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Saturday, June 30, 2007

back to those superband days.
sigh.
really miss ishi lots.

love can really make or break someone.
troubled by the affiars of heart.

SIGH.

Gone. Gone forever.

just like the SUPERBAND comp.
ishi has become part of history.

i guess i really need some time to calm down.

p/s- im neither ur friend nor family. but just being ur fan really hurts. wonder how ur friends and family cope with ur absence now that you are gone.



what we could have been, 6/30/2007 03:53:00 PM.

dedicated to my beloved idol- ISHI.
for those of you who dont know who he is.
he's 1 of the SUPERBAND project contestants.
SOUL.
he's 1 of the 5 members in SOUL.
he was announced dead today and it was showed on news.
the newspaper reported that it was a suicidal case.
i was pretty much shocked when i heard about his death.
it was so sudden.
young guy with a passion for dance who loved the stage a lot.
bright future.
hopes of becoming a renown dance teacher 1 day.
DASHED.
i rmb how i used to go crazy over him.
fascinated by his dance moves and everything abt him.
now that he's gone.
SOUL will and can never be complete.
the fivesome can never perform on stage as SOUL again.
fond memories back then can only be buried in the heart now.
and truly, i miss him from the bottom of my heart.
he'll always be my fave. dancer.
ALWAYS.
maybe suicide was the best way out for him.
maybe he could take it no longer.
but it was really foolish of him.
his selfish act brought agony to those who cared for him.
but maybe he was really really very miserable.
it's hard to put oneself in another's situation n understand completely.
i know he has now moved on to another phase of his life.
a whole new journey.
a whole new place.
a whole new envt.
i just hope he will be more optimistic n happier over there.
after reading his blog.
did i realise he was v pessimistic abt his life.
so i just hope he can live his life more fruitfully.
this is what he wrote in one of his posts.

走在这下着雨的道路上,你真正在等的是什么?什么才算是真的拥有?心灵上的?肉体上的?可能都不是这些。。可能你什么都没有拥有过。凡事只要已尽力,所该说的话都已说完,是否就已足够了?什么才是终点,如果你一直以来都不知道什么是起点。事实上,可能一直以来都不曾有过起点。又哪来的终点?就算有终点,你又怎能知道那里是终点呢?是由天来定,还是由人来定?


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what we could have been, 6/30/2007 01:39:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007

my com has been collecting dust for the past few days.
and finally.
i managed to get some time off to use it.
i just miss my com lots! =))

and an update on my mid-yrs so far.
well.
guess i'll only pass chinese.
and hopefully a sub-pass for maths.
and HOPEFULLY pass my econs too.
i know im going to flunk my chem and physics paper.
maybe a single digit for physics!
HOW NICE! -.-
i cant do anything else now.
it's all over.
i'll just wait for LTS to call upon my parents.
and attend the stupid parents meeting session.
ugh.
shall just wait then. =((

anw.
finally changed my blog song again.
and there's really a story behind this song.
a true life story of the singer and his ex.
shant elaborate further abt the story.
listen carefully to the lyrics and you'll know.

我盯著天空 像傻瓜听风吼 云一样滚动 过了几年了
从那个雨天 到蓝色天空 从寂寞 到自由 原来世界早已不同
I believe I believe那女孩是真的爱我
I believe I believe 眼泪不再凝固的左手
I believe I believe有某一些痛 我们都懂
虽然在雨天的时候 记忆它老是狠狠咬著我耳朵
我看到未来的结果 那女孩他的温柔 是我的感动


Yida was asked this qns.
and what he said really made me lose my rationality.
and i cried like 1 crazy girl.
你最想对一个人说什么?

我最想对我的前女友说
如果真的有一天我想通了
也许我会出现在你家门口吧.


this may seem nothing.
but the meaning/story behind it is really sad.

oh my.
seems like im more engrossed in the story and roles
played by the actors/actresses than the actors/actresses
themselves.
i just tend to cry a lot watching these sad sad shows.
it's not that i want to.
but the tears just flow out naturally.
HAHS.
maybe i can go into acting one day!
LOLS. >.<

oh well.
im like crapping rubbish here.
senseless issues.
shall cont' with my WHY WHY LOVE show! =))

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what we could have been, 6/27/2007 12:46:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007

the long awaited kbox day was finally here. =))
crap and screamed around as usual.
and there was this kbox waiter.
he damn dots lah.
i was like telling linlin 'eh!触电!触电!'
then he went '触电嘛? 这里没有触电, 只有出电'
super dots lah!
the 2nd kbox guy who joked with us.
i can still rmb the previous one was at kbox which was above the S11.
we saw the waiter coming in.
so we all went 'eh!pause the song! pause pause pause!!!'
and he was damn funny lah!
'he heard us say pause then he pause also!'
mind you
he was still holding on the tray with our drinks n he froze there!
LOLS.
damn funny lah.
linlin scared another kbox guy today lah.
she didnt know he was standing outside our rm.
when she turned, she jumped and screamed like siao lah.
even the waiter got a shock of his life also.
HAHS.
funnny things always happen at kbox.
dont know why.
and somehow.
today's kbox session was super long.
maybe it's been long since only 4ppl went for kbox instead of the lately 8ppl.
so we tend to get to sing more.
oh well.
I LOVE BOTH AMK's KBOX.
mainly the waiters there are super nice!
the waitress are damn what lah.
the face like shit like that.
LOLS.

went home around 7plus.
and again.
i saw another SRJC-ian at amk hub.
why is it am i always seeing SRJCian?!
ugh.
and this time was MAY KOH!
FYI!
MAYKOH!
luckily yongyong saw and i quickly turned my back facing her.
hate her face you know.
*bleah*

in short.
today im super duper happy!
//cute cute//shuai//tall tall//
HEHS.

