Saturday, October 25, 2008
DONT TELL ME THAT I'LL BE OHKAY.
not in a very good condition today.
and i guess im falling sick soon.
migraines are back to haunt me.
guess it must due to weeks on intensive studying.
i just cant help but feel very very worried. :((
anw thanks to fadee&weiting for the encouragement.
but im just very very very very scared. :((
studies studies studies A's A's A's are making me sad.
for once i dont know what to do with my future. :((
*SIGH*
have been thinking a lot for the past few days.
each time i talk to ppl about this matter.
i've the habit to think over what i've said.
then it just gets so so so so down.
i talked about it just 2days ago to wt&xh.
and today i started on this topic w darryl agn.
i guess tml i'll bring this topic back to pl again.
the cycle just cont's. it never seems to stop. :((
*SIGH*
sorry for those having to put up with these pessmistic blogging.
i guess it would cont' all the way up till A's is over. :((
sad things aside.
song lyrics for now before i go off.
''I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking''
'' I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love,
and walk right through
As I lay my love on you ''
--my all time fave when i was a pri sch kid. LOLS.
''All I feel is 321
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore
I fall
I call
I crawl
Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting my turn''
not in a very good condition today.
and i guess im falling sick soon.
migraines are back to haunt me.
guess it must due to weeks on intensive studying.
i just cant help but feel very very worried. :((
anw thanks to fadee&weiting for the encouragement.
but im just very very very very scared. :((
studies studies studies A's A's A's are making me sad.
for once i dont know what to do with my future. :((
*SIGH*
have been thinking a lot for the past few days.
each time i talk to ppl about this matter.
i've the habit to think over what i've said.
then it just gets so so so so down.
i talked about it just 2days ago to wt&xh.
and today i started on this topic w darryl agn.
i guess tml i'll bring this topic back to pl again.
the cycle just cont's. it never seems to stop. :((
*SIGH*
sorry for those having to put up with these pessmistic blogging.
i guess it would cont' all the way up till A's is over. :((
sad things aside.
song lyrics for now before i go off.
''I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking''
'' I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love,
and walk right through
As I lay my love on you ''
--my all time fave when i was a pri sch kid. LOLS.
''All I feel is 321
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore
I fall
I call
I crawl
Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting my turn''
Labels: please dont tell me that i'll be ohkay. :((
what we could have been, 10/25/2008 08:28:00 PM.
Friday, October 24, 2008
LOSING FAITH :((
im seriously losing faith in myself as A's is getting nearer.
i know this is not the time but i cant helpt it. :((
i mean it's like im still doing what i should do.
and im going to just do what i can really do for now till A's.
but then seriously, i just know i cant make it thru'.
SIGH. i just dont know what to do.
i think my future is bleak you know.
im just scared. very very scared.
i feel just so lost you know. :((
anw.
disturbed ahlong and ahpek just now. hahas.
i think ahlong very funny.
but first thing first, ahlong listen's to chinese songs!
and no english songs leh. HAHAS.
im just surprised lah. he doesnt seem tt type u know.
got FRH and HSHMM also. LOLS.
ahlong's phone had a defect.
and what led to the defect was super funny.
peili was super funny today.
her tution teacher damn good loh.
treat 9of his students to NYNY leh!
but she felt tt it was weird eating with SA ppl.
so called me for help. damn funny lah she.
even ask me what she should order.
i was like 'how i know what u want to eat'
'u should just bring me along n i can eat ur share too'
hahas.
happy things aside.
im really very very very sad. LOLS.
i think it's funny. so contradicting.
but yah loh. anw.
i finally uploaded my WESTLIFE-coast to coast album to my nano :))
i seriously miss those songs and those young days. LOLS.
yupps yupps. thats about it.
i dont know when i will come agn.
maybe tmr? sun? mon? tues? hahas.
i dont know. no mood now.
nights loves.
im seriously losing faith in myself as A's is getting nearer.
i know this is not the time but i cant helpt it. :((
i mean it's like im still doing what i should do.
and im going to just do what i can really do for now till A's.
but then seriously, i just know i cant make it thru'.
SIGH. i just dont know what to do.
i think my future is bleak you know.
im just scared. very very scared.
i feel just so lost you know. :((
anw.
disturbed ahlong and ahpek just now. hahas.
i think ahlong very funny.
but first thing first, ahlong listen's to chinese songs!
and no english songs leh. HAHAS.
im just surprised lah. he doesnt seem tt type u know.
got FRH and HSHMM also. LOLS.
ahlong's phone had a defect.
and what led to the defect was super funny.
peili was super funny today.
her tution teacher damn good loh.
treat 9of his students to NYNY leh!
but she felt tt it was weird eating with SA ppl.
so called me for help. damn funny lah she.
even ask me what she should order.
i was like 'how i know what u want to eat'
'u should just bring me along n i can eat ur share too'
hahas.
happy things aside.
im really very very very sad. LOLS.
i think it's funny. so contradicting.
but yah loh. anw.
i finally uploaded my WESTLIFE-coast to coast album to my nano :))
i seriously miss those songs and those young days. LOLS.
yupps yupps. thats about it.
i dont know when i will come agn.
maybe tmr? sun? mon? tues? hahas.
i dont know. no mood now.
nights loves.
what we could have been, 10/24/2008 10:13:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
COAST TO COAST :))
i was very slack in school today. and i mean VERY. :))
i slept for around 1hour in the afternn. LOLS.
then i slacked again at 7pm.
had a VERY LONG chat with my dear salty friend. :))
i love talking to her! we've just got so much to talk about!
HAHAS. so we chatted about sad, happy, funny, cute stuffs.
and at around 7plus i asked if she was gg to go home soon.
she said yah. but then we cont'ed chatting all the way to 8pm.
and i asked her again and she said yah soon.
but then we cont'ed chatting all the way till 830pm.
finally she said she was gg home n she really went home this time!
HAHAS. then i lost my momentum to cont' studying.
and since daddy aint here yet. i cont'ed slacking. hahas.
so i decided to disturb darryl since he was the only person i knw
that is still in school at that very moment. even fadhilah went home le.
hahas. so yah loh. i keep saying his handwriting very fugly ugly. LOLS.
but really mah. seriously his handwriting reminds me of leslie's.
exactly the same one loh. LOLS. *oops* hehes.
started becoming v pessimistic agn about my A's.
then kept complaining. hahas. but im seriously very scared loh.
anw.
me and xian is so hooked on to westlife again.
and their very very very first album-coast to coast. :))
thats why im here on the com blogging.
cos' im waiting for the songs to be d/l-ed. hehs.
wont be coming tml. but i'll be back on friday!
hmms. i think sat bah. LOLS. see first! =P
my stupid choir juniors super nth to do today.
go 'kidnap' my cute pencil case today.
i got a shock when i came back to my bench.
then i was like how come my cardigan is now in my bag?!
i though i left it on the table.
then i realised my pencil case also gone.
then xian noticed the scribbles on my yjc prelim paper.
stupid huiling's handwriting lah. hahas.
she wrote 'HAHAHAS NO PENCIL CASE RIGHT?!'
