Thursday, July 05, 2007
after much time and thoughts.
i think the feeling's still there.
the excitement, racing heart beats,happiness.
everything's still there in place.
you never knew how happy i was today.
i mean in general.
the result of my chinese paper got me really upset.
seriously demoralised.
chinese kkays?!
i've never gotten as low as 50marks for chi in my whole life!
it's pretty shocking.
for goodness sake!
chinese?!
totally sucks.
seriously.
never in my whole sec life did i ever get a grade lower than B for chi lah!
damn sad about it lah.
chemistry was pretty much expected.
so i didnt really had any feelings abt it.
i was so glad that i could even score 14 for mcq when i just tikam tikam!
LOLS.
miracle lah.
hahs.
chinese oral was pretty alright.
except for that old lady which everyone ecomplained.
LOLS.
sickening lah.
her face was like emotionless.
im glad my passage went smoothly.
and for the first time i actually did my conversation smoothly too!
no 'then then then'. super glad lah.
i was so engross in givng all the facts till the young lady
quickly prompt a qns regarding my own opinions!
LOLS.
oh well.
pretty much satisfied.
at least i know i wont fail oral. =))
but i could have said a lot more better lah.
after having some time to think, i thought i could said many other things.
oh well.
it's all over n im glad it wasnt as difficult as ytd's topic.
at least for me.
oh my.
i cant bring myslf to think abt my physics paper.
i bet it's going to be a single digit.
i seriously dont know a single thing the paper is asking.
i dont know why i ended up here.
everything is going haywire.
promos is nearing yet i dont feel a thing.
i dont find anything pushing me to work hard.
my grades are like a pile of shit now.
i dont know how am i going to tell my mum.
it's not that im afraid of her scolding me.
she really gave me a lot of support when i insisted on jc.
she had faith in me.
but i kinda destroyed her faith in me.
i dont know what to say.
but i really love ur companion.
kkays.
i kinda side-tracked.
but seriously.
i just feel so helpless.
i think the feeling's still there.
the excitement, racing heart beats,happiness.
everything's still there in place.
you never knew how happy i was today.
i mean in general.
the result of my chinese paper got me really upset.
seriously demoralised.
chinese kkays?!
i've never gotten as low as 50marks for chi in my whole life!
it's pretty shocking.
for goodness sake!
chinese?!
totally sucks.
seriously.
never in my whole sec life did i ever get a grade lower than B for chi lah!
damn sad about it lah.
chemistry was pretty much expected.
so i didnt really had any feelings abt it.
i was so glad that i could even score 14 for mcq when i just tikam tikam!
LOLS.
miracle lah.
hahs.
chinese oral was pretty alright.
except for that old lady which everyone ecomplained.
LOLS.
sickening lah.
her face was like emotionless.
im glad my passage went smoothly.
and for the first time i actually did my conversation smoothly too!
no 'then then then'. super glad lah.
i was so engross in givng all the facts till the young lady
quickly prompt a qns regarding my own opinions!
LOLS.
oh well.
pretty much satisfied.
at least i know i wont fail oral. =))
but i could have said a lot more better lah.
after having some time to think, i thought i could said many other things.
oh well.
it's all over n im glad it wasnt as difficult as ytd's topic.
at least for me.
oh my.
i cant bring myslf to think abt my physics paper.
i bet it's going to be a single digit.
i seriously dont know a single thing the paper is asking.
i dont know why i ended up here.
everything is going haywire.
promos is nearing yet i dont feel a thing.
i dont find anything pushing me to work hard.
my grades are like a pile of shit now.
i dont know how am i going to tell my mum.
it's not that im afraid of her scolding me.
she really gave me a lot of support when i insisted on jc.
she had faith in me.
but i kinda destroyed her faith in me.
i dont know what to say.
but i really love ur companion.
kkays.
i kinda side-tracked.
but seriously.
i just feel so helpless.
Labels: i feel so despaired and i miss you so.
what we could have been, 7/05/2007 09:25:00 PM.
