Monday, August 13, 2007

ohkays.
i thought i saw him today you knw.
LOLS.
oh well.
i mistook some1 else for him.
cos when u see frm the back it's so alike lah!
cant blame me for that.

anw.
i thought over many things last night and today.
i had many 'what if' going on in my head.
what if i hadnt appeal n went NP instead?!
what if i decided to take bio in sec 3.
what if i hadnt taken physics as my H2.
what ifs............
i wouldnt have been here you know.
and to be exact.
i wouldnt be in 1S06.
you get what i mean?!
so yah.

but most imptly.
the main thing going on in my head was my concerns for A levels.
oh well.
maybe at least for promos.
physics n econs are now my greatest concerns.
i seriously dont know a thing abt physics n econs after sch re-opened.
im getting paranoid.
but i dont see myself doing anything to 'save' myself.
you get the point?!
im like giving up on myself.
can someone just bring me back,prevent me from getting destructed?!
SIGH.

anw,seems like he knws about everything. i shld feel happy since it's like you know?! but on the contrary, i felt guilty for my actions. afterall, i hadnt done something so bad to anyone before. not even wanzhen. oh well.i guess this time i was overboard.ugh.

4days is enough to kill me.
what more to say it's 5days now.
i guess i'll die any moment if it increases to 6days.
ohpleaseohplease.
grant me my wish.

Labels: euu'll never know how deep her love for euu would be.

what we could have been, 8/13/2007 09:15:00 PM.