Monday, June 29, 2009

uni life is going to start soon and that's like hell fast!

however if it was going to be ntu or nus it would be way better! *sigh*

too late for regrets and 'what if(s)'

and days ahead of me are going to be packed with activites

be it movies,k-sessions,bonding sessions,dance & orientations

but i like it that way....

at least i know i'm spending every second of my life fruitfully((:

it beats better than having to slack your time away!

my internet connection has been down recently..

so now i'm here at LING DEARIES house tapping on her internet! ((:

A HUNDRED THOUSAND MILLION THANKS LOVES! :D

and im loving your bed soooo much that i dont feel like leaving! =X

i might be MIA for days until i get my connection back

but meanwhile...i might be tapping on some wireless connection elsewhere..

provided i feel like carrying my super heavy laptop around! HAHAS! XD

but i think using the lappy at home is still the best! :D

sidenote: I PRAY FOR A CHANGE-A GOOD ONE IN MY LIFE...

cos...it's time to have some changes...

what we could have been, 6/29/2009 09:45:00 PM.

Friday, June 26, 2009

was looking at some food reviews and i came across this

i saw this video for the first time of my life

and i was ROFL-ing throughout the whole video! HAHAS...

what we could have been, 6/26/2009 08:51:00 PM.

the legendary king michael jackson has just passed on...
i got a shock when i saw evelyn's pm today
so that very last concert was really the LAST afterall
*sigh*
life is indeed so so precious...

张栋梁-沉默的瞬间

还搞不懂心痛是什么
似懂非懂成云朵
爱得汹涌来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落
梦里我泪滑落几回
心软弱了逃避是非
潜意识我心碎
梦醒了我张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点不后退
有谁会在乎有谁会想念
有谁能看穿我的笑脸

寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决枯竭了爱恋我给的一切
梦里我我的泪滑落几回
心软弱软弱了逃避是非
潜意识我心碎
梦醒了我醒了张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点不后退
有谁会在乎有谁会想念
有谁能看穿我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决不后悔
有谁会在乎有谁会想念
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决枯竭了爱恋我给的一切
爱得汹涌来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落

what we could have been, 6/26/2009 09:14:00 AM.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

CYNDI LAUPER-TIME AFTER TIME

Lying in my bed
I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles
confusion is nothing new
Flashback-- warm nights-- almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after

sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me
I can't hear what you've said
Then you say--go slow-- I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds

if you're lost you can look--
and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--
I'll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades
and darkness has turned to gray
watching through windows
you're wondering if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time

caught GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST with yt,xh&rice today.
was supposed to catch it with meiyu initially
but sadly she had to go off at 5pm & the movie was starting at 515pm :((
anw, we'll still be catching THREADS OF DESTINY next week! *clapsclaps*

i think GOGP is really a nice romance movie...
the fear of falling in love with the person you really love..
reason being you love him/her too much that u're afraid of getting hurt..
in the sense that u fear of being abandoned or being cheated one day...
but true love is nothing but making the first step & taking a risk...
and you'll never know what would become the 2 of you if you've never tried((:

so yupps.
posted this lyrics simply because it was played during the movie((:
and purely because i really love this song as well! HAHAS.
cant wait to catch THREADS OF DESTINY next week!!!! :D

i've been surrounded by friends w/ their newly bought 2nd Gen iTOUCH!!!!
RAHH!!! they're like tempting me to get one too and im srsly considering!
ohdear. im just going to go sooooo broke.
so im nw wondering if i shld cont' dance T.T
i find a pity to leave things hanging there. *sigh*

what we could have been, 6/25/2009 08:53:00 PM.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

EAGLES-LOVE WILL KEEP US ALIVE

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

Don't you worry
Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do
Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

sidenote: LOVE IS INNOCENT...BUT...THE WORLD ISN'T...

what we could have been, 6/24/2009 09:32:00 PM.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

CASCADA-WHAT HURTS THE MOST

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

updated my ipod & realised i'd this song for long.

great reminiscence((:

sometimes...in life...there are too many things left unspoken...

and we've come to live in pain when we lose the opportunity to say...

why putting yourself thru' the pain when we've got a choice then?

guess we've just got to learn the art of expressing oneself.

