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Thursday, April 30, 2009

陳奕迅
K 歌之王

就是爱这首歌
"爱爱爱爱到要吐" ((:

and something random.
TEA TREE OIL ROCKS MY FACE!
HAHAS XD

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what we could have been, 4/30/2009 10:49:00 PM.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009

RAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
i think my face has been real sensitive lately
so much so that i see reddish spots appearing here and there! T.T
i feel like cursing&swearing right now!!!!!!! (but i wont! HAHAS)
!#@#$#@%$#$%%$^%#$%$^*??>@"!:@
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
i think i need more beauty products now! UGH! T.T
i seriously have got NO 'FACE' to go out now! SOBBS!
worst phase of my life ever! T.T

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what we could have been, 4/28/2009 11:08:00 PM.
Sunday, April 26, 2009

STAR AWARDS 2009 ((:


(no doubt he's H-O-T)

tonight's star awards was quite a blast.
partly becos' of the no. of nominations that LITTLE NONYA got.
and in addition to this the no. of awards that LITTLE NONYA won as a result.
apart from that i'm so glad DAI YANG TIAN won the BEST NEWCOMER AWARD
as well as PORNSAK winning the 10MOST POPULAR MALE ARTISTE AWARD ((:
i could only conclude that everything about PORNSAK is sooooo soooo C-U-T-E!
HAHAS! i practically enjoyed every part of the show that has PORNSAK! :D
i must say he's really a good host! ((:

putting aside those happy moments.
my heart went out to CHOW CHOR MENG when i saw him at the beginning of the show.
i know he wouldnt want people to empathize him.
but i just couldnt help it.
idk why but my heart really hurt when i saw him walk on the stage.
it's like life seems to be unfair in a way or another.
and in his case, he was diagnosed with spinal muscular atrophy.
something that we,or even him wouldnt have thought that this wld occur.
life is just full of surprises and we are always caught unexpected.
what can we do? that's just the way life works.
but i must say, he's a man that i salute to.
cos' despite being partially handicapped,he's still going strong
and at the very least,he's got the courage to come on stage,
face his problems right in front of thousands of tv viewers as well as audiences.
i think that's enough to gain the respect that he should have.
*sigh*
i can only say life's just sooooo unpredictable.

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what we could have been, 4/26/2009 11:52:00 PM.

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
-you're still the one
-shania twain

currently addicted to this set of lyrics.
i think it's prolly because of the melody. ((:
i've got NO other reason for being addicted to it ohkays!
it's just not what u think it should be! :D
just pure addiction!

what we could have been, 4/26/2009 11:12:00 AM.
Saturday, April 25, 2009


was browsing thru' some videos on youtube today.
and i came across 'MIA ROSE' video.
although this sounds exaggarated but SERIOUSLY!
i fell in love with her voice the first time i heard her!
the above video is her own rendition of 'STILL THE ONE'
i think she rendered this song pretty well.
if u would also take some time to listen to the song i posted on my blog.
it's another song sang by her- 'FRIENDS IN LOVE'
and of cos! it's my current addiction now! ((:


ENJOY THIS WONDERFUL VOICE AND WONDERFUL SONG OHKAYS! :D

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what we could have been, 4/25/2009 03:26:00 PM.
Friday, April 24, 2009

F-R-I-D-A-Y...
nightime is arriving soooooon....
and somehow i thought of this song 'friday night-click5' >.<
"Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
It's alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night"

你笑的时候 天空就放晴了

anw
i bought 'CHIMNEY CAKE' ytd and tried it!
it's dough w/ cinnamon,honey and sugar!
and the shape is like a chimney/cylinder!
it's uber uber cute but 6bucks for it is kinda costly.
but it looks interesting so i decided to give it a try! HAHAS!
and did i mentioned?
the jap sponge cake has arrived at novena sq!
im super uber happy cos' i thought i would have to wait till june.
so now i can get to eat jap sponge cake anytime i want till 3rd may! :D
jap sponge cake here i comeeeeee! ((:
(craving for it now *oops*)

current addiction: 情流感-卢学叡
this song makes me happy cos' the melody is very cheerful! :D