NEH NEH NEE POPOO! =P
ur CUTE JUNIORS!'
dots lah. she love my pencil case until like tt.
yah loh.
hahas.
k thanks bye
i was very slack in school today. and i mean VERY. :))
i slept for around 1hour in the afternn. LOLS.
then i slacked again at 7pm.
had a VERY LONG chat with my dear salty friend. :))
i love talking to her! we've just got so much to talk about!
HAHAS. so we chatted about sad, happy, funny, cute stuffs.
and at around 7plus i asked if she was gg to go home soon.
she said yah. but then we cont'ed chatting all the way to 8pm.
and i asked her again and she said yah soon.
but then we cont'ed chatting all the way till 830pm.
finally she said she was gg home n she really went home this time!
HAHAS. then i lost my momentum to cont' studying.
and since daddy aint here yet. i cont'ed slacking. hahas.
so i decided to disturb darryl since he was the only person i knw
that is still in school at that very moment. even fadhilah went home le.
hahas. so yah loh. i keep saying his handwriting very fugly ugly. LOLS.
but really mah. seriously his handwriting reminds me of leslie's.
exactly the same one loh. LOLS. *oops* hehes.
started becoming v pessimistic agn about my A's.
then kept complaining. hahas. but im seriously very scared loh.
anw.
me and xian is so hooked on to westlife again.
and their very very very first album-coast to coast. :))
thats why im here on the com blogging.
cos' im waiting for the songs to be d/l-ed. hehs.
wont be coming tml. but i'll be back on friday!
hmms. i think sat bah. LOLS. see first! =P
my stupid choir juniors super nth to do today.
go 'kidnap' my cute pencil case today.
i got a shock when i came back to my bench.
then i was like how come my cardigan is now in my bag?!
i though i left it on the table.
then i realised my pencil case also gone.
then xian noticed the scribbles on my yjc prelim paper.
stupid huiling's handwriting lah. hahas.
she wrote 'HAHAHAS NO PENCIL CASE RIGHT?!'
NEH NEH NEE POPOO! =P
ur CUTE JUNIORS!'
dots lah. she love my pencil case until like tt.
yah loh.
hahas.
k thanks bye
what we could have been, 10/22/2008 10:06:00 PM.
Monday, October 20, 2008
在黑暗的对面是光明
what we could have been, 10/20/2008 10:37:00 PM.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
''珍惜一切 就算没有拥有''
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
i felt this part of the lyrics was very meaningful.
i mean it really reflects a lot on our lives.
so yupps. think about it. :))
finally graduated on 17thOct'08. :))
gosh. u know i actually accidentally typed 2009!
gosh! this is seriously freaking me out.
2008 2008 2008 2008. :((
anw. i went around taking pictures here and there.
and peili was like 'oh. not again. taking photos again. hahas'
couldnt help it. :))
anw. i went to cut my fringe ytd.
this time it was a STRAIGHT fringe.
no longer the usual slanted one. hahas.
but can make slanted if i want. LOLS.
i seriously think it's a bit too short.
and i somehow think i look like a zhong guo wawa now. :((
but yenyen said it was ohkay when i saw her ytd. hahas.
idk. but i think it's awful. HAHAS.
nvm. i just hope it grows faster! :))
A's in 2weeks time.
im seriously seriously very worried.
and it's many many times more stressful than O's.
and im so afraid i would break down while and after doing the paper.
GOSH. u know how worried i am.
but then agn i keep telling myself tt it's not time to be afraid now.
it's time to just give my best shot and cont' to perservere!
im trying. very very hard. so yupps.
JIAYOUU bah!
nights loves. :))
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
i felt this part of the lyrics was very meaningful.
i mean it really reflects a lot on our lives.
so yupps. think about it. :))
finally graduated on 17thOct'08. :))
gosh. u know i actually accidentally typed 2009!
gosh! this is seriously freaking me out.
2008 2008 2008 2008. :((
anw. i went around taking pictures here and there.
and peili was like 'oh. not again. taking photos again. hahas'
couldnt help it. :))
anw. i went to cut my fringe ytd.
this time it was a STRAIGHT fringe.
no longer the usual slanted one. hahas.
but can make slanted if i want. LOLS.
i seriously think it's a bit too short.
and i somehow think i look like a zhong guo wawa now. :((
but yenyen said it was ohkay when i saw her ytd. hahas.
idk. but i think it's awful. HAHAS.
nvm. i just hope it grows faster! :))
A's in 2weeks time.
im seriously seriously very worried.
and it's many many times more stressful than O's.
and im so afraid i would break down while and after doing the paper.
GOSH. u know how worried i am.
but then agn i keep telling myself tt it's not time to be afraid now.
it's time to just give my best shot and cont' to perservere!
im trying. very very hard. so yupps.
JIAYOUU bah!
nights loves. :))
what we could have been, 10/19/2008 09:33:00 PM.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
UNCERTAINTIES
i finally got HOME! like finally!
i was supposed to meet mummy at AMK HUB at 9pm.
but i was late & i reached at 945pm.
and mummy&daddy went off leaving me at AMK HUB.
poor me took the long bus journey from SR to AMK.
and then from AMK immediately back to NOVENA.
and finally i've reached home! GOSH!
this is super tiring!
esp. when i've just ran 10K not long ago. :((
it's seriously madness.
idk why but i actually ran the WILL RUN 10K.
i must be mad.
but i guess it's prolly the last day before we graduate bah.
thats what that somehow made me run like nv before. :))
GRADUATION DAY tml.
i dont know if i should be happy or not.
im trying to keep myself optimistic.
but then again im scared i would break down.
i rmb breaking down during my sec sch days too.