Labels: what hurts the most?

what we could have been, 6/23/2009 11:37:00 PM.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

dance was exceptionally fun today.

probably it was because all of us were on sugar-rush today! ((:

it really feels great to sweat it out and forget everything.

popped by at mango to only find ling dearies not there.

found shuxin there instead. ohwell.

better than not seeing any familiar faces! :D

father's day lunch at some seafood restaurant.

didnt bothered to note down the name cos' the food was average. HAHAS.

had my long awaited peanut soup after dino ages! *yummy*

it should be able to curb my temptations for it for long.

i think i've been indulging in lots of good food lately.

so much so that my swimming doesnt help in giving me deficits.

but well..at least im maintaining my weight. beats better than growing fat.

guess i'll just have to increase my intensity of swimming to achieve deficits!

and that means not having to indulge in any nice foods everyday..

i know i can do it.. HAHAS! =P

and im so glad SS501 is coming to S'pore in december for their asia tour concert!

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!

ohboy. my kim hyung joon and kim hyun joong! teeheehee.

this is going to be way sooooooooo cooooooool! XD

Labels: another heart calls...

what we could have been, 6/21/2009 05:27:00 PM.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

overslept. swimming plans cancelled.

ended up cycling at ecp with ling,hr&lennon today.

had my 2hours of peaceful cycling under the blazing sun!

and can i ask mother nature: 'are u having a fever?? :(( '

rested at bedok jetty, engrossed with the golden retriever.

the doggie was so extremely cute ohkays!

it's a HE and tgt with his owner,they placed fetch in sea!

doggies are at their cutest while they swim!

the sound that they make,the happiness on their face,etc! ((:

i was just sooo entertained by them.

despite the fact that i was waiting for them to come ecp and find me.

HAHAS!

i cycled another additional 2hours when they arrived.

by then i was crying for help seriously. HAHAS.

my legs were aching so much and the sun was killing me! :((

1st time cycling all the way near the changi airport runway!

madness but fun and a pity we didnt get to reach the end!

ohwell. next time then! :D

and this auntie had me cycling right onto her today.

damn her for not moving away when she saw me.

and the worst thing was that i she had signs of wanting to clear the way.

but damnit. she didnt. i collided with her bike.

i didnt think of it back then.

but when i got home and while i was bathing just now.

i realised a damn big swollen bruise on my shin.

and it was then i knew i got tt bruise when i collided onto her.

my poor hurting leg. sigh.

after 4hours of cycling under the blazing sun.

all i got was a bad sunburnt,aching legs,aching butt and big swollen bruise. :((

ohkays. apart from the fact tt i had great accompanion and get to workout.

now i've like got an additional skin tone adding on to the previous 3 i had from swimming.

sigh. this is bad. bad for a girl.

HAHAS.

i had my 1week of meals settled in just 1meal at ichiban sushi today.

i've never eaten soooo much in my whole life at all. what the.

i reckon i can survive without food for the whole day tmr.

ended up only drinking mum's soup when i got home for family dinner today.

that was like so stupid. HAHAS.

explored orchardcentral w/ hr&lennon after ichiban sushi.

great place although not the entire mall is open for business yet.

but the architecture, design and everything is very unique.

cant wait for the official day the mall is ready for shopping!

it's really a great hangout spot! :D

great for taking artistic pictures also (ling loves! see this here! =P )

sidenote:

nothing beats better than having a nice long bath after a day out under the blazing sun!

Labels: today is a happy day ((:

what we could have been, 6/20/2009 09:11:00 PM.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

totally shagged.

i know i shldnt make complaints of me being totally shagged

when im not working or anything.

but tutoring my granny in english for hours can be exhuasting

and for people like me with no patience zZzZzZZzz...

HAHAHAHAHAS

but at least i T-R-I-E-D to bear with it ohkays! =P

and it's weird for people like me whose eng is not SOOO goood. =/

it's really an irony tutoring someone else in english. LOLS.

plus waking up early in the morning to swim is so tiring!

but for the sake of having a nicer toned body, it means making sacrifices! :((

ohwell, i've got so much to do yet so little time.

RAH!

and did i mention this?

i was on the brink of becoming a roasted chicken today!

like what's wrong with mother nature?!?!

global warming?!?!?!?! ugh.

what we could have been, 6/18/2009 09:53:00 PM.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

adapting to a new environment, learning new things, meeting strangers...

some may end up as friends who stay with you till the end

some may just happen to be what we call 'touch-and-go-friends'

i believe it's all part and parcel of life and that cant be helped

but if you get to meet the former...

well... be thankful for having met such great friends!((:

dont forget those 'touch-and-go-friends' either, do remember them...

for they have given you wonderful memories as well...

anw,im just simply amazed by how everything in life is predestined.