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what we could have been, 4/24/2009 05:38:00 PM.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

tell me what's real what's not
tell me who's true and who's not
cause' i need to know
i need to know

when i looked you
i thought i knew
but i was wrong
tell me this aint real
just tell me this aint true

i gave u my heart and now im takin' it back
im takin' it back
im takin' it back

i saw what was real
i saw what was true
and im gonna take it back
im gonna take it back

now i know what's real what's not
now i know who's true and who's not
our hearts no longer beat as one
and you don't even care

i looked into your cold blue eyes
and i see that girl
you aint needing my love
so im gonna take it back

i gave u my heart and now im takin' it back
im takin' it back
im takin' it back

i saw what was real
i saw what was true
and im gonna take it back
im gonna take it back

i gave u my heart and now im takin' it back
im takin' it back
im takin' it back

i saw what was real
i saw what was true
and im gonna take it back
im gonna take it back

baby, im takin' it back...

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what we could have been, 4/22/2009 09:11:00 PM.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009

20th day...
(P.S-noticed tt i didnt count the 19th day?)
well,i didnt want to note down the no. of days but i had a dream of u last night.
i dont know why i dreamt of you in the first place. >.<
it felt so real yet unreal at the same time.
what an irony!
ohwell.
dreams are always the opposite of reality isnt it?

#01-went for ben&jerry's free cone at cathay w/ ling&her friend(yanling)
#02-choc fudge brownie ice cream is niceeeeeeeeeeeee
#03-spend 6bucks at zone X today. T.T
#04-jubox(is tt the game's name?) is fun!
#05- BBALL is still my no.1 loves! :D
#06-ever tried playing ddr w/ 7people incl. yourself?! HAHAS!
#07-i still love ddr as well! :D
#08-HCI students are 'GREAT' egs. of typical KIASU singaporeans! =X
#09-tuesday is waffles day & i finally satisfied my craving for belgium waffles today!
#10-current addiction~T MAX- Fight the Bad Feeling ((:

days without work(=no income) is soooooo torturing!

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what we could have been, 4/21/2009 10:14:00 PM.
Monday, April 20, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR! :D

great day with lots of nice food(mummy's cooking!)
not forgetting the yummylicious champagne cake!
the choc layers were so thick and yummy then i got addicted to it! >.<
it's uber uber uber uber uber uber nice! HEHS.

have been addicted to some korean songs and videos lately.
all because of the stupid giraffe! HAHAHAS! XD
now besides kim hyun joong, im addicted to kim hyunG joon also!
realised the difference in their names lies in the position of the 'G'? XD
and i love micky's voice from DBSK alot too!
i seriously think korean singers have great vocals!

Anw,i've just watched a video.
one that would allow me to realise tht there are things in life that we never know.
for eg. the food that people living in the 3rd world are eating.
maybe i shoudnt even call them 'food' in the first place.
'rubbish' to be more exact.
Do You Know tt 25,000 people are dying of hunger EVERY DAY?!
it made me realised that i shld be contented w/ the life that im having.
and the food that i get to eat everyday.
their smile comes from the bottom of their hearts.
and the main issue is tt they feel happy from all the leftovers tt WE threw away.
seriously, their smile would make us cry.
it's just so.... u know... unbelievable....
HAPPINESS is just right in our hands.
but we never seem to realise its existence.
*sigh*

i was supposed to end this post on a happy note.
but after watching tt video, i was filled with many thoughts.

so before i end off,
i completed watching the 1st 2weeks of april's MFBBT!
*whee*

ohkays that was random.

