back from my shopping spree.
i've gotten only part of the things which i wanted.
pencil box.shorts.shirt.white heels.
that's only what i bought today.
i wanted to get a backpack today.
but i realised the edge at bugis was under construction.
so yah.
one of my fave bag shop-ZINC aint available there at this moment.
guess i shall go to the J8 one and check out the zinc there.
I WANT A NEW BACKPACK! XD
but well.
no rush.
i'll only be using it after the hols.
OH YAH!
i left out the adidas jacket in my shopping list.
HAHS.
it's definitely a must since exams are coming.
i dont wanna freeze in the hall.
and my current one is getting old.
2plus yrs alrd. haahs.

and i saw this really nice black sling bag today!
OH MY!
i fell in love with it immediately!
but ..............
you know.
i spent too much today alrd.
T.T
awwww.
i really loved that bag a lot!
maybe some1 could be NICE n get me the bag.
LOLS. XD
jsut kidding.
no one would wanna buy for me de.
SO SAD.

HAHS.

Labels: honey kisses and choco loves.

把回忆重新翻一遍
重温我们的交集点
有点甜也有点远
一切的开始就像昨天
剪不掉好多画面
闭上眼还看得见
我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念何时你才会发现

你不知道
我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号你没有收到
我要怎么办才好
你不知道我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道有天你能否只对我好

可不可以靠近一点
记住这张爱你的脸
闭上眼等待永远
我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念何时你才会发现

i cant believe i did something stupid today.
by waiting.
i feel so stupid by my actions. >.<

Labels: speechless.helpless.

OH MILO.
i missed my fave 1oo% entertainment show!
UGH.
all thanks to the changing of blogskin.
i was too engrossed lerhx.
i've got no choice but to catch the encore at 1plus tonight.
there goes my sleep again.
but oh well.
no sch 2ml.
so who cares!
HAHS.
and im going to get my pencil box 2ml!
WHEE.
FINALLY. =))
i seriously dont like people having the same pencil box as me.
i hate it even more if it's a guy.
and for that reason.
im going to get myself a new one!
LOLS.
actually that's not the main reason lah.
it's just that i always change pencil box every yr.
and i just so havent get my 2007 pencil box.
so YUPPS.
and as for my 2007 backpack.
HMMS.
maybe getting it at the end of this week.
i can go on a shopping spree since GSS is on now.
and i've got so much on my shopping list.
sneakers/heels/flip-flops/clothes/backpack
and the list just goes on.

anw.
as for today's sch.
hmms.
a tinge of excitement today.
somehow the 11 of us were exceptionally late for phy lecture.
we decided to wait for the rest to finish their food first you see.
you know the 1 for all all for 1 thing.
yah. HAHS.
and i couldnt be bothered less.
i've got no mood to listen to lectures anw,esp phy.
everyone was so happy about being late intially.
but as we arrived at the door of phy lecture.
most of us started to freak out.
crazy lah.
i heard some1 saying 'omg!this is so scary!im so scared!'.
i forgot who was that.
but im sure it was a guy.
and that sounded so damn gay.
so we were like, aiyah dont go alrd lah.
none of us dared to open the door you see.
so all thanks to maybellyn.
we made it into the LT.
and oh well.
we got scolded.

well.
this somehow reminded me of sec sch days.
during the days whr we had SS lessons.
oh my.
i could still rmb how much we dreaded SS.
esp. the teacher.
OH MILO.
so when the next lesson is SS.
we would like drag and drag.
walk v v v slowly back to our class.
i rmbed once before SS was chem.
and we all were like staying in the lab.
doing our expt.
doing our calculations etc.
sat there.
doing everything v v v slowly.
not wanting to go back for SS.
LOLS.
the teacher really sucks lah.

went out for lunch at the v nice prata coffeshop.
ah ji was there too.
LOLS.
had oreo ice blended.
YUMMS.
i wondered how they came up with tt in the 1st place.
having oreo blended?!
LOLS.
i reckon 1 day when they were blending the ice.
a packet of cookie toppled into the machine.
and *POOF*
oreo blended was invented! -.-

phy tutorial.
we were all prepared to get scolded.
but no.
i was shocked.
he didnt flare up.
i was so amazed.
in fact.
he apologised for having to shout at us during lect.
oh my.
he told us about his back injury.
and everything.
i was somehow touched by his words.
and suddenly i symphatised him.
and i had this sudden guilt in me.
maybe.
MAYBE.
sometimes we were overboard.
maybe.

i guess we really got to put ourselves in his shoes.
and think.
maybe.
we are little unfair to him.

