UNPRODUCTIVE WEEKEND :((sometimes i really do wonder.........do miracles really happen in life?and why do people believe that true love last forever?how can true love last forever when we humans dont even last forever?maybe........hmmms.......i really dont know......can someone just enlighten me? :))ironically, though i really seem to question this statement.somehow, deep in my heart, i choose to believe in it.but i know in reality, this doesnt happen at all.all those love novels which i've read so far.they are just fantasies. fantasies that arent meant to exist in reality.sad huh. it's just so 'reality'. HAHAS.coming to this.i really hope that im still a baby lying in the arms of my loved ones now.u get all the attention, love and care - effortlessly.everyone just wants a chance to cuddle u close in their arms.singing a lullaby & making funny faces(but stupid) to cheer them up.arent they just so fortunate,as compared to adults?it's not as if i hadnt gone thru' this part of my life.but it's just that i really miss those good times.life's just miserable now. and i dont like it.i hate it when relatives thinks jc life is easy.i hate it when they ask me to get a part-time job on wkends.i hate it when they equate me to those poly students.and they will start saying 'i've got friends whose child are working while studying'.'why arent u doing the same too? why are u wasting ur time?'it's like please lah. get ur facts right.jc is not equal to poly & vice versa.it's just so irritating. :((i dont know how am i gg to face them if i really cant get thru' A's.i dont know how am i gg to face them if i were to repeat my 2nd year.i really dont know how. *sigh*guess i'd better not think of the IFs now.shall just get down to work & work towards good grades bah.JIAYOUU. :))anw.im yearning to learn french now!and i've learnt a new french word today- C'est La Vie :))it means 'thats life'. the way they pronounce word is just so SEXY! XDnow i know why some people says that french is one of the sexiest language.so yupps. hahas. C'est La Vie. hehs.nights.Labels: french is the sex.
what we could have been, 9/14/2008 11:36:00 PM.