Thursday, July 19, 2007
the day went pretty well with the HOD of science talk first thing in the morning.
have been hearing the same thing over and over again.
it was seriously boring.
but everything said was not to be forgotten.
i know how tough the competition is.
and how impt it is for me to start my revision now.
and i really mean NOW. this moment this time.
so now i question myself.
WTH am i doing by sitting in front of the com n blog now?!
i kept doing all the talking yet no actions seem to come from me.
maybe.....or should i say
I SHOULD cut down on useless activities?!
SIGH.
i know it's all about hard work.
but still. i wanna pray hard and just hope all is well.
anw.
i was seriously shocked during physics.
not tt o was afraid of his shoutings etc.
but it was so sudden tt it woke me up frm my stoning.
LOLS.
and now.
i think tt his so-called 'love n care' for us were just an act.
im having doubts about it.
it always happens doesnt it?
oh well.
went home after sch.
but loitered outside sch gate for a moment.
cos you know what.
i thought i would have escaped when i ask peili to walk faster.
but it seems tt it didnt work.
so coincidentally,
i met linlin n weiting while loitering with peili.
we were both super scared.
you know you know!!!
1S09 girls going to the jap cemetry.
or rather they went after sch.
LOLS.
so fun!
it's for of the chapters in the chinese tb.
anw.
told my story to linlin.
and as i cont'ed with my story.
i felt super angry+irritated.
UGH.
hating it lah.
AHHHHH!!!!
im bad im evil.
but i seriously hate it.
im trying to be nice.
im trying not to be tt bad.
but it seems tt i cant.
hell begins early in the morning.
i will die.
i know i will.
and i will be super irritated tt i might not talk again.
and i'll be there being super moody.
tt's what i predict.
see how it goes then.
lots of assiignments today.
SIANS.
have been hearing the same thing over and over again.
it was seriously boring.
but everything said was not to be forgotten.
i know how tough the competition is.
and how impt it is for me to start my revision now.
and i really mean NOW. this moment this time.
so now i question myself.
WTH am i doing by sitting in front of the com n blog now?!
i kept doing all the talking yet no actions seem to come from me.
maybe.....or should i say
I SHOULD cut down on useless activities?!
SIGH.
i know it's all about hard work.
but still. i wanna pray hard and just hope all is well.
anw.
i was seriously shocked during physics.
not tt o was afraid of his shoutings etc.
but it was so sudden tt it woke me up frm my stoning.
LOLS.
and now.
i think tt his so-called 'love n care' for us were just an act.
im having doubts about it.
it always happens doesnt it?
oh well.
went home after sch.
but loitered outside sch gate for a moment.
cos you know what.
i thought i would have escaped when i ask peili to walk faster.
but it seems tt it didnt work.
so coincidentally,
i met linlin n weiting while loitering with peili.
we were both super scared.
you know you know!!!
1S09 girls going to the jap cemetry.
or rather they went after sch.
LOLS.
so fun!
it's for of the chapters in the chinese tb.
anw.
told my story to linlin.
and as i cont'ed with my story.
i felt super angry+irritated.
UGH.
hating it lah.
AHHHHH!!!!
im bad im evil.
but i seriously hate it.
im trying to be nice.
im trying not to be tt bad.
but it seems tt i cant.
hell begins early in the morning.
i will die.
i know i will.
and i will be super irritated tt i might not talk again.
and i'll be there being super moody.
tt's what i predict.
see how it goes then.
lots of assiignments today.
SIANS.
Labels: i love me and i love euu. hehs.
what we could have been, 7/19/2007 07:37:00 PM.