Labels: she sees euu today. and she's H-A-P-P-Y.

sch's getting boring each and every day.
since it's june hols now.
i've got no mood to listen to lectures.
i know the mid yrs are nearing.
yes they are. THEY ARE.
i'd rather do some self/grp studying.

and i went to sch today despite i was sick.
reason behind was you know you know!
but yarh.
im missing euu so so so much.
oh my.
it's only 1day and im alrd dying.
no motivation to look forward to today.
LOLS.
i guess my other girl is even worst.
she doesnt see him tt often.
so im considered lucky?! =))
consider myself blessed.

to one of my girls.
you know who im referring to.
dont think too much kkays?
he aint worthy for you.
cheer up kkays?!
if you need help just tell us!
we'll be all ready to lend you a helping hand.
and always remember.
you still have the 7of us by ur side!
JI* gang LOVE YOU LOTS! =))

---------------------------------------------------------------

will i get to see euu 2ml????
i miss euu so.
are euu trying to feign ignorance?
i dont know.
but i shall wait for the right day.right time.
and i shall tell euu PERSONALLY.
maybe by then euu'll be gone.
since i kw tt euu knw some1 else likes euu too.
but yah.
i may regret.
but i just dont wish history to repeat itself.
i've learnt from my past mistakes.
and i wont do it ever again.
cuz i dont wish to lose a confidant as a result.

Labels: all she can do is wait.

a special post dedicated to 1 of my 7 girls, JOLEEN!

=))

i know it's late.
but still.

CONGRATS ON BEING THE CHAMPION

IN THE INTER-JC SOCCER LEAGUE!

KUDOS TO SA esp. YOU!

HAHS.

I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT!

LOVE YOU GIRL! =D

p/s-feel honoured kkays?! XD

Labels: JOLEEN IS SO PRO AND SO IS HER SOCCER. =D

kkays.
i went to sch and i almost died there.
and could you believe that i actually brought 5packs of tissue!
LOLS.
i used up 4 and a hlaf packs for the whole day.
so you see how serious my flu was!
maths lecture was the worst lah.
i used up 2packs of tissue during the lecture.
i couldnt stop blowing my nose lah.
then after the chem lecture my voice got worse.
i almost lost my voice.
my voice was so soft and hoarse tt almost no1 could hear me.
OH MY OH MY!
save me from all the misery.
my nose.my throat.my voice. T.T
my voice totally sucks now.
UGH.

i just pray tt i'll get better 2ml.
HOPEFULLY!
cuz it's really really very very torturing!
1 1/2 hrs of phy tutorial 2ml.
SIANS.
that makes me want to pon sch even more.
since im so sick n could just easliy get an MC.
but yah.
i go to sch for euu even if im sick.
HAHS. *winks*

just as what xh said.
we all have a motivation.
motivating us to look forward to sch each day.
HEHS. =))

till now and then.
off to do the stupid forces tutorial.
HATE IT.

Labels: just tell me euu know. know that euu are the answer that im looking for.

oh man.
it's still as bad as ever.
but thanks to my mum's special remedy-STARFRUIT JUICE+SALT.
my throat is feeling much much better.
but my voice hasnt change one bit yet.
oh my.
how am i going to speak and talk 2ml?!?!
but thank god at least i can speak a lil' softly.
this morning it was so serious that i couldnt even talk or laugh.
took the flu tablets just now.
and i slept till a moment ago.
im still feeling a lil drowsy.
so i cant really think now.
and i havent been touching my hw ever since fri.
OH MY.
but im too sick to think.
*SIGH*
and 2ml's going to be lectures all the way!
OH MY OH MY!
how am i going to survive?!?!?
air-con LT = hell.
SIANS.
maybe i shall just go sch and see how it goes first.
if im really really too sick to take it anymore.
i shall just apply for early leave and go home.
but this means im really going to miss out quite a lot.
DAMNIT.
i thought i could have the chance to fall sick during hols.
so that i wont miss out on anything.
but it turned out that there is gg to be lessons during the hols.
UGH.
guess you'll be seeing me with a few packs of tissue.
blowing my nose every now and then.
seeing my nose turn red n be a 'CUTE REINDEER'. -.-
in short.
i'll become the female 'gary'.
YUCKS.
that will be hell lots disgusting.
but i've got no choice.
i shall just pray to god tt i'll get better 2ml.

