P/s- I.WANNA.GET.ON.THE.PLANE.N.LOOK.FOR.HIM.NOW!LOLS.

明恋 还是 暗恋 呢?
从<<花样>>里 了解很多事情
泉和瑞稀 那种无时无刻 暗地里默默保护着彼此 的那种感觉
真的是令人十分的感动
他们两的一举一动可以看出两人之间的爱有多深
每当瑞稀正要露出女人本性时
泉就会不顾一切地帮忙她掩盖她的真正身份
害怕她会受到伤害

故意隐瞒她是女儿身的身份
就是不想破坏那种默默支持着彼此的那种感觉
默默把她/他留在身边
害怕事情若被揭穿 就无法很自然地和彼此相触

虽然 他们两从不坦然地把感情告诉对方
但 在他们心里深处 他们似乎很清楚知道
对方对自己的感觉已超过了友情

这比起那些真正明恋的爱情来得更甜蜜多了
因为通常在明恋中 对彼此的爱 已不是已行动来表明
而是 已甜言蜜语 已话语 来敷衍对方
然而 在暗恋中 无法真正表白爱意的他们
只能默默地为他做事情 保护他

也许 这就是所谓的 偶像剧罢了
一点也不真实 不切实际
也许 人人会选择 明恋
因为 暗恋一个人通常很辛苦
但 若有个选择
我宁愿要 泉与瑞稀之间的那种暗恋
那种默默地保护着对方的感觉真好!

哈哈!
一定在想为什么突然写关于爱情的事与看法吧?!
只是因为 看完了<<花样>>第14集后 特别多感触罢了!
没什么的啦! =))

FINALLY.
i managed to catch the movie-The Protégé.
despite the oh-so-man image of 古天乐 was totally ruined in the movie.
im still so mesmerized by him.
HAHS.
the role which he played in the movie was a total hopeless drug-addict who would even get his daughter to help him sell drugs indirectly.
real hopeless n inhumane aye?!
actually i kind of pitied andy lau.
despite the fact that he was a drug dealer.
basically he was some1 who really treated his family well.
but of course.
the main lead- Daniel Wu.
how could i have missed him out?!
he's the other version of Zun lahh.
so i would say he's really damn shuai too.
LOLS.
an undercover who almost ended taking drugs too.
it was probably due to the emptiness he felt.
i rate this movie a full 5stars. hahs. =))

amongst the real exciting,serious,scary scences.
there were quite a few actions n lines
that got us screaming n also laughed our heads off.
come to think of the guy who jumped off the building.
ahahahahahahahahahahas!!!!!
it was really so damn hilarious lahh.
i couldnt get myself to stop laughing.
kind of 'laughing at other people's misery'?!?
haahs. something like that.
shall find out the correct phrase next time.
that's just about it.

1 question for all.
think carefully about it.

究竟是[心理空虚]可怕还是[毒品]可怕?


P/s.
we'll never know.
emptiness may take control of one's mindset.
and just carry out actions mindlessly.
this amounts to taking drugs too.
which also takes control of one's mindset too.

oh man.
im beggining to confuse myself too.
haahs.
oh well.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JOLEEN! =))

yupps.
it's joleen's birthday today!
*claps*
gave her a oh-so-DOTS 'surprise' today.
well.
apparently we ran down the stairs just like how elephants stomp.
so OBVIOUSLY.
a pea-brained guy would also have known it was us!
LOLS.
well.
chatted a while n we all had to go off.
was a WONDERFUL day afterall.
anw.

i've put up 小鬼 桌文萱-爱的主旋律 song on my blog.
so do LISTEN to it kkays?!
it'll take some time to buffer before u can hear the whole song!
and i think u got to press 'play' urself.
haahs.
not sure. just figure it out urself.
here's the lyrics. =))

男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你你说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是我的愿意
合：爱的主旋律
合 : 永远撑下去

