Sunday, December 27, 2009

great day out with dearies((:
arcade spells love with bball,bishibashi and ddr :D
and today's gg to be last time im gg to step into suntec for the moment
gosh, 4 days at suntec in a week is killing me. lol.
ohwell.

back to school tmr
tata

Labels: what's next.. sigh..

what we could have been, 12/27/2009 08:20:00 PM.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

this has been the craziest month ever
lots of bbees having their birthday in dec
all the xmas parties till the early morning
plus the very last night of countdown to xmas w/ og10
it's total madness man!
HAHA.

i'm losing my voice from all the fun on x'mas eve :((
korean spicy food plus alcohol plus screaming = no voice T.T
i was still thinking of going K sometime next week man!
UGH.

one last birthday celebration w/ dearies tmr
before i get back to school for some studying
and then very last night of partying on new yr's eve
before i really get down and hit the books till exams are over((:

my new year resolutions:
NO MORE PARTYING TILL EXAMS ARE OVER :D
FOCUS ON MY STUDIES AND MUG MUG MUG!

what we could have been, 12/26/2009 11:47:00 PM.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

I NEED A BREAK FROM E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

WED:
Xmas shopping with joleen and edmund
whole lots of fun and bumping into lots of familiar faces
but only one caught me when i least expected it
*sigh*

THURS:
Jiawei's 21st party
missed my nehball's xmas dinner :((
and beer really sucks

FRI:
nehball nehball nehball
totally lost when i had to be a defender
it was so hilarious that everyone kept laughing at my actions. LOL.
ohwell, I JUST LOVE MY MIDFIELD POSITION BEST! :D

TODAY:
it's and EOC day for me
i'm just going to slack whole day in the library
and do some studying.. im really close to failing everything :((
*sigh*

i really want a bowl of 孟婆汤..
can santa give that to me on xmas? *sigh*
have been really thinking alot lately..
when will i ever get to see the light?
one moment i've decided to just let everything go
and who knows, i actually took back my decision the next moment *sigh*
that change you had meant a new start, was it?
my heart just shattered the moment i saw that change in you
in the past u wanted it so badly that u could just ignore how ppl look at you
but now?

it really breaks my heart for being so hard on myself
knowing i have to let go of the one that i love most
i no longer have the courage to fight for a second chance at it
i might regret for giving up after so long but i just want an end
i guess u'd be hoping for me to stop all this nonsence as well
i'm just tired and i need a break..

sidenote: goodbye my love..

what we could have been, 12/19/2009 11:08:00 AM.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.

but i'll never get the chance to do so..

what we could have been, 12/17/2009 01:52:00 PM.

Monday, December 14, 2009

CONFUSED
CONFUSED
CONFUSED
CONFUSED
CONFUSED
CONFUSED

LOST

what we could have been, 12/14/2009 11:14:00 PM.

黑色的夜燃烧着风
无情的细雨淋得我心痛
最后一班车像是你的诺言
狠心离去溅湿了我的心
一个人走在冰冷的长街
想起分手前熟悉的脸
淡淡地留下一句忘了我吧还有明天
心碎的声音有谁会听得见
我告诉自己爱情早已走远
可是胸前还挂着你的项链
逃离这城市还剩什么可留在心底
忘记你不如忘记自己

will i have the courage to ask for anything now?
*sigh*

anw, great day out w/ odac rebels((:
HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY CELEBRATION FOR BAOBAO!
bet this is the first awesome presentS she ever received! LOL.
LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF VARIETY OF SNACKS! HAHA.
arcade rocks to the max esp. when you're feeling down..
street bball and ddr and air hockey are awesome((:

immune system having a major breakdown
bad flu, bad sore throat, bad headache..
wrist injury getting from bad to worst :((
*sigh*

thanks jimmy for walking me home
i almost lost my way..HAHA XD
and i cant wait for my 6bucks atas sweet tmr :D
*YAYY*

sidenote: what else can i ask for?

what we could have been, 12/14/2009 12:34:00 AM.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

lots of activites to keep me going lately

thurs:
joyce 21st

fri:
stats 1
htht+lunch w/ laopo *winks*
netball training :D
(cant believe i actually survived trg w/ my sprained wrist^^)

TODAY:
vball at ecp w/ dodgies :D
manpuku for dinner at Tamp1
(gosh,u dont know how happy was i when i stepped into manpuku!
it has got all my fave jap food there! YUMMYLICIOUS! XD )
shopping in town w/ joleen we we got our NUM FLOPS w/
the 'BUY 2 GET 3RD FREE' promotion! HAHA.
I LOVE MY GLOW-IN-E-DARK FLOPS and TANK TOP TTM! :D
retail therapy helps me out alot, seriously =X
camwhore session w/ super WLOS edmund and slacking at borders till midnight!
really exhuasted now..
and my wrist hurts even more :((
*sigh*

tmr:
service
meetup w/ odac rebels(after SO LONG! :D)
cant wait cant wait cant wait...

sidenote: What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away, and never know what could have been..

what we could have been, 12/13/2009 02:30:00 AM.

Friday, December 11, 2009

went to bed with a sprained wrist last night
and i dont even know how i sprained it
ugh and it's hurting even more this morning

i dont know how am i gg to handle training later :((
what makes it worst is that it's my right wrist u're talking about
*sigh*

joyce 21st party last night was a blast
making her put on a dress was fun! :D
and for once, i didnt feel good drinking during the games..

thankfully my dad's willing to pick my up at 2am in the morning
if not the cab fare home would have been super chor on me
and i hate going home alone at such late hours..

ohwell,
lots to say
updates soon
tata~

what we could have been, 12/11/2009 10:37:00 AM.