Labels: she goes to sch for euu even if she's sick.

im dying here.
finally im home.
HOME SWEET HOME.
my health condition is really getting frm bad to worse.
i hate the feeling of a very bad sore throat.
and having a nose that is dripping nonstop.
UGH.
my nose is seriously red n hurting from the blowing of nose.
my voice is changing.
im becoming to be more MANLY.
yucks.
stupid ugly disgusting voice.
could never have been more disgusted.

well.
this time my girls got me somthing more practical.
HAHS.
im glad about it.
and im going to use it to get my pencil box and clothes!
LOLS.
got more cards/notes from them.
even got one from WANTING which wasnt what i expected.
havent really talked to her ever since our last gathering.
which just so happens to be a few months ago.
HEHS.
and i have no idea how my girls got her to write a note for me.
but im thankful anw.
SO SWEET. =))

went mad at yoshinoya.
somehow.
we all had a very very long chat.
creating a commotion.
LOLS.
our loves and everything.
we were forced to reveal a lil'.
so yah.
and somehow.
im just so amazed by the conversation.
and xh just feels tt no crush=no anticipation.
so she feels that joycelin has nth to look froward to sch.
HAHS.
well now in SR.
everything is totally different from WSS.
esp the no. of good looking guys. XD

we even mentioned about our WSS crush.
and sadly.
i somehow was the worst of all.
seems like the whole WSS knows about it.
SAD.
and yt asked sng if knows about it.
and im not surprised that he said no.
he just wants to deny it.
i myself n motivation even told him personally lah.
ugh.
nvm. im just as glad tt he said no.

talking about motivation.
we all came to conclusion.
we are very disappointed with the 2of them.
we used to think say kiat would achieve more in his studies.
and that gl/sherman/kev would just waste their time away.
but it turned out to be false.
gl really shocked us with his change in attitude towards studies.
now that he's in aussie.
he's starting to really work very hard in his studies.
really shocked us a lot.
as for say kiat.
we have nth much to say.
i guess it's all due to the bengs he always hang ard with.
sherman n kev.
i dont know.
all i know sherman is getting more n more gay.
LOLS.
that's what yt told us.
and it's all due to the influence of a girl.
who somehow took sng as a xiao didi.
and does all sort sof weird stuff on him
FOR EG. painting his nails red. -.-
gosh.

in conclusion.
the MOTIVATION we all once loved.
are no longer the motivation we once knew.
and neither are we best buds anymore.
this is how fast changes takes place in reality.
there's no time for us to stop wait n think.

well oh well.
back to today's event.
due to our girl XH who is so broke.
we decided to get our neo-print for free in the toilet.
=D
and i guess all the toilet users were fed-up with us.
HAHS.
but nonetheless.
we ignored them and cont'ed with our cam-whoring.

no pics for today.
SAD.
cuz somehow my com is abit sot sot.
and it doesnt allow me to upload them.
it'll hang everytime i press tt upload button.
UGH.

TATA.

Labels: pls assure me that everything is fine.

HOW SUAY CAN I BE!
T.T
2nd day of being 17/1st day of june hols.
and im here with a BAD sore throat BAD flu.
it's really very very bad that my voice has changed.
OMG!
and it was so bad that i had to cancel my blood test appt.
damnit.
woke up so early for nothing.
i wasted my few hrs of precious slp jus sitting there doing nth.
in 2hrs time i'll be out of the house.
meeting my 7girls at J8.
but no more heaty food for me!
SO SAD!
last night i looked at the boston choc cake w/ those innocent eyes.
HAHS.
i begged for a slice n i got a very small one.
LOLS.
it's really nice.
however the consequence is also VERY 'NICE'.
illness getting from bad to worse.
that's the consequence.
SO SAD.
kkays.

i'll be out in 2hrs time with my girls.

sadly joleen has camp.

SAD.

without her or any1 of us JI* will nv b complete.

just like a missing piece of a puzzle.

but i really hope i could see her real soon again! =))
till now and then.

tata.

Labels: sick sick sick. dying soon.

WARNING!



IM OFFCIALLY SE7EN-teen!

well.

wasnt really a good 1st day of being 17.

WHY?!

cuz i had a terrible sore throat this morning.

and to add it on.

i had a very bad bad flu during maths lecture.

so i was blowing my nose every now n then.

till i became a reindeer with a CUTE RED NOSE. -.-

OH MY.

i reckon i got a lil' feverish too.

but luckily.

with H2O n some perspiration.

i got a lil' better.

except for my BAd bad flu and sore throat.

OH MY!

so suay. T.T


kkays.
as the gifts.
only recieved half a portion of it.
cuz my girls will only celeebrate with me 2ml. =))
shall anticipate it. haahs.


so i shall thank those sweeties first.


JUNIORS(choir/china trip) - was really shocked to recieve card.
cuz i didnt expect it since we're now in diff schs.
really appreciate it a lot! =))
LOVE Y'ALL! =))



JI* gang - MY 7 GIRLFRIENDS. =))
LOVE Y'ALL!
and thanks for the STRAWBERRY POCKY today! HAHS.
XIN - special thnks for getting the juniors to do the card!
SNU SNU - i really love your SO CREATIVE CARD! =))
how amazingly you managed to put the song titles.
7girls - i shall anticipate 2ml's FORMAL surprise! LOLS.