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what we could have been, 6/20/2007 10:45:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007

UGH.
im so not happy with ytd's CSS2 results.
how could JAVIN get eliminated?!
70% comprises of judges marks.
30% comprises of the votes.
JAVIN got 22,Junjie got 18.
a difference of 4marks kkays?!?!?!
damnit.
junjie's singing is so not nice lah.
ugh!!
i feel so unfair for Javin.
haish.
it's the votes that failed him.
anw.
KUDOS to FUKUAN!
haahs.
yesh linlin. fukuan got in! =))
and his singing is superb.
loved his rendition of liang zhi lian ren.
somehw his standard is comparable to caoge.
haahs.
but his body language damn funny lah.
couldnt help but laugh cuz it's really too stiff.
elaine got in too!!!!!
YAYY!
*clap clap*

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what we could have been, 6/19/2007 12:18:00 PM.
Sunday, June 17, 2007

Sonria pasta is getting more n more exciting each week.
and im really going crazy over this idol drama.
i cant wait to watch next wk's ep.
何群 n 晓诗's fake relationship will be exposed during the a/s.
oh my.
so damn angry lah.
明明就是喜欢彼此 却一直否认
很气喔! HMPH!

getting damn excited over another new show also.
EXCHANGE LOVE or 换换爱 is also another romance idol drama.
so so so uber uber uber superb nice!
第十号男生! >.<

i know this is a so wrong time to get addicted to youtube again.
but i just cant help it. XD

shall cont' with my youtube marathon now. =))

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what we could have been, 6/17/2007 10:25:00 PM.

well.
i changed my song again.
and this time.
this song is the new idol drama series-EXCHANGE LOVE ending song.
this show is uber uber superb nice. =))
the 2male leads are uber uber charming!
王传一 and 贺军翔!
oh my.
this is what i call prince charming.
HEHS. =X
how come there aint guys like them in SG?!?!
haahs.
together with the female lead-杨丞琳.
this show is just PERFECT! =))

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what we could have been, 6/17/2007 12:48:00 AM.
Saturday, June 16, 2007

the long awaited JI* gathering was finally here.
and it could have been a perfect one you know.
we planned a day that ALL 8 of us could make it.
in the end.
ah ji couldnt make it at the very last min.
S-A-D.
there has never been once so far where JI* is complete.
but i do hope the next gathering could be a COMPLETE one! =))
we had our lunch at AMK Hub's MOS.
made a din,disturbed others with our noises or rather-laughhters.
i must say the CREAMY SAUSAGE burger was so YUMMY!
haahs.
and i dont know why.
all of us become very very very LAME.
our conversation really dont make sense most of the time.
or rather very hard to catch.
LOLS.
and we started this ghostly conversation which gt xh n xin so freakd out.
and we mentioned about tt stupid maths lecturer-QUEK.
haahs.
and we linked it way back to DEBBIE WANG!!!!!
they both have 1 thing in common.
the stupid hand sign to keep us quiet.
but debbie's one was so much more uglier.
HAHS.
finally.
after hrs we got up and went window shopping.
and we went mad with this MONOKUROBOO thingy.
and KIMONO+MONOKUROBOO= KIMONOKUROBOO.
tt's was SUPER LAME!
yt kept bringing up this JI* gang thingy.
wanting the whole JI* to get something the same together.
but in the end we didnt.
poor yenyen.

after some time.
we realised somthing wasnt right.
as in.
we are craving for something.
so we decided to go fairprice and get our WHATEVER.
haahs.
weird ah pek popped out of nowhere n said WHATEVER was nice.
we were like 'DOTS,OHKAYS.'
and we cheated a lil' by seeing the ingredients of each can of whatever.
cuz we didnt want chrystsantenum n green tea you see.

and guess what we got.
ICE LEMON TEA is mine.
PEACH TEA was xh.joleen.meiyu.yenyen.
APPLE TEA was rice.
CHYSTSANTENUM was yongyong.
and it was really nice.
there was this summer donut store.
and i was so tempted by the colours of the donuts.
so i got myself one dark chocolate.
but the dark chocolate wasnt dark enough.
i wanted something more bitter.
but it was nice anyway.
we saw this ah pek or rather astronaut walking ard.
LOLS.
laughed like some siao girl.
actually it's just this ah pek wearing a helmet shopping.
WAHAHAHAHAS. XD
decided to find a place to sit and we chit-chatted again.
laughed at some kids dancing in the shopping centre like no1's business.
there was this bitchy kid.
OH MY.
so young yet so bitchy.
and we came up with a conclusion.
she would be damn bitchy when she grows up.
haahs.
and when we went off.
yongyong slipped and fell on ur butt while walking the stairs.
and th most embarrassing part was that.
when she got up,amanda saw her n said hi to her.
LOLS.
i mean.
slipping was embarrassing enough.
but ur classmate spots u becuz u fell down was super embarrassing lah.
anw kbox is on wed.
wonder if im gg or not.
still thinking.
mon's pw day.
getting damn tired of it.
everyone hates pw.
and i swear it's all pw's fault that im gg to score U's for mid yrs.
=X
seems like im pushing all the blame to pw.
OOPS.
to sum it all up.
today was a uber good day.
of cuz with JI* around.
it will always be a fun-filled day! =))

