ugh.
i guess im learning to love JC n my class. =))
as for those exceptions which i mentioned before.
hmms.
i think i should just forget about it n i think im being too prejudiced.
so yepps.
i should look on the bright side aye?? =D
decided to stay on in choir afterall.
as for guitar ensemble.
well. just dont really like the people there.
they are so damn sarcarstic larhhx.
sports sports sports.
why didnt i join one instead?!
netball my soul.
T.T
maybe i'll never be able to touch the NETBALL again.
much regrets.
but things cant be changed due to some factors.
i think im gg into depression again.
UGH.
i'd better stop all these.
sinking into depression just so aint me.
just reminds me of that person which makes me so UGH!
suay as ii can be.
i always see him wherever i go which so damn suay.
he's always with that BUAY SONG face when seeing me.
im like 'WHAT THE?!what's ur problem?!'
*SCREAMS*

getting my shoes 2ml.
it's time to get one.
NEW SHOES. =))
should i get the puma one or the nike one????
hmms. cant really make up my mind.

as for my toes.
they arent fully healed yet.
the nail is still separated frm the flesh.
and there are still some blood clots there.
so yepps.
it hurts but not that much.
i can still RUN kkays! =))

my post is so RANDOM [p/s- xh. i quoted frm euu! =P].
totally agrees with xh that 1 word says all.
no wonder im typing this word too.
LOLS.

Labels: I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS. =D

met up with my 7girls today.
it has been real long since the 8of us really got 2gether.
and today was a BDAE CELEBRATION CUM GATHERING @ J8.
stupid place to be at.
i mean im so sick of J8 larhhx.
but the ARCADE made it a point for me to enjoy myself.
well.
i missed out on the bishi bashi which was my faves.
i was so busy trying out on the INITIAL D car racing thing lorhhx.
haahs.
screamed like some mad ppl while playing the bball thingy.
played the photohunt and we ALMOST BROKE THE RECORD kkays?!
stupid. but we got 2nd so it's still better than nothing!
LOLS.
ohkays. this aint the main point.
the thing is.
while some crazines were gg on in the neoprint booth.
apparently some1 STOMPED ON MY POOR WEAKLING TOES!
haahs. not sure who's the murderer.
but it's alright.
they didnt want it to happen either.
so yarhhx. blame on my carelessness.
but 2of my poor toes are crying for help.
my toenails are on the brink of gg to break in half.
and it's bleeding like ugh.
im sort of handicapped now.
and NO PE for me 2ml.
this is just so sickening.
i feel so stupid sitting there seeing ppl run.
ugh. it makes me look so like a weakling.
i wanna RUN kkays?! T.T
no shoes for me 2ml also.
ugh.
image euu wearing a pair of slippers matching ur sch uni.
YUCKS.
so totally disgusting.
i thought i wouldnt hafta dress like that after the sec1 incident.
but who knows.
i've got to wear slippers to school 2ml again!!!
T.T
for christ sake!!!!
it's so damn pathetic.
anw.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO RICE.
since we celebrated it today.
LOLS.
shall officially wish rice again on the 27th.
haahs. =))

Labels: MY POOR TOENAILS T.T

well.
im like finally here to update after dino ages.
jc has been real tiring for mie lately.
it's like it's only the temporary one n i dying alrd.
not dying because of lectures but rather.
dying because of too much of CHEM TUTORIALS.
lols.
im like so into chem nn maths now.
dont know why but i starting to love them.
maybe i'll hate them again as time goes by.
but im real thankful to ms cheong larhhx.
she really taught more in-depth during the sec3/4 days.
so im not struggling that much.
so yarhhx.
lots of break for the past few days.
involves much slacking with friends nn doing of chem tutorials too.
wasnt that bad afterall.
with the exception of some people.
lots of IDOL-LOOK-ALIKE craze gg on in SRJC lately.
it's like a so called trend among my girlfriends.
searching for look-alikes around the college.
i've yet to see the SAM-lookalike which xin found.
mainly guys and not a even a girl.
hoping to find one though. LOLS.
cafe's food is really so not up to standard.
the choc is so cheapskate with an exceptionally WEIRD taste.
the cappucino is so NOT LIKE CAPPUCINO.
the sunny-side egg is so NOT LIKE ONE EITHER.
and the fish-n-chips had me fooled.
FINE. i felt so cheated.
i was so looking forward to the authenic fish n chips.
but what i got in the end was a fish burger with fries.
*DOTS*
n after consuming the fries.
i had real bad sore throat which hurts like mad.
i swear i aint going touch that again.

got my permanent timetable n compared with the other classes.
im like so jealous of xin.
she's free frm like 11plus on fridays.
and she nv seems to hafta go home after 5pm except for tues.
GOOD right?!
well. single science combi. what had euu expect.
unlike double sciences.
totally sucks.
arghh.