HAPPY CNY TO ALL! =))
kinda late to say that though.
but yah. i've got no choice.
was so damn busy for the past few days.
non-stop action of house visiting.
im so glad im like finally home!
home's still 'home sweet home' lah.
haahs. YUPPS.
gotten most of my ang baos.
but im still waiting for more.
haahs.
this year kinda sad lah.
didnt manage to go to my friends hse 'bai nian'.
so SAD lorh.
there were a lot last yr but this yr there aint a single 1.
girls. can we like go hse visit one another's hse?!
im YEARNING for one.
JIELING. im still waiting. haahs.
well.
guess i'll be FREE from 2ml onwards.
i HOPE so.

anw.
i was just thinking.
hypocrites n favourtism just so happens to appear here.
i cant believe y'all are just so damn BIAS against me!
please oh please FIND OUT THE TRUTH before
pointing tt finger of yours @ me n tell me off like there's no 2ml.
i hate those fake smiles of yours man.
it's not that im afraid to speak up for myself.
but RATHER.
it's just a waste of my breath to explain to HYPOCRITES.
and RMB.
im showing respect to y'all cuz you are my seniors.

im just so DISGUSTED by your actions n behaviour.
there's also 1word that fits y'all.
BARBARIANS.

酷酷獸 KUSOKUSO 汪東城/Jiro Wang 5

酷酷獸 KUSOKUSO 汪東城/Jiro Wang 4


spend some time watching these 2videos kkays?
they will definitely bring euu LAUGHTERS.
esp the 'ah bai er[tt guy lah] hhaahs.

today was a day out shopping again.
but sadly.
i wasnt in the mood for one.
i wasnt in the right state of mind either.
all i could think of was 'srjc or np'.
i really felt like crying, letting out all my frustrations!
time's running out fast.
im being so damn indecisive.
why cant i just stand firm with my decisions earlier on.
can god send me an angel n guide me along?
tell me that whatever choice is a right one.
and that it's one that im happy n comfortable with it.
T.T
my heart's crying.
my brain is going to explode.
i cant take it anymore!

can some1 reassure me that im going do just FINE?
that im on the right track?

我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉
让我面对自己无法再自恋
oh baby 我承认我爱上你的美
你让全宇宙失眠
让我爱到像流星一样的坠
我才发现

i OFFICIALLY announce that I LOVE XIAOZHU.
haahs.
but yah.
im really really very very DEPRESSED.
i actually FORGOT to DHAKE HANDS WITH XIAOZHU!!!
mama mia!!!!!!! ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like banging my head against the wall ya noe!!!!!!

but anw.
xiaozhu sang 精舞門 and 愛*轉角.
i was there screaming like there's no 2ml!
haahs. =P
after was of cuz the START of autograpgh session.
it was kinda fast you know.
there were abt 4,000+ fans.
and we just so happen to be in the '1st' barrier.
cuz the ppl were like asking us to move in front in front.
so frm the playground there move all the way in front.
dont know why the others dont want move.
wasnt long and we got onstage.
and guess what i told xiaozhu?!?!?!?!


我: 小猪!巧玲在你旁边耶!
猪: *laughs* 没有.巧玲在你后面!
我: 那单飞比较红几时会来?
猪: *laughs* 不会来!

it was 巧玲's fault that make me forget to shake hands with xiaozhu!!
HMPH!
actually is took v long time lah.
cause he like already sign finish my album but i havent finish talking to him.
so after i ended my conversation.
i str8 away went down n i FORGOT!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next time i MUST shake hand with XIAOZHU lerh!!
DIE ALSO MUST RMB!!!
HMPH~!!!!

but anw.
xiaozhu very SHUAI + COMICAL + FUNNY lah.
*cant resist the temptation* XD

went for dinner after that.
ard 6pm like that.
went ljs.
but i ate chocolate cream.
was too full to eat the combo.
i wanted the pineapple cheese but out of stock.
sad. haahs.
oh yah!
i saw VALERIE at ljs!!!!
haahs. shocked me lorh!
i was like talking on the fone rdy to sit on the chair.
then suddenly some1 pulled my bag!
then i was totally freaked out!
i wasnt prepared for it lah. haahs.
then i saw it's valerie!!
haahs. so yupps.
ate n went home.

caught in the middle.
indecisive-yes i admit.