HAHAS. i can still rmb the whole scenerio.
we saw one another cry and we all cried.
and then we all hug hug hug here there.
but maybe just what i've said 'sec sch days'
so that means we were still young back then.
not as if we are old now.
but what im trying to say is tt maybe we become more matured.
not physically but maybe mentally.
so maybe i wont break down.
but then again..... you know.....
i really dont know....
sch has been really fun for the past few days.
it's a good thing since it's the last week of our official stay in SR.
i was laughing at jake sometime this week on his new haircut.
initially it was still ok. only tt i kept complaining to peili.
it was only when i had the chance to talk to him.
i began laughing uncontrollably tt i couldnt stop. LOLS.
i was like 'eh jake. ur hair really cant make it leh'
jake was like 'ok what.....'
then i started laughing like mad when i saw his face.
and i couldnt cont' our conversation.
i walked off laughing non-stop.
and poor jake was like shouting 'stop laughing leh!'
LOLS. but tt made me laugh even more!
couldnt help it. but i found his face hilarious! XD
*oops* apologise to jake here. hahas.
GOSH. im feeling so dead now.
today sch was hilarious.
lazy to say le. hahas.
tata. NIGHTS. :))
i finally got HOME! like finally!
i was supposed to meet mummy at AMK HUB at 9pm.
but i was late & i reached at 945pm.
and mummy&daddy went off leaving me at AMK HUB.
poor me took the long bus journey from SR to AMK.
and then from AMK immediately back to NOVENA.
and finally i've reached home! GOSH!
this is super tiring!
esp. when i've just ran 10K not long ago. :((
it's seriously madness.
idk why but i actually ran the WILL RUN 10K.
i must be mad.
but i guess it's prolly the last day before we graduate bah.
thats what that somehow made me run like nv before. :))
GRADUATION DAY tml.
i dont know if i should be happy or not.
im trying to keep myself optimistic.
but then again im scared i would break down.
i rmb breaking down during my sec sch days too.
HAHAS. i can still rmb the whole scenerio.
we saw one another cry and we all cried.
and then we all hug hug hug here there.
but maybe just what i've said 'sec sch days'
so that means we were still young back then.
not as if we are old now.
but what im trying to say is tt maybe we become more matured.
not physically but maybe mentally.
so maybe i wont break down.
but then again..... you know.....
i really dont know....
sch has been really fun for the past few days.
it's a good thing since it's the last week of our official stay in SR.
i was laughing at jake sometime this week on his new haircut.
initially it was still ok. only tt i kept complaining to peili.
it was only when i had the chance to talk to him.
i began laughing uncontrollably tt i couldnt stop. LOLS.
i was like 'eh jake. ur hair really cant make it leh'
jake was like 'ok what.....'
then i started laughing like mad when i saw his face.
and i couldnt cont' our conversation.
i walked off laughing non-stop.
and poor jake was like shouting 'stop laughing leh!'
LOLS. but tt made me laugh even more!
couldnt help it. but i found his face hilarious! XD
*oops* apologise to jake here. hahas.
GOSH. im feeling so dead now.
today sch was hilarious.
lazy to say le. hahas.
tata. NIGHTS. :))
what we could have been, 10/16/2008 11:07:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
BAD BAD BAD MOOD
super super angry now.
no mood to talk to anyone.
no mood to eat sleep play slack.
just in no mood to do anything at all.
dont feel like typing it out cos' im super angry.
i think xian got a shock when i suddenly got v agitated on the phone.
hmmms. actually after thinking about it.
im not really angry but more of a disappointed w/ something/someone.
and this like the first time i just hung up my phone on tt person.
dont want to say le. v v v v v v v v v v SAD.
maybe i shouldnt have been too optmistic in the first place.
suan le suan le.
super super tired now.
2hr phy consultation tml.
didnt really prepare much for the 2hr long slot.
sians.
super super angry now.
no mood to talk to anyone.
no mood to eat sleep play slack.
just in no mood to do anything at all.
dont feel like typing it out cos' im super angry.
i think xian got a shock when i suddenly got v agitated on the phone.
hmmms. actually after thinking about it.
im not really angry but more of a disappointed w/ something/someone.
and this like the first time i just hung up my phone on tt person.
dont want to say le. v v v v v v v v v v SAD.
maybe i shouldnt have been too optmistic in the first place.
suan le suan le.
super super tired now.
2hr phy consultation tml.
didnt really prepare much for the 2hr long slot.
sians.
what we could have been, 10/15/2008 10:20:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
LAUGH OUT LOUD
relatively fun day in sch today. :))
quite a no. of funny funny events happened today.
and i did quite a few funny funny things too. LOLS.
i somehow frightened tan today. HAHAS.
tan was like in the lab doing chemical test.
then i stood at the window and called her.
then she got a shock. LOLS.
but she damn cute lah. HAHAS.
me&xian motivated oh today. hahas.
cos' they were training for the lijiang trip.
then we motivated him w/ some phy concepts.
'must conserve ur linear momentum!'
LOLS. then oh damn cute lah.
he was like 'thanks. im hoping so too!'
me&xian did some 'translation' today.
but mostly credits to xian.
cos' i was practicall sitting there to watch a 'good' show. XD
lazy to go into details. but the characters involved are:
new uncle cleaner
senior indian lady cleaner
senior malay uhm caretaker? or whatever u call her. hehs.
xian &
the 'calefare'- ME MYSELF. lols.
we had this wonderful funny funny interpretation 'job'.
all i can say tt it was super hilarious.
we took 30-45min to translate some incy wincy housematters.
but it was tortorous. GOSH. hahas.
all of us raised our' white' flags aftertt.
seriously cant make it. LOLS.
but damn funny lah.
took a final check of our phy consultation today.
me&peili almost wanted to faint.
cos' we were shocked to see 3consultations in a week.
and 1 in which it was for 3consecutive days of 2hours each!
GOSH! almost wanted to faint.
since when did we book so many slots loh.
HAHAS.
GRAD DAY this friday.
looking forward & not looking forward simultaneously.
pray and hope i dont flood the sch with my tears on tt day.
pray pray pray. cross my fingers toes hair hand whatever!
i dont want to look so unglam. LOLS.
N E WAYS.
i dont know who took my CUTE CUTE BOTTLE.
EMPTIED/DRANK half a bottle of it.
and then LEFT it on another table. :((
i know my bottle is so lovable. but then. LOLS.
how can harrass my CUTE CUTE BOTTLE right right right! XD
*heart pain* LOLS. jkjk.
but yahloh. the scenario was damn funny lah.
i was like some stupid kuku idiot looking at tt bottle.
before realising it was my bottle.
hahas.
nvm nvm.
look on the very oh so bright side.
tt person must have loved my CUTE CUTE BOTTLE so much.
so much so tt he/she took it and drank it and whatever.
