LAST PAPER ON THURS! WHEE! :))you dont know how happy i am now!im on the clouds of cloud nine! LOLS (no such thing i know =P)im left with my very last prelim paper on thurs! WHEE! XDi immediately stick myself to my cosy bed the moment i got home today.not exactly immediately. i took an hour to read my magazine :))then i went to bed. i thought i would wake up at 6pm!LOLS. cos' i was super tired & i slept at 2plus last night. XDbut it was a miracle that i woke up 3hrs later! LOLS.i think if i have a paper tml i confirm wake up at 6pm instead!HAHS! thats what mummy said when i complain to her.about me waking up at 3plus instead of 6pm! XDi've got a goal on mind.that is to STOP being so paranoid! HAHS.i think too stress le lah. so yupps.i shall remind myself constantly not to think too much!it's always either i think too much or i dont think at all. -.-i wonder what kind of brain i have. so weird! hehs.i've nv been so happy chatting with someone online.with the exception of all my BFFs of course! :))but besides them, i think he's the first ehh.as in he doesnt make me nervous or loss for words at all.so it makes me happy & comfy in general.unlike previously. if some of u guys know what im trying to say.so let me make a note. our 2nd conversation on msn took place ytd.and im still counting- HOPEFULLY! :))but i dont have much high hopes either.yes. i have a VERY LOW level of confidence in this aspect of life.i dont why. but im just so not confident lah.so u'll always see me encouraging myself. cant help it! LOLS.i need to BOOST my confidence level le! JIAYOUU JIAYOUU! :))as i promised earlier on.i shall post the photos of my baking process+ cake tml!i seriously think it looks awesome! LOLS.just kidding. not as nice as secret recipe's lah. =PHAHS.oOH! i just went youtubing to watch the 4BIA trailer!ohmy. it was freaking scary ok! it was alrd super scary to the max without the sounds!(FYI: i turn it to MUTE cos i was too scared!)so practically i was watching the whole trailer-soundless! XDi think im weird. LOLS.generally, people who are really scared dont watch such horror movies.but i think im one the exceptions. very very ironic. im scared. i dont dare to watch. but i want to watch.AND AND i love to watch. HAHAHS. and i really do watch, i make a fool out of myself in the theatre! -.-paiseh paiseh. *face turn red* >.<hope i can restraint myself on thurs when i watch it.later peili dont want to watch horror movies w/ me next time! HAHS.haoba.stop here. shall watch my BBT for awhile then go study chem le! :))jiayouu jiayouu!Labels: im feeling G-A-Y. hehs.
what we could have been, 8/26/2008 03:55:00 PM.