was watching cash plus holidays 2007 a while ago.
where they were showing the dance performances.
and i came to realise that........
GUYS WHOSE DANCE SKILLS ARE SUPERB are so mesmerising.
i will go ga-ga n drool over them.
LOLS. =X
the 4th dance team comprises of the guys and WOW.
they are so damn attractive.
i mean as in their performance.
kkays.
enough of my fave type of guys' talk.

tata.

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what we could have been, 6/16/2007 07:34:00 PM.

ugh.
im seriously getting damn stressed out.
i dont have th emood to study at all.
1 out of the 2wks of precious hols is gg to end soon.
yet i can tell you.
im only confident of my chemistry.
maybe a lil' bit of econs too.
to sum it all up.
i did nth much during this week.
i tried maths.
but i gave up when i tried to do AP/GP.
tt's the chapt tt's killing me.
physics.
OH MY!
i think i dont even need to sit for the paper lah.
i didnt even touch physics a single bit at all.
and i dont know wth is going on for physics.
so you see.
i'll get a very nice U for my mid yrs.
how nice.
im left with only a week's time.
and i wonder if i could do miracles.
but in the first place.
do miracles happen?!
ugh.
SAVE ME!
i seriously need lots n lots of help here.
my oh my.

just let me die.
i feel so bad not studying for my exams.
=((

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what we could have been, 6/16/2007 12:15:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007

oh my.
mummy says that my scalp is damn red!
and really hurts a lot when i comb my hair.
well.
that's the consequence for having gone to sentosa.
nvm.
at least i enjoyued myself.
kkays.
im like freaking scared now.
there's this huge moth o the chaire behind me now.
UGH. T.T
it'd freaking me out!!!
i seriously hate these gisgusting creatures.
for goodness sake.
no one is able to help me get rid of it.
and i dont knw hw am i gg to use the com!!!!
i think i'd better stop here,off the com and siam!
dont wanna post anymore.

sorry guys.
i wont be replying tags today.
blame the stupid moth.
ugh.

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what we could have been, 6/13/2007 11:22:00 PM.
Monday, June 11, 2007

BANG.
what a fun day to start with.
we were supposed to meet at 10am.
but in the end,
we were all L-A-T-E.
lols.
except for sufen n hilda.
they were both exceptionally late!
so while waiting for them.
we decided to do some window shopping.
searched for anything n whatever.
but sadly.
there aint any at cheers,cold storage n giant.
oh well.
shall drink it nxt time then.

proceeded to the monorail ride later.
alighted at the imbiah stn.
n went to our very 1st stop-4D matrix.
oh my!
it was so damn cool can!
stupid pirates show.
with a so stupid captain as the lead.
the 4th dimension was the scariest lah.
screamed like some stupid idiots.
next we proceeded to the luge+sky ride.
it was super FUN!
and we went super super super HIGH!
the guy was like laughing at jieling's $2 umbrella!
LOLS.
sky ride was crazy lah.
jieling opened her transparent umbrella under the hot sun on the ride.
STUPID right?!
the guy was like laughing at jieling's $2 umbrella again.
oh my.
why did i agree to sit with her on the sky ride in the 1st place?!
that was total embarassing.

lastly.
and like finally!
we arrived at palawan beach.
=))
beach=my love.
HAHS.
not for the half naked dudes but for the waters!
LOLS.
hated those innova guys.
they totally despised the girls lah.
sexist.
UGH.
shant explain why.
anw.
stupid junior(jieling) FORCED the 5 NIICE SENIORS to build a spa for her!
i dig n dig n dig until my hands like gg to break liao lah.
n the due to the vigorous digging,the handle was bent like omg.

after the spa was completed.
i decided to go into the waters.
after much much hesitation.
1 by 1.
we persuaded+forced the rest to go down too.
and i must say the seawater is super salty lah!
i taste my lips then omg!
hope i wont get kidney failure!
LOL.
saw this random lizard tt came out of nowhere.
and this female peacock popped out too.
i reckoned it's a female.
since it was constantly bathing in the sand+making noises.
wanting to attract people'a attn i supposed.
so i guess only a female one would do that.
HAHS.
that was lame.

