KNOCKED OUT.

apparently im totally knocked out by the SHISHA.
i totally hated it.
today's clubbing nite was disastrous.
thank god i left EARLY.
i mean like i stayed for about 2hrs.
'FARRAH' was CUTE.
lols.
'FARRAH's' a GUY btw.
he claims he's FARRAH so just let it be.
he's CUTE larhhx.
joan is totally a havoc.
euu c her puffing every now and then.
5min later n there euu c her smoking again.
everyone was camwhoring.
bitching around.
i got really BORED larrhx.
i almost slept while leaning on hazel.
haahs.

euu know i seriously hated ppl who smoked larhhx.
so i was kinda pissed off and moody.
'FARRAH' said i was so DEAD.
true indeed.

much of a disappointment too cuz we didnt see most ppl.
they were like 'ok i will be gg'
then in the end. they didnt turn up.
SUCKS.

im so damn tired.
with headaches due to the SMOKE N SHISHA.
thank god i got home not long ago.

damn.
was totally disappointed today.
SIANS.

Labels: POOH BEAR. HER LOVE. HER WANTS. HER NEEDS.

BACK TO WHITLEY CAMPUS TODAY AGAIN.

well.
only 6/8 of JI* gang went back.
the 2/8 had sch till late.
kinda sad though.
couldnt get to see them.

SPEECH DAY was today also.
cool aye.
LOLS.
saw benjamin,meiyi,zawiwi,sipei,theresa,etc.
so much of a conincidence.
we just so happen to go back and get our certs.

truthfully speaking.
our main reson for going back was to PON CHOIR.
LOLS.
so were the others.
apparently we all went back to our respective sec schs.
COOL.

didnt get to see MS LEE.
she's still on maternity leave.
saw MR NGO,DAMIEN YEO.
haahs.
damien darn funny lahh.
i was laughing at his blouse.
so COLOURFUL.
HAHS. XD

chatted with our FAVE canteen auntie.
she still rmbs us kkays?!!!!
we were all so damn touched larhhx.

was supposed to go out for dinner.
but yah.
i suddenly rmbed i had to celebrate my kor's bdae.
LOLS.
so yarhhx.
dinner was cancelled.

the trip back to WSS brought back many fond memories.
i just miss everything there.
esp the CANTEEN.TEACHERS.FRIENDS.
lost of emotions now.

ANW.
wanna clarify something.
i dont wanna be mistaken for liking some1.
this is totally absurd.
shouldnt have asked that qns.
and somehow i apparently got mistaken.
i was just asking for fun.
NOTHING MUCH.
euu know about i've got something to do with POOH BEAR.
so yarhhx.
hope i cleared the 'AIR'.
lols.

2ml's another primary sch gathering for me.
and my FIRST CLUBBING NIGHT.
so yarhx.
im hell looking forward to it. =))

Labels: she loves no one but POOH BEAR. dont be mistaken.

well.
im here to summarise the SYF central judging for the day.

CONGRATZ PAMELA! =D
Anglican High got a GOLD with HONOURS.
GOOD JOB! =))

WSS JUNIORS!
dont be discouraged kkays?
euu have alrd given ur best!
just learn from your mistakes and improve in the next SYF.
rmb to focus more on the projection of ur voice.
it really plays a part.
JIAYOUU!

Xinmin Sec was really good too with a SILVER.
their last song was the best.
really enjoyed listening to them.

Henderson Sec got a bronze which was really shocking.
they should have gotten a silver instead.
their standard were of about the same as XMS.
saw them crying out loud.
SAD.

saw ALEXJANDRO aka ZHUO RONG.
damn paiseh larhhx.
i looked at him and gave that SHOCKED face.
he saw my expression.
and oh god.
i laughed like some MAD people.
so everyone was like looking at me.
UGH.

got a ride from the WSS bus back to WSS.
everyone was so damn moody larhhx.
me and xin felt so helpless.
couldnt liven up the atmosphere.
but luckily when we got back sch every1 felt better.
well oh well.

had a FUN time.
and YES. i meant FUN.
catching up with my LOVELY JUNIORS.
JIELING.SHUYU.HAZEL.JOEY.SHILEE.LIYAN,etc.

