Monday, June 16, 2008
the 18th year of my life on this lil' red dot is the worst yr ever.
my life is in a whole mess.
family,friends,studies..... simply everything.
nothing is going smoothly for me n this sucks. T.T
18 was supposedly to be like a brand new start for me.
something great to be worth remembering.
but it turned out to be the yr that makes my life so miserable.
i just hope that my 21th wouldnt be a repeat of my 18th year.
i only wish that my 21th could be something worth remembering.
at least in my whole life journey. a change in phase of life.
-sigh-
im feeling super traumatised by the recent events. :(
anyway.
i think something's awfully wrong with me.
i started SLEEP-TALKING recently. >.<
i couldnt believe it myself when my mum told me about it.
i happened for 3nights alrd! gosh!
and my mum said i've been saying the same things these nights.
she told me that when she came in to see if i was sleeping peacefully.
Night 1-
me: 3bears....
mummy: what 3bears?
me: bears....
mummy: polar bear?
me: ahhh.
my mum didnt tell me what happened after i said ahh...
i guess i went back to sleep after that.
then the next night
Night2-
me: 3bears.....
mummy: polar bear?
me: no...3bears...
mummy: panda?
me: yahh....
Night3-
me: 3bears....
mummy: pandas?
me: ahhhh....
mummy: pandas is u say one ah. tml when u wake up dont say that i dream of saying this ah?ok?
me: ok....
LOLS. cos i've been telling my mum that it was her dreaming of me saying 3bears. i refused to belive her words u see. n i seriously cant accept this fact still. it's just too unbelievable.
i feel so paiseh if it was true. thank god i didnt say anything about someone when i was sleeping. if not i would be interrogated like a criminal the next morning. LOLs.
my life is in a whole mess.
family,friends,studies..... simply everything.
nothing is going smoothly for me n this sucks. T.T
18 was supposedly to be like a brand new start for me.
something great to be worth remembering.
but it turned out to be the yr that makes my life so miserable.
i just hope that my 21th wouldnt be a repeat of my 18th year.
i only wish that my 21th could be something worth remembering.
at least in my whole life journey. a change in phase of life.
-sigh-
im feeling super traumatised by the recent events. :(
anyway.
i think something's awfully wrong with me.
i started SLEEP-TALKING recently. >.<
i couldnt believe it myself when my mum told me about it.
i happened for 3nights alrd! gosh!
and my mum said i've been saying the same things these nights.
she told me that when she came in to see if i was sleeping peacefully.
Night 1-
me: 3bears....
mummy: what 3bears?
me: bears....
mummy: polar bear?
me: ahhh.
my mum didnt tell me what happened after i said ahh...
i guess i went back to sleep after that.
then the next night
Night2-
me: 3bears.....
mummy: polar bear?
me: no...3bears...
mummy: panda?
me: yahh....
Night3-
me: 3bears....
mummy: pandas?
me: ahhhh....
mummy: pandas is u say one ah. tml when u wake up dont say that i dream of saying this ah?ok?
me: ok....
LOLS. cos i've been telling my mum that it was her dreaming of me saying 3bears. i refused to belive her words u see. n i seriously cant accept this fact still. it's just too unbelievable.
i feel so paiseh if it was true. thank god i didnt say anything about someone when i was sleeping. if not i would be interrogated like a criminal the next morning. LOLs.
Labels: i dont wish to turn back time now. i hope to forward it to the future.
what we could have been, 6/16/2008 07:30:00 PM.