HAHAS.
yupps yupps.
lazy to type le.
hand tired. lols
tata.
night night.
relatively fun day in sch today. :))
quite a no. of funny funny events happened today.
and i did quite a few funny funny things too. LOLS.
i somehow frightened tan today. HAHAS.
tan was like in the lab doing chemical test.
then i stood at the window and called her.
then she got a shock. LOLS.
but she damn cute lah. HAHAS.
me&xian motivated oh today. hahas.
cos' they were training for the lijiang trip.
then we motivated him w/ some phy concepts.
'must conserve ur linear momentum!'
LOLS. then oh damn cute lah.
he was like 'thanks. im hoping so too!'
me&xian did some 'translation' today.
but mostly credits to xian.
cos' i was practicall sitting there to watch a 'good' show. XD
lazy to go into details. but the characters involved are:
new uncle cleaner
senior indian lady cleaner
senior malay uhm caretaker? or whatever u call her. hehs.
xian &
the 'calefare'- ME MYSELF. lols.
we had this wonderful funny funny interpretation 'job'.
all i can say tt it was super hilarious.
we took 30-45min to translate some incy wincy housematters.
but it was tortorous. GOSH. hahas.
all of us raised our' white' flags aftertt.
seriously cant make it. LOLS.
but damn funny lah.
took a final check of our phy consultation today.
me&peili almost wanted to faint.
cos' we were shocked to see 3consultations in a week.
and 1 in which it was for 3consecutive days of 2hours each!
GOSH! almost wanted to faint.
since when did we book so many slots loh.
HAHAS.
GRAD DAY this friday.
looking forward & not looking forward simultaneously.
pray and hope i dont flood the sch with my tears on tt day.
pray pray pray. cross my fingers toes hair hand whatever!
i dont want to look so unglam. LOLS.
N E WAYS.
i dont know who took my CUTE CUTE BOTTLE.
EMPTIED/DRANK half a bottle of it.
and then LEFT it on another table. :((
i know my bottle is so lovable. but then. LOLS.
how can harrass my CUTE CUTE BOTTLE right right right! XD
*heart pain* LOLS. jkjk.
but yahloh. the scenario was damn funny lah.
i was like some stupid kuku idiot looking at tt bottle.
before realising it was my bottle.
hahas.
nvm nvm.
look on the very oh so bright side.
tt person must have loved my CUTE CUTE BOTTLE so much.
so much so tt he/she took it and drank it and whatever.
HAHAS.
yupps yupps.
lazy to type le.
hand tired. lols
tata.
night night.
what we could have been, 10/14/2008 10:10:00 PM.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
MIRO-TIC
teardrops on my guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
just a quick quick post.
wont be staying on long for today. :))
so i've got to restrain myself from talking online.
hahas.
yupps yupps.
i've got a nice nice song up there.
i know yongxin had it on her blog before.
but i shall mention it again.
cos' it's seriously very nice.
i've been listening to too many HIGH songs lately.
so i decided to listen to this to neutralise my feelings.
LOLS.
it's just to ensure i dont get too hyper. XD
so yupps.
chem p2 and maths p2 tml.
all set and ready to own them-HOPEFULLY.
kekes.
tata. night. kkays. thanks. bye.
what we could have been, 10/12/2008 11:02:00 PM.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
MIROTIC
anw. had chem consultation today.
and i think i was super funny lah.
cos' peili got nth to ask alrd.
both peili and tan was like waiting for me to ask.
then i was so damn stress lah.
both of them waiting for me.
then i super disorganised cos' my qns is all over the place.
then i need to take time to find.
then i was like telling tan 'i very stress leh'
'' y'all all looking at me & waiting for me. HAHAS.''
then ms tan was like 'orh. then i see my phone bah'
then peili was like 'hahas. then i check my phone also'
and they started chatting so as not to make me stress.
but really mah. 2pair of eyes looking at u, waiting for u.
then the slow slow me trying v hard to search for the qns.
hahas.
i smell KFC now. makes me feel like puking.
i think my appetite isnt very good today.
i felt like puking after lunch.
and i didnt have the appetite to eat for dinner.
and now i still feel like puking.
i wonder why the food hadnt digested yet.
or is it tt my stomach is failing me?
SOBBS. i feel so terrible.
N E WAYS.
i shall go search for new new songs le. hahas.
NIGHTS. :))
i'd never thought that DBSK would be so hot kkays. hahas.
peer influence from peili. HAHAS.
she damn funny lah.
she was telling me tt i should go watch their MV.
cos' their body very HOT. -.-
i not as bian tai as her. but yah.
hahas. really HOT lah.
got 6packs mah. LOLS.
and i think yunho is *faints* HAHAS.
anw. had chem consultation today.
and i think i was super funny lah.
cos' peili got nth to ask alrd.
both peili and tan was like waiting for me to ask.
then i was so damn stress lah.
both of them waiting for me.
then i super disorganised cos' my qns is all over the place.
then i need to take time to find.
then i was like telling tan 'i very stress leh'
'' y'all all looking at me & waiting for me. HAHAS.''
then ms tan was like 'orh. then i see my phone bah'
then peili was like 'hahas. then i check my phone also'
and they started chatting so as not to make me stress.
but really mah. 2pair of eyes looking at u, waiting for u.
then the slow slow me trying v hard to search for the qns.
hahas.
i smell KFC now. makes me feel like puking.
i think my appetite isnt very good today.
i felt like puking after lunch.
and i didnt have the appetite to eat for dinner.
and now i still feel like puking.
i wonder why the food hadnt digested yet.
or is it tt my stomach is failing me?
SOBBS. i feel so terrible.
N E WAYS.
i shall go search for new new songs le. hahas.
NIGHTS. :))
what we could have been, 10/11/2008 10:57:00 PM.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
COMPLETELY DRAINED OUT- BOTH MENTALLY&PHYSICALLY
im on the brink of closing my eyes now.
it's a HAPPY day today but a real TIRED day too.
HAPPY cos' there's no paper tml & i dont have to burn the midnight oil.
furthermore, i dont think im capable of burning the oil tonight either.
LOLS. it's just seriously super super super tiring.
must be wondering why dont i just go to bed and have an early night right?