OHH!
and my 'xiao shuai-ge' LIUHONG!
LOLS.
apparently he GREW TALLER.
HAHS.
and yepps.
im still calling his name wrongly,PURPOSELY.
SIMON was still the CUTE boyboy.
haahs.
xin was going crazy over him lahhx.
somemore still go kachiao he and his stead.
lols.

i got freaked out by 2frigging WSS MONKEYS just now.
they were like standing at the porch outside the music rm.
and they were like staring at me.
stupid monkeys.
actually.
i was the one who tempted them with my leftover fries.
LOLS.
but luckily they went away.
if not we have to sleep in the music rm.

well oh well.
i captured a photo of them on my way out of the campus.


I MISS WHITLEY CAMPUS.

Labels: I MISS WHITLEY. EVERYTHING ABT WSS.

WHOOT.

KBOX WAS AS HIGH AS EVER.
and AH JI plus EDMUND were the jokers.
LOLS.
but sadly.
we hadnt really sang ALL our songs yet.
and CONFOUND IT!
they just stopped all our songs when the time ended.
shant go toapayoh's one the next time.
AMK or PARADIZ is the best lahhx.
so we were like 'ohkay,let's repeat this song and that'
LOLS.

went off to catch the CSS final audition.
well.
xh's fren,whic is weiting has a fren who got in.
so we were like cheering for her just now.
but sadly she went off key/pitch at the chorus.
which was so damn sad lahhx.
she was shocked when tt happened.
the judges even said that if she didnt show tt she made a mistake.
they wouldnt have realised that something happened.
so it was kind of a pity.
im crossing my toes n fingers hoping she would get in.
when the results are out, xh's gonna inform us.
till then.
i just PRAY for her. =))

oh well.
cuz i wanna go to the recording studio!
hehx.
i mean it's not like it's the 1st time im gg larhx.
but it's the atmosphere.
it's always better to be there 'live'.
gosh.
im going crazy over SHAWN too.
not the 'i not stupid' shawn.
but the CSS-SHAWN.
he's an uber CUTE,TALENTED boii boii.
euu should have heard him sing.
UBER NICE. JJ's song- MU NAI YI.
cool heh.

I GOING CRAZY OVER CSS.

Labels: wishing ferr euu.

maybe some things arent meant not to be said.
maybe some things are meant not to be made known.
maybe i would feel better if i hadnt written it all out.

people always say that curiosity kills the cat.
but i beg to differ in some cases.
curiosity might end up hurting others instead.

so as i said.
if i hadnt written abt the incident.
no one would have realised and know about it.
wouldnt it have been better this way??

well.
i personally felt it would have been better.
FOR ME.
im lazy to explain about what i wrote in my previous post.
and i dont wanna explain either.
so please oh please.
DONT EVER ASK ME AGAIN KKAYS?!
i just wanna get over and done with it.
it really hurtx in the heartx.

anw.
PW groupings is OUT finally.
I LOVE MY GROUP kkays?!
so CRAP lorhhx.
LOLS.
and remember what i said previously?!
I LOVE MY CLASS. =))
so yarhhx.

2ml im down for CCL.
luckily it ends at 10am.
cuz 2e1'o4 gathering is at 11am!
HAHS.
KBOX is gonna be our gathering venue.
COOL aye?! XD
this means more k-boing for me!
YAYY.
the last time i went was like march hols!
ohkays.
it wanst tt long ago afterall.
haahs.
we are all going to go damn CRAZY 2ml!
hehx.

next sat is followed by MCS gathering.
WOAH!
2 gatherings in consecutive weeks.
I MISS THE MCS GIRLS.
i havent seen most of them since 3yrs back.
ever since most of us decided nt to go back on teachers' day.
LOLS.
and i cant make it for nxt sat's CCL.
i've got a MASS at HOLY SPIRIT CHURCH with MCS girls at 9am.
and then followed by clubbing frm 9pm-3am with MCS girls too.
so yarhhx.
gonna tell K.YANG soon. =D

JASPER was so damn funny today.
and so was ERNEST.
apparently ALL OF US WAS CRAZY LAHHX.
haahs.
with all the sinister laughs.
LOLS.