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what we could have been, 4/20/2009 09:44:00 PM.
Sunday, April 19, 2009

18th day...
i like the number 18 too...
cos' i've got like only 35days left for being 18! T.T
and soooooon...i'll turn 19 :((

last day of work today! ((:
kind of happy but still, i really want to work again...
reason being i wanna earn more $$$ & not stay at home and slack!
ohdear...any job offers for me puh-leaseeeeeee ^.^
sales today was rather reasonable...

went TANGS to get kor's present. 69bucks gone.
then collected the champagne cake from swissbake.
another 26bucks gone.
so this year im gg to make a card for him instead of buying! :D
then accompained ling till bout 7pm.
then chatted w/ hairul for awhile before heading home.
sadly kelvin wasnt there. he knock off from work liao.
ohwell.
wore my new pumps to work today and it gave me blisters! RAHHH!!!!
SUAY-NESS man! >.<
the journey home was a painful one.
the constant friction like wth. >.<

ben&jerry's free cone day this tues!
*wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
I CANT WAIT!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

"思念让一个人变得更强"
(爱让软弱的变坚强；坚强的变软弱)
但思念作为爱的曲折表述，爱让人变强，正是爱情光辉动人之处
P.S-dont u guys agree w/ me too?? ((:

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what we could have been, 4/19/2009 10:15:00 PM.
Saturday, April 18, 2009

i was told not to count the days...
but i couldnt help it...
the figures just appear in my mind...
17th day...
it comes so naturally...

sales been great today!
like WOW!
seriously i sold my 1st cocoa powder today luh!
like after 13days of the health fair. =.=
tmr's my last day of work before i declare that im unemployed T.T

kelvin reminds me of someone but i dont know who.
he looks super uber uber familiar.
seemed to have seen him somewhere before but i cant recall.
HAHAS.

went shopping after work!
and i bought demin skirt from zara.
plus pumps from cotton on ((:
50bucks gone in a flash!
guess i shall get my jeans next month then. :((
all the jeans tt i want cost 89.90-99.90bucks T.T
and i cant bear to take 100bucks out to pay for it! SOBBS!
RAH! i shall WAIT! HAHAS.

i cant wait for tmr!

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what we could have been, 4/18/2009 07:20:00 PM.
Friday, April 17, 2009

16th day...
i like it when im feeling happy...
guess happy days are coming soon...

great day at work.
cos' sales for me has finally INCREASED! *phew*
and seeing familiar customers coming back to me for more chocs is cool!
i envy evelyn so much so tt i wished some caucasian guy would hook me up too!
LOLS. JUST KIDDING LUHHHH! =P
imagine having 6caucasians chasing u at one time. GOSH.
anw, eileen ong wan jing was super early today!
and stupid eileen made us HIGH HIGH HIGH.
siao lah this girl. dont know why so high today.
and this girl cheated me into adding cocoa powder to my drink.
idiot her. i choked on the cocoa n it tasted like shit. =X
and that stupid girl still laugh at me somemore.
HAHAS.
ohwell.

morning shift tmr. T.T
shall see kelvin after work.
then off for my own shopping.
plus kor's birthday present. >.<
what a great day tmr!
*hopefully*
I PRAY FOR GREAT MORNING SALES! ((:

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what we could have been, 4/17/2009 08:38:00 PM.
Thursday, April 16, 2009

15th day...
is life getting any better?
HOPE SO

this morning has been SUPER UBER QUIET!
so much so that my counter and my 2 neighbour didnt achieve any sales.
we only had our first sales at approx. 1pm since the store was open at 10am.
see how BAD sales was?!?!?!?!?!
& guess what?! i only sold a pathetic 8bucks choc bar for my whole 4hours shift!
like WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?!
RAH!

searced HIGH&LOW for my bro's perfume w/ my mummy after work.
seriously had a hard time finding the one tt suits him lah!
most imptly,we had a hard time finding kenneth cole. >.<
we found it afterall at TANGS.
havent bought it yet.
cos' im still deciding btw kenneth cole reaction or kenneth cole black or RSVP.
these 3 has really the best perfume scent amongst the different brands.
i think i'll get it when i knock off from work this sunday((:
i've been smelling perfumes,coffeebeans,perfumes,coffeebeans,perfumes,coffeebeans....
LOLS.
ohwell.
im gg to burn a great hole in my pocket after his birthday.
T.T

i need another job like sooooooooooooooon.
i need lots n lots of money cos' i wanna go on a shopping spreeeeeeeee.
ohwell.
running tmr morning again.
i shall start my routine workouts again. :D
im growing FAAAAAAAAT!

