2nd day of term 3.
grades arent as good as it should be.
bad news is tt im most prolly got to resit the math MYE.
sad to say i've gotten a S :'(
my other H2's arent tt good either, a U for phy & a S for chem.
then another S for H1 econs also.
see how bad my grades really are.
i guess GP i'll be getting a U too. -hai-

i guess im pretty much motivated by my 'lan' grades. LOLS.
i know i can do well for maths/chem/econs.
it's just that im not putting in that amount of effort in.
i guess it's really really time to get down n do some work now.

press on peeps.
prelims in 9weeks time.
I CAN DO IT!
WE CAN DO IT! :)

Labels: im glad i can see the rainbow after rain again. keke.

June hols is officially over.
ok. it wasnt meant to be a holiday anyway.
i've been slacking like A's is only in a decade later.
which means tt i've not done any revision at all.
i cant help it cos' GSS just so happens to clash with june hols.

shopping just makes me super duper happy.
to sum this whole GSS, i've gotten myself:
4tops
2bottoms
1bra XD

flats/heels/bag are my next target. hehs.
i just dont have the time to get all the stuffs i want. :(

of all the places i went, i must say bugis is the worst ever.
the food there are just simply super tempting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i spend around 10bucks just on the food at the basement level.
i bought 2mochi icecream for 4bucks.
& it's only the size of a golf ball each. but it's nice anw. hehs.
i've yet to try other mochi icecream flavours! XD
then i bought a crazy nutties yoghourt for 3bucks.
and lastly 2donuts!
i cant believe tt i ate so much!
thank god i hit the pool almost everyday. XD

there's still so much more food tt i havent tried yet!
the icecream crepe,korea's rice cake,more mochis,more donuts,more yoghourts...
ahhhh. there's just so much more to name!!!!!
ohmy. i told myself tt im going to grab them the next time i go!
hehs.


had a 模范棒棒堂 marathon on youtube for the past 2days.
i just couldnt help but watch 1 after another.
and the next thing i knew, it was alrd 3plus in the morning.
if only my future husband was 1 of the 棒棒堂 members.
i just love all of them super much,esp 王子.
there are too 'shuai' to resist. kekes.
and im so ashamed of myself.
despite the so much more busy schedule which 王子 has than us.
his grades are so much better than mine. :(
he's getting scores like 90+ for most of his tests.
even his worse performance of 60+ marks is better than mine. :(
i really ought to reflect on my attitude towards my studies.
anw. thats not the main point. haahs.
i shall officially declare my love&loyalty for 棒棒堂 on my blog now!
kekes. this is silly&stupid but i dont care! =P
they just make me happy & thats enough!

shall go to bed now & spend my night w/ 棒棒堂 in my dreams. LOLS.

Labels: i dread going to sch. :'(

Yongyong tagged me.....

20 random things abt me
i need 2 tag da no. of pp which=to da no. of mins i spend
TIME START: 2.29pm

1-i love swimming!
2-i love doggies!
3-i am black. LOLS :'(
4-i hate studying
5-i tend to go nuts over BBT&FRH
6-i love the mic cos i love singing! HAHS.
7-i hate physics i hate physics i hate physics! ugh.
8-i hope sch would be alright for the rest of the year.
9-i love shopping!!!!!!!!
10-im addicted to milo! XD
11-i love the beach~
12-im wishing for a miracle to happen
13-i love happy endings.
14-im afraid of loneliness&emptiness.
15-i scream at the sight of creepy crawlies.
16-i sleep-talk. LOLS.
17-i think i love bears cos i talk about them when im asleep! =X
18-i need more courage.
19-i love scooby doo! hehs.
20-& i LOVE my family&friends! =D

TIME END: 2.31pm
WOW! thats fast. LOLS. & these things are really super random! hehs.
lucky 2: jieling sufen =D

Labels: im loving it~

the 18th year of my life on this lil' red dot is the worst yr ever.
my life is in a whole mess.
family,friends,studies..... simply everything.
nothing is going smoothly for me n this sucks. T.T

18 was supposedly to be like a brand new start for me.
something great to be worth remembering.
but it turned out to be the yr that makes my life so miserable.
i just hope that my 21th wouldnt be a repeat of my 18th year.
i only wish that my 21th could be something worth remembering.
at least in my whole life journey. a change in phase of life.

-sigh-
im feeling super traumatised by the recent events. :(

anyway.
i think something's awfully wrong with me.
i started SLEEP-TALKING recently. >.<
i couldnt believe it myself when my mum told me about it.
i happened for 3nights alrd! gosh!
and my mum said i've been saying the same things these nights.
she told me that when she came in to see if i was sleeping peacefully.

Night 1-
me: 3bears....
mummy: what 3bears?
me: bears....
mummy: polar bear?
me: ahhh.
my mum didnt tell me what happened after i said ahh...
i guess i went back to sleep after that.
then the next night

Night2-
me: 3bears.....
mummy: polar bear?
me: no...3bears...
mummy: panda?
me: yahh....