CT is Mr Lim Teck Seng. [p/s-JOLEEN.tt's my CT =))]
dont really like him nowadays.
he's so..... argh.
the way he behaved during our so called 'extra physics lesson' today.
im so sure i dont like him that much.
but i sure do love to laugh at the way he speaks larhhx.
it's really very entertaining.
his handwriting totally sucks too.
i used to laugh at my friends with tt similar ugly handwriting too.
LOLS. i seem so evil.
but it's really very awful. ugh.

as usual.
physics still aint my forte.
trying my very best to cope with it.
pw has started officially 2days ago? or was it 3?
this year's real packed with stuffs due to pw.
but i just hope the yr passes quickly n *poof* we're done with pw.
srjc choir is so pathetic unlike wss.
i see only11people.
i have the urge to like propose for a change to A-cappella.
guitar ensemble on mon.
im going for the trial.
it seems fun to me.
but i shall see how it goes first on mon.
if choir n guitar doesnt crash. i shall have 2ccas.
i wanted netball initially.
my soul kkays.
but krystal's in it.
and she was one of sling's 'accomplice' in wss-netball.
im still bearing a grudge against them n im sure they still are.
they were so damn biased against me.
they made life so diff. for me during trainings.
i just didnt expect to see her here in sr.
ugh.
im so despo for some netball trainings now.
guess my shooting's kinda rusty.
and my WA's position is no longer applicable to mie.
but yarh. i just wanna TOUCH the netball.
N-E-T-B-A-L-L.
sigh. it's a never-ending grudge.
i just hope it ends someday.

gathering on SUN. =))
so looking forward to it.
im missing the 8 of us lotx including myself. XD
so it's going to lots of FUN.

I MISS MY GIRLS.

*sigh*
i just dont understand W-H-Y!!!!
do people tend to cherish things that are HARD TO GET ONLY?!
he's good in everything.
he cares n showers lots of love.
he gives in to her everytime.
he gives whatever the girl asks for.
he sacrifices all his rest just for her.
aint that good enough?!
even if he's broke.
he would even treat her to high-posh restaurants.
he would even give her presents up to a few hundred bucks.
he would even pay for her daily neccessities.
aint that good enough?!
he's laid down with lots of credit card debts just for her.
but she just takes it for granted.
even if he goes on a overseas trip with his guy friends.
he would even bring her along n pay her expenses.
aint tt good enough?!
she doesnt realise she's tt fortunate.
she didnt even give him anything on V.dae.
tt's so absurd.
now she dumps him becuz she sees no future in their relationship.
WTH.
cant euu see he's a nice guy?!
except for his temper.
but besides that.
he gives in to her EVERYTIME.
E-V-I-L.
why must MR.NICE get hurt by girls always?!
it's just so not fair.
now his left with a HEAVY CREDIT CARD DEBTS just becuz of her.
now tt his bdae is nearing.
she quickly dumps him to save tt present money.
T.T
ii just cant bear to see him so hurt.
i just hope the nxt one would care more for him.
and love him more than she loves herself.
it's time for him to get his own fair share of true love.
haish.

now i truly understand this meaning.
'被爱是幸福的 爱人是辛苦的'.

well.
some eng errors in my previous post.
but who cares?!
haahs.
i've come to a decision regarding the appeal.
and YEPPS.
i stand by my very initial decision.
IM GOING SRJC. =))
well. JC suits miie more afterall.
too much of freedom in poly plus poly modules isnt for me.
i need the stress to push me further.
as regarding the lessons i've missed out so far.
well. it just means more work than others + tution.
i hated tution ever since i've got one.
but not now. not anymore.
i've realised the importance of 1.
and im glad i've kind of matured in my thinking.
i shant take the easy way out just wanting to relax for the moment.
i dont want to end up tolling to let the ends meet.
2yrs of intense study is worth it. =))
im happy with my decision.
im not gonna let myself down.
and i've clearly set my goal.
this is wad i wana c in my A's results- ABB A2GP.
that's my goal.
but i shall ppush myself further for AAA.
i dont wan to regret just like my O's.