Labels: 17 17 17 17. HAHS. IM 17 NOW. =))

aww.
what a day to begin with.
GP COMMON TEST! T.T
the paper was alright.
but what was sickening was my nose.
every now and then i had to take a tissue n blow my nose.
i hate it lah.
esp when the whole hall is so freaking quiet!
OMG OMG!
and the hall was freaking freezing.
but im glad i brought my jacket.
HAHS.
my head started to hurt after the paper.
OMG!
that was so hurting.
worst headache i ever had in 2007 so far.
i couldnt take it anymore and pop a panadol during chinese.
felt much better after that.
had a chinese oral practice after sch.
and oh my.
now did i realise how my chinese language has deteoriated badly!
passage was alright.
it's the conversation part where i forgot all my chinese words.
it's like i know what i want to say in english.
but i just somehow forgot how to put it in chinese!
UGH.
i hope i'll be alright for the promos oral. =))

well.
after the clock strucks midnight today.
it'll officially be my birthday.
my OH-SO-GRAND 17th birthday. XD
nothing much to look forward too becuz of PW n PHYSICS.
T.T
SO SAD.
but nvm.
i shall try to enjoy myself n be happy afap 2ml.
just hope that my fever would go off by 2ml morning.
if not it's going to ruin my 1st day of being 17th.
im so so so so so sleepy now.

tata.

Labels: lalalalala~

my head hurts like mad now lah!
UGH!
sure got blue black lerh lorh.
T.T
touch also pain.
sia lah.
nvm.
forget it.

im happy and depressed at the moment.
i feel like CRYING.
be it tears of joy or sadness.
i can have a day off sch 2ml and tt's what im damn happy abt.
as for the depressed part.
HAISH.
told my friends how unfair i was to the rest.
VERY VERY UNFAIR.
im just not doing anything.
could some1 just invent some miracle pills?!
the ones where will provide ur brain with plentiful ideas.
that would be so fantastic lahh.
as for studies.
haish.
MY PHYSICS!!!!
what made me take physics in the first place lah!
HMPH.
should have taken geog lah.
so much easier.
physics is all about apply apply apply formulas.
damn disgusting.
and i've been failing for like god's sake.
physics is just so alien to me.
im so damn stressed now.
i have to do really well in my studies lah.
cuz i need to prove my kor and daddy wrong.
they insisted on getting me to a poly lah.
then they said what 'later you retain.waste your time'
then say what 'later nv do well cant go uni.'
i could still rmb how harsh my kor was on my decision to a jc.
SAD LIFE.

i was so looking forward to my birthday few days ago.
well.
now.
i dont.
dont now why.
im just so so so so so depressed.SAD.

my whole mind is 'im unfair.im unfair.im bring selfish!'
haish.
really sorry guys.
but i really dont know how.
sorry.

Labels: she needs some time alone.

OH MY OH MY!
i was late for school today!
HAHS.
oh well.
the bus came late. =P
so me and xin was like 'aiyah.dont nd run lerh lah'
'already late lerh lorh,besides also raining.'
LOLS.
so we strolled our way in even after the song stopped.
how nice and grand as we made our way into to hall. =X


anw.
i had this VERY VERY TERRIBLE headache today.
it's supposedly to be normal for mondays.
but somehow today's one was the worse of all so far.
so after econs.
i felt like crying as i went home.
my head was like spinning and my whole body felt so weak.
for once i thought i couldnt make it home!
LOLS.
i mean. seriously.
it was really really very terrible.
but i had my panadol not long ago.
so yah.
feeling a lil' bit better now. =))


however.
on my journey home.
my headache made me so damn moody.
and i became emo.
thought of many many many things.
so sometimes i wonder.
maybe i should really tell euu the truth.
haish.
what should i really do?!
can i just rely on euu?...........

Labels: souless girl lost.

well.
quick post before i go off.
the drama serials-SONRIA PASTA started today!
HAHS.
initially i didnt a damn about tt show when xh told me.
but well.
it wasnt that bad afterall when i watched it this morning.
and im like going to go crazy over the main lead.
OMG!
he's just too cool+cute for me to resist.
and nv did i realise that those songs were so heavenly nice!
LOLS.
now im so hooked onto those few songs. =))
talking about pasta.
HMMS.
im craving for pastamania now.
yummmms.
NICE~~~~ XD

oh well.
2ml's the beginning of my misery.
this cycle goes on and on everywk after the wkends.
SIGH.
so i shall say again.
i'll be leading a 'NO LIFE' life till the end of next yr.
HOPEFULLY.

tata.