Night3-
me: 3bears....
mummy: pandas?
me: ahhhh....
mummy: pandas is u say one ah. tml when u wake up dont say that i dream of saying this ah?ok?
me: ok....

LOLS. cos i've been telling my mum that it was her dreaming of me saying 3bears. i refused to belive her words u see. n i seriously cant accept this fact still. it's just too unbelievable.
i feel so paiseh if it was true. thank god i didnt say anything about someone when i was sleeping. if not i would be interrogated like a criminal the next morning. LOLs.

Labels: i dont wish to turn back time now. i hope to forward it to the future.

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
-for as long as i love him..... :)

2. What do you want to do now?
-catch my garfield-the movie show! =D

3. What is the craziest thing you did for your crush?
-hmmms. dont know.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
-u dont hate ur friends do u? :)

5. Where do you wish to die?
-somewhere that's peaceful.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
of cos! i do see rainbow after the rain leh! hehes.

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
dont study at all & yet can still get a highly paid job. LOLS. hmms. & maybe live in a house full of cute cute puppies XD

8. Is there something which you wished never happened?
yea. i wished i'd never taken the jc route but it's too late to regret.

9.Are you happy with your life now?
not a single bit. my life is in a total mess & i dont know what to do with it. T.T

10. What if your crush asked you out?
-i would feel like the most fortunate girl in the whole world then! haahs.

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
-swim/run, watch tv, surf the net or sleep. hehs.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
-emptiness.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
-yah. good friends are hard to come by. they are super precious to me.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
-the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!=SHOPPING! =D

15. What is the most dumb thing you've ever done?
- dumb thing? hmmms. im not too sure either.

Labels: whhee

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would ur reaction be?
-i'll be very disappointed with him and heartbroken bah.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-all my loved ones to be by my side forever :)

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
-hmms. i like to have something v unique&romantic! LOLS.
i cant think of a perfect dream wedding yet. XD

4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
-kind of. cos' i seem to be losing track fo what i want in life. hai.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
-hehs. love me many lots, hyperactive( not exactly hyperactive but in the sense tt he cant be too quiet), love sports & must have a sense of humour. & most imptly,看的顺眼(nd not be very shuai that kind lah. haahs)

6. Do you have a person you wish you will be with now?
-hmmms.

7. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-being able to love someone wholeheartedly is counted a blessing & so is being loved by someone, cos' it shows that there's someone who feels ur existence. so i cant really decided which is more blessed.

8. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-for as long as i love him.

9. If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
-i would feel sad&disappointed initially, but then again, if u really love tt person, all u wish for is that the other party to be happy. so if he&that girl are very happy together, i guess i shld be happy for him too. so i'll just learn let it go as time passes.

10. Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
-yah. too many. hai.

11. Is being tagged fun?
-yeapps! :)

12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
10yrs later i'll be 28yrs old. but i'll still look as young as 18. LOLS. hopefully by then i'll have a pet-related shop of my own & a very loving boyfriend/husband. hehes.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
-all my loved ones- family&friends.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-i've got to describe 2ppl here cos apparently xiaohui&yenting tagged me! haahs.
[1]xiaohui- her laughing is super contagious & apparently, her laughter never fails to spread to me. hence i often see myself laughing like some crazy girl together w her. & she's my partner in chasing our sweetie chinese idols too! :)
[2]yenting- stupid giraffe. LOLS. very blur& slow. always ask us to order food for her one. HAHAS. super shy in front of strangers but w close friends like lioness like that. LOLS. jkjk. later she kill me. but she also v nice one. always listen to all my crap. :)

15. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
-i guess it shld be married but poor bah. i value human relationship/kinship more than money.
money cant buy u these precious relationships.

16. What's the first thing you do in the morning?
brush my teeth XD

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
-of cos'! :) since you are alrd in a relationship, we definitely have to put our heart & soul into it.

18. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
-i would pick one that loves me more than he loves himself.

19. What type of friends do you like?
-those who can click well with me. :)

20. If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
-definitely! i've really regretted making too many wrong choices in my life.

21. What is the last thing you would do before you die?
-spend my very last moment having quality time with my loved ones.

Labels: swimming marathon:)

MYE is finally over.
supposedly it's the end of my nightmare too.
but im afraid it's going to be the start of it.
im going to get the worst grades ever.
ohmy. i seriously hate it a lot.
plus the maths re-midyr test after the june hols.
im pretty sure im an eligible candidate for tt.
it's seriously not a very good thing. :(

june hols is also officially here.
ytd was the last day of the term i'd to step into tt sch.
thank god! =D

im looking pretty much forward to the GSS&outings! :)
i can shop till i drop again! HAHS.
plus all my bottoms are too loose for me to wear now.
it's pretty much a great excuse to buy more new clothes! hehs.

somehow i feel that my life's getting black&white again.
cos' i dont know what i wana say,what i have to say & what i shld say here.
LOLS. ohwell. im just crapping. so boring. =X

ohh plus plus!
i can swim till i drop this june hols again! yayy! =D

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