(updated at 6.52pm)

sigh. had this random chat w/ a friend just now.

and i realised how terribly i've failed as a friend.

not generally, but from my perspective.

因为,我连最基本的,例如,与朋友之间的问候和关心也没做到

真失败吧!真可笑!真可悲啊!

虽然没人责怪我,但始终还是知道自己做得不够好

总之,就是失去了那个勇气,去改善自己对某某事情的态度了

sad things aside.

had a whole day of fun watching my favourite shows today!((:

i just love slacking at home(at least for now! =P )

what we could have been, 6/17/2009 01:01:00 PM.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

爱太痛

不是说不再爱你了吗

不是说这就是终点呀

我对你的爱挂上句号

为什么却忘不了你?

你的冷落把我敲醒

痛得我快要窒息

不知道不明了

为何还停留在你的世界围绕

我给你的爱照亮了天空

你却把我的爱搁在一旁
难道你不知道还是在装傻?

我给你的爱填满了星空

却始终无法让你心动

我知道我爱错了

但也爱你爱疯了

告诉我这是某种考验

告诉我这不会是尽头

可是你却像风把我吹走

叫我怎么能够面对

你的冷落把我敲醒

痛得我快要窒息

不知道不明了

为何还停留在你的世界围绕

我给你的爱照亮了天空
你却把我的爱搁在一旁

难道你不知道还是在装傻?

我给你的爱填满了星空
却始终无法让你心动
我知道我爱错了但也爱你爱疯了

虽然我爱错了
但爱你已变成习惯

finally i've got the time to stay at home today to finished this piece.

i've got another half-written piece coming along but shall put on hold.

simply because i dont have any inspirations yet. HAHAS.

spent my sunday fruitfully with many many programmes.

hiphop.lunch.round2(got eliminated but expected! HAHAS).

met ling.IT fair.madness crowd.visited sarah(like finally! :D )

shared andersons ice cream sundae w/ ling(heavenly!((: )

visited peili (like finally after dino ages! :D )

home sweet home. KO-ed at 11pm. (super early luh!)

monday.spent the whole afternn at bugis.

then international plaza for some chiffon cakes.

went home and dragged myself to bed.

was too tired to do anything else. HAHAS.

i've been going out for 10consecutive days.

and i miss my days of slacking at home and rest.

and viola! like finally! :D

what we could have been, 6/13/2009 02:14:00 PM.

IT'S NOT OVER

IT'S NEVER OVER

IT CANT BE OVER

(but why is it so? i really need an answer)

it's just as simple as ABC but i made it seem so complicated.

*sigh*

(updated at 7.10pm)

excitement. overpowerment.

but i guess that's about it.

no high hopes.

experiencing the moment

is the most impt thing of all now. ((:

it's going to hurt when it heals.

but it would all get better in time.

and you've got to smile cos' you deserve too ((:

Labels: totally shagged.

what we could have been, 6/13/2009 01:41:00 PM.

Friday, June 12, 2009

NIGHT MUSUEM 2-JUST WHAT I NEEDED FOR LAUGHTERS!((:

finally caught night at the musuem 2 w/ ling&lennon.

it was so random&abrupt that i almost wanted to give this trip a miss.

but for the sake of my long waited night musuem 2 movie! HAHAS! XD

seriously night at the musuem 1/2 are one of the few comedies tt i really enjoyed!((:

but then again, i felt guilty not having to catch this movie w/ xian e other time.

and now, i ended up watching this movie w/ another group of friends. ohdear.

anw, tmr's my BIG day! seriously BIG BIG BIG!

im kind of excited yet having butterflies in my stomach at the same time.

i dont want to screw this up cos' i just wanna give e best impression. ((:

JIAYOUUUUUUU BAH GIRL! ((:

and goodness gracious. i've been gg out EVERY DAY since last saturday. RAH!

and i wont get to have a good rest at home until after mon. T.T

i used to complain how bored i was having to stay at home for days.

but not now. i miss slacking at home. even if it was for a day.

this is so tiring. i feel sooooo shagged. swimming makes me even shaggier! HAHAS.

i need more sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! RAH!

random but just wanna add on.