FINALLY.
results are out and you can say i kind of satisfied with it.
i was expecting L1R5 of 15pts actually.
i knew i could have gotten.
if i didnt screw up my CHEM PRACT n AMATHS P2!
but well oh well.
17pts aint too bad too.
a jump of 6points frm 23 to 17 is well enough.
NYJC is out now.
should i go SRJC???
im not sure if im prepared to WORK N STUDY HARD.
just O's and it's enough to make me go mad.
tutorials n tests every now n then in jc.
im now like left hanging in the air!
i've got 2choices on my mind.
SRJC or NP-tourism course.
it's either one.
i've got 5more days to think.
minus-ing another day 2ml would be 4days.
cuz i doubt i'll be able to think carefully while waiting for xiaozhu.
i really admire those who just can just really DECIDE what they want.
can someone enlighten me?!

ohh.
got to CONGRATS JOYCELIN here! =))
she got 5A1's,1A2. *clap claps*
well done joycelin!
congrats those who did well n got the results they wanted too!
yenting! euu passed all ur subjects! CONGRATS!
rice! haahs. 13pts not bad worh! *claps*
xiaohui! 16pts!! *claps* you really freaked out when you thot euu got 18!
or was it 19?! haahs. anw. think CAREFULLY over ur choice of jc kkays?!

well.
i'll be out 'partying' 2ml! haahs.
attending xiaozhu's a/s is considered as a PARTY to me.
so im going to try enjoy myself as much as i can 2ml!
(i hope i can survive waiting. LOL.)
i just cant imagine that im actually gg crazy over XIAOZHU!
haahs. so now it's like FRH.XIAOZHU.FRH.XIAOZHU.
LOL.
i would have gotten crazy over SHE nn RAINIE too if i could.
but nah. no one's there to go crazy with me over them!
so yah.
shall make do with just FRH.XIAOZHU.FRH.XIAOZHU.

that should be all.
CNY shopping continues on SUNDAY.
i've yet to get my bottoms,shoes n bags yet!
and i bought an extra top on wed! HAHS.
it wasnt on my list but yah.
i saw it n fell in love with it @ first sight.
so i've gotten myself somthing extra! =))

shall stop here.
my WQYL's coming up.
and im so exhuasted too.

well. here with my last post before 2ml's release of o's results.
this post is dedicated to none other then my 7girlfwens.
AND not forgetting my pri. sch fwens+wss juniors/seniors+working pals.

well.
i've really got a lot to say to you guys.
but i shall just keep my post sweet n short.
let the lyrics do the talking kkays?!
LOVE EUU DEARIES always! =))

一生的朋友
那么多心酸
那么多快乐
我们都经历过
回忆终究会慢慢褪色
彼此还拥有过年少的轻狂
算不算承诺
我们曾期盼过美好的旅程也藏着寂寞
到现在才懂得
你是我一生的朋友


朋友
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

lastly.
这是一段我们秘密的旅程
别人很难了解其中的兴奋
可惜我没空理会他们
我在意的只有你们

it's really ironic how fate plays with our lives.
it's a miracle to get to know one another.
fate gave us 4years to build n strengthen our frendship.
to see one another every day.
to play talk laugh together.
yet now.
fate decides to separate all of us.
and gives all another 2-3yrs to build new friendships.
that's what REALITY N LIFE really is.

