im dying im dying im seriously dying.im in hols mood now. ohgosh! this is so wrong!i tried chionging maths since ytd.and it seems like im super unproductive. ohnoooo.i think im getting super hopeless le.i feel like giving up cos i think im most prob gg to get owned by MYE.ok. i think i WILL DEFINITELY get owed by MYE.but i shall still try anw. i've got no choice afterall.so jiayouu bah! =Dand im turning 18 after 12midnight.i hate it cos it seems like i've grown super old le.althought it means tt i can watch M18 shows.but ugh. 18 is super eeeeeks. ohh. im not tt interested in M18 shows either. LOLS.i wanna stay at sweet 17! XDwatched the HK charity programmed on the cyclone disaster in china ytd.and i had many many many thoughts running thru' me after tt.life suddenly seemed so precious so weak so fragile.-hai- shant elaborate. if not it will take up a whole day.david cook was crown the 7th generation winner of American Idol.i didnt really watch the whole season 7.i only bothered to watch the semi-finals and i got hooked on to the younger david.such a pity young david didnt win the title.ohwell. im not tt crazy over this anw. haahs.but young david is really cute! LOLS.Labels: ai ai~
what we could have been, 5/24/2008 05:08:00 PM.
ohmyohmy!i've only completed like int. econs and inflation?!and im like only halfway thru' unemployment?!ohgosh! how am i gg to read up on GP and chem at this pace?!and im like left with a few more hours and a day left?!im like super dead le lah! T.Ti seriously need a miracle to happen now.SOBBS.Labels: may. u got to press on. stop wasting time girl.
what we could have been, 5/18/2008 06:40:00 PM.
MYE is like finally here to haunt me. :((seriously speaking, i hadnt touch on any subjects except econs.and i've only covered like BOP of econs only?! ohmy!im super super dead lah. -hai-this is gg to be worse than common test.i can only pray tt my econs and chem will be alright.i dont have much high hopes for the rest.press on bah, may! =DLabels: my beloved. =D
what we could have been, 5/17/2008 12:58:00 PM.
If the hero never comes to youIf you need someone you're feeling blueIf you wait from love and you're aloneIf you call your friends and nobody's homeYou can run away but you can't hideThrough a storm and through a lonely nightThen I show you there's a destinyThe best things in lifeThey're free
But if you wanna cryCry on my shoulderIf you need someone who cares for youIf you're feeling sad your heart gets colderYes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me knowThere's a place in heaven where we'll goIf heaven is a million years awayOh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blueWhen the days are getting hard for youI will always stay here by your sideI promise you I'll never hide i know yongxin has posted this set of lyrics in her blog.but i've fallen in love in this song so much tt i cant resist myself.so here i shall post it again n show my love for it! XD okok. time to update on SR-reach for the stars musical.im having 'choir/musical sickness' now.i cant stop myself from thinking about it.ytd jess was like 'eh may. see u at choir at 330pm ok?'LOLS. how i wished it was so true. but hai.could still rmb how excited we were when we arrived at TRCCfor our first ever combined rehearsal. =Dwe shared a holding room with guzheng & i felt like a superstar at that very moment i stepped into the room.it was so grand with all the mirrors, dressing tables and lights!i kept telling them i hadnt fully utilised the room yet. LOLS.we kept rehearsing just like how singers would rehearse for their concerts.started early in the morning n only get to go to dreamland at 2plus 3am.we simply led a life of a full-time singer. it was tiring yet fun and enjoyable.we went throught the same whole routine for the 2nd day and finally sat was the real thing- the real musical.somehow i felt that it came too fast.i was anticipating it but it also meant tt it would end real soon.it was simply contradicting.-the actual musical-the excited faces u could see.all of us all dolled up. and seriously all of us looked like angels tt day! HAHS. XDwe changed into our costumes rushed out to the stage.rushed back to our rooms and change and rush out again.it was simply super exciting.the matinee performance was ok.cos the audience were J1s so i felt nth.but when the night performance came i was shivering like mad.but im pretty glad our songs were delivered pretty well.many told us tt we''re now a whole new choir!as in we sang so much better than before!!!!!! yayy!!! =Di went super high on the happy days and reach for the stars song!me and yongxin were like pri kids screaming for the big balloons.cant blame us. we are still young at heart! hehs.i cried when the musical ended. i just couldnt stop my tears from flowing.the thought of having to step down.the thought of not being able to see the J2s/J1s as often.the thought of not being able to go for choir every wed/fri.the thought of having to wake up frm my dream n face realitythat it's time to focus on studies now.all these thoughts just force my tears out of my eyes. hai. .thank god my tears manage to stay in my eyes.we left TRCC soon after and i began to emo.everything seemed like a dream to me.i hadnt had enough of fun yet.but its really time to wake up.-hai-ohh and!we revealed our angel identity on tt day too.my angel was zhisheng and was really sweet of him!he got me 3 very cute phone accessories 1 of which was a doggy! =Dthanks zhisheng! hadnt really thank u enough in my note to you!i know he wouldnt see this post but i shall still thank him here again!thanks my angel!and my mortal was daniel. it was super funny lah.everything he gave my and xiaohui was like LOLS.the paper which he used to write a note for us was from the same piece!only that he tore into half, and so was the strepsils! LOLS.i dont mind anw. it's the thought tt counts! just felt it was super funny!lastly,just a final thanks and misses to these bunch of cute people!-adele jessica xiaohui yongxin jodi adeline estrina nisha vin andresuzanna( i'll miss her shouting my name when we're playing whacko)-firdaus yanjie zhisheng panich daniel huilin felicia jingming abigail xuehuiyijing monica kristy vivien sharanyaa wanliim seriously going to miss u guys super lots!and all the best for the upcoming major performance u'll be having! =Das for the J2s, it's time to mug for A's now! jiayouu bah! =Dto all, i hope we're able to gather again! plenty of misses!Labels: -hai- i dont know why. but my heart is feeling very very empty. T.T
what we could have been, 5/08/2008 02:57:00 PM.