Damit.
SRJC just called me saying they made a mistake.
and that my appeal was SUCCESSFUL.
i was like. WHAT THE?!
im all messed up now.
i had alrd given up hopes on getting into JC.
i alrd decided v well im gg poly to get my business dip.
i had all the preparations needed into gg poly n NOW?!
i've alrd missed 2days of bridging lessons.
am i gg to be able to cope with it?!
*SIGH*
im now given 2choices again.
why is it always when i've come to face it.
another choice comes popping by n i end up caught in a dilemna?!
W-H-Y?!
idiots. assholes. stupid srjc. ARGH.
i've got to get to a decision real soon before 7am 2ml.
if i wan i've got to go down to SR 2ml before 8.30am to do some admin stuffs.
im really pissed off lahh.
SAVE ME!!!!!!!!! T.T


im.lost.again.
ii.cant.see.to.stand.by.my.decisions.
fickle-minded.
yes.ii.admit.
kill.miie.
ii.dont.wanna.think. T.T

well. recently heard over the radio about F4-ZaiZai's new hairstyle.
peifen said that the fans didnt even recognise him frm the moment he entered the airport.
ii kinda felt that it was sort of exaggerated at first.
but then.
after seeing the photos.
he was really barely recognisable.
i mean at least for me.
i thought his new hairtyle was more hip afterall.
what do euu guys thing?!
HAAHS. =))


dont you guys think tt he looks 99% like Takeshi-金城武 frm this side view?!

T.T
im not going SRJC afterall.
REASON?!
sr didnt accept miie.
appeal was so damn unsuccessful.
damnit.
but anw.
as long as im willing to work hard.
i'll be successful just anywhere yarhh?!
besides.
not all JC-ians get into uni afterall.
i might not be able to get str. A's even if i get in.
shall be more optimistic. HAHS.
but im determined to get into uni.
so i've got to really work doubly hard.
IM SO DESPO FOR A BACHERLOR DEGREE IN BUSINESS.
LOLS.
a diploma cert. is only capable of giving mie a $1,600 salary.
that's like so damn little.
bacherlor cert is like TWICE the dip. cert.
the diff is just so OMG.
that's how realistic the society is.
so no matter what.
at least now i've got a clearer goal.
i dont have to rack my brains anymore.
HAHS.
i know i'll LOVE NP as time goes by. =))
just that i have to think of what to wear everyday.
LoLS.

*screams*
tml's the day. T.T
as much as im looking forward to sch.
im kinda NERVOUS too.
or shld i say- EXTREMELY NERVOUS.
new people.new envt.
i always hated adapting to new envt.
meeting new ppl is fine for me.
but new envt.....
UGH!
i hate this feeling.
it always happens when i get into a new envt.
1st day of work = 1st day of sch.
the feeling's the same.
i just cant help thinking.
hope i dont screw up my life @ sch.
esp. the very first day.

forgot smthing!!
haahs.
i saw the chingay @ gelyang last nitex!!
LOLS.
and here's the pics!!!
kinda l-a-m-e though. >.<

L-A-M-E enough.

it's not as if i hadnt seen 1 before. haahs.

II.WENT.GEYLANG.YTD.NITEX. =.=

haahs.
ii was with my relatives last nite @ 'No Signboard' restaurant.
it was re-union dinner which was sort of brought forward.
nn ii'd so much of good food last nite till i ended up having diarrhea this morning.
esp. the 'gingseng soup with prawn'.
it was too much for me.
the herbs n everything.
ugh!!
ii was like forced to finish the whole bowl.
it's purely 100% BITTER which i hated it.
everything was so so nice except that.
oOoOo.
LOBSTER.o.LOBSTERS.
my NO.1 favourite!!
HAHS.
imagine having the lobster meat dipped in mayonnaise!!
nn then you put it in ur mouth!!!
ahHhh.......
nn you chew n chew n chew......
nn then you swallow it......
LOLS.
it just feels like im gg to heaven. >.<
the 'yusheng' part was the funniest larhh.
i couldnt help laughing.
the waitress was like giving a 'speech' larhh.
the ingredients of the yusheng,1 by,1was added.
nn as she added each item,she said smthing auspicious.
ater adding everthing.
she gave a 'speech' of like 2min.
we were like all laughing.
wahahahahax.
i know 2min is kinda short.
but imagine our stomach's growling upon see-ing the food!!
and we still hafta wait fr her to finish her 'speech'!
haahs. yah lahh.
TOP SERVICE.
was supposed to have another reunion dinner @ 8pm.
but apparently.
my mum had already cooked her top dishes for us.
so we had to reject the invitation so unwillingly! T.T
im missing out all the good nn free food later on!!!!
haahs.

Profile

MAY((:
9teen
SRJCian
SIM
25thMAY'90

Tagboard