochor.
and then went go shop at bugis str.
im so so glad i finally got my backpack! =))
and it's black again!
HEHS.
had a hard time deciding btw the brown and the black one.
and im super duper angry lah!

SICKENING IDIOT ASSHOLE!
SO SUCH AN IMMORAL ACT!
ASSHOLE ****!
I CURSE YOU KENA RAPE BY A LADY!
IDIOT!
FYI.
there was this middle aged guy who 'rubbed' his ***** against my mum lah!
SUCKER!
at first my fum thought is too squeezy then accidentally bump onto her.
so she move to another side.
then who knows that asshole move over also and cont' his job.
my mum realise something was not right and we went off far away.

i didnt know actually.
it was till my mum told me after we walked away.
and come to think of it.
i think i saw his so called 'act'.
and true enough.
after we walked away.
tt asshole walked away too.
DAMNIT.
if i knew i would have slapped and screamed!
damn angry lah!!!
want sex go geylang.
so many prostitudes for you to see and harass!
and do all you want.
I CURSE I CURSE CURSE YOU!!!!!!
better not let me see you again!
if not i report you to the police and slap you before i do so!

so just a warning to girls out there.
becareful when you are at crowded places.
protect yourself and dont be afraid to shout out.
dont let these perverts sucky guys to get away with it!
UGH.

enough of unhappy stuff.
back to family day.
went to beach road after that.
helped my bro to sew on his badge onto his army uni.
so while waiting.
we went to this THAI so called shopping centre.
oh man.
i seriously hate the smell there.
smells of rotten eggs+rotten beefs.
YUCKS.
went to the thai supermart.
and i got pretty much disgusted.
they even sell cockroaches+teeny weeny crabs!
YUCKS!
totally disgusting.
and those food such as 'fresh beef parts and chicken' aint fresh at all.
super disgusting.
all the food they sell there.
OMG!
i swear i'll never step into thailand.
cos i know i never be able to survive there.

oh well.
i said i wantd to start my work on fri.
but sadly.
i was too tired and lazy to do anything.
till now.
i have 4mindmaps+1summary+1/2 compo+1compre+EoM not done!
i reallt dont feel like doing nything lah.
haish.
guess i'd better complete my 4mindmaps+1/2 compo by tonight.
if not i'll never be able to get it done before sch starts.
SIGH.

bye guys.
misery.

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