decided to cross the bridge over to the other side.
and oh my!
i saw something i shldnt see.
M21.
lols.
im only 17.
this old lady tourist changing in a bush!
my god!
oh well.
i didnt see anything exactly.
it was yenyen who said she culd see a lil' of her you know. XD
OOPS!
choing to the waters.
and as we went deeper.
we was this round big thing on the seabed.
hilda was like becareful dont go near!jellyfish!
then me n sufen was like 'eh.look like PRATA!'
LOL.
and the stupid us.
went to look for stones n we threw at the 'jellyfish/prata'.
false alarm.
just some stupid
dont rly knw what's tt.
anw.
again.
we were forced by jieling to build another spa for her. -.-
no choice.
build for her.
but this time.
a feet spa+ diluted milo in it.
LOLS.
but it got washed away by the sudden high tide in the end.
all our hard work.
some1's slippers got washed into the waters.
and we were all laughing non-stop.
but i realised one of my slippers got washed off too.
HAHS.
retribtution for laughing at their slippers. >.<
cont'ed soaking in the beach,enjoying the nice sun,breeze.
went off to the ladies for a rinse.
luckily i brought an extra shirt+shorts+undies.
but sadly.
no towel+bra. T.T
so in the end.
my top was still wet.
hair all flat.
super super ugly.
others were worse off then me.
they didnt have any extra clothings n yet they still went down.
haahs.
the sea too tempting for them to resist.
tried all means to dry ourself,including myself.
cuz initally.
my top has thesse 2circles at my top.
you know where lah.
so awkward.
so i decided the 2patch into 1patch.
bt i realised there wasnt a need to do so.
cuz my bra was so wet tt my whole top got wet in the end again.
LOLS.
finally left the lovely sunny island called sentosa.
and proceeded to vivo's ljs for out nice dinner.
and after that was home sweet home.
bathed n caught the CSS2 just in time.

oh my.
i love F5 n M5.
but nothing beats more than SHAWN! =))
kinda biased against zijie for some reasons.
amy n wilson got eliminated.
the rumoured couple.
haahs.
the guohao was super embarrassing.
sort of making a fool out of himself.
kneel on the flr,slap himself,wipe the flr....
i couldnt stop laughing lah.
oh well.
i realised im seriously tanned now.
mum even says im a blackie.
and i've got sunburn+scalpburn.
so sad.
my scalp hurts a lot!
and i even sun tanned a new pair of specs home.
HAHS.
but seriously.
im too too tanned.
oh my!!!!!!!!!!
it's not nice to be too tanned!!!!
fine.
such a long post.
shant cont' ranting on.

nites.

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what we could have been, 6/11/2007 11:24:00 PM.
Sunday, June 10, 2007

it's really amazing how songs could really touched our hearts.
bring out those feelings that are hidden deep within us.

well.
just something random.
cuz i was watching the idol drama-SONRIA PASTA just now.
and the main lead was singing this song-北极星的眼泪.
together with the storyline.
it really touched me.
everything seem so PERFECT!
=))

ohkays.
im anticipating tml's sentosa trip.
as the FUN begins there.
i'll be to see HOT CHICKS in HOT BIKINIS.
and not forgetting.
HOT DUDES WITH THEIR HOT BODIES. -.-
im just crapping here.
who care about those hot chicks n dudes.
LOLS.
too hot for me. XD

LALALALALALALALA~
may is off to sentosa island 2ml.
she's gg enjoy herslf as much as possible.
n hopefully.
she would build a nice hse over there.
and she shall stay there happily ever after.
-.-

night my loves. =))

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what we could have been, 6/10/2007 11:43:00 PM.

whee.
im finally back from my swim.
feel so energetic now.
HAHS.
I LOVE SWIMMING!
if only i could do that everyday.
how nice would it be.
anw.
im so looking forward to 2ml's outing.
oh my oh my!
HAHS.
it's going to be fun fun fun! =))

oh well.
shall stop here n do smthing else.

GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUTTHE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'SUP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS MEON/OFF"

FOR GIRLS - About guys: Turned ON, OFF,or DRM(doesnt really matter):

Is taller than you: On.

Is shorter than you: off?

Wears braces: DRM.

Has blue eyes: off?

Has hazel eyes: drm.

Drinks alcohol too much: off.

Smokes: OFF OFF OFF!!!

Plays sports: On.

Smiles a lot: On.

Calls you just to say Hi: On.

Compliments you: On.

Good dancer: ON ON ON!! hahs.

Wears jewelry: drm.

Has brown hair: drm.

Has Black hair: drm.

Has blonde hair: OFFFFF!

Has red hair: OFFFFFF!

Makeup: Drm.

Can make you laugh at any given moment: On.

Loyal: On.

Plays guitar: ON ON ONNNNNN!!!!!

Plays drums: ON ON ONNNNNNN!!!!

Sing: ONNNNNNNNNNN! hehs.

He's buff (muscles): as long as not too muscular,drm.

He can draw: drm.

Easily jealous: off.

Doesn't eat meat: Drm.

Doesn't eat vegetable: Drm.

Has a tattoo: depends.

Has a lip ring: off?

Has tongue ring: off?

Honest and open: drm.

Goes to church: Drm.

Own a sport car: WOW! drm. haahs.

Own a sport bike: Drm.