HAHAS. cos' i 'xi guan' to sleep in late le.
so if u ask me to go and sleep now, somehow i will feel very weird!
weird me but yupps! thats me! :))
ytd night was seriously madness.
i bang on my maths all the way till 9pm last night.
then i moved on to my physics revision at 10pm after my dinner.
but sadly after 30min i KO-ed.
none of my family members knew i was sleeping. HAHAS.
cos' i isolated myself in my room with the door closed the whole day ytd.
and i instructed all of them DO NOT OPEN MY DOOR & DISTURB ME.
LOLS. so they all guai guai do their own things.
it was only 2hours later my dad came in and woke me up.
and cos' i was still in my dreamland subconsiously.
i started talking some nonsence to my dad n i thought he was my mum.
then my dad was like 'uhm. im ur daddy not mummy.' -.-
LOLS. then i went back to snooze agn. hahas
but i woke up at 12plus to bathe and cont'ed with my phy.
phy was much disappointment today.
paper was relatively easy but i guess i wasnt well prepared enough.
guess i've got to strenghten my foundation n get my basics right.
careless mistakes here and there too.
guess i was too too too sleepy.
cos' i square rooted my ans when the eqn tt i wrote didnt have sq root.
but i guess it was becos' in the ealier part of the paper.
i did so many of the transmission coefficient calculation.
then need to sq root sq root sq root.
then i think i sq root until i got the hang of it.
then i even sq root my ans for other qns. LOLS.
ohhohh!
something very scary happened during phy paper today!
i think most of us got a shock lah.
we were like sitting in the hall waiting for our paper to commence.
then when ms low walked over to this s3 girl.
this s3 girl starting making loud noises like 'UGH! UGH! HMM'
initially i was like was tt ms low doing smthing to tt girl?!
LOLS. then after ms low left, i heard those sounds agn.
it was only then i realised it was the s3 girl.
everyone sitted near her was like 'omg. is she alright.'
i mean. it's really damn scary lah.
after the paper, me and my dear twin MAYkee&fadilah starting discussing.
then we were like 'damn scary lah' 'i thought what happened!'
hahas. yah loh. really damn scary lah.
stupid michael jackson bumped into me today. hahas.
i felt like laughing when i saw his face.
then i texted pl immediately abt it.
and we started talking abt the nintendo bag.
how we realised his existence.
and how the nintendo bag brought us tgt.
LOLS. nolah. kidding. ignore the previous statement.
but yah. funny lah.
it all started becos' of the nintendo bag.
yupps yupps.
write too much rubbish today le.
end off here then!
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :))
im on the brink of closing my eyes now.
it's a HAPPY day today but a real TIRED day too.
HAPPY cos' there's no paper tml & i dont have to burn the midnight oil.
furthermore, i dont think im capable of burning the oil tonight either.
LOLS. it's just seriously super super super tiring.
must be wondering why dont i just go to bed and have an early night right?
HAHAS. cos' i 'xi guan' to sleep in late le.
so if u ask me to go and sleep now, somehow i will feel very weird!
weird me but yupps! thats me! :))
ytd night was seriously madness.
i bang on my maths all the way till 9pm last night.
then i moved on to my physics revision at 10pm after my dinner.
but sadly after 30min i KO-ed.
none of my family members knew i was sleeping. HAHAS.
cos' i isolated myself in my room with the door closed the whole day ytd.
and i instructed all of them DO NOT OPEN MY DOOR & DISTURB ME.
LOLS. so they all guai guai do their own things.
it was only 2hours later my dad came in and woke me up.
and cos' i was still in my dreamland subconsiously.
i started talking some nonsence to my dad n i thought he was my mum.
then my dad was like 'uhm. im ur daddy not mummy.' -.-
LOLS. then i went back to snooze agn. hahas
but i woke up at 12plus to bathe and cont'ed with my phy.
phy was much disappointment today.
paper was relatively easy but i guess i wasnt well prepared enough.
guess i've got to strenghten my foundation n get my basics right.
careless mistakes here and there too.
guess i was too too too sleepy.
cos' i square rooted my ans when the eqn tt i wrote didnt have sq root.
but i guess it was becos' in the ealier part of the paper.
i did so many of the transmission coefficient calculation.
then need to sq root sq root sq root.
then i think i sq root until i got the hang of it.
then i even sq root my ans for other qns. LOLS.
ohhohh!
something very scary happened during phy paper today!
i think most of us got a shock lah.
we were like sitting in the hall waiting for our paper to commence.
then when ms low walked over to this s3 girl.
this s3 girl starting making loud noises like 'UGH! UGH! HMM'
initially i was like was tt ms low doing smthing to tt girl?!
LOLS. then after ms low left, i heard those sounds agn.
it was only then i realised it was the s3 girl.
everyone sitted near her was like 'omg. is she alright.'
i mean. it's really damn scary lah.
after the paper, me and my dear twin MAYkee&fadilah starting discussing.
then we were like 'damn scary lah' 'i thought what happened!'
hahas. yah loh. really damn scary lah.
stupid michael jackson bumped into me today. hahas.
i felt like laughing when i saw his face.
then i texted pl immediately abt it.
and we started talking abt the nintendo bag.
how we realised his existence.
and how the nintendo bag brought us tgt.
LOLS. nolah. kidding. ignore the previous statement.
but yah. funny lah.
it all started becos' of the nintendo bag.
yupps yupps.
write too much rubbish today le.
end off here then!
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :))
what we could have been, 10/09/2008 08:07:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
D-I-E
D-Y-I-N-G
D-E-A-D
E-C-O-N-S
I-S
K-I-L-L-I-N-G
M-E
D-Y-I-N-G
D-E-A-D
E-C-O-N-S
I-S
K-I-L-L-I-N-G
M-E
what we could have been, 10/07/2008 10:15:00 PM.
DAY 1 of PRE A's
it's only Day 1 and im dying-physically.
i started having migraine after the GP P2 review lecture.
so i decided to go home & rest instead.
shall stay in sch to study tml.
of cos. to run as well. :))
chem p3 should be alright. I HOPE.
but im not too sure about econs.
i havent started on anything yet! :((
this is so OMG lah.
anw. enough of PRE A's.
back to ytd' SUPERBAND FINALS.
it was a disappointment to watch it.