Labels: 你問我愛你有多深 我愛你有幾分

she feels so helpless when shes sees euu.
she doesnt know how should she help euu with all ur misery.
it's really hurting.
she seems to be oblivious of everything about euu.
euu need her help but yet she's just not doing anything.
she now sees herself a burden to euu.
maybe she doesnt even fit to be urs.
cuz it's always euu helping her out.
she promises to lighten ur burden.
and maybe...............................
................................................
now she's got only one way to go.
and forgive her for doing that.
she knows euu'll understand her reson for doing so.

BANG.
im so proud of myself!
my time was well spent today.
haahs.
i woke up at 10am and went for a swim till 1plus.
not bad sia.
i got a little little tanned. HAHS.
did my 'MACKS' tutorial on summation(halfway done).
and half of the mathematical induction too.
kkays.
i know it was supposedly to be done LONG ago.
but again.
at least i spent a few hrs on attempting them! =))
did my chinese ws after that.
now's slacking time.
and later i shall cont' on my standard graphs tutorial.
i could see that ms lim was really disappointed and pissed of with us.
and as a maths rep.
i felt damn remorseful for not setting a good eg.
and i reckon she's disappointed in her maths rep too.
i would really love to do complete her assignments on time.
but once i get home.
im all drained out.
i would just fall aslp while doing the tutorials.
haish.
IM NOT A GOOD MATHS REP. T.T

i've got to rush out my econs GO by tonight too.
so that i could do my econs essay qns 3 and chem redox revision 2ml.

Labels: she kniows that euu will understand.....

cause you and i
oh got an angel's eyes
快张开这双眼
你就会发现真爱
cause you and i
都开始更明白
这爱情的真谛
就是要放手简单
you and i~

chn56 was repeating this magicians of love drama series recently.
and i got so hooked onto it again.
so yah.
this is my 2nd time watching this show.
and i got so touched and cried when i watched this certain part of the show.
kkays. i know it's stupid.
but it was really touching.
richie lied to xiaobei and broke up with her for her happiness.
he knew her true love was yasi and not him.
it's only that she darent face her own feelings.
that's what people always say:
愛一個人 不一定要在他身邊
真正愛一個人就是要他幸福

anw.
this week's finally over.
however, this wkend would soon be gone in no time.
sad huh.
however, 1more week to go before the sch term ends and june hols is here! =))
as much as i would like to have lots of fun and chilling with my friends.
i would still have to mugg and go to sch for lectures/tutorials during the hols.
what a SAD SAD SAD life i have.
and it's only a few more weeks to our mid-year lah.
oh milo! (no more shit for me.LOLS)
i really need some motivation to get my revision going!
be it econs,chemistry,physics or even maths!! T.T
i dont wanna be like one of the last few in my class you know!
it's pretty demoralising which will make me feel more useless.
i see my strengths no more.
i suck at grp work now which used to be my forte in sec sch.
im totally disappointed with myself.
TOTALLY.
i've like got no mood to do anything. think anything.
as much as i would rack my brains till the juice comes out.
i still couldnt come up with anything wonderful.
how i wished i could jus kill myself just for that.
it's enough to make me miserable and other miserable too.
im not even fit to be the flower vase lah.
you get what i mean?!?!?!?!

now im seriously starting to doubt my ability.
maybe i shouldnt have been here in the first place.
that's what i've been thinking ever since i got here.
however.
each and everytime.
i tried to convince myself that god has it's reason for posting me here.
i had many chances.
1st was the jae and 2nd was the appeal period.
oh milo!
what the hell am i thinking now?!?!
UGH!
(slaps myself repeatedly)
darn.
no turning back for me anymore.
everything has already been decided.
maybe i should just look ahead and focus.

yah.
LOOK AHEAD.
FOCUS.
and maybe.........
.............................
.............................

i really dont wanna be your burden anymore.
but i really need euu to go through all these with me.

Labels: deep thoughts. mixed feelings. utterly disappointed. seriously depressed. T.T

well.
what joleen said actually came true.
SR could never get into the finals of the inter-JC soccer league.
that's what she said.
and true enough.
SR soccer girls didnt get into semi-finals afterall.
well.
she was in SR soccer for 1st 3 mths, long enough to know SR's quality.
i trust her judgement.
since she's in the national soccers.
but even SR wasnt as good as she said.
i really hoped Sr could have gotten to the semi-finals.
after 2mths with my class.
i had developed feelings for it and all the more i wanted them to win.
i was hoping SR could have a match with SA.
then i could cheer for my bestie and classmates.
i rmb i once asked joleen.
'why SA never play with SR?'
and she acutally told me that Sr's coach declined their invite for a friendly match.
sad though.
anw.
i heard gossips from many people about her.
so i reckon SR wasnt that bad afterall.
and the fault just lies in her.
what's done is all over.
no use brooding over the matter.