OHH OHH!
BIG NEWS!
MY KEPT MY BALLOON IN THE LOCKER!
AINT THAT COOL?!
-.-

Labels: C.H.E.R.R.I.S.H-i really do. but what about euu? euu didnt. i guess.

just found out something from someone.
damn sad lahhx.
some things are making me VERY VERY EXTREMELY SAD.
i just dont know how to put it into words.
apparently.
there's another bitch that appeared into the pic.
and there goes everything.
im just so damn curious to know who's tt bitch larhhx.
a stranger to me has made my life so miserable.
and i guess she has the hots for POOH BEAR.
she's darn fickle minded n flirtatous too.
UGH.

I HATE HER.
T.T

Labels: i found out something which i SHOULDNT know.

i expected it to be a damn unlucky day today.
why?!
i screwed up my chemistry test today.
ugh.
needless to say.
i had the careless mistakes all over.
ARGH.
to add it on.
i was even called upon to sing solo.
all because i was the only one in college tee in the ALTO.
so damn PAISEH lorhhx. hehx.
and now im going crazy over SRJC sch song.
haahx. influence.
'SRJC ALL FOR EUU~'.... =D

guitar ensemble practices resumes next wed.
not sure if i should go or not.
i just cant really make up my mind.
UGH.

POOH BEAR was sick today.
hope he's fine now.
kind of worried for him.
he seems so sickly.
LOLS.
his character exactly like 'him' lorhhx.
but maybe that's why lahhx.
i just cant help it.
im destined to be controlled by this horoscope guy.

hope everything's fine larhhx/
dont wanna think too much alrd.
it's giving me the headaches.

Labels: take care kkays? im so damn worried for eu.

decided to do this since im so exhuasted frm doing chem.


A is for age:
`6TEEN going on to SEVENteen.

B is for boy of choice:
`PoOH bear boy.

C is for candy you like right now:
`MEGA ROULETTE. =X

D is for drinks you like:
`TEA PENG. SPARKLING H2O(best consumed after PE.XD)
`Ice Lemon Tea(season brand). MILO. H2O.

E is for essential item you use
everyday:
`HP.

F is for favorite TV show at the
moment:
`Music in the AIR.

G is for favorite game:
`Time Crisis 4.

H is for Home town:
`NOVENA.

I is for indoor game you play:
`hmms.BISHI BASHI?! lols.

J is for favorite juice:
`STRAWBERRY+LEMON+milk juice. haahs.
it's nourishing kkays! XD

K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
`no one for now.

L is for last place you eat:
`HOME SWEET HOME.

M is for meal for breakfast:
`VEGGIE RICE FOR BREAK.

N is for next trip you will be taking:
`dont know.

O is for online dating:
` no and never cuz it's so STUPID.

P is for people you were with today:
`my family, my friends, POOH BEAR GUY.

Q is for question you would like to
ask your enemy:
`why did we end up like that?!

R is for Biggest Regret:
`LOADS TO NAME.

S is for status:
`single

T is for time you woke up today:
`06.15

U is for the color of your umbrella:
` PINK. hehs.

V is for vegetable you love:
`LONG BEANS!! BROCOLLI!!

W is for worst nightmare:
`HAD ONE DAMN SCARY NIGHTMARE.

X is for x-rays you've had:
` none yet.

Y is for your bestest friend:
`my affliation-JI* =D

Z is for zodiac sign:
` HORSE.

Labels: euu mean a lot to me. do euu knw tt?