'RABBIT' won the SUPERBAND 2 title.
gosh. this is just so ..................
i've got nth else to say.
just felt it was pity tt 'BIG WIN BLOW' lost the title.
ohwell.
and i love to say this agn.
timothy&jake are nice people! :))
although one is too pervertic and DOTS.
but still. HAHAS. nice nice. :))
i cant believe that at the age of 19 & 18.
we are still playing hide&seek.
ohwell. haahs.
there's always the kid in us.
shall cont' on my inorganic revision now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~
it's only Day 1 and im dying-physically.
i started having migraine after the GP P2 review lecture.
so i decided to go home & rest instead.
shall stay in sch to study tml.
of cos. to run as well. :))
chem p3 should be alright. I HOPE.
but im not too sure about econs.
i havent started on anything yet! :((
this is so OMG lah.
anw. enough of PRE A's.
back to ytd' SUPERBAND FINALS.
it was a disappointment to watch it.
'RABBIT' won the SUPERBAND 2 title.
gosh. this is just so ..................
i've got nth else to say.
just felt it was pity tt 'BIG WIN BLOW' lost the title.
ohwell.
and i love to say this agn.
timothy&jake are nice people! :))
although one is too pervertic and DOTS.
but still. HAHAS. nice nice. :))
i cant believe that at the age of 19 & 18.
we are still playing hide&seek.
ohwell. haahs.
there's always the kid in us.
shall cont' on my inorganic revision now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~
Labels: a dream that will never come true.....
what we could have been, 10/07/2008 12:30:00 AM.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
SUPERBAND!
HAHAS.
actually im not tt addicted to this year's superband.
just that i wanted to have a break.
so i decided to ON my TEE-WEE & watch.
it's the finals anyway. so it's worth watching.
'RABBIT' & 'BIG WIND BLOW' are in the finals now.
LOLS. *direct translation from their chi band name*
though i dont really like any of the 4groups who are in the semi-finals.
but at least there's 1 band who has the quality there.
the rest like *bleah* sing like *bleah* one.
esp. the 'RABBIT' lah. dont know how to sing de. =X
but REALLY mah! hmph. nvm.
i dont have any preference anw. HAHAS.
yupps yupps. PRE A's tml.
not prepared at all. SERIOUSLY.
worse than prelims man. DIE.
and should i go for prom?
i think until my brain want to die le. -.-
it's like i have so many considerations to take into acc.
ugh. go watch my TEE-WEE le.
HAHAS.
actually im not tt addicted to this year's superband.
just that i wanted to have a break.
so i decided to ON my TEE-WEE & watch.
it's the finals anyway. so it's worth watching.
'RABBIT' & 'BIG WIND BLOW' are in the finals now.
LOLS. *direct translation from their chi band name*
though i dont really like any of the 4groups who are in the semi-finals.
but at least there's 1 band who has the quality there.
the rest like *bleah* sing like *bleah* one.
esp. the 'RABBIT' lah. dont know how to sing de. =X
but REALLY mah! hmph. nvm.
i dont have any preference anw. HAHAS.
yupps yupps. PRE A's tml.
not prepared at all. SERIOUSLY.
worse than prelims man. DIE.
and should i go for prom?
i think until my brain want to die le. -.-
it's like i have so many considerations to take into acc.
ugh. go watch my TEE-WEE le.
what we could have been, 10/05/2008 09:39:00 PM.
我会好好过
kind of random but yah.
cos' tt day timo was playing this song of the piano.
and it somehow got me addicted to this old song agn. :))
你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都握不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太松你
都只是风
你爱过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由
我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我
我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这理由
你留下很多
可我面对寂寞
寂寞不穷
总是爱脆弱
我会好好过
等你回头
看到的一定是我
kind of random but yah.
cos' tt day timo was playing this song of the piano.
and it somehow got me addicted to this old song agn. :))
你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都握不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太松你
都只是风
你爱过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由
我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我
我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这理由
你留下很多
可我面对寂寞
寂寞不穷
总是爱脆弱
我会好好过
等你回头
看到的一定是我
what we could have been, 10/05/2008 11:06:00 AM.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
WHAT A DAY! :))
i knew i wasnt able to wake up today!
HAHAS. and i kept mroh waiting for 20min!
*OOPS* i was really very tired.
i slept like 2am last night n had to wake up like 63oam?!
i told u i'd NEVER reached sch at 7am before ohkays! =P
HAHAS. so yah lah. i rushed down as fast as i could.
luckily daddy sent me there.
if not i'll take forever to reach.
but then i was super super sleepy.
my mind couldnt really function properly.
but then. at least i learnt something today.
not much but better than nothing.
had a very good run today.
running really helps in keeping me awake. :))
and running makes me happy cos' i get to see CUTE DOGS! :))
yupps yupps. got golden retrievers leh! SUPER CUTE loh!
then it's a COUPLE somemore! super cute de!
then they must walk very close to each other somemore!
i was like 'ohmy. u 2 are practically a pair twins stuck tgt!'
LOLS. i mean. REALLY! super super cute de loh! =P
pre A's is starting in 2day's time-today inclusive.
GOSH. this is really killing me.
i hate to say this.
BUT. i've got a v bad feeling i wont make it thru'.
*sigh*
i knew i wasnt able to wake up today!
HAHAS. and i kept mroh waiting for 20min!
*OOPS* i was really very tired.
i slept like 2am last night n had to wake up like 63oam?!
i told u i'd NEVER reached sch at 7am before ohkays! =P
HAHAS. so yah lah. i rushed down as fast as i could.
luckily daddy sent me there.
if not i'll take forever to reach.
but then i was super super sleepy.
my mind couldnt really function properly.
but then. at least i learnt something today.
not much but better than nothing.
had a very good run today.
running really helps in keeping me awake. :))
and running makes me happy cos' i get to see CUTE DOGS! :))
yupps yupps. got golden retrievers leh! SUPER CUTE loh!
then it's a COUPLE somemore! super cute de!
then they must walk very close to each other somemore!
i was like 'ohmy. u 2 are practically a pair twins stuck tgt!'
LOLS. i mean. REALLY! super super cute de loh! =P
pre A's is starting in 2day's time-today inclusive.
GOSH. this is really killing me.
i hate to say this.
BUT. i've got a v bad feeling i wont make it thru'.
*sigh*
what we could have been, 10/04/2008 08:04:00 PM.
Friday, October 03, 2008
FUN YET EMO
paradoxical but yah.
sch was fun yet emo today.
the morning was quite enjoyable.
i think this morning abit chaotic for me.
i cant seem to carry my books/shoebag/jacket/bag quickly.
so i was basically a super duper slow slow poke. XD
jeremy is jealous of my TWO CUTE CUTE BRAITS TODAY!
but seriously, i wanted to tie only ONE braits today.
then i dont know why i end up with 2 BRAITS IN SCH. lols.
but yah. i changed from 2 to 1 during the later part of the day. :))
and idiot lesliepohjiahao keep disturbing me during maths today.
ohkays. i think he's gg to see this. but nvm. =P
who ask me keep disturbing me. HAHAS.
after sch was chaotic agn.
stupid yongxin and her birthday surprise.
make us super super super cant make it!
especially me cos' i had a HARD time settling her down.
stupid lah she. keep moving here and there with her laptop.