just as i would like to say the previous sentence.
i couldnt put it into action myself.
i screwed up my very first SPA.
to be eaxct. my PHYSICS SPA.
UGH!
it totally ruined my mood!
and i finally know where i went wrong.
i was drawing my table and headings was where i went wrong!
i was suppose to have d/cm followed by lg(d/cm).
and as i wrote d/cm, somehow i wasnt in the right state of mind.
and i bracketed the d/cm and squeezed a lg in front.
damnit. stupid of me right?!?!?!?!
and i was rushing everything that i wrong the valus of d under lg d.
T.T
level 8gone. flew away.
whole graph's wrong.
i reckon that's a level 2-3 for me alrd.
SOBBS!
2.5% of my a levels!!!!!!
it was really a good day to end with.
why has it got be the carelessness that always troubles me?!?!?!
i want ice milo!
sweet n energising enough to make my mood better.
maybe i should just forget about it.
i dont have the ability to change anything now.

all im looking forward to now is my birthday!
only thing that can really make me smile now.
and my girlfriends are so damn cute lahh.
bdae surprises is a norm within us.
but i guess for the past few birthday surprises.
we have all been faking it includin the birthday girls.
damn stupid lahh.
it's like they act that they know tt we are celebrating their birthdays.
which is really damn funny lah.
so since when they told me to make myself free next sat.
i knew everything.
haahs.
and xh was like 'aiyah. you know nxt sat we gg out for what le right?'
haahs. so i was yah.
and i said happily, 'i dont need to act that i dont know alrd hor?!'
LOLS.
next friday would be a whole day out for me.
a day to be spent fruitfully, be it during sch or after sch. =))
except for the part where i hafta suffer towards the end of the day.
my SWEET 17th birthday!
hmms. my ICED-MILO-ED 17th birthday! XD
kkays. it makes no sense.

dynamics tutorial-HERE I COME!
i shall conquer you tonight!!!

Labels: may loves elmo. may loves pooh. and may loves euu. XD

BANG BANG!


life at sch today was so HIGH n CRAZY!


lols.


it all started during the chem tutorial at IT Rm 4.


me,peili,herman,theo,shane were using the com illegally.


LOLS.


theo went crazy over the SR sch song which i typed in MS word.


i dont know why but he just went crazy n he couldnt stop singing.


and that relief teacher jus so happens to be herman's so called neighbour.


so we were talking about tt teacher and her age etc.


we did our econs survey during the tutorial too.


and we were all like 'hey. this is getting pretty interesting!'.


HAHS.


we went mad and we were damn high.


i dont know why.


i just kept laughing.


yepps. laughing. my forte.


apparantly, they rmbed my abt my thumbdrive.


you know you know!


there was this P*** and they got so horny n wanted to watch it again.


oOoPpS!


peili even told me one of our classmates looked like one of the Macdonald toys.


shant say who that person is.


you know those toys Macdonald use to have during our kiddy days?


there's this one with the prison shirt, a purple character,etc...


and when we told sylvia n fadhilah about this.


they looked at tt person and went 'OH YAH! the purple character tt one right?!'


well.


so this proves that how alike tt person resembles that char. XD


damn hilarious larhhx.





after sch was the art fiesta workshop thing.


it was preeetty boring initially.


but we got so damn high during the finger painting!


esp fadhilah and kailing!


fad painted her whole fist with black paint larhhx.


it was so damn LOLS.


and i told her it looked as if her fist was poisoned.


kailing was like she painted her ruler with the black paint.


anw.


we did some masterpieces and i must SAY!


i think i have hidden talent in finger painting. XD


i took pictures of them and i decided to post them up.


why?


cuz im so proud of my masterpiece! hehx.


and we all wrote on my fists!


FUN was all i could think of cuz we got our hands all dirty!!




well.


2ml's the 1st A'level' Physics SPA im taking.


i suck great time in physics as most of you know.


and i just hope lady's luck on my side tml.


cuz i dont wish to screw up my very 1st A'level' SPA!


oh pray for me!!!!

Labels: fun-filled day. and i hope it goes the same for tml.

