Tuesday, May 22, 2007
my head hurts like mad now lah!
UGH!
sure got blue black lerh lorh.
T.T
touch also pain.
sia lah.
nvm.
forget it.
im happy and depressed at the moment.
i feel like CRYING.
be it tears of joy or sadness.
i can have a day off sch 2ml and tt's what im damn happy abt.
as for the depressed part.
HAISH.
told my friends how unfair i was to the rest.
VERY VERY UNFAIR.
im just not doing anything.
could some1 just invent some miracle pills?!
the ones where will provide ur brain with plentiful ideas.
that would be so fantastic lahh.
as for studies.
haish.
MY PHYSICS!!!!
what made me take physics in the first place lah!
HMPH.
should have taken geog lah.
so much easier.
physics is all about apply apply apply formulas.
damn disgusting.
and i've been failing for like god's sake.
physics is just so alien to me.
im so damn stressed now.
i have to do really well in my studies lah.
cuz i need to prove my kor and daddy wrong.
they insisted on getting me to a poly lah.
then they said what 'later you retain.waste your time'
then say what 'later nv do well cant go uni.'
i could still rmb how harsh my kor was on my decision to a jc.
SAD LIFE.
i was so looking forward to my birthday few days ago.
well.
now.
i dont.
dont now why.
im just so so so so so depressed.SAD.
my whole mind is 'im unfair.im unfair.im bring selfish!'
haish.
really sorry guys.
but i really dont know how.
sorry.
UGH!
sure got blue black lerh lorh.
T.T
touch also pain.
sia lah.
nvm.
forget it.
im happy and depressed at the moment.
i feel like CRYING.
be it tears of joy or sadness.
i can have a day off sch 2ml and tt's what im damn happy abt.
as for the depressed part.
HAISH.
told my friends how unfair i was to the rest.
VERY VERY UNFAIR.
im just not doing anything.
could some1 just invent some miracle pills?!
the ones where will provide ur brain with plentiful ideas.
that would be so fantastic lahh.
as for studies.
haish.
MY PHYSICS!!!!
what made me take physics in the first place lah!
HMPH.
should have taken geog lah.
so much easier.
physics is all about apply apply apply formulas.
damn disgusting.
and i've been failing for like god's sake.
physics is just so alien to me.
im so damn stressed now.
i have to do really well in my studies lah.
cuz i need to prove my kor and daddy wrong.
they insisted on getting me to a poly lah.
then they said what 'later you retain.waste your time'
then say what 'later nv do well cant go uni.'
i could still rmb how harsh my kor was on my decision to a jc.
SAD LIFE.
i was so looking forward to my birthday few days ago.
well.
now.
i dont.
dont now why.
im just so so so so so depressed.SAD.
my whole mind is 'im unfair.im unfair.im bring selfish!'
haish.
really sorry guys.
but i really dont know how.
sorry.
Labels: she needs some time alone.
what we could have been, 5/22/2007 06:17:00 PM.