___________________________________________________________________________________

FOR GUYS - About girls: Turned ON, OFFor DC (don't care)
dresses like a grandma:
plays musical instrument:
is shorter than you:
same height as you:
is taller than you:
has green eyes:
blue eyes:
has brown eyes:
has long hair:
has med. hair:
has short hair:
drinks alcohol:
smokes cigs:
smokes weed:
wears glasses:
has blonde hair:
has brown hair:
has red hair:
works out:smiles:
calls you just to say hi:
creative:
compliments you:
shaves her legs:
wears jewelry:
Turnedhas bigger feet than you:
has smaller feet than you:
smiles when you walk into the room:
belly piercings:
doesn't party:
likes to party:
laughs a lot:
pierced ears:
pierced anything else:
honest and open:
goes to church:

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what we could have been, 6/10/2007 02:10:00 PM.
Saturday, June 09, 2007

had a very very nice sleep when i came home from my lunch.
LOLS.
woke up about an hr ago.
and i was so unproductive today.
i just slacked n slacked.
OH MY.
well.
i went to popular again.
and i did the same stupid thing again.

i asked the MAGIC BALL many many qns.
and the ans to my qns are like so REAL.

1st qns- 'will i be a trillionaire?'
magic ball- 'ask again later'

2nd qns- 'will i be a trillionaire?'
magic ball- 'dont count on it!'

[omg! exactly the same ans i got when i asked if i culd b a millionaire!]

3rd qns- 'Is Margaret Ng my mother?'
magic ball- 'without a doubt'

[oh my!this is so scary!]

4th qns- 'will i get married to fahrenheit?!'
magic ball- 'my sources says no'

[HAHS. stupid qns!]

5th qns- 'do i like *him*?'
magic ball- 'without a doubt'

[HAHS. so true.]

last qns- 'will i get married in future?!'
magic ball- 'certainly a yes!'

[WOAH. ohkays. i dont need to worry abt being an old maid in the future!]

hahs.
that was so stupid of me.
but dont you think the ans are quite relevant?
they give a 'no' ans when the real ans to it is impossible.
and they give a 'yes' ans when the real ans to it is cetainly a yes.
just like the one where i asked abt my mother.
LOLS.
this is freaking scary.
somehow seems to know about me in and out.
knows about the future.
OMG.

kkays.
im CRAZY.

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what we could have been, 6/09/2007 09:41:00 PM.

see the PINK panda down there?!
LOLS.
poor panda.
has to be pink since i love PINK! =P
it's real stupid though.
hehs.

anw.
back frm my blood test.
oh my.
6tubes of blood gone.
which equals to abt 30ml.
so sad.
HAHS.
oh well.
it's alright.

ROAR.

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what we could have been, 6/09/2007 10:06:00 AM.
Friday, June 08, 2007

i suddenly remembered i did something stupid today.
LOLS.
when we were at the popular.
i saw the MAGIC BALL.
and i went 'OH! THIS MAGIC BALL!'
linlin n yongyong didnt knw what it was.
so i explained to them.
and i decided to ask yongyong to ask it a qns.
here she goes.
yong-'will i pass my mid-year'
magicball-'yes'

so yepps.
she will pass her mid-yrs.
LOLS.

i decided to ask linlin to ask a qns too.
oh well.
she didnt dare.
cuz she was afraid the ans wouldnt be the one she wants.
so i decided to ask one myself.
HAHS.
guess what was my qns?!

'will i be a millionaire?'
magicball- 'dont ever think about it'
-.-
that was so demorialising.
oh well.
no more dreaming of becoming one in the future.
maybe i would be a trillionaire instead?!
LOLS.
shld have asked if i would be a trillionaire too!
awww.

kkays.
that's stupid.
ROAR.

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what we could have been, 6/08/2007 08:42:00 PM.

sch's a bore today.
some you might know why.
anw.
we waited for like a freakin 1hr before chem started.
choir made it even worse.
shouldnt have went in the first place.
felt like a freaking stupid naive girl.
to put it nicely, we are ENTHU.
however.
to put it simply,we are STUPID.
UGH.
there were only the 3of us ohkays?!
let me repeat again.
ONLY THREE OF US.
i'd alrd made plans for today after sch.
and late at night yesterday.
or rather after midnight.
they said that choir is resumed.
ARGH.
had to cancel all my plans.
freeeeeaking ANGRY.
and yet today.
only me,linlin n yongyong attended.
kailin said she was going lah.
then in the end she nv go.
also nv inform us.
then can pon together.
the sch was so so so so empty.
so so so so so quiet.
maybe we shouldnt be that nice n enthu anymore.
seniors shld really thank us.
for all our efforts in making the gifts for them todays.
ARGH.

