Friday, July 17, 2009
TIMBRE FROM DAYLIGHT TO NIGHTFALL W/ OG3+EXCOS((:
woke up today w/ the same feelings i had last night.
i cant believe i actually cried as i went to bed.
everything felt so wrong so bad so frustrating!
nv thought tt i'd to go thru' the pain all over again.
the same kind of struggle i had to handle just 3mths ago.
are my feelings that easily wavered? it seems so.
i'm beginning to doubt my feelings & i feel like a bitch.
what's with falling for someone right after e previous was gone?
what's with falling for someone who feels so stranger to me?
what's with falling for the wrong guy at the wrong time?
what's wrong with my heart for melting so easily?
what's wrong with everything that's found in me?
as much as i would like to live in self-denial.
i've got understand the reality that's placed right before me.
it seemed so true. so real. so RIGHT.
so PERFECTLY RIGHT that i felt i was just a nobody.
i really dont know. the pain is suffocating.
whatever it is.
i doubt i'll have the courage to see what i've to now. :'((
woke up today w/ the same feelings i had last night.
i cant believe i actually cried as i went to bed.
everything felt so wrong so bad so frustrating!
nv thought tt i'd to go thru' the pain all over again.
the same kind of struggle i had to handle just 3mths ago.
are my feelings that easily wavered? it seems so.
i'm beginning to doubt my feelings & i feel like a bitch.
what's with falling for someone right after e previous was gone?
what's with falling for someone who feels so stranger to me?
what's with falling for the wrong guy at the wrong time?
what's wrong with my heart for melting so easily?
what's wrong with everything that's found in me?
as much as i would like to live in self-denial.
i've got understand the reality that's placed right before me.
it seemed so true. so real. so RIGHT.
so PERFECTLY RIGHT that i felt i was just a nobody.
i really dont know. the pain is suffocating.
whatever it is.
i doubt i'll have the courage to see what i've to now. :'((
Labels: it hurts so much
what we could have been, 7/17/2009 12:34:00 PM.