HAHAS. =P
nice nice timothy played the piano for me! LOLS.
so happy! :)) cos' it's damn nice.
got nicky lee's- wo hui hao hao guo. guang liang's-tong hua.
super nice de loh! ask jialong sing he dont want. hahas.
pervertic jake gave me his sinister laughter again. LOLS.
and he failed to scare me with the fake centipede for the 2nd time!
i think they seriously damn lame lah. but nice bunch of ppl to play with! :))
pratically wasted my whole day in sch. did nothing much.
except for that 1 hours consultation but was useless.
cos' i was alrd too tired when mroh came.
went out for dinner and came back to sch watching BBT videos.
so it was like slacking the whole day lah.
i feel so guilty. =X
sch at 7am tml. SIANS. super SIANS! :((
i hope i can wake up but im afraid i cant.
phy phy phy phy is really killing me. sians lah.
*sigh*
then things started to go down the hill emotionally.
HAHAS. i started to tell yongxin about sch.
today being the last day offcially for lectures/tutorials etc.
and im gg to miss the times u know u know u know.
i was literally crying inside when i told her.
i told peili to bring a box of tissues on grad day.
cos' im gg to flood the sch with my tears on tt day.
the end of musical was impactful to have made me cried.
what more to say graduation day.
*sigh*
dont say le.
if not i really gg to cry le.
i've got this weird weird feeling inside me now.
paradoxical but yah.
sch was fun yet emo today.
the morning was quite enjoyable.
i think this morning abit chaotic for me.
i cant seem to carry my books/shoebag/jacket/bag quickly.
so i was basically a super duper slow slow poke. XD
jeremy is jealous of my TWO CUTE CUTE BRAITS TODAY!
but seriously, i wanted to tie only ONE braits today.
then i dont know why i end up with 2 BRAITS IN SCH. lols.
but yah. i changed from 2 to 1 during the later part of the day. :))
and idiot lesliepohjiahao keep disturbing me during maths today.
ohkays. i think he's gg to see this. but nvm. =P
who ask me keep disturbing me. HAHAS.
after sch was chaotic agn.
stupid yongxin and her birthday surprise.
make us super super super cant make it!
especially me cos' i had a HARD time settling her down.
stupid lah she. keep moving here and there with her laptop.
HAHAS. =P
nice nice timothy played the piano for me! LOLS.
so happy! :)) cos' it's damn nice.
got nicky lee's- wo hui hao hao guo. guang liang's-tong hua.
super nice de loh! ask jialong sing he dont want. hahas.
pervertic jake gave me his sinister laughter again. LOLS.
and he failed to scare me with the fake centipede for the 2nd time!
i think they seriously damn lame lah. but nice bunch of ppl to play with! :))
pratically wasted my whole day in sch. did nothing much.
except for that 1 hours consultation but was useless.
cos' i was alrd too tired when mroh came.
went out for dinner and came back to sch watching BBT videos.
so it was like slacking the whole day lah.
i feel so guilty. =X
sch at 7am tml. SIANS. super SIANS! :((
i hope i can wake up but im afraid i cant.
phy phy phy phy is really killing me. sians lah.
*sigh*
then things started to go down the hill emotionally.
HAHAS. i started to tell yongxin about sch.
today being the last day offcially for lectures/tutorials etc.
and im gg to miss the times u know u know u know.
i was literally crying inside when i told her.
i told peili to bring a box of tissues on grad day.
cos' im gg to flood the sch with my tears on tt day.
the end of musical was impactful to have made me cried.
what more to say graduation day.
*sigh*
dont say le.
if not i really gg to cry le.
i've got this weird weird feeling inside me now.
Labels: memories best kept in the heart.
what we could have been, 10/03/2008 10:30:00 PM.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
HAPPY&FUN&FUNNY DAY @ SCH.
YUPPS! i had great fun in school today, esp after sch!:))
CT interation was super super cute lah.
there were like 9of us only.
then we sat in 3 rows of 3 at the gallery while MrHon talked.
then the scene was like super CUTE lah! HAHAS.
then was studying w/ xian.jesslyn.sasa.
it's been ages since i last sat at the same table w/ sasa!
HAHAS. she super super super cute lah.
she was like 'OH MY GOD MAY!'
i was like 'ohmy! what happened?!?!?!!?'
then she was like 'WHY IS UR TONGUE BLUE?!'
LOLS. she gave me shock lah.
i thought what happened. HAHAS.
then sasa&jesselyn left.
then sarah treated us to water chestnuts.
it was meant for MrAng but he didnt want.
so yupps. we ate them instead.
and xian concluded tt we are eating 3fruits at the same time.
as in the chestnut taste like sugarcane/apple n of cos chestnut!
then xian left too. HAHAS.
stupid jake timo jialong came over.
and tried scaring me with a SUPER FAKE MILLIPEDE!
LOLS. then jake damn disappointed lah.
cos' he was like 'eh! why u not scared one! not fun!'
LOLS. i was like it's super fake lah. buy so fake one.
hahas. crap lah them. but it was fun! :))
and i must say tt jake's sinister laughter is damn pervertic.
HAHAS. he nv fails to give me tt laugh when i go home.
no wonder he has the potential to become a sex maniac!
*OOPS* hahas. =P
im seriously gg to miss all these times when we graduate.
SOBBS. hahas. :))
but yahlha. REALLY. they are a bunch of NICE ppl!
i still rmbed how much i resisted them initially.
but nah. not now. and never.
i love them more than anything else! LOLS.
yupps yupps.
soon after they left.
stupid darryl came over and disturb me also.
*gosh. i wonder why today so many ppl like to disturb me!'LOLS.
anw. yupps. he there for dont know what reasons get high over phy.
and i was there like 'ohmy. phy is really killing me now'
HAHAS. and then they went home.
finally.
after a few rounds of chat/crap sessions.
i've got my fair share of 45min of peace&silence before sch closes.
HAHAS. but i did nth much in fact cos i was too tired.
so in the end i spend 45min memorising why there's 2 peaks in the graph.