FORGET IT.
it had already happened.
sentosa's outing has been finalised!
OMG.
it's like FINALLY!
haahs.
can see jieliiinnnggg, sufeeennnn, hildaaaa n janiceee again!
WHEE!
i misssss them so so so so much.
havent really seen them ever since our bbq session.
which was like hmmms...
last year?! LOLS.
yayy!!
4d movie+luge ride+skyride!
OH MY!
this is sure going to be so damn FUN! =D
and the cost of having such fun aint gg to be cheap either.
HEHS.
oh well.
it's the fun we were seeking for anw.
im so looking forward to MONDAY now.
counting down.
it's 2more days. =))



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what we could have been, 6/08/2007 07:06:00 PM.
Thursday, June 07, 2007

exams are nearing n yet im still playing hard.
it's not that i aint doing any revision.
im doing some revision.
BUT.

the rate of doing my revision is slower than during sch days.
at least something is there pushing me beyond my limits.
now.
im just doing things so slowly as if the exams are 10yrs from now.
all my mind is filled with is outings Outings OUTINGS.
2weeks of hols is seriously aint enough.
and out of these 2wks.
i'll be out for abt 4-5days.
and im left with only abt 1week.
GOSH.
MAY! WHAT ARE THINKING?!
EXAMS ARE NEARING YOU KNW!!
i started doing my maths revision ws since 11am.
and till a moment ago.
guess how many qns i've completed?!
ONLY 5!!!!
MIND YOU!
ONLY F-I-V-E.
not fifteen not fifty BUT FIVE!
GOSH.
4hrs plus on 5qns?!
this is so so so crazy.
what abt my physics?!
it's many mnay times worse off than my maths.
i'll need 10yrs to master them ya noe.
T.T

guess i shld have stayed at NP instead.
*SIGH*
pressure from my kor n dad.
it's too much for me to handle.
constantly waiting for an opportunity.
to prove/reprimmand me that NP is 100tims better than JC.
hate it a lotx.

guess mum's the best! =))
always giving me moral support!
and prove my dad n kor tt i can do well in JC too.
LOLS.

oh well.
shall get myself a ICED MILO now.
boost my energy and do more revision efficiently!
hehs. =))

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what we could have been, 6/07/2007 04:39:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007

ohkays.

i wonder where euu are.
oh my.
euu are also uncontactable.
OH MY.
am i being too paranoid?!
maybe.
argh.
i shall just wait patiently.

did some reflections.
cuz one of my girls-linlin scolded me in sch.
actually not scold lah.
is reprimand me.
LOLS.
i say go shopping she scold me.
SCARY.
say i everyday go shopping then by things.
say i v waste money.
SOBBS.
but i really wanna buy leh.
the jacket is a must n so is the flip-flops.
and so is the bag.
clothes shall wait them.
though i seriously m dying to own them.
oh well.
i WILL try to save $.
i dont wanna be a spendthrift.
OH MY.
im getting more spoilt each day.
UGH.

really pissed off with this person.
seriously dont like this person's character/behaviour.
oh well.
im not supposed to find fault in others yah?
just like what my nick says.
everone wants to change the world but never himself.
so i shall just let things be.
and mayb start from myself.
hmms.
more refelctions to be done then.
TATA~

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what we could have been, 6/06/2007 11:20:00 PM.

HAHS

i went choir in the end.

but just for a short 20min.

there were only 6 of us.

others at student leader's camp.


uncle ernest laughed at my nails.
stupid lah.
say i ah lian.
at first say what 3 n 8.
at first we thought is bitch.
but it meant ah lian.
oh well.
we are both from diff era

LOLS.



consulted may koh abt the conference.
she said hafta improve on our survey.
i dont know how.
herman's in camp.
mingkai's uncontactable.
obviously no one is concerned abt the authorisation letter.
or rather the whole project.
that's what maykoh said.
oh well.
maykoh says we shld improve our survey n come back to her.
to conference n ensure everything is gg well.
this is definitely crazy.

and i cant wait for the sentosa outing!
WHEE. =))
it's gonna be hell lots of fun.


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what we could have been, 6/06/2007 07:50:00 PM.

well.
i think he went on a 'vacation' too.
SAD.Sad.sad.
NVM.
i'll just have to wait for a few wks.
yepps.
A FEW WKS.
I SHALL WAIT. =))

gotta go back to sch.
ARGH.
and it's from12.30-5.30pm.
stupid larhhs.
i'd rather go for choir lah.
3.30-5.30pm only.
with all my IMH choiryans.
how fun would that be!
so much better than the stupid NTU dexas scan thingy.
RAH!!!!

and the song on my blog.
can really make me so E-M-O.
but im just so addicted to it.
the lyrics,the melody and the idol drama.
everything just fits in so well.
it enriches the drama.
and makes it even more touching.
oh well.
I LOVE 'LOVE CUM A WEE BIT OF COMEDY IDOL DRAMAS!'
haahs.
and SONRIA PASTA's one of them.
爱的感觉
比樱桃更甜
agree with it?
well.
I DO.
as what linlin said.
the feeling is much better than hating some1.

anw.
stayed up quite late last night.
was doing the maths revision ws.
and suddenly.
i realised that my AP GP no hope liao.
haahs.
i was almost stunned by summmation qns 1.
LOLS.
totally crazy lah.
i almost forgot how to find upper limit series.
it took me a whole 20min to complete tt freaking easy qns.
oh well.
going to start on my summation tonight.
AP GP shall come later.
the former is so much easier. =))

I WANT TO WATCH 4D MOVIE.
I WANT KBOX TOO!
(p/s. yongyong. we both are dying to go right?! LOLS.)