feeling so emo now.
i hope i wont cry 2ml.
but of cuz.
i want TEARS OF JOY! haahs.
yupps. ironic again. haahs.
=D

didnt blog for a couple of days.
haahs.
im kinda busy with my cny shopping lah.
really nice clothes n shoes are hard to come by.
these few days was of cuz nth more but more shopping!
except for ytd.
i went to the salon to tidy up my hair.
cuz it has been ages since i cut my hair.
so my hair getting pretty out of shape.
so ytd i went to the salon to get it done.
LOL.
and guess what?!
i CRIED over the LOSS OF 2INCHES OF MY HAIR!
T.T
the thought of it now makes my miserable.
it's like the last time i cut 2inches too.
then tt 2inches hasnt even grown out yet n
now i've cut another 2inches of my hair away!!!!
SOBBS. T.T

today was a FUN day @ the ZOO.
HAHS. Z-O-O.
with yt.xin.meiyu.
all i could think of is FUN! =))
there was this freaking black monkey tt scared the daylights out of me!!!
at first i saw this CUTE monkey swinging so freely.
so i went to get a closer look.
and god knows!!!
the monkey swinged until as if it was going to land on me!!!!
i had to scream of cuz! i was freaked out!!!!!
hmmms.
there were really quite a lot of animals there.
too many to name. not to mention the no. of species.
learnt quite a few facts abt some animals too.
cool lah. haahs.

there was 1 cool thing i learnt abt scorpions.
-scorpions GLOW under fluorescent light!
that was like so cool!
euu off the lights n euu see them in GREEN! haahs.

the most disgusting thing was the HISSING COCKROACHES!
there were like hundreds n thousands of them!
ranging from small to medium to big.
and from all black ones to the one n only WHITE one. haahs.
1 word- DISGUSTING.

there was this real HIPPY thing tt happened.
we saw these 2fishes FRENCH KISSING!!!!!
they like opening their mouths n moving towards each other!
haahs. all ready to *MWUACKS*

OHH OHH!!!
i love OMAR the WHITE TIGER!
haahs. he's just so lovingly CUTE.
he was like doing the CATWALK constantly!
LOL.
winnie n jippy was like so lazy!!!!!!
lying there doing nth. -____-'''

the baboons were COMICAL too!
their RED BUTTS!!!!
wahahahahahax!!!!!
there was one's butt tt looked as if it was gg to ROT.
purely disgusting!
but the baby baboons were CUTE!
1 was so kelian lorh.
the mother was like holding onto its tail like a DOG LEASH.
i was luaghing my head off at tt moment.
but yah. i felt kinda sorry for it too. haahs.

another thing was the ORANG UTAN.
we saw the zoo keepers bringing them back on the tram.
n 1 was so NAUGHTY NAUGHTY NAUGHTY.
as the tram was moving.
tt orang utan grabbed n pulled the leaves along the track.
not only that.
it looked @ us n ate them(9outof10leaves he ate went to the ground)
as the tram drove away.
it was really very funny lah.
euu hafta be there n see for urself to know whr the funny part lies.


played @ the pool playground.
got kinda WET.
or rather VERY WET!
played in the bubble bath too.

ohh!
i've got to specially mention this HORSE in my blog.
it actually sneeze while we were looking at it kkays?!?!
sneezing is fine!
but having all the MUCUS FLYING out WASNT ohkay!!!
it was so disgusting.
i wasnt even sure if the mucus went onto me!!
YUCKS.

of cuz.
taking photos is a must lah.
so pictures will come up by this week.
depends.
cuz i'll be busy again till the end of cny.
but i shall try my best! =))

that's all for now.
2ml's the relaese of O's results!
getting real nervous right now.
i bet i wont be able to slp tonite.
it's always like that.
haish.
good results please?!?!
GOD. see my wishlist on my blog?!
yupps. no doubt.
15points or below.
please grant me my wish!
-no confidence-

jiayouu people!
good luck for 2ml! =))