gonna colour my hair and give it a cut soooooooooon! ((:
i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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what we could have been, 4/16/2009 07:39:00 PM.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009

14th day...
i like this number...
still trying to kick off the habit of visiting your blog...
still trying to kick off the habit of thinking about you...
still trying my very best.
soon i will. i must. i can. ((:

告诉我 怎么能忘记妳的笑容
告诉我 怎么做才是普通朋友



people are having wednesday blues as well. :((
that's very sad cos' it means BAD BAD SALES! >.<
but work has been pretty not so boring lately which is great!
reason being, i had evelyn jiejie&jacinthe to chat with!
& as what yiling has said, evelyn has a very happening life! :D
hope i'll get to backpack just like her sooon & tour round the world!
she's really someone who would choose freedom&happiness over high salary.
and i really salute her for that.
cos' seriously, many people would give up freedom for the sake of money.
and i guess im one of them too.
but maybe someday i would choose freedom&happiness instead. :D

i've got no more off days till my last day of work. RAH!
yiling&evelyn are having OFF day TMR! RAH!
ohwell. this means an extra teeny weeny bit more income for me anw.
*look on the bright side then*
i just hope from tmr onwards there wouldnt be any more BLUES!
and more SALES for me!!!! :D

OHH!
kor's came back from bangkok in ONE PIECE! *phew*
with the recent protests&riots going on i was really worried!
but luckily he was back SAFE&SOUND! :D
kor's turning 29th next week.
and im going bankrupt this time after getting his cologne.
GOSH. but thank god im gg to get allowance again! XD

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what we could have been, 4/15/2009 09:21:00 PM.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009

13th day...
reminds me of black friday the 13th >.<
hope you're coping well in NS...
i believe you will anw...
trying my best to look on the bright side...
soon...i wont be counting the days anymore...
soon...i hope...

people are having tuesday blues as well T.T
but im glad my sales are better than ytd.
although it's still very little but there's improvement!
evelyn treated us to easter rabbit choc today!
and im growing F-A-T seriously. T.T
RAHH! with all those chocs & cheese sponge cake. >.<
got to run tmr!!!!!! MUST!!!!!
shall sleep early today so i can have my morning run! ((:

today was super uber random.
i made 2new friends(kelvin&hairul) just by eating GO GO FRANKS. LOLS.
chatted w/ them for quite awhile.
nice people. can chat w/ them next time again. HAHAS. ((:
im seriously dead tired. dead dead tired.
i need more sleep.
and i've getting to bed at almost 12am recently.
afternoon shift tmr again.
and then morning on thurs. T.T
i cant wait for this whole job to end!
but i want more money more income!
got any offers let me know ohkays! :D

tadah!

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what we could have been, 4/14/2009 09:39:00 PM.
Monday, April 13, 2009

12th day...
i'll come to a day where these numbers would become insignificant...
soon...i hope...

monday morning shifts are the worst shifts ever.
i practically stood at my counter w/ nothing to do. >.<
customers were nowhere to been seen.
and i had so much time on hand that i went over to get jap sponge cake!
HAHAS! XD
plus i kept munching on those chocs samples like there's no tmr!
see how bored monday morning shifts are?!
everyone's having MONDAY BLUES!
accompanied shuk han till 3pm since i've got so much time!
and since there were like no customers at all XD
and we cont'ed munching on chocs samples! LOLS.
went shopping after that.
bought this damn cheap black dress from cotton on.
10bucks! GREAT DEAL!
im really broke yet im still shopping.
BAD HABIT.
i cont'ed w/ my blogshopping when i got home.
and gosh. i couldnt resist the temptation.
and tadah! i bought another top! >.<
now i shall wait for my bottoms to arrive by this month.
and my top by next month!
im finally gg to do some running tmr morning.
after much procrastination!
HAHAS.
run then off to work.
hope everything goes well tmr. ((:

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what we could have been, 4/13/2009 09:51:00 PM.
Sunday, April 12, 2009

it's been the 11th day.
i've got to learn to kick off certain habits from now...
it's going to tough but i've got to do it...
1month?
1year?
10years?
*sigh*

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
I want and Im needing
Everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so damn funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car
I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause


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what we could have been, 4/12/2009 07:57:00 PM.
Saturday, April 11, 2009

have been MIA-ing for the past 1week.
reason being kor took the lappy away cos' his one was down.
and he needed to use it for his work so yupps.
i was lappy-less for the past 1week.
i survived this whole week with 'table of glory' and 'offline diary'.

5th april-TOPONE with loves.
great day. great fun. great companion.
but still certain songs, certain lyrcis reminded me of you.



6th april- PRESTAT @ TAKA
morning shift for first day of work.
sucks totally cos' i was seriously exhuasted.
no mood for work cos' im still trying to stop thinking about what u said.

11th april(part 1)- work+royce chocs+OUTING w/ yiling&hanrong.
dear ling&her friend(JESSLY) popped by at PRESTAT early today! :D
we barely knew each other for an hour and hr thought we were workmates! >.<
HAHAS. cooooooooooooooooooooooool :D
we were so tempted by royce chocs so much so tt we bought the dark ones.
and we gobbled approx 7 each in less than 30min! >.<
had dinner..bball-ed at cine..supper at BBQ Chicken. =.=
hr had 3meals with us since dinner! LOLS.




11th april(part 2)- enlisted. (but i freaking didnt know about it *sigh*)
had a freaking dream of him last night. seriously not a good one.
visited his site the moment i got home and damnit.
this is freaking @!$#%^$^%&*&*^&(*)&
wrong choice that i've made. too wrong. T.T
i saw what he wrote for her.
and i saw what she wrote for him.
i thought i was slowly getting over him over these past few days.
but i guess i was wrong. so wrong.
it felt like the world came falling down on me.
i know i should be happy for him but...............
i guess i wasnt as strong as i thought i was to be...
*sigh*
u got enlisted today but i freaking didnt know about it.
you had us all duped didnt you.......
and what hurts me most now is that i never had a chance to text you...
now that you are already enlisted i guess it's pointless for any texts.



i know you'll never see this...
but still... take great care in army...
hope that the next time when i see you...
i would have gotton over you completely...
& i would smile and wish u HAPPINESS right from the bottom of my heart...


i know i once told u that i was afraid of losing a friend after telling you
but u reassured me after everything has happened & i was glad for that.
now...for once in my eighteen years of life...i guess the problem lies with me now...
i guess im the one who's unable to face u like how i used to now...
and i really hope i would never have to face you again till i've put everything down...
but still..i truly know running away is never a solution to problems...
guess i'll have to face you afterall...
but at least not so soon...





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what we could have been, 4/11/2009 11:41:00 PM.
Saturday, April 04, 2009

今天
又想了好多好多哦!
刚刚问了自己好几道个问题

究竟
有没有后悔喜欢上他
有没有后悔告诉了他
而最重要的是
有没有后悔
迟疑了那么久 才决定告诉他

以上的前两道问题
我很确定
我从来不曾后悔过
以前不会
现在不会
将来更不会((:

对于最后一道问题呢
也许 或者
有那么一丝的后悔吧

但至少
这我非常地清楚知道
这完完全全靠缘分
时间错过 就是错过了

然而
"如果" 这两个字
是永远不存在在爱情字典里的

在我还未放下对你的感情之前
我会当你的守护天使
随时随地保护着你
不会让你受到伤害

更加重要的是
能看到你从内心里散发出的笑容

而这 已经 足够了 ((:

P.S.your smile is all i can ask for...
although it would never be meant for me...
although i clearly understand that it would never belong to me either...
but that's just enough. really enough.
enough to keep me going.
at least for now.
until i'm over you. completely. ((:

have been digging for treasures today.
found quite a number of really nice songs.
songs with really nice melody.
songs with really really meaningful lyrics.
songs that generally add colours to life.
and im really addicted to them.
and truthfully speaking....
most english songs,esp oldies, are what i define nice music.
although im more towards the chinese songs.
but still, i cant deny this fact. ((:

