im feeling super uber SAD+DEMORALISED.im going to miss my belovedFADEE many many LOTS.im going to miss just everyone.i dont know how are they going to merge our class.but i've got a very bad feeling that we'll be divided into half.and then merge with another class.sylvia said they would do it this way too.SIGH.8couldnt make it to J2.so that means tt we are left with 13.FREAK. i just hope they dont separate our class.cos the principal mention like if got 15 left.maybe take 5 from another class n put in this class.so i hope they just take 7 from another class.and then put them in our class.whatsoever. im not v optimistic about it.and i guess.......haish.futhermore.my mrORANGE.haish. idontknw how is gg to be like next yr.this feeling just sucks. and i really HATE IT! =((seriously.year2007 has been a seriously sucky year for me.i guess year2008 isnt going to be any better.i feel like crying now. T.Tthere's so many WHAT IF's in my mind now.as what the 3 of us always say. LIFE SUCKS!stucked with a damn H2 physics.i dont know how am i gg to make it to the UNI.i seriously dont have faith in myself anymore.im a lost sheep on this vast island.i have no sense of direction n i dont knw whr i wanna go.i dont feel like talking anymore.life seems so uber fcukedup for me.(pardon me for my vulgarities, im seriously damnSAD now)if only i could be a baby forever.wouldnt life be so much easier?i cry when im sad/hungry or wanna pee.sleep whenever i want.special attention everyone.sigh.everything just sucks.
Labels: i've got to learn to accept it. it's part and parcel of life.
what we could have been, 10/25/2007 06:11:00 PM.