WHEE.
im so damn HIGH today.
tht's what xin and peili said.
LOLS.
i agreed unanimously(did i get the spelling right?) too.
and im feel that im a darn weird person.
when ppl panic for tests are whatsoever,they are seriously v tensed up.
but for my case. it's TOTALLY different.
and i really mean TOTALLY.
once i panic, i would go damn HIGH!
i was like 'oh no!oh no!test ltr!fail lerh lah!lail lerhx lah!'
'AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!'
'HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!'
laughing all the way and saying all those pessimistic stuffs.
and yah.
i think i really LOVE to laugh a lot. =))
consider that virtue. LOLS.
i hardly get angry and even if i do.
9 out of 10 times, i'll laugh while being angry.
siao one right?!
nvm.
laughing makes me younger! XD
ohh.
i almost couldnt open my lock today!!!
that made me so upset!
and i would really like to thank those few who helped me out with my lock.
MANY THANKS!
i had to call the locker vendor in the end to get my combination.
and i got SO HAPPY after that! =))
and i bet shermaine must have regretted helping me out.
cuz she ALMOST forgot her combination no.
HAHS. 25...35...25...35...25...35.
that was what she could think of.

anw.
i've decided NOT to say this ever again 'OH SHIT!'.
remind me guys.
if u ever hear me saying that,do remind me!
just after chinese, i realised how uncouth it was.
EWWW.
simply disgusting.
HAHS.
so yepps.
and im going to speak chinese from now onwards.
cuz i suddenly realised my chinese is seriously deteoriating!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!
ever since i came SR, i've been speaking eng non-stop.
chinese hardly came in.
OH NO!!!
i must improve on my chinese!!!
I MUST I MUST I MUST!!!
i wan an A1 for chinese!!!
WHEE. =D

Labels: euu know what im thinking. HAAHS. =P

BANG!
the pace and everything in sch is as fast as a bullet train can!
i wonder how am i going to catch up?!
it's seriously very very very HECTIC/PACKED/CRAZY!
OMG! OMG! OMG! T.T
if only PW didnt exist.
for goodness sake!
i'd kill the person who initiated this PW thing!
UGH!
Maths Lecture test and Chem SPA trial2 tml and i still HERE,BLOGGING.
damnit.
i tell im going to fall SUMMATION VERY VERY BADLY.
and the stupid chem SPA. ugh.
i've yet to memorise the anomalous results and precautions!!
SAVE ME!
im dying im dying im dying!
YES IM DYING!
anw.
euu could say i was sort of happy yet with lots of misses too. =))
cuz i have the feeling that everything is gg just fine.
JUST EVERYTHING.
i hope im not wrong.
and i hope i'll be even more happier 2ml!
i hope god could pity on me and just give me a teeny weeny bit of happiness.
HAHS.
yepps.
i cant wait for my birthday.
i wonder what surprises i would get from POOH. =))
hehs. dont let my bdae be a bad one.
PLEASE.
haahs.
yupps.
read btw the lines and euu'll know.
shall be nice for once and do my work without distraction.

LOVES. =))

Labels: euu mean a lot to me MEANIE. XD

damn.
im like stucked at home.
it's getting so damn sickening.
im like supposed to be out with my relatives for a Mothers' Day celebration now.
all because of the upcoming maths test and EoM that im like stucked here.
UGH.
but anyway.
i had all the good food which my kor treated us to last night.
haahs.
and i end up with a croaked voice. LOLS.

anw.
some thoughts just came running to me a min ago.
and i realised that im not as satisfied as i thought i was.
maybe i was asking for too much.
i just dont feel too right. too good. too happy.

天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有说不出的心碎 oh yeah
我还爱着一个人但愿回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退 oh～
记得爱所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱

记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再考虑应该不应该
一滴泪落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单

Labels: i used to be ur everything. but now it seems that euu are everything to me.

sians.
i've been getting real exhuasted these few days.
3hrs of sleep almost everyday is really insufficient.
well.
sports day was ytd.
the econs teacher was so damn hot lahx.
LOLS.
me and xin was like 'OMG! HE'S SO COOL!'
LOLS.
and i must really say the principal is so damn fit.
hurhurs. XD
we all were so sacarstic towards tt 'PHAY' auntie ytd.
she was doing the penalty shot and 'OH SO SAD' she didnt score.
OOPS. >.< haahs.
the whole school hates her lahhx.
she has caught me quite a few times for my attire lahhx.
and i almost died on these few occasions.
it's she almost pull out my blouse lahh.
luckily i fast stuff my blouse in.
if not my draw-string would ave been exposed lahh.
damn scary!

anw.
2more weeks to my birthday!
WHEE. =))
people. REMEMBER THIS DATE-25thMAY. XD
haahs.
well.
2more weeks and i get my nike dunk shoes!
haahs.
yepps yepps!
i cant wait for new shoes new shoes!
haahs. i want new shoes!
i want nice food too!
i want to go on a shopping spree too!
i want money money money too!
haahs.
so damn happy!.