And when all hope is gone I'm near
No matter how far you are I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
R KELLY & CELINE DION

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what we could have been, 4/04/2009 09:09:00 PM.

felt like penning down my thoughts in chinese lately...
cos' i realised i can only express myself better in eng for life philosophy
and much better in chinese for love philosophy
weird huh..
neither here nor there.. >.<

在爱情的字典里
没有对与错
喜欢就是喜欢
不喜欢就是不喜欢
一点也不用觉得抱歉或愧疚

也许
自己真的好傻, 好傻
但始终控制不了自己的感情

等待
不会是个办法
现在不是
明天不是
将来也不会是

这
我清楚地知道
但,有时,还是做不到
两人曾经深爱过的感情
真的不容易放下
那么单方面的感情呢
真的也会向上次那样难吗?

喜欢他
就是要他幸福
要他开心
诚心祝福他们天长地久
这爱情哲学我都知道
但始终
说的比做的还来的更简单
我并没有那么潇洒
但希望我能试着放手

在爱情的世界里
真的好复杂,好复杂喔
但其实仔细地好好想
它其实真的非常简单
非常单纯
可能是因为
往往
都被我们复杂化了吧

也许
在复杂中带点简单
简单中却带点复杂
就是爱情的特色吧!

他对她的认真
他对她的付出
他那深情的爱
真让我又爱又恨啊!

想那么多也没用
还是 'SOUL-A-MATE' 好了 ((:

朋友们
请不用替我担心
我只不过想把一时的感想记下来罢了

想一想
写一写
看一看
就好了

sidenote: life's still goes on.
we're all too insignificant to be of great influence to the world,the earth.

what we could have been, 4/04/2009 12:13:00 PM.
Friday, April 03, 2009

相信
喜欢不代表一定要拥有
只要知道那个他
和他爱的那个她
过得开心
觉得幸福
就足够了

great day shopping w/ the girls.
biker jacket or vest??
i can never make a decision.
SIGH.


sidenote: topone this sun!

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what we could have been, 4/03/2009 11:36:00 PM.

HAPPY 18TH BIRDDAY TAN JIELINGGGGGGG! =P

2nd april is the PAST-all HISTORY.
today is my PRESENT.
tmr would be my FUTURE.
there's so much more in life worth looking forward to.
HOPE FOR THE PRESENT,FOR THE FUTURE. ((:



sidenote:they never fail to bring the smile out in me. ((:

也许已经习惯了这种感觉
或许以往的经验也让我成长不少
甚至也许思想也成熟了一些
这我其实并不确定
也许 或者 有可能吧

反正
想要得到不可能得到的人,事,物
只会让自己活在痛苦里罢了
不是吗?

说自己一点也不难过是骗人的
心酸的感觉免不了
除非你从来没有真心喜欢过那个他
所以
只能试着以平常心对待

这是人生中的一个小小的考验
我相信我一定做的到
只能希望时间会是了伤的解药
真的不必担心
我已经看开了

只是因为喜欢一个人并不时两三天的事
所以
若想彻彻底底地放下一切
也并不会是两三天的事
对吧? ((:

只是一时的感想
把它记载下来
想时时刻刻提醒自己
凡事要看的开

而且更重要的是
要更珍惜眼前的这个他
因为
朋友将会是人生中最重要的一部分
只要花点心思
诚心地对待每一个朋友
我相信
友情是永不会变的 ((:

DC allowed me to believe that being friends would be a better choice.
and that being friends isnt impossible after such similar incident.
i want to hold on to this belief even up till now.
so i hope he wouldnt disappoint me. ((:
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
i hope.

(P.S-idk if u would be seeing this or not.
but still, just wanted to assure u tht im really alright.
you still my idiotic joker friend whom i love to go crazy with ((:
& i hope tht im still tht stupid friend of urs! =P
i knw may sounds silly here but who cares! HAHAS. XD)

HAHAS. dont know why.
but i just felt like typing my thoughts in chinese today.
blogging in chinese once in a while seems nice.