DAMN.
life's getting more hectic each and every day.
Tests are lined up over the next few weeks too.
GOSH.
which means i really do need more revision and stuffs.
not forgetting there's 1 chem class test 2ml or wed.
UGH.
i'll be mugging later.
im so darn EXHUASTED.
PE was a killer today.
i'd rather ran the usual 8rounds(3.2km)lorhhx.
the 4sets of sprinting had my soul sent to heaven.
LOLS.
just wana add on.
i really do love my class each and every day.
they're a bunch of lovable people! =))
with an exception of the snail guy.
LOLS.
nicole couldnt stop going 'CRAZY' over him.
and i just couldnt stop laughing at her misery larhhx.
2ml's PW grouping and i cross both my toes n fingers.
PLEASE OH PLEASE!
i dont want to be in the same group as the SNAIL GUY.
i just hope MOE is NICE. hehx. XD

it was only then did i realised that i never once had euu.
and i wasnt that 'euu' whom euu wanted afterall.
perhaps it isnt that case.
perhaps what i saw aint true.
perhaps deep down we have this mutual feeling.
perhaps it's really the way i thought so.
just tell me my assertions are wrong.
please.
just tell me that i'll be just fine.
and it's still happily ever after.

Labels: please tell me it aint true. it really hurtx. T.T

WOOT.
im going CRAZY over EVAN YO due to the influence of yongxin.
lols.
so im here with a conclusion after seeing him today.

I LOVE EVAN YO AS MUCH TOO. =))

well.
as expected.
there werent many people.
but nonetheless.
im still so crazy over EVAN.
hehx.

he's darn cute.
awww.
haahx.

i made a fool out of myself in front of him.
that was so embarrassing euu knw.
as some of euu may know.
evan 'admires' yang cheng lin a lotx yarhx?
well.
so this was what i told him.

蔡旻佑.你和蔡. [cai min you. euu and 'CAI']
EH. ahh!
(yongxin was laughing like mad at this point of time
n evan gave tt 'LOLS'face)
講錯講錯了 [say wrongly lerhx!]
(evan was laughing now because of my confusion)
你和楊丞琳一樣可愛. [euu are as cute as rainie]
(evan- 謝謝.我還在想什麼'蔡'呢.) [thks.i was thinking what 'CAI'?!]
要加油哦. [must jiayouu worhhx]
(evan- 好的.謝謝.你很可愛.) [yepps.thnks.euu v ke ai]

i reckon he meant cute as in i made a fool out of myself just now.
so yarhhx.
that was uber embarrassing.
ugh. haahx.

well.
went for our dinner after that.
meiyu joined us for awhile as she was there shopping also.
chit chatted for a while.
then shopped awhile before going home sweet home.
so now here i am larhhx.
LOLS.

Labels: i love EVAN YO =))

im so damn high today larhhx.
LOLS.
must have been because i saw the 'MUSIC IN THE AIR' just now.
hurhurs. XD
SAM from MLB,WEIJIAN and CHANEL frm PSS1 plus NAT from PSS2.
watching them perform just now brought back many fond memories.
i remembered how crazy we really went over weijian.
my favourite female singer from the PSS season.
the craziness over our MILO-PENG.
all these SUPER fever were what i missed most.
i still love weijian's voice as usual.
and so do i love chanel's x-factor.
not forgetting sam's cuteness too!! =D
i was getting so HIGH then my parents thought i was crazy.
LOLS.
it's all in the past yeahx?!
we are now so busy with JC n POLY to have time for these craze.
i bet i'll be thinking abt it for like dont know how long!
haahx.

anw.
i wrote a 2nd post to relieve my craziness.
if not i will go mad larhhx.
so yarhhx. =D

Labels: she's going crazy with all these madness.