Labels: i knw im gonna lose euu soon.yet i dont knw what shld i do.

im getting damn sporty nowadays.
LOLS.
it's like im craving for badminton,netball,swimming etc.
haahs.
so yupps.
i would be gg swimming over the weekends! =))

today's gonna be a LONG day.
cuz i've yet to complete my gpp/article review,summation,etc.
OMG.
and YAY!
2ml's gonna be the last day of the mth seeing UNCLE ERNEST.
haahs.
we were so damn sacarstic towards him ytd.
it's like he said 'HUH?!i wont be seeing y'all after fri till june hols is over?!'
then we went 'AWWWWWWWWW~SO SAD!'
LOLS. that really got him damn pek chek.
but it was fun.

anw.
i shall learn to love mother theresa.
cuz i've to 'live' with her till end of this year.
haahs.

Labels: euu may be right. i may be crazy. but im the lunatic euu are looking for.

I LOST 10 BUCKS TODAY. T.T
UGH.
i reckon i dropped it when i got down at the bus-stop near xin's hse.
10 BUCKS IS A LOT EUU KNOW!!!
that could get me about 5 APPLE LATTICES!
LOLS. XD
nvm.
shall take it as a 'blessing in disguise'. =))
anyway. i was so damn tired today lahhx.
i slept around 3last night and got up at 6am!!
so it's like i've got only 3hrs of sleep!
i also dozed off during physics lecture.
and not forgetting during choir.
i kept yawning till tears filled my eyes.
and apparantly.
UNCLE ERNEST thought i was so touched by the tune he played.
that's like ugh.
and somehow it seems like i was emo-ing.
LOLS.
choir's FUN.
but with that suzanna around.
OMG.
we all detest her a lot.
she's like so AA.
and guess what she said.
'Ms Tan! pls dont nominate me dor anything!'
i was like 'hello.what makes euu think euu so wanted?!'
yucks.
haahs.
and i want more of pop songs!!!
sang this stupid 'tom sawyer' today.
the lyrics is damn nonsensical lahx.
what 'he's swimming in nude'. >.<
'he's an irresponsible child'.
that's like so stupid lahhx.
laughing all the way thru' out choir.
behaving like some IMH patient.

anw.
PE was hell lots fun today.
badminton was what i really miss most.
ever since i left my sch team after i graduated frm my pri sch.
played with most of my PE group ppl.
and i love siying the most!
lols.
i mean i love playing with her the most!
it's like we both damn hiong lahhx.
smack here and there.
that was pretty thrilling.
HAHS.
im so dying for badminton now.
BADMINTON MY LOVE TOO! =))

Labels: smacking sensation. i want a badminton marathon.

I DONT WANNA STUDY ANYMORE.
T.T
seriously.
im on the verge of breaking down.
it's really tiring.
i really dont know if i cant still hang on there.
im feeling very depressed.useless.miserable.
i know i havent done much for my pw group.
but im just.
haish.
i dont what's wrong with me.
my mind goes blank the moment u talk to me about pw.
i dont wana find excuses for myself.
but yet.
nothing brilliant is coming from me.
im just so not me for the past few weeks.
haish.
i think i shall give myself a lil' more time.
i just hope things would get better.

give me some encouragement and courage.
i'll be needing it.
=((

Labels: she's gonna break down any moment.

im holding back myself fr some reasons.
i dont know why.
but yarhhx.
im undergoing depression.
damnit.
i feel so demoralised for some reasons.
and due to some people too.
haish.
i dont know what's going on.
neither do i know what's on their mind.
and im getting kinda freaked out.
SAVE ME!
T.T
it seems like i cant get anything right.
USELESS FREAK. ugh.
WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
so damn sickening.

i somehow contradicted my previous post.
i said i was HAPPY.
but now.
T.T

i really need euu by my side.
ur encouragement is all i really need.

Labels: if only she could numb herself.

*POOF*
im like finally here after dino ages.
HAHS.
i've been so busy over the past few weeks like OMG.
i cant imagine that im actually here,in JC!
i wonder what got over me in the 1st place.
but nevermind.
im just as glad.
*smiles* =))
yepps.
i know how i feel.
thank god.
but sometimes i wonder why fate makes fun of us larhhx.
haish. nvm.
i know im HAPPY.
CURRENTLY.
but who knows in the future.
misses misses and nothing but misses.
euu know what i mean. ;P
schedule's damn packed this week.
sianx.
2ml's physics re-test plus swimming session.
sun's sun-tanning session plus meet-up for GPP.
haahs.
yepps!
i wanna get TANNED!
and i mean it. =))
though i know my mum's gonna kill me if she knws.
haahs.
who cares anw.
off i go on a mother theresa's hunt!

I LOVE MOTHER THERESA!-.-

Labels: she wants. she loves. she misses.

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