Monday, August 10, 2009
sometimes, it really takes alot of courage to be just who u are...
have always wanted to gain perfection in everything i do.
but it seems like it's mission impossible for all i know.
though 19 this year, i guess my brain still works like 9.
i've always been living in my own fairytale.
doing things as i deem fit.
maybe it's time to grow up and be a young adult.
think and act responsibly.
physical pain can never be compared to the emotional one.
it's torturing you in every single way.
the guilt in me never seems to fade.
reflecting on what i've done made me realise tt i suck badly.
guess i'd failed miserably at my attempt of being a good friend.
it's time to change to way i deal w/ people.
spare a thought for others and stop being naive.
this is no longer a world of a 3 year old kid.
and maybe, to protect myself from further emotional harm.
i'd better shut myself up from now.
it's pointless to be like an open book.
now,
I'VE GOT TO LEARN FROM MISTAKES AND PREVENT THEM FRM RE-OCCURING AGN((:
anw,
celebrated national day w/ ODACians at marina barrage.
we put across our plan as to catch the fireworks tgt.
but in actual fact, our main objective is our camwhore session! :D
it's a whole great deal of fun when u're with the right company((:
even if u're stucked on an island, there would still be endless fun!
the only spoiler of the night was my curfew at 11pm. :((
having a curfew on the day of national day is like WTH!
had to give my dinner+supper at chinatown a miss.
i didnt want to ruin my plans for wednesday! :D
ohwell,
today's a new day.
be happy and live the moment((:
have always wanted to gain perfection in everything i do.
but it seems like it's mission impossible for all i know.
though 19 this year, i guess my brain still works like 9.
i've always been living in my own fairytale.
doing things as i deem fit.
maybe it's time to grow up and be a young adult.
think and act responsibly.
physical pain can never be compared to the emotional one.
it's torturing you in every single way.
the guilt in me never seems to fade.
reflecting on what i've done made me realise tt i suck badly.
guess i'd failed miserably at my attempt of being a good friend.
it's time to change to way i deal w/ people.
spare a thought for others and stop being naive.
this is no longer a world of a 3 year old kid.
and maybe, to protect myself from further emotional harm.
i'd better shut myself up from now.
it's pointless to be like an open book.
now,
I'VE GOT TO LEARN FROM MISTAKES AND PREVENT THEM FRM RE-OCCURING AGN((:
anw,
celebrated national day w/ ODACians at marina barrage.
we put across our plan as to catch the fireworks tgt.
but in actual fact, our main objective is our camwhore session! :D
it's a whole great deal of fun when u're with the right company((:
even if u're stucked on an island, there would still be endless fun!
the only spoiler of the night was my curfew at 11pm. :((
having a curfew on the day of national day is like WTH!
had to give my dinner+supper at chinatown a miss.
i didnt want to ruin my plans for wednesday! :D
ohwell,
today's a new day.
be happy and live the moment((:
Labels: another breakdown after a zillion years...
what we could have been, 8/10/2009 01:53:00 PM.