FINALLY.
it's like 3hrs of physics was FINALLY over.
physics was really a killer man.
it's not the subect itself but rather, the teacher.
ugh.
i can tell euu how much 1So6 dreaded physics tutorial.
it's to the extreme larhhx.
all of us were like on the verge of dozing off.
it was pretty obvious our soul wasnt there.
so around an hr half later.
he gve us this 5min break.
5min was so damn precious to us euu knw!
we were all like 'OMG. it's so damn 'FUN'.
i mean 'fun' in a sarcastic way.
it's like time really past SLOWLY~ during physics.
extremely slow.
it's like 'eh. why is 1hr not up yet?!'
other subjects are like 'eh. so fast?! lesson ended alrd?!'.
euu see the contradiction there?
just totally sucks lahhx.
i hafta bear with that for 2 years euu knw?!
it's suicidal manx.
i'd rather die.
plain boring and dead.
ugh.

well.
they day i awaited is going to arrive.
good friday.
a friday which im free from sch frm physics frm mr lim ts.
LOLS.
but of course.
evan yo's autograph session not to be missed! =))
he's uber cute and i cant wait to see him 2ml!!
but muhh prince is the still the cutest of course!
hehs.
lalala.

im dead-beat.
im dying.
i hope i didnt make the wrong choice afterall.
NUS- business faculty is what im striving for.
2 yrs of hard work is worth it.
endure the hardships now and i'll be able to enjoy my life in future.
this is what i've always believed in.
i know i've wasted 4yrs of education and o levels.
i dont wish to waste my jc life anymore.
my goal my life my loves.

JIAYOUU.
persevere. =D

Labels: my love for euu poured like heartdrops

whee.
a quick post before i go off to do my hw.
choir wasnt too bad today.
and i in ALTO. =D
not bad sia.
from a SOPRANO to ALTO.
yongxin also.
hehs.
this goes to show we have a WIDE VOCAL RANGE.
wahahahax. -.-
but seriously.
i feel so much better in the alto section.
it's far more relaxing.
guess it's finalised that im staying in choir.
but if they really convert to MS again.
hmms. i realy dont know.
they said netball was damn hiong lahhx.
nvm!
let's just take it that it will nv happen.
LOLS.
might be going for the 2e1'04 mini gathering this sat.
it depends lahhx.
but i really do wanna go K! =D
21st april is mcs parteh @ a sahara pub.
which means im gg CLUBBING!
LOLS.
no lahhx.
clubbing still sounds weird to me.
im still underage.
LOLS.

i really dread 2ml.
3hrs of physics. GP test. etc.
ugh.
T.T

Labels: lalala. ii just want him.

never thought i would have this joke on me.
ugh.
1 year plus?!
euu are hell lotx kidding.
seriously.
it's damn ambiguous.
we didnt even know when it started.
fine.
i bet it's happily ever after for him now.
rumours gg around.
secrets among them.
it wasnt made known to the rest.
but i have the guts feeling tt im right.
whatsoever.
it's got nothing to do with me anymore yarhhx?
just my like brother.
i shall put a full stop to everything.
i know im dragging everything myself.
im thinking too much and stuffs.
so yarhhx.
im in the same boat as my brother.
but he needs more SISTER LOVE than i do.
i will shower him with that!
LOLS.

im done with PI. =))
haahs.
so RANDOM.

Labels: lalala. ii.wished.ferr.muhh.PRINCE.

well.
im finally done with my PI DRAFT.
so proud of myself aeh! XD
hmms.
on 2nd thoughts.
i think i'd better not rejoice.
when Ms May Koh sees my PI 2ml, i bet she'll puke.
ugh.
im not satisfied with it myself.
it's not up to standard yet.
i hope im the right track though.
anw.
apparently some1 stabbed me in my heart today.
it wasnt on intention as he was oblivious.
so yarhhx.
got reminded of some1 and somehow memories came flashing back.
i dont know why but yarhhx.
it was a damn ambiguous thing.
but yet it was the most precious thing ever.
i thought i have 'LOOK OPEN' but it wasnt true.
it has alrd been a past thing and yet im still thinking abt it.
life has alrd moved on right?!
so why on earth am i still standing still?!
ugh.


anw.
II WANT MUHH PRINCE.
he's in taiwan though.
LOLS.
i hope to see him n the other 5 soon in SG!
HAAHS.

Labels: ii want muhh PRINCE. =D

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