i guess i dont feel anything now.gan jue hao xiang dan diao le.i no longer get nervous or excited when i see him.nor i feel super scared when i sit beside him.LOLS.ohwell.i think things are better this way.then i dont need to worry so much.dont need to get nervous over certain things.and most imptly.i feel much comfortable when im with him now.not like last time. HAHS.i shall search for another one soon.wonder if my taste would change. LOLS.sch seriously sucks.cos i dont like my chem teacher.she's super duper naggy.and she scolds us over small lil' things.for eg. we forgot that even though it's bio STAR today.we have a phy lecture going on.so a few days before, she made an apptment w/ eugene/les&junfei.and we only rmb tt we had lect during STAR until mr oh reminded us ytd.so eugene told her abt this matter ytd.and today, she came into our class and started scolding us for this.for not telling her tt we got lect. during STAR.damndamn her. she sucks so much.ugh. im so so so angry.pe was very satisfactory.cos i've got a sense of accomplishment.and 2s05 girls rocks man. esp nicole.we have a very good team leader! =Dand we own our success mainly becos of her.so overall. today's PE was FUN! =Di dont mind doing more of this.only tt i wont wear this stupid restriction shorts agn.it restricts my movements.and i cant run properly.and if i do run properly, my shorts would become shorter and shorter.ugh. so irritating. HAHS.ah dern was super lucky during econs tut today.cos he forgot to bring his tut book.then it was like super funny lah.mrs sim was gg about to check our ans.when she was at shane's there, shane started asking qns.and ah dern was just 3seats away from shane.and he started gg like 'ohshit,ohshit,im gg to die' x infinity times.afterwhich, after replying shane's qns, someone else asked her smthing too.so she stopped at shane there and went off.it's like he super super lucky lah. LOLS.ohwell. in short, today is a lucky day for him. seriously lucky.maths tut was a bit siao.cos of 'AWWA'.i seriously think he has some mental disorder.he suddenly laughs very loudy when there's nth to luahg abt.and i always end up laughing like an idiot cos i think he's siao.and today junfei told AWWA he threw away all his JC1 tutorials.we were like so shocked like.and AWWA said he was a GUNDO. LOLS.i think so too.where got ppl throw away their tuts de. this incident has further supported my assumption.he is one eccentric person.i just cant stand him.he seems to be living in his own world! GOSH!okok.i hate next mon.besides chem lect test.i have phy quiz on E.Field too. T.Ti dont understand anything on E.Field.and my fate lies with tml's last consultation before the quiz.i dont wanna fail. T.TNUS talk today.me&ahli was super demoralised.we dont know how we are gg to fare if we cont' with J2.cos it seems we are not prepared to take up the challenge.sigh. i just dont know how.i wanna retain, but it seems tt there's many things holding me back.will someone just guide me thru'. im so so L-O-S-T. =((ohyah!im gg to do some baking of cookies soon! yayy!!!!!! =DLabels: cute cute boyboy. =D
what we could have been, 1/31/2008 08:05:00 PM.