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what we could have been, 6/06/2007 10:51:00 AM.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007

BOO!

i think i sort of made jiang laoshi angry today.
much regrets.
her face was so damn black she saw me.
i felt really really bad.
and i still do now.
*SIGH*
went AMK HUB after sch.
the bus journey was so long.
n i felt so damn bored.
if only euu were on the same bus.
and i cant believe tt i actually shopped @ AMK HUB for4hrs!
OMG.
and never in my life wld i expect to see SR teachers there.
and of cuz my classmate.
of cuz.
the first thing i did was to cover my head with a paper bag.
and next of cuz walk off as fast as possible.
i know it's nth much.
but i hate to see people from the same sch while im shopping.
and while im in sr uniform also.
totally sucks.

my mum was like 'what are you doing?!'
LOLS.
oh well.
i had fun shopping at the HYPERMART!
yepps.
H-Y-P-E-R-M-A-R-T!
HEHS.
and this super weird aunty popped out of nowhere.
and she started talking about china n hypermart.
DOTS.
one weird aunty.
n my mum made my nails so awkward.
she painted 8 of my nails with diff nail polish colour.
all 8nails except the 2thumbs.
so i have the transparent/orange/green/silver on my left.
and purple/blue/blue-green/pink on my right.
and the worst thing was the nail remover was finished!
UGH.
cont'ed shopping with those awkward coloured nails.
shall upload tt 'nice' artwork by my mum on friendster.
since i cant upload it here.
so sad.

i will be gg to NTU 2ml.
T.T
i dont want.
i wanna go for choir.
C-H-O-I-R.
im gg to miss out all the crazniess/fun/laughters.
oh. not forgetting.
UNCLE ERNEST! (vomits)
nah. just kidding.
anw.
our entertainer wont be there 2ml either.
that SUZANNA.
oh my.
EVIL girl.

oh my.
better stop here.
if not i'll cont' ranting abt *ahem*.
and tt is very bad of me.
*POW POW* XD


did euu go too?

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what we could have been, 6/05/2007 09:42:00 PM.
Monday, June 04, 2007

alas!

home sweet home.

but 1 thing im not very happy with today's outing.


i didnt get a single thing.
i didnt get a single thing.
I DIDNT GET SINGLE THING AT ALL!
OH MY! T.T
so sad.
i was like.
'eh. this one not nice i dont want'
'this one also not nice'
in then end 'everything also not nice'
then i didnt get anything at all.
LOLS.
oh well.
at least i got myself a sumptous meal!
oOo S-E-A-F-O-O-D.

HEHS. >.<



CSS2 officially started today.
and..................................
I LOVE SHAWN!
WHEE. =))
he's so CUTE so CUTE so CUTE!
HAHS.
a SMALL boy with a BIG voice.
and the HIGHEST SCORE too.
superb right?! XD
oh my oh my.
im beginning to go head over heals over this small boy.
LOLS.
nah. just kidding.
but i really love his vocals+cuteness.
and i hope he really gets into the next round.
I CROSS MY TOES N FINGERS N HAIRS NOW.
i pray he gets in gets in GETS N.
(oh. he got in by the way. lols.
forgot to publish it when i wrote it. and now tt results out i shall just add it in here.)

and just like yongyong.
since that hols are here.
i've the sudden urge to go k-boxing with the girls.
lalalalalalala~
lalalalalalala~
sing sing sing!
WHEE. =))
im waiting for our k-boxing session!
and it's like FINALLY.
we're gg to plan for a JI* gathering 2ml.
cuz you see.
there's the 8 of us.
and to find a time tt fits all 8 of us is v diff.
HAHS.
so yupps.
we need to PLAN PLAN PLAN!
and sentosa outing with the choir girls next week!
my life is getting pretty interesting.
HAHS.
i dont wanna rot at home!
oh my!
i wanna go out with euu!!
you know you know?!?! XD
n 1 of my girls-yenyenn wants me to say these 3words 'i miss euu'.
i didnt wanna say it there.
so i shall just type it here.
hehs.
oh my oh my.
im getting a bit too excited here.
anw im just so so so happy today.
cuz of some lil' things.
oh. can just ignore me.
im getting a lil' out of control/my mind here.

oh oh!
im just feeling so random here.
i know im kinda lag cuz it was on youtube last yr.
still.
im going crazy over this oh-so-drama/cute/comical idol drama.
SONRIA PASTA and its songs.
cuz it was recently showed on scv.
so yah.
so here's one of the lyrics :

小乌龟

la la la la la

la la la la la

这首歌要给一个人

歌声代替语言

深情只增不减

那一刻吻她的脸 地转天旋

爱的感觉比樱桃更甜

双眼放送闪电

能超越极限

让人忘了季节

爱成了经典

为他付出所有爱怨

要你永远是我的小乌龟

我爱你

每一天

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what we could have been, 6/04/2007 11:08:00 PM.
Saturday, June 02, 2007

YALUN CUT HIS HAIR YOU KNOW!!
OMG!
it's so damn cute lah.
but too bad i dont have his photo to upload it.
so yah.
TOO BAD.