INTENSIVE SHOPPING LATER ON! ((:
plus BBALL AT ARCADE LATER!
(yl,i think i've picked up tht bad habit of urs le! >.<
playing bball to forget everything. )
I CANT WAIT! I CANT WAIT! I CANT WAIT!
SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEE!
YAYY! :D

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what we could have been, 4/03/2009 11:51:00 AM.
Thursday, April 02, 2009

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照

i guess the lyrics says it all for now.
and i rmb xh used to tell me
情人也许到最后会变成陌生人
至少朋友之间的友情永远不变 ((:
and i guess maybe i should be happy in fact.

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what we could have been, 4/02/2009 09:38:00 PM.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHUK HAN! ((:


GOSH! today was the most sleepy day ever!
completely drained out! :((
so were dear WANG WAN(G) LIN& yl >.<
and we ended up late for prestat briefing! LOLS.
and dear birthday girl woke up at the time we were supposed to report for work! XD


anw, im so in love with my korkor today! HAHAS!
i was super happy when i called M1 to check my bill status.
and was told that it has already been paid! :D
BOY! i was already intending to pay for my own bills today.
YAYY! ((:
I LOVE&HATE HIM TO EXTREME!


walked from my hse (somewhr near united sq) to newton mrt stn today! ((:
great sense of satisfaction!
shall attempt to walk frm house to town maybe tmr! :D
TO SAVE TRANSPORT FARE! >.<

HEHES.
SHOPPING SPREEEEEE TMR! YAYY!
I CANT WAIT! :))
& tmr's TAN JIELING'S BIRDDAY! XD
that stupid girl 放我鸽子 last week loh!
never go out with me! HMPH! >.<
shall W-A-I-T then! ((:


i think i need a GOOD sleep tonight.
i ended sleeping at only 5plus 6am last 'night'.
when i actually went to bed at around 2am. =.=
i can tell u this is total madness! >.<
i think i woke up at about 7plus 8am and couldnt get back to sleep. T.T
i dont know wth went wrong last night.
seriously couldnt get to sleep well.
shall attempt to sleep at 11 or 12am today! HAHAS.
and get ready for tmr's INTENSIVE SHOPPING!
YAYY!

sidenote: 带着一颗平常心 ((:
到最后..还是决定了..勇敢去面对一切 :D
勉强始终是没有幸福的 ((:


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what we could have been, 4/02/2009 06:43:00 PM.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009


我想保护你, 即使只剩下声音 ((:

my fave quote out the four of the above.
and this is the most touching story out of the 4short stories.
but i still love the last story best cos' it's got BBT! :D
but from a 3rd party's point of view.
this movie is seriously aint worth the money.
caught the sneak previews anw since it's FREE! HAHAS.

dined w/ xh at HK Cafe!
and boy! it costs both of us approx 17bucks each! T.T
cos' after having main dish&our milk tea.
we were super tempted by the dimsum & dessert! >.<
and seriously i felt like puking everything out after eating everything!
i felt super uber full lah! >.<
and i still feel FULL now. T.T
but still, the meal was worth it.
cos' i felt like i was in heaven when i ate it! HEHS.
and u know how long we sat at HK Cafe?!
BOY!
from 5.30pm all the way to 7.10pm!
close to 2hours lah!
i think we talked too much liao!
LOLS.

we were pretty much entertained by some joker in the theatre.
we didnt know who tt joker was.
but he/she definitely had a EXTRAORDINARY+LOUD laughter.
that we couldnt stop laughing when we heard it.
and we cont'ed laughing all e way till the movie ended!
HAHAS.

great day out!
LOVE THE NIGHT! :D
i want more NIGHT OUTINGS! ((:

this whole week is super packed w/ all the outings!
GOSH! most hectic week since AA&PRESTAT job ended.
but it's great cos' i get to spend time w/ all my loved ones! :D
YAYY!

side note: i dont want this week to end so quickly.

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