Thursday, November 08, 2007
today's deepavali.
but it feels like any other normal days.
at least bugis street is v happening today.
LOLS.
so it kinda liften up my mood for today.
im so glad i've finally got my black jeans. =D
i guess my cardigan would be coming in next wk.
im just so glad i dont have to pay for them.
cos im so so so broke. hehs.
i seriously love shopping a lot.
if only i could buy everything that i see. HAHS.
supp lessons starts tml.
and im dreading it so so so much.
gosh. gosh gosh. this sucks.
everything wont be the same anymore.
the LT is no longer gg to be fully occupied for chem n maths.
and for my class as well.
we're now down to 13people. sigh.
anw. the main thing is.
i dont feel like studying for now.
and the thing is i have cca at 4pm tml. =((
i dont want.
i think my lesson ends at 1130.
a freaking 4 1/2 hrs to go b4 choir starts.
this is so so so so sians.
idontwantogo. =((
im dreading sch these days.
i guess i shld just go and find a job now.
work at the zoo maybe? LOLS.
i dont mind working at KBox too. =X
ohkayohkays. this 2 jobs hav no future.
i guess i shld just drop this idea.
fine fine fine.
im so hating the kind of life im leading now.
this just sucks so much.
ohh. a few days ago.
my bro's buddy commited suicide.
it was all over in the papers a few days back.
and it was all becos of LOVE.
why why why>?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
i dont get it.
why must people do such a foolish thing?!
it's just a breakup.
what's the big deal.
life is so much more precious.
sigh.
heard frm my bro that even before this.
he has alrd tried committing suicide TWICE!
1st time was he took 80+ panadol pills.
the 2nd time was tt he tried jumping off the building.
but luckily enough, he was stopped in time.
but this time. sigh.
it was too late.
and the worst thing is that.
his dad saw the whole process of his son
jumping off the building with his own eyes!
could u imagine how traumatised his dad wld have felt?!
everything happened too fast tt he couldnt stop him in time.
sigh. his family esp his dad must have felt so helpless.
why must he be so silly to choose death as the way out.
LOVE is nothing compared to ur own life.
one can always find another love in time to come.
why didnt he see things frm another perspective?!
she might not be his mrs.right.
there might be another one waiting for him.
hai.
no matter how difficult life is, be it love, studies etc.
im sure there's always a way out.
there's no point forsaking ur life for love.
but it feels like any other normal days.
at least bugis street is v happening today.
LOLS.
so it kinda liften up my mood for today.
im so glad i've finally got my black jeans. =D
i guess my cardigan would be coming in next wk.
im just so glad i dont have to pay for them.
cos im so so so broke. hehs.
i seriously love shopping a lot.
if only i could buy everything that i see. HAHS.
supp lessons starts tml.
and im dreading it so so so much.
gosh. gosh gosh. this sucks.
everything wont be the same anymore.
the LT is no longer gg to be fully occupied for chem n maths.
and for my class as well.
we're now down to 13people. sigh.
anw. the main thing is.
i dont feel like studying for now.
and the thing is i have cca at 4pm tml. =((
i dont want.
i think my lesson ends at 1130.
a freaking 4 1/2 hrs to go b4 choir starts.
this is so so so so sians.
idontwantogo. =((
im dreading sch these days.
i guess i shld just go and find a job now.
work at the zoo maybe? LOLS.
i dont mind working at KBox too. =X
ohkayohkays. this 2 jobs hav no future.
i guess i shld just drop this idea.
fine fine fine.
im so hating the kind of life im leading now.
this just sucks so much.
ohh. a few days ago.
my bro's buddy commited suicide.
it was all over in the papers a few days back.
and it was all becos of LOVE.
why why why>?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
i dont get it.
why must people do such a foolish thing?!
it's just a breakup.
what's the big deal.
life is so much more precious.
sigh.
heard frm my bro that even before this.
he has alrd tried committing suicide TWICE!
1st time was he took 80+ panadol pills.
the 2nd time was tt he tried jumping off the building.
but luckily enough, he was stopped in time.
but this time. sigh.
it was too late.
and the worst thing is that.
his dad saw the whole process of his son
jumping off the building with his own eyes!
could u imagine how traumatised his dad wld have felt?!
everything happened too fast tt he couldnt stop him in time.
sigh. his family esp his dad must have felt so helpless.
why must he be so silly to choose death as the way out.
LOVE is nothing compared to ur own life.
one can always find another love in time to come.
why didnt he see things frm another perspective?!
she might not be his mrs.right.
there might be another one waiting for him.
hai.
no matter how difficult life is, be it love, studies etc.
im sure there's always a way out.
there's no point forsaking ur life for love.
what we could have been, 11/08/2007 05:33:00 PM.
