Saturday, June 30, 2007
dedicated to my beloved idol- ISHI.
for those of you who dont know who he is.
he's 1 of the SUPERBAND project contestants.
SOUL.
he's 1 of the 5 members in SOUL.
he was announced dead today and it was showed on news.
the newspaper reported that it was a suicidal case.
i was pretty much shocked when i heard about his death.
it was so sudden.
young guy with a passion for dance who loved the stage a lot.
bright future.
hopes of becoming a renown dance teacher 1 day.
DASHED.
i rmb how i used to go crazy over him.
fascinated by his dance moves and everything abt him.
now that he's gone.
SOUL will and can never be complete.
the fivesome can never perform on stage as SOUL again.
fond memories back then can only be buried in the heart now.
and truly, i miss him from the bottom of my heart.
he'll always be my fave. dancer.
ALWAYS.
maybe suicide was the best way out for him.
maybe he could take it no longer.
but it was really foolish of him.
his selfish act brought agony to those who cared for him.
but maybe he was really really very miserable.
it's hard to put oneself in another's situation n understand completely.
i know he has now moved on to another phase of his life.
a whole new journey.
a whole new place.
a whole new envt.
i just hope he will be more optimistic n happier over there.
after reading his blog.
did i realise he was v pessimistic abt his life.
so i just hope he can live his life more fruitfully.
this is what he wrote in one of his posts.
for those of you who dont know who he is.
he's 1 of the SUPERBAND project contestants.
SOUL.
he's 1 of the 5 members in SOUL.
he was announced dead today and it was showed on news.
the newspaper reported that it was a suicidal case.
i was pretty much shocked when i heard about his death.
it was so sudden.
young guy with a passion for dance who loved the stage a lot.
bright future.
hopes of becoming a renown dance teacher 1 day.
DASHED.
i rmb how i used to go crazy over him.
fascinated by his dance moves and everything abt him.
now that he's gone.
SOUL will and can never be complete.
the fivesome can never perform on stage as SOUL again.
fond memories back then can only be buried in the heart now.
and truly, i miss him from the bottom of my heart.
he'll always be my fave. dancer.
ALWAYS.
maybe suicide was the best way out for him.
maybe he could take it no longer.
but it was really foolish of him.
his selfish act brought agony to those who cared for him.
but maybe he was really really very miserable.
it's hard to put oneself in another's situation n understand completely.
i know he has now moved on to another phase of his life.
a whole new journey.
a whole new place.
a whole new envt.
i just hope he will be more optimistic n happier over there.
after reading his blog.
did i realise he was v pessimistic abt his life.
so i just hope he can live his life more fruitfully.
this is what he wrote in one of his posts.
走在这下着雨的道路上，你真正在等的是什么？什么才算是真的拥有？心灵上的？肉体上的？可能都不是这些。。可能你什么都没有拥有过。凡事只要已尽力，所该说的话都已说完，是否就已足够了？什么才是终点，如果你一直以来都不知道什么是起点。事实上，可能一直以来都不曾有过起点。又哪来的终点？就算有终点，你又怎能知道那里是终点呢？是由天来定，还是由人来定？
what we could have been, 6/30/2007 01:39:00 AM.
