Tuesday, September 09, 2008
IT'S TIME TO START AFRESH FROM TML ONWARDS.
ohkays.
as i promised myself ytd.
today shall be the end of 2days of emo-ing.
but seriously.
today was a very very very bad day to begin with.
mroh finally talked to me this morning after assembly.
apparantly, i could sense that he was trying to be not so direct.
but somehow, i guess he was able to express himself well enough.
and of cos', he said things that were very insensitive.
tears filled my eyes when he talked to me.
but i held them back somehow.
tears finally rolled down after i walked off.
but luckily i managed to control my emotions.
i guess dear peili&xian didnt know what to do with me.
i told xian to leave me alone before talking to me abt anything agn.
cos' i would cry even more if she were to cont' consolling me.
whole new GP banding tml again. i'll miss dear peili. :((
i've only got myself to blame for not doing well for paper 2.
me&peili's paper 1 same standard de so overall she still do better.
then it's like hai. at most get an S only loh. demoralising.
at least she can pass her GP with at least a D or E.
maths p2 was alright cos' i managed to pass.
BUT maths p1 was very badly done. 29marks.
if it werent for P1 i could have passed my maths.
ugh!!!!!!!!!! as i flipped thru' my paper 1.
i realised that i must have been possessed during the exams.
somehow the graph is in the gc for me to see.
i drew the graph exactly the way it is.
BUT. somehow i dont know why it shifted 1unit down the graph. -.-
GOSH. and the steps also! careless careless careless!
cant stand myself u know.
*sigh*
emo-ed the whole day today.
uhm. i mean 3/4 of the day today. :((
managed to cheer myself up for a moment today.
maybe a little during lunch cos' of stupid xh/wt who made me laughed.
and after which i made peili&xian laugh like mad cos of the char siew!
poor me right. sad le still try & make people laugh. >.<
but nvm. at least i enjoyed myself at that very moment.
then thanks to mdm saddiah who made me happy during econs.
somehow i guess heaven made her HIGH to cheer me up. hehs. XD
studied phy after sch.
it was a good start but not as good.
however i still couldnt finish nuclear today.
but at least i kind of know part of the sub topics.
seriously idk wth nuclear was abt before the prelims.
thanks to yongyong for accompanying me tonight too.
complained quite a lot to her too.
sharing our experiences n sutffs.
it was really great to have her by my side! :))
lets have more of these sesssions ohkays??
haahs. i know must book one day in advance de! LOLS.
我相信这段童话故事并不属于我
紧紧抓住也没有用 放手也许会更好过
一定要永远相信 终有一天
我会找到一个 非我莫属的童话故事
也是时候踏出这个圈圈了
好好看清楚这个世界
也许会发现这个世界
并不是想象中的那么黑白
记得 一定要相信.......
before i end off.
share something which bff told me tt enlightened me.
失恋是另一段感情的开始. :))
ohkays.
as i promised myself ytd.
today shall be the end of 2days of emo-ing.
but seriously.
today was a very very very bad day to begin with.
mroh finally talked to me this morning after assembly.
apparantly, i could sense that he was trying to be not so direct.
but somehow, i guess he was able to express himself well enough.
and of cos', he said things that were very insensitive.
tears filled my eyes when he talked to me.
but i held them back somehow.
tears finally rolled down after i walked off.
but luckily i managed to control my emotions.
i guess dear peili&xian didnt know what to do with me.
i told xian to leave me alone before talking to me abt anything agn.
cos' i would cry even more if she were to cont' consolling me.
whole new GP banding tml again. i'll miss dear peili. :((
i've only got myself to blame for not doing well for paper 2.
me&peili's paper 1 same standard de so overall she still do better.
then it's like hai. at most get an S only loh. demoralising.
at least she can pass her GP with at least a D or E.
maths p2 was alright cos' i managed to pass.
BUT maths p1 was very badly done. 29marks.
if it werent for P1 i could have passed my maths.
ugh!!!!!!!!!! as i flipped thru' my paper 1.
i realised that i must have been possessed during the exams.
somehow the graph is in the gc for me to see.
i drew the graph exactly the way it is.
BUT. somehow i dont know why it shifted 1unit down the graph. -.-
GOSH. and the steps also! careless careless careless!
cant stand myself u know.
*sigh*
emo-ed the whole day today.
uhm. i mean 3/4 of the day today. :((
managed to cheer myself up for a moment today.
maybe a little during lunch cos' of stupid xh/wt who made me laughed.
and after which i made peili&xian laugh like mad cos of the char siew!
poor me right. sad le still try & make people laugh. >.<
but nvm. at least i enjoyed myself at that very moment.
then thanks to mdm saddiah who made me happy during econs.
somehow i guess heaven made her HIGH to cheer me up. hehs. XD
studied phy after sch.
it was a good start but not as good.
however i still couldnt finish nuclear today.
but at least i kind of know part of the sub topics.
seriously idk wth nuclear was abt before the prelims.
thanks to yongyong for accompanying me tonight too.
complained quite a lot to her too.
sharing our experiences n sutffs.
it was really great to have her by my side! :))
lets have more of these sesssions ohkays??
haahs. i know must book one day in advance de! LOLS.
我相信这段童话故事并不属于我
紧紧抓住也没有用 放手也许会更好过
一定要永远相信 终有一天
我会找到一个 非我莫属的童话故事
也是时候踏出这个圈圈了
好好看清楚这个世界
也许会发现这个世界
并不是想象中的那么黑白
记得 一定要相信.......
before i end off.
share something which bff told me tt enlightened me.
失恋是另一段感情的开始. :))
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what we could have been, 9/09/2008 10:22:00 PM.