oh anw.
i changed my tagboard if any of you realised tt.
from cbox to flashbox.
cuz i dont know wht's wrong with my com.
access to cbox is forbidden.
stupid lah.
3days alrd.
so to save myself from all the inconvenience.
i decided to change it!
so no more of late reply of tags! =))

and thanks to those who cont'ed taggin me despite me MIA.

went to this stupid warehse sale near raffles hotel today.
and it was a wasted trip.
UGH.
the ad make it seem so attrractive.
ZARA.FCUK.GUESS.LEVIS.BILLABONG.RIPCURL.
the apparals there wasnt a single bit nice at all.
it seemed more like closing down sale instead.

went to giodano at bugis n saw these 2tops which i really liked.
but sadly.
i didnt have enough cash with me. =((
and it's so damn cheap only.
ard 30bucks for just 2tops.
CHEAP RIGHT?!
awww.....
im going to go back and get it soon! =))

and im going force myself to do some revision ltr.
2nd day of a new mth.
n i've got to get myself started on something.
and chem shall be the first subject i'll be revising.
=))

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what we could have been, 6/02/2007 06:32:00 PM.

OH!

forgot to add on.
there'll be a late reply of tags due to some freaking probs.
i dont know why i cant access my tagboard.
it's been 2days alrd.
SIGH.

NITEX GUYS! =))

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what we could have been, 6/02/2007 01:10:00 AM.

RAH.
oh well.
i must say I REALLY LOVE SCH LOTS! =))
never did love sch as much as i do now.
maybe it's the people+envt that makes me LOVE SCH.
well.
and today was 1 of the craziest day i had in SR.
glad to say MT lecture was cancelled today.
so yah.
was released at 12.30pm. =))
decided to wait for yongyong to go for lunch.
and we did a few stupid things after sch.
as we were abt to rch the canteen.
yongyong asked if i wannna put my bag in the locker.
so yah.
i agreed n thus we went back.
n on our way there.
jiang laoshi asked whr's my 'ba ba de hua-er luo le' ws.
so on our way back to locker i told myself to take it too.
oh well.
put my bag in the locker n went off!
OH MY! I WENT OFF W/O MY WS!
only realised when i got to the SAC.
damnit.
went back to the locker again.
handed in the ws n went off.
and guess what.
we walked to the hall n realised we FORGOT TO TAKE OUR UMBRELLA!
UGH.
and tt was our THIRD TIME gg back to the locker.
we felt like 2stupid idiots lah.
i think 'cia-cia' was thinking tt we were crazy.
but i must apologise to peili n xinying for all the hassle!
had to wait for us so long! XD

we got really drenched from head to tail despite our umbrellas.
so you shld knw how heavy the rain was.
OH MY.
the worst part was our shoes.
totally soaked.
i could feel the water coming out each step i took.
damn disgusting.
and coincidentally.
we saw lin-lin n her class.
so nice. almost the whole class having pizza hut together.
so me n yongyong was saying if our class could do the same too.
but yah.
oh well. i cant wish for too much.
had our lunch at yoshinoya.
walked peili n xinying to the bus-stop.
and we went back to the mrt toilet to dry ourselves.
so i was standing in the toilet bare footed.
using the dryer to dry my shoes+socks.
n when we saw tt our footwear was so beyond hope.
we decided to go w/o socks n get a new one.
went back to heartland mall to get our socks!
HAHS.
i wanted to get slippers but it's damn weird to wear tt to sch.
so i decided to forgo tt idea.

got back to sch.
FINALLY.
met kailin on our way to locker.
decided to accompany her since she's all alone.
(see. im so nice! =)) )
well. chatted n chatted till cia-cia n sir-sir came.
and we started talking abt ghostly encounters.
and not forgetting.
OUR CHOIR's VERY GOOD FRIEND!
*ahem*
she stopped a distance away from our bench.
and she was like wanting us to go for choir now.
but you know.
yongyong was so terrified of her she pretented to slp.
while me,cia-cia n sir-sir cont'ed talkin n ignored her.
or rather we dared not have eye contact with her.
so she just went off.
oh my.

UNCLE ERNEST AINT HERE TODAY!
and of cuz.
choir is so much crazier without him!
esp ME! XD
sir-sir said i was so HIGH today.
so we had aunt polly n cousin sidney.
n we went crazy over them.
and becuz of our good friend.
we become even crazier.
she damn irritating n EVIL lah.
andre was only late for a while n she scolded him lah.
oh my.
poor andre must have been traumatised!
she's in no position to scold him lah.
she's just a small fry in the choir. LOLS.
the teacher didnt say anything n she's there scolding.
EVIL.

choir ended early due to our request.
and mrs phey is really nice.
she played along with our craziness too!
but if only she doesnt stare at our uni each time.

and i just found out some1 likes a jc2 too.
oh my.
i wonder why there are so many ppl falling for jc2s.
maybe as what fad said.
older guys are more matured.
so yah.
i accepted tht fact.

and i regretted sayig smthing i shldnt have said on the 26thmay.
and now they knw who is who.
whereas i still dont know who's tht person yet.
so unfair.
RAH.

oh well.
shouldnt get myself too carried away.
you see.
im typing and typing as if there's no tmr.
and well.
dont need to see everything.
it's just plain crap n lots of randomness.

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