HAHAS. super super inefficient lah. but ohwell.
tml's going to be another FUN day!
im just so looking forward to it! :))
need to bathe now.
time noted: 11.10pm
GOSH. super late lah.
luckily tml sch starts at 830am.
i only rmbed when i started typing 'super late lah'
HAHAS. then i rmbed tml dont need to wake up so early.
*sigh* im seriously gg to miss everything abt sch after tml.
and miss x1000000000000 after graduation day.
and many more misses after A' levels.
GOSH. im gg to cry soon. SOBBS :'((
tata.
YUPPS! i had great fun in school today, esp after sch!:))
CT interation was super super cute lah.
there were like 9of us only.
then we sat in 3 rows of 3 at the gallery while MrHon talked.
then the scene was like super CUTE lah! HAHAS.
then was studying w/ xian.jesslyn.sasa.
it's been ages since i last sat at the same table w/ sasa!
HAHAS. she super super super cute lah.
she was like 'OH MY GOD MAY!'
i was like 'ohmy! what happened?!?!?!!?'
then she was like 'WHY IS UR TONGUE BLUE?!'
LOLS. she gave me shock lah.
i thought what happened. HAHAS.
then sasa&jesselyn left.
then sarah treated us to water chestnuts.
it was meant for MrAng but he didnt want.
so yupps. we ate them instead.
and xian concluded tt we are eating 3fruits at the same time.
as in the chestnut taste like sugarcane/apple n of cos chestnut!
then xian left too. HAHAS.
stupid jake timo jialong came over.
and tried scaring me with a SUPER FAKE MILLIPEDE!
LOLS. then jake damn disappointed lah.
cos' he was like 'eh! why u not scared one! not fun!'
LOLS. i was like it's super fake lah. buy so fake one.
hahas. crap lah them. but it was fun! :))
and i must say tt jake's sinister laughter is damn pervertic.
HAHAS. he nv fails to give me tt laugh when i go home.
no wonder he has the potential to become a sex maniac!
*OOPS* hahas. =P
im seriously gg to miss all these times when we graduate.
SOBBS. hahas. :))
but yahlha. REALLY. they are a bunch of NICE ppl!
i still rmbed how much i resisted them initially.
but nah. not now. and never.
i love them more than anything else! LOLS.
yupps yupps.
soon after they left.
stupid darryl came over and disturb me also.
*gosh. i wonder why today so many ppl like to disturb me!'LOLS.
anw. yupps. he there for dont know what reasons get high over phy.
and i was there like 'ohmy. phy is really killing me now'
HAHAS. and then they went home.
finally.
after a few rounds of chat/crap sessions.
i've got my fair share of 45min of peace&silence before sch closes.
HAHAS. but i did nth much in fact cos i was too tired.
so in the end i spend 45min memorising why there's 2 peaks in the graph.
HAHAS. super super inefficient lah. but ohwell.
tml's going to be another FUN day!
im just so looking forward to it! :))
need to bathe now.
time noted: 11.10pm
GOSH. super late lah.
luckily tml sch starts at 830am.
i only rmbed when i started typing 'super late lah'
HAHAS. then i rmbed tml dont need to wake up so early.
*sigh* im seriously gg to miss everything abt sch after tml.
and miss x1000000000000 after graduation day.
and many more misses after A' levels.
GOSH. im gg to cry soon. SOBBS :'((
tata.
what we could have been, 10/02/2008 10:59:00 PM.
王心凌&吴克群-NANANA
nanananana nanananana
你爱生气 你少根筋 一天到说对不起（sorry）
你色咪咪 你脏兮兮 袜子一个月不洗 迟到晚退你第一名
牵着我的手看美女 口口声声的说我是你的唯一
你爱生气 你少根筋 比我好不到哪去
你超爱恋 你第一名 保护你是我的生命
保护生命你冲第一 遇到彪悍要你的命
每天骗我你又多了三块腹肌
Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你
Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去
Na Na Na Na 什么都给你
Na Na Na Na 不由自己
Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你
Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去
Na Na Na Na 什么都给你
Na Na Na Na 只要你开心
kor & my soon-to-be future sis-in-law went m'sia today.
my kor claims tt he's there for some meeting.
but i seriously think he's there for fun instead. HAHAS.
if not why would my future sis-in-law tag along?
hmmms. cheeky cheeky korkor.
i want to get out of s'pore to get a breather too!
school's really killing me! SOBBS.
nvm. endure for about 30days more! T.T
nanananana nanananana
你爱生气 你少根筋 一天到说对不起（sorry）
你色咪咪 你脏兮兮 袜子一个月不洗 迟到晚退你第一名
牵着我的手看美女 口口声声的说我是你的唯一
你爱生气 你少根筋 比我好不到哪去
你超爱恋 你第一名 保护你是我的生命
保护生命你冲第一 遇到彪悍要你的命
每天骗我你又多了三块腹肌
Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你
Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去
Na Na Na Na 什么都给你
Na Na Na Na 不由自己
Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你
Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去
Na Na Na Na 什么都给你
Na Na Na Na 只要你开心
kor & my soon-to-be future sis-in-law went m'sia today.
my kor claims tt he's there for some meeting.
but i seriously think he's there for fun instead. HAHAS.
if not why would my future sis-in-law tag along?
hmmms. cheeky cheeky korkor.
i want to get out of s'pore to get a breather too!
school's really killing me! SOBBS.
nvm. endure for about 30days more! T.T
what we could have been, 10/02/2008 12:00:00 AM.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH!
super angry lah.
my parents went out w/o getting dinner for me.
and they didnt even leave a single cent for me to buy dinner!
UGH. im now a hungry maymay.
and a hungry maymay= super super angry maymay.
i thought they would come home soon but nope. SOBBS.
i waited with lots of hope but :((
so it's down to maggie mee again.
my stomach is seriously growling like some tiger.
i've not eaten since like....... 1pm?!?!?!
and it's close to 12hrs since i last ate.
SOBBS. boiling water in progress.
so i've got to just sit and wait. SOBBS.
*sigh*
super angry lah.
my parents went out w/o getting dinner for me.
and they didnt even leave a single cent for me to buy dinner!
UGH. im now a hungry maymay.
and a hungry maymay= super super angry maymay.
i thought they would come home soon but nope. SOBBS.
i waited with lots of hope but :((
so it's down to maggie mee again.
my stomach is seriously growling like some tiger.
i've not eaten since like....... 1pm?!?!?!
and it's close to 12hrs since i last ate.
SOBBS. boiling water in progress.
so i've got to just sit and wait. SOBBS.
*sigh*
what we could have been, 10/01/2008 10:42:00 PM.