WHAT A DAY!
as usual.
the gathering was a total failure!
D-I-S-A-S-T-R-O-U-S. =))
everything was so-not-good except for KBOX!
yupps.
i said KBOX!
we didnt wanna play pool n we didnt wanna see dem play either.
so yupps.
mie.xh.meiping.wanting. went for K-LUNCH! =))
i lurbb klunch.
the food is just so........ OISHI!
so yummy yumm yums! XD
i love the jelly n the octopus best!
it was really fun!
and this my 1st time hearing AU WANTING sing!!!!!
yupps.
i said AU WANTING SINGS!!!! lols.
but good times flies fast yarh.
it wasnt long and time was up.
after kbox.
the schedule was so.....................
S-I-A-N-S.
went home at abt 7.30pm
so damn tired.
i slept at 3am last nites.
and i woke up at 9.30am this morning!
so that's only 6hrs of slp.
so TIRED.
*YAWNS*
off to watch my tv now.

visit to zoo this tues.
o levels results this fri.

sians. T.T

*SCREAMS*
may is screaming now!!!
may is going crazy now!!!!!
only 1thing can make her crazy is FRH!!!
and she's gg crazy becuz of dadong!!
may just watched the FRH KUNION EVENT on YOUTUBE!
guess what?!
may saw dadong do the MONKEY n SUPERMAN pose during CXHN!!!
*screams*
may is really going real crazy!!!!!
cuz she really wants to see dadong do those pose in person!!!!!
*screams*
may is now sent to MIH for treatment now.
>.<

WHEE!
i FINALLY started my CNY shopping!
LOLS.
but it's only halfway through.
there's more shopping to do worh! XD
went bugis junction n bugis village.
there were SO MANY ITEMS tt i wanted to buy lorh.
bought a grey dress.
i wasnt really satisfied with that.
it made me look a lil' matured.
regretted cuz i bought at the spur of moment.
arghh!!
2nd item was the red dollie top.
it was REAL CUUTE!
im loving it lots! hehs.
3rd item was the hmms...
i wonder wad euu call that.
it looks like a vest but it's not.
dont know what euu call tt.
but euu can find it in 77th str.! =))
just 3items cost miie a sum of near 100bucks.
*sigh*
i've got a whole lot more on my shopping list!
[1] high cut 'mao mao' boots./low cut 'mao mao' boots
[2] flat shoes.
[3] black leggings.
[4] tt nike sneakers.
[5] tt nike shoulder bag.
[6] shorts.
[7] JEANS.
[8] cutie BRAs. >.<
[9] nice cool cap/hat.

*shakes head*
tt's a real headache!
no. [1] item ish the most ma-fan de.
cause i really hope to go round SG n find the NICEST ones.
yupps. NICEST ones.
i've got high expectations.
HAHS.
saw 1 nice boots @ bugis str. but mum says we shall put tt on hold.
so we'll be gg fareast,vivo,heerens n prob imm(reminds me of FRH!)
to find a really NICE BOOT just for myself! =))

this sat would be the 4e2 class gathering.
i not sure if im lookin 4ward to it.
cuz the previous gathering/chalet totally sucks.
it didnt seem like one lorh.
yuuucks!
this tym we'll be gg tu marina sq.
diiaos. wad can we do there?
how to party there like there's no 2ml?!?!
i cant imagine wad will happen!!!
OH NO!

after that.
6th feb wuld be outing to zoo with xin.yt.meiyu.
lols. this sounds funny.
going to zoo @ the age on 16gg17.
OMG.
just cant believe it larh.
then i think 9th feb would be the o'lvl results!
arghh!!
the thought of it makes me lose my good nite slp again!
i fear to see bad results.
i fear to get my choice of sch done.
i fear or rather i DREAD to go to sch so SOON!
arghh!!!!
10th feb would be xiaozhu's a/s.
not sure if im gg.
but ii really feel like gg.
but it depends.
if ji n xin gg. then i go lorh.
if not i'll just do more shopping!!
HAHS.

yupps/
tt shld be all.
ciaos now! =))

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