Sunday, October 14, 2007
tues is coming.
which means i'll know my maths grades by then.
which means tt i'll know if i'll promote or not.
sigh.
besides this.
im hating PW to the core.
im scared of OP.
i hate InR.
i hate WR.
i hate everything tt's related to PW.
i dont know what will happen on OP day.
i've got a very bad feeling tt i'll breakdown.
that's what happened when i screwed up my speech during sec sch days.
i stood at the hall, in front on the lower sec cohort, speechless.
i panicked cos i mixed up my cue cards.
and in the end, our whole performance wasnt perfect.
but im so thankful tt no one blamed me.
im so thankful tt my peers didnt put me down.
ohwell.
i just hope tt on OP day, history wont repeat itself.
cos it's really really really that bad.
sigh.
the world seems so lonely.
and so do i.
which means i'll know my maths grades by then.
which means tt i'll know if i'll promote or not.
sigh.
besides this.
im hating PW to the core.
im scared of OP.
i hate InR.
i hate WR.
i hate everything tt's related to PW.
i dont know what will happen on OP day.
i've got a very bad feeling tt i'll breakdown.
that's what happened when i screwed up my speech during sec sch days.
i stood at the hall, in front on the lower sec cohort, speechless.
i panicked cos i mixed up my cue cards.
and in the end, our whole performance wasnt perfect.
but im so thankful tt no one blamed me.
im so thankful tt my peers didnt put me down.
ohwell.
i just hope tt on OP day, history wont repeat itself.
cos it's really really really that bad.
sigh.
the world seems so lonely.
and so do i.
i guess donuts could do the trick.
smiley orange donut reminds me of yongyong.
looks so much like a monkey to me!LOLS.
see. im smiling now. =D
hehs.
Labels: depression comes my way.
what we could have been, 10/14/2007 10:32:00 PM.