不在乎天长地久只在乎曾经拥有

这才是最珍贵的((:

Labels: tmr's a challenge.

what we could have been, 6/12/2009 10:19:00 PM.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I LOVE NINJA WARRIORS! ((:

be it Shunsuke Nagasaki or other great ninja warriors,

they've got the perserverence,determination & most imptly the goal in mind.

they are no doubt the 'ninja warrriors of the world' and not forgetting!

they are really 'great' people who are worth looking up too! ((:

so glad they had an hour telecast of ninja warriors on tv today! :D

i remember watching every monday at 830pm! HAHAS.

anw, i've completed two very impt things today.

getting a bank draft and submission of documents to relc!

(P.S. met sarah at relc as well! unexpected! :D )

as well as submitting the registration form which i intended to last week! =/

i hope i'll be in my tiptop condition on sat.

see how i fare and where i stand. ((:

hope it wont be too bad but im really getting the butterflies in my stomach now.

gosh.

im back to swimming again now that my 'da yi ma' is gone!

6days without swimming makes me feel uneasy.

as in i feel so unhealthy! HAHAS

ohwell. pool here i come! ((:

and i hope there wont be any scorching sun!

i dont like me being tanned now.

too tanned. :((

what we could have been, 6/11/2009 10:47:00 PM.

Monday, June 08, 2009

#01

i finally got my pay and had manhanttan fish w/ xian for dinner today!((:

finally relieved my cravings for manhattan for months! XD

#02

my pouch got stolen at bugis street ytd! T.T

call this total suayness. *sigh*

i had my ISETAN BADGE in that pouch which was meant to be returned today!

and i had to pay isetan 5bucks because i wasnt able to return them the badge! :((

damn that pickpocket for my loss! UGH!!!

anw,here goes the story...

i was happily shopping at bugis st & when i decided to make payment for my purchase.

i realised that the front compartment of my bag was opened.

i panicked when i saw my wallet wasnt there but realised i kept it in another place instead.

so i dismissed that idea of having my belongings stolen since my ipod was still there.

it was only until today when i started searching for my pouch w/ the isetan badge.

that i started to realise that my pouch has been stolen. :((

and there goes my ez link card which is approx worthed 8bucks too. T.T

not a lot but it's still money money money! :((

but looking on the bright side, im glad he/she was stupid enough to have missed my ipod.

*sigh*

#03

was watching the jap show 家有六子 in the morning.

and i started having some thoughts running thru' my mind.

somehow after watching a few eps of the show.

im starting to believe that blood ties may not be as strong as they seem.

it's the time spend together that counts which forms the bonds tt cant be broken.

there goes the saying 'blood is thicker than water'

it is indeed true but only to the certain extent.

afterall, it's all about the quality time spent tgt w/ each and everyone.

be it friends, co-workers, relatives or family.

those who stay true to you are not only restricted to your family.

but those who sincerely wish to see your smile without requesting for anything in return.

from strangers to friends

and from friends to family.

the change is just simply amazing.

dont you think so too??((:

Labels: i hope that pickpocket gets robbed someday. UGH.

what we could have been, 6/08/2009 09:37:00 PM.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

i think im HAPPY today cos' i ate nice deserts! LOL.

was tempted to step into MOF for their deserts today.

but i ended up treating mummy to ice monsters and chewy jr instead!

HAHAS!

i cant wait to visit that jap bazaar concept restaurant next week at Tampines1 for lunch!

promised mummy to treat her to really nice food then! HAHAS.

im finally getting my pay tml and have my long awaited manhattan fish w/ xian!((:

*YAYY*

after reading what i've wrote i guess i shld change my first sentence.

IM HAPPY COS' I KNOW I'VE BEEN EATING NICE FOOD LATELY! LOL.

and i just rejected a tution offer cos' i wasnt prepared to teach maths tmr! T.T

HAHAS. i totally forgot the models primary kids learn in maths.

damn damn damn! why wasnt it some chinese tuition! ugh.

ohwell. that means i've got to look thru' the pri kids maths books now.

so that i can take up another math tuition offer in future! RAH!

PAYDAY PAYDAY PAYDAY! ((:

sidenote: xiaozhu is so damn HOT today. HAHAS

what we could have been, 6/07/2009 11